PJ 12
CHAPTER 29
REC #1 HATONN

THURSDAY, FEBRUARY 8, 1990 8:30 A.M. YEAR 3, DAY 176

Hatonn present in the Light of the Radiant One. Might we continue on our Journal this morning and then later this day I shall have comment on the legal depositions of yesterday and a brief response to John S. Please make sure a phone call is made to him because of the delay of the mailing of the message written for him.

Ones must come into their own balance and comfort regarding these things coming through. Much will be alien and new in presentation BUT NAUGHT new in concept if the content be truth, for TRUTH IS and the WORD IS FOR GOD IS AND CREATION IS AND MAN IS--NO MORE AND NO LESS. I can only remind you ones that you must remain in the light of pro­tection and "allow" truth to "settle in". Further, as the spiritual aspects come into focus there will be more attitudes about a given point than there are per­sons who receive of the writings, for man does not truly know of that which he actually believes. The entire thrust is to pull ones of differing "doctrinal" ideas to come into unity with a "concept" of Godness. For instance you must real­ize, as in the Case of J.S.--the majority of ALL religions do not believe in the "I AM" or Germain. Please understand that doctrines and man-established perceptions might very well be incorrect ideas---but the concept is identical in that ones believe first, in the highest cause--God. All other bits and pieces must fall into proper priority. It is your relationship between soul and God--THROUGH the Christed way that is the focus---not the life journeys of a given HUMAN.

This, because the energy of the Christed one has experienced in many ways in many places. If you become stopped at a given "ripple" in the human's jour­ney you will be separated from the point in truth.

As in the case of "I AM" doctrine--pull away from the isolated thought of words in front of you and go within and call upon Germain or the Christ and ask them. In your own projections--"THE CALL COMPELS THE AN­SWER"--and make sure the beloved Masters come in the clearance of the light. Ye ones need of no "middle persons"--call specifically and the Masters will respond.

We shall speak of these things later this day but presently allow us to return to the Journal where we are discussing the Prison of the Mind and the releasing of "Fear".


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THE EMOTIONS

All creatures are responsive in some manner to harmful stimuli. Human be­ings are no exception. Possessing the ability to be aware of injurious agents, you translate that awareness into hurt. Whenever you feel hurt, something is causing or threatening damage to you. Your awareness of hurt is so sensitive that it enables you to discern the danger even before it happens. That detec­tion of danger can produce the response of fear, which is the feeling we get when the body is preparing itself to evade a destructive force.

Sometimes it is not possible for the individual to escape the danger, so the body has developed a further protective mechanism--anger. This state of body and mind occurs when danger must be faced and somehow repulsed. All the aggressive fighting instincts are mobilized at that point. The objective of the anger is to either frighten the danger away or to somehow destroy it.

Thus three major principal emotions protect you from danger and enable sur­vival. (1) Hurt is the awareness of pain and the presence of danger. It has its human counterpart in sadness--the continued awareness of hurt. (2) Fear, de­riving its strength from the memory of pain, prompts the individual to avoid further pain by fleeing its source as quickly as possible. (3) Anger protects the individual from danger either by scaring it away or annihilating it.

These three emotions--hurt, fear, and anger--are interchangeable in the split second blinking of an eye. It is, however, that hurt always precedes the other two emotions on a most personal level. The fear and anger are then stimu­lated in direct proportion to the hurt that antedates them and the personal relationship to the point of focus. The causative precipitator of the emotional response may be deeply hidden from the consciousness, you must remember, and never present in conscious awareness. These emotions are present at birth and well before the birthing.

These emotions belong to the Child ego state, and you have witnessed how his expression of normal human emotion can be considered quite criminal.

The newborn babe is able to express its pain by wailing. This usually results in the early arrival of help from a caretaker parent, who is able to locate the source of discomfort and deal with it. For the newborn the expression of pain is a cry for help. Sadness and the expression of hurt is equally a serious cry for help.

As the child grows older, at times help is not immediately forthcoming, and thus the pain or the threat of pain remains. At that moment the reaction of fear will occur, often by a more shrill and piercing outburst. If he is old enough, he will run to mother, who for him represents security. When he reaches mother, he will feel safe and secure--unless she rejects him. She will most often take care of whatever is frightening him, and removing the source of any pain or hurt. Persistent fear in the child or the adult is due to this effort to find security.

The response of fear may not be adequate to obtain the security that the individual seeks. It may then be necessary for him to deal with the danger himself, transmuting his fear into anger. This may happen very very quickly in­deed, and many angry people are never aware of the fear that preceded their anger. They are certainly not aware of the hurt which preceded the fear if the individual is successful in dealing with the danger by the use of anger, he will once again feel secure. It now becomes evident that the emotions are the devices by which the individual endeavors to obtain the security essential for his continued survival,

The basic emotion, that of hurt, has as its opposite the feeling of pleasure and comfort. The individual experiences this feeling when he no longer senses any discomfort and everything seems to be at peace. For the young child or in­fant, mother is associated with these feelings.

The second motion, that of fear, also seeks to achieve security and safety, and once again the infant or child associates these with the mother. Feelings of security are the antithesis of fear.

The third emotion, anger, has as its antithesis love. While dealing with danger by the use of anger, the individual, whether child or adult, is unable to feel love. Once he has resolved the danger, he can once again experience security and thus regain the emotion of love. Remember, problems occasioned by fear and hurt must be resolved before love can be established.

Now is where and when it becomes very serious indeed. Having considered the three primary emotions as necessary for the proper detection of defense against danger-the question now arises, what happens when the danger, the source of hurt, is mother herself, who normally guarantees security and re­pose? The answer provides the key to the basic conflict central to all emo­tional disorders,

When mother is the source of hurt, the Child cannot express that hurt to her, for she will only increase it. He cannot run from her and utilize his emotion of fear to escape since he no longer has a refuge. He cannot use anger to intimi­date or destroy her because he needs her for his very survival. Therefore, there is only one course of action open to him: he must block the emotions. He simply must arrange to not feel them.

The Parent ego state serves to repress feelings whose expression will involve the risk of parental abandonment. You must be aware of how the display of emotion can then be regarded as a "crime". You can well understand how the repression of emotion that meets with parental disapproval is the only possi­ble recourse. The Parent ego state not only punishes the Child ego state for the crime of distressing his real parent but also protects him by preventing him from being exposed to further disapproval.

We will certainly take this subject further but at this point I only want you ones to realize that the "crucifixion" of that little "phoenix" "child" has already basically begun at or before birthing,

The marvelous potential from any "Child abuse" can only be altered by the child releasing the feelings perpetrated by the "prosecutor parent". When he can grow into the balance of acceptance, allowance and releasing of the fear---he must come relatively back into balance with self as love replaces the other emotions, for fear vanishes in the presence of love. He must learn to accept the prosecutor's accusations without giving up the defense, thereby al­lowing .the crime to be fairly tried, which will in turn cause the judge to make a valid discernment regarding the circumstance.

THE TWELVE STEPS

The next question of course will be---"But how?" Regardless of all the psychiatric growth and projected knowledge, therapies, etc., you are left with only one course of action in truth--you must go within to the courtroom wherein the trial is taking place--at the level where the subconscious is making these demands upon the consciousness. Then you must begin to retrain, reaccept self and seek assistance from a higher source of focus than that of the parent for the parent is flawed. The only one thing in the universe which is com­pletely without flaw is God, by whatever name you wish to address him--fur­ther, he is even closer within than is the "child", "parent" or "judge", God is the perfection within self that can heal, protect and surround you with the total light of love in never-ending constant and unjudging love.

First you must recognize the problem, desire to change, move toward the change one step at a time and release these emotional responses unto God and not unto the destructive, crucifying methods used by humankind.

This is why the "Anonymous" programs work--you stop judging the child for each and every crime and release the problem unto the perfection of Creator and he will walk you through one step at a time--or carry you if the way is too hard. When you "backslide" he simply picks you up and you resume your journey without guilt or shame for his perfection is quite adequate for the both of you.

I would like to list the twelve steps. They have been so widely published and now the groups who work through these twelve steps are multiplying by the thousands. The soul must be cured at this level of understanding and com­munion with Creator---for no medicines or drugs available to mankind can do a thing until the soul demands freedom.

STEP ONE:Recognize that the addiction to whatever object, be it alcohol; food, pain, worry, guilt, et cetera renders you powerless to control it alone. You must recognize that your conscious experiencing life has become unmanageable in its present state.

STEP TWO:Come into knowledge that there is a Power greater than self and CAN restore you to sanity and stability.

STEP THREE:Make a decision to turn your will and your lives over to the care of that Higher Source, God--as you understand Him.

STEP FOUR: Make a searching and fearless moral inventory of yourself--list it all, even if only "perception".

STEP FIVE: Admit to God, to yourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of your wrongs as you perceive them.

STEP SIX: You must be ready to have God remove all these defects of character as you perceive them to be.

STEP SEVEN: Humbly and sincerely request that God remove the short­comings--demand that they be removed.

STEP EIGHT: Make a list of all persons you have harmed, and become willing to make amends to them all.

STEP NINE: Make direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others. You have no right to bring pain upon the being of another, knowingly. You may not remove your own burden by "dumping" it upon another.

STEP TEN: Continue to take personal inventory and when you are wrong promptly admit it and confront it immediately.

STEP ELEVEN: Seek through prayer and meditation to improve your conscious contact with God as you understand Him to be, praying only for knowledge of His will for you and the power to carry out that will.

STEP TWELVE: Come into spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, carry the message openly and honor and practice these principles in all affairs.
IN FINAL ACKNOWLEDGEMENT

Addictions are rarely annihilated until a being is "at the very bottom" because until a being is rendered helpless and naked in his addiction can he perceive the only remaining recourse is growth up and into truth and communion with his Higher beingness. He must come as the child unto the mother and ask for assistance--he must extend his hand for God will never use force--all must be­come reality through self free-will.

Your world has gone through the same changes and is addicted to evil. Mankind must walk through the same twelve steps and into the newness of the dawn. You are in the addiction stages presently--the crucifying. Man shows no probability of changing in time to prevent the "fire into the ashes"---then, dear ones, the Phoenix shall rise again by taking the hand of God and coming again into aliveness in glory instead of debasement of evil contempt for thy beingness. God shall greatly bless your path if you but ask for He awaits thy call. He will respond with all the hosts of heaven to walk with thee.

He will shelter you with His golden wings that you can be sustained as He teaches you again to fly; he will be the wind currents beneath your wings that you shall not fall but rather fly freely unto the very heavens for none who fly with their own wings in the winds of God can soar too high for thy way shall be infinite. So be it.

You must come naked unto God without labels that you stop of thy con­demning. It is thy soul that bears recognition of Creator, not thy earth labels, titles and namings.

COME UNTO HIM WITHIN THY BEING AND HE WILL GRANT YOU THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS YOU CANNOT CHANGE, WILL GIVE YOU THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THAT WHICH YOU CAN AND IN HIS COUN­SEL GIVE YOU THE WISDOM TO KNOW AND UN­DERSTAND THE DIFFERENCE! AHO!

HATONN IN ONENESS WITH THE LIGHT--TO BEGIN - - -







PJ 12
CHAPTER 30
REC #1 HATONN
MONDAY, FEBRUARY 12, 1990 7:30 AM. YEAR 3, DAY 180

In July as AND THEY CALLED HIS NAME IMMANUEL, and SPACE­GATE, THE VEIL REMOVED was being written, Sister Thedra wrote a let­ter to Dharma and Oberli; we reprint it here for I wish to speak of "Reality".

"Dear Ones: July 6 - '89

Do you realize what blessings are bestowed upon you?

What glorious work! I rejoice that it is Now Come --I've waited to hear the Good News -

I'm standing with you -! Let no thing deter you - for you are dealing WITH REALITY --

I Love you ALL-- T."

REALITY/ WHAT EXACTLY IS REALITY?

Hatonn here to discuss it a bit. Let us begin with discussing Hatonn. God/Christ - Mother/Father Creator/Creation and the Cohans of the Archangelic Realms along with the Cosmic Councils spend their "time" as you would count it--IN CONSTANT COUNCIL DEVOTED TO THE PROBLEMS AND GROWTH LESSONS OF THE UNIVERSES. IN TROUBLED TIMES OF A SPECIFIC PLANET (THOUGHT PROJECTION OF GOD) MUCH ATTENTION IS FOCUSED UNTO THE PARTICULAR ORB AND ITS SPECIFIC POINT OF EVOLVEMENT. DECISIONS ARE MADE AS TO HOW BEST TO BRING THE FOCUS UNTO THE POINT OF "TRAVEL" UNTO THE BEINGS WHO ARE EXPERIENCING UPON THE MANI­FESTED STAGE. DEPENDING UPON THE LEVEL OF GROWTH AND UNDERSTANDING, DIFFERENT APPROACHES ARE CONSIDERED AND GOD, ATON, ULTIMATELY DECIDES HIS ROLE IN COMING INTO AND AMONG THE CREATIONS. THE CHRISTOS, AT THIS POINT OF EVOLVEMENT, HAS MATURED IN BECOMING GOD (THE SANANDA) AS PERFECTION HAS BEEN ACHIEVED IN ALL FACETS OF HIS/HER BEING--HE IS ACTUALLY ONE WITH AND WITHIN GOD--­NEVER AGAIN WILL HE BE A FRAGMENT--SENT; HE WILL HENCE­FORTH BE--GOD!

HE HAS NOT ACHIEVED HIS "CROWN" SO TO SPEAK, UNTIL HE SEES THE PLANET THROUGH AND INTO ITS HIGHER TRANSITION AND ALL BEINGS PLACED IN THE PREPARED PLACES ESTABLISHED FOR THEM. IN ORDER TO ALLOW FOR THIS WONDROUS REVOLU­TION/EVOLUTION OF PERFECTION "YOU ONES" BECOME THE BE­INGS IN EXPERIENCE UPON A MANIFESTED PHYSICAL PLANE WE OF THE ETHERIC BEINGS BECOME THE "HOSTS OF HEAVEN" OR THE "EVIL PROJECTIONS OF SATAN" DEPENDING UPON YOUR LEVEL OF GROWTH OF SOUL ESSENCE.

THAT IS THE REALITY, BELOVED CO-PLAYERS IN THE SCENARIO OF PHYSICAL LIFE SCREEN-PLAY. THE PLAY IS WELL WRITTEN BUT THE STAGE IS IN NEED OF TOTAL REPAIR FOR THE PLAYERS KEEP FALLING THROUGH THE PLATFORMS, ETC. IT IS TIME FOR THE CAST TO DO THE FINAL ACT--INCLUSIVE OF THE GOD/SANANDA/TOTAL CHRIST AND HAVE A GRADUATION INTO THE HIGHER DIMENSIONS. THAT IS THE REALITY.

ALL OF THE HEAVENLY HOSTS SELECTED FOR THIS PARTICULAR EARTH (PLANET) EVOLVEMENT ARE IN PLACE--YOU NEED NOT WORRY ABOUT WHERE ALL THE OTHER HOSTS OF HEAVEN ARE LOCATED--PERHAPS MARS OR OBICRON--THAT IS NOT YOUR BUSI­NESS. YOU HAVE ONLY TO TEND OF YOUR PURPOSE AND COM­MITMENT--WE WILL TEND OF OURS. YOU WILL, HOWEVER. PLAY YOUR ROLE MUCH BEITER IF YOU HAVE READ AND UNDERSTAND THE SCRIPT. FOR THIS ENTIRE SCENARIO YOU HAVE HAD, AND WILL CONTINUE TO HAVE THE SAME RETINUE OF HOSTS FOR THEY MAKE UP A MAJOR PORTION OF YOUR ISOLATED "ONENESS" AND FLOW BACK INTO GOD.

NOW, HOW WILL GOD PRESENT HIMSELF THAT MAN WILL ACCEPT HIS PRESENCE? HOW WILL THE CHRISTOS COME THAT MAN CAN KNOW HE IS AGAIN PRESENT? ANY WAY HE PLEASES! AND I SUG­GEST YOU EFFORT AT REMEMBERING THAT TID-BIT. FOR IN THIS EVOLVEMENT, I COME FIRST AS A FIELD/FLEET COMMANDER SO THAT I MIGHT SURVEY THE PLAY IN AN UNDERSTANDING MORE NEARLY THAT OF YOUR MANIFESTED THOUGHT PATTERNS! SO BE IT!

HOW MANY WILL SEE?

Like in any changes, at first--few, Then many and finally, brothers---all. They may make all the wrong choices and some end up in most heinous circum­stance--BUT IN THE ENDING, ALL WILL HAVE BEEN GIVEN TO "SEE"!

How long it requires is always the cloudy issue for first you ones must finish your destruction through free-will foolishness. YOU WILL CRUCIFY THE WONDROUS PHOENIX! Let us look at a letter from one of TBN (Trinity Broadcasting Network, Inc.), the President, Paul F. Crouch. This is one who proclaims God and Christ throughout your planet in one broadcasting system following another and let us look at his letter for ones have been sending him various of the JOURNALS. Now, you who have been reading the JOURNALS know who WE are and let me first give you the scripture that is the guideline of these ones and placed boldly on their stationery: "AND I, IF I BE LIFTED UP FROM THE EARTH, WILL DRAW ALL MEN UNTO ME." John 12:32. The Christos was saying that "if I be lifted up" then all men shall be lifted up for he never set himself either separate nor above man. Further: I will draw ALL men unto me.

Does that mean "some" men? Well, let us see how Mr. Crouch responded to Patricia Young, in Sedona.

"Dear Miss Young:

"We have received the book you sent to us titled, Cry of the Phoenix .

In just a casual glance (sic, sic) through this book, we recog­nize it to be a compendium of revelational thought drawn not from Holy Scripture alone, but from various Indian cults. (Oh my!)

"We of course are completely devoted to God's Holy Book, (which ones?). Both the Old and the New Testament. We do not accept Indian mythological ideas as being truth. (Does your heart not yet weep?) Therefore, Cry of the Phoenix is in our opinion unreliable truth. (Does anyone remember what CRY OF THE PHOENIX is about? THE DEATH RATTLE OF FREEDOM--that is man's freedom !)

"We would encourage you to turn to the Holy Bible, read it and understand it apart from Indian mythological concepts. Do accept Jesus Christ as the one and only Savior of this world.

Yours sincerely, (signature), Paul F. Crouch, Founder/President, PFC:cjs" (What "Bible" do you suppose these bigoted ones read?)

Parentheses are my input-Hatonn! Letter is available for you research teams who work day and night to discredit my scribe here. If this scribe's work is worthless---why do you bother to discredit it? Her errors could only make your light shine more brightly--YOU CERTAINLY MAKE OURS SHINE MORE BRIGHTLY AND WE THANK YOU!

Does this not say it all? This is what is being preached unto the world! They will be shocked to find that they are total bigots and have placed judgment as being God upon a whole traditional civilization of man. They actually did not have enough interest in the subject to more than glance at the book and toss it aside. They further think that Hatonn, Sananda etc., etc., are Native Ameri­can Indians--I am honored indeed for there is none higher than the Ancient of Ancients. That, however, is beside the point.

The ones in the "UFO-Cattle Mutilation business" are the same "Sue that scribe is the motto, "we work from research documents and on and on and on"---WELL, WE WORK FROM THE RECORDS AND THE ALL-KNOWLEDGE OF THE UNIVERSE WHERE NAUGHT IS HIDDEN. So be it.

I suppose the above letter indicates that at that "rapture" the TBN people ex­pect any moment now---only they will be there! Well, it might be so--up to those fluffy white clouds to get radiated and singed toes. So be it--free-will choice is honored at all events.

Pat, thank you, precious chela, for sending this along for I must have these things in my scribe's possession before commenting for We shall protect her and when the documents are safely in the hands of ones in this placement then we shall respond in kind. I would hope that some of you again write to Mr. Crouch and point out that ATON IS GOD AND SANANDA IS "JESUS" CHRIST and he claims to have been awaiting this contact for a very long time and he missed it just as he proclaims the masses will miss the return! Don't bother to send them the books--he has denied--let him now get his own books! So be it. "We do not accept Indian mythological ideas as being truth." IN­DEED! I AS GOD DO NOT ACCEPT MR. CROUCH'S MYTHO­LOGICAL IDEAS AS BEING TRUTH! AHO AND SELAH! FOR THE BENEFIT OF ALL OF YOU PRE-JUDGERS: THE INDIANS BELIEVE IN THE GREAT SPIRIT AS BEING THE "ONE" CREATOR; THEY BE­LIEVE IN THE TOTAL BALANCE AND HARMONY OF THE CRE­ATION/MOTHER-FATHER CREATOR/CREATION AND THE SACRED CIRCLE OF INFINITY IS THE CHRIST! NOW, WHAT EX­ACTLY IS IT THAT YOU "CHRISTIANS" BELIEVE THAT THESE PA­GANS DON'T BELIEVE? OH, RITUALS? AH SO--IT SEEMS TO ME THAT ALL OF YOUR CHURCHES PRACTICE THE "COMMUNION" AND PRETEND TO DRINK BLOOD AND EAT FLESH! AND YOU USE SYMBOLS OF CROSSES, CANDLES, STATUES AND MYRIADS OF OTHER RITUALS! THINK YE NOT THAT GOD DOES NOT SEE ALL OF THE BIGOTRY AND CONTRADICTIONS?

YES, MR. CROUCH, YOU WERE SET UP FOR THIS; HOWEVER, YOU ARE THE ONE WHO PROCLAIMS AND WARNS DAILY--YOU MUST BE PREPARED! TIIE LORD MASTER SHALL COME AS A THIEF IN THE NIGHT--UNEXPECTED, UNANNOUNCED AND IN THE TWINKLING OF AN EYE! WELL, YOU HAD YOUR EYES SHUT--YOUR WISDOM SHUT--YOUR EARS CLOSED--YOUR EGO AND JUDGMENT WIDE OPEN AND BROTHER--YOU MISSED THE LIFE-BOAT AND HID TIIE BOAT FROM MILLIONS OF YOUR BRETHREN----COMFORTING THOUGHT? SO BE IT AND SELAH! I SHALL BE HOPING TO HEAR FROM YOU, BELOVED SON, FOR YOUR CONTRIBUTION IS GREAT INDEED IF YOU BUT HEAR OF YOUR CALL! I AM ATON OF THE ALLNESS--THE ONE LIGHT--I AM GOD, SON, SENDING YOU YOUR FINAL INSTRUCTIONS AND MESSAGES. I DO NOT FORCE---HEAR ME IF YOU WILL, DENY ME IF YOU WILL--­FOR THEREARE OTHERS AWAITING THE WORK. SO BE IT.

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Oberli, this portion should be considered as an Express portion but must also go into CRUCIFIXION OF THE PHOENIX. Thank you. The time of the playing the of bigoted games is all but finished. You ones have too many little Gods down there tinkering with the fragments of God/Man.

Either you of mankind shall join again into community of oneness and work in light toward your goal of return to God or ye shall reap the whirlwinds which will come at Armageddon as the true judgment is brought forth. YE AS IN­DIVIDUAL FRAGMENTS WILL DO YOUR OWN CHOOSING BUT I CAN PROMISE YOU THAT ONE BIGOTED PERSON WHO SETS HIMSELF ABOVE HIS BROTHER WILL NOT BE CHOSEN BEFORE THE ONE BIGOTED AGAINST! THERE ARE GOING TO BE SOME SURPRISED ENTITIES WITH THE HOT-FOOT AS WE MOVE ALONG THROUGH THIS TRANSITION. YOU THINK YOU ARE GOING TO THE HOLY, GOLDEN CITY AND WATCH THY "EVIL" BROTHERS GET CREAMED? I DON'T THINK SO--AND I PULL THE ULTIMATE STRINGS!

Aton, but the lessons are so hard!! Well, where have you chelas been for the eons of time, much less since 2000 years in which truth has been splattered all over you? You have moved into the houses of Satan to satisfy your gluttonly, lusts and addictions while moving entirely away from responsibility and self­-discipline, Now, you must learn all your lessons in one lump or fail the gradu­ation! No more and no less---for they WILL be learned--by each, by all!

You ones had better be looking unto the stars but not for your fortune-telling. You are in a most precarious predicament, little ones---most precarious in­deed. Who did you expect to tell you about these ending times? From where did you expect to get the instructions? From Mr. Crouch? From President Bush? (He has massive other plans for you slaves.) Oh, from Mr. Bakker? How about Billy Graham? Robert Schuller? Henry Kissinger? Oh, yes--­Mother Theresa (except no one listens to her). HOW EMBARRASSING; SINCE IT ALL DEALS WITH SATAN AND CHRIST/GOD, WOULDN'T YOU SOMEHOW EXPECT TO GET IT FROM THEM? WELL, YOU CER­TAINLY LISTEN TO SATAN---IT MIGHT SERVE YOU WELL TO START LISTENING TO GOD! SELAH!

How is it you expect the Hosts of Heaven to reach you? On filmy, transparent wings? You are mostly claiming to bring along your entire physical selves--­pretty heavy to sit on a cloud---and there are no clouds in space void, my chil­dren. Oh, I see---Jesus died for YOUR sins so you don't have to worry about cleaning up your act--WRONG!You can drink all of his blood and eat all of his flesh--and you will sit right squarely in your pit of vipers. Jesus went to a cross because you in evilness sent him there---and all He can do is intercede and petition in your behalf. You call him the Son of God? He is also the Son of Man! I,GOD ULTIMATELY DECIDE YOUR PLACEMENT---­JUST YOU AND ME-ONE TO ONE. Beloved Son Christos tried to tell you how it is--he went to a cross to show you LIFE not DEATH. HE FORGAVE YOU--NOTHING MORE AND NOTHING LESS FOR YOU WERE IGNORANT AND HE PITIED YOU FOR HE KNEW I WOULD NOT BE SO ALLOWING OF YOUR SLOVENLY WAYS. NO, LITTLE CHELAS, YOU WILL ANSWER FOR YOUR OWN PATH AND BEHAVIOR--­CHRIST IS THE WAY--NOTHING MORE AND NOTHING LESS---YOU SHALL ANSWER FOR YOUR OWN! WITHOUT THE TRUTH AND LIGHT OF HIS TEACHINGS (FOR HE WAS SENT AS THE WAYSHOWER), YE SHALL NOT SET FOOT INTO MY KINGDOM! IT IS TOTALLY UP TO YOU, FOR NO EVIL SHALL PASS INTO MY KINGDOM!

LISTEN UP: I CARE NOT FOR DHARMA'S TRUTH, SISTER THEDRA'S TRUTH, PAUL CROUCH'S TRUTH OR ARCHIE BUNKER'S TRUTH---YOU WILL COME INTO MY TRUTH IF YOU INTEND TO ENTER INTO MY PLACES. THERE ARE NO SEPARATE TRUTHS TO BE SPRINKLED ABOUT AT RANDOM WITHIN THE RAINBOW DANCES OR HOP-SKOTCH---THERE IS ONE TRUTH AND YE HAD BEST BE GETTING ON WITH LOCATING IT! THROW THIS OUT INTO THE GARBAGE-­-THROW OUT ALL OF THE JOURNALS, BUT YE WILL THROW AWAY THY INSTRUCTIONS FOR THE TRIP TO MY HOLY PLACES--SO BE IT FOR I WEARY OF YOUR FOOLISH GAMES AS YOU ACT IN NO-WISE, WISELY. THE TRUE "EVIL PAGANS" TEACH IN YOUR SUNDAY SCHOOLS AND PREACH FROM YOUR PULPITS FOR YOU LIVE IN IGNORANCE! NONE OF YOU SHALL BE IN SETTING UP THE GUIDE­LINES FOR MY KINGDOMS!

JESUS CHRIST IS NOT THE ONE AND ONLY SAVIOR OF YOUR WORLD. EACH OF YOU IS THE ONE AND ONLY SAVIOR! CHRIST WAS SENT TO SHOW YOU THE WAY AND YOU HAVE REPLACED HIS WORDS OF TRUTH WITH YOUR TAMPERING AND IF YE OPEN NOT THINE EYES. EARS AND HEARTS--YE SHALL REAP THE HARVEST LAID FORTH. JUDGE NOT LEST YE BE JUDGED---BY A MUCH HIGHER AUTHORITY, BELOVED ONES.

Reality! You ones had better gel with reality! Reality is not your moment to mo­ment physical existence--it is naught. Reality is that which is within your soul that is eternal. Well, someone had to put to words the books-so be it if you have the intelligence to see and hear for thus far, you act as children at your choose-up games of pre-school! YOU ARE IN THE ENDING TIMES OF THE GREAT­EST CYCLE OF ALL--THE FULFILLMENT OF THE PROPHECIES OF THE EONS OF TIMELESSNESS. THE ONE YOU CALL ''JESUS'' (EMMANUEL) CAME TO FULFILL THE PROPHECIES OF THE PRIOR PROMISES (THE OLD TESTAMENT, IF YOU WILL)---DO YOU NOW PROCLAIM FROM YOUR GRAND, IVORY PEDESTALS OF PRO­NOUNCED MAN-TRUTH THAT THERE IS NONE OTHER? WOULD THERE NOT LOGICALLY BE BOOKS OF INSTRUCTIONS AND A SCE­NARIO TO FULFILL THE NEW TESTAMENT--THE GROWTH INTO FULLNESS OF GOD OF THE CHRISTOS--OR DO YOU HONOR THAT WHICH GIVES YOU COMFORT AND NO EFFORT? JUST LET JESUS DO IT ALL---HARDLY! YOU ARE THE JESUSES, THE CHRISTOS--"FOR ALL THESE THINGS I DO, YOU CAN DO--AND MORE!" ANYONE EVER HEAR THAT BEFORE? SO BE IT.

I suggest that those of you who come into this writing, send it on to Mr. Crouch: TBN, P.O. Box A, Santa Ana, CA 92711--2442 Michelle Dr., Tustin, CA 92680; and to all the ones individually that you attend to on that circuit.

Lift up thine eyes unto the Heavens from whence comes thy help--ask me within and I shall commune with you. Most of you have closed me away from mine own temples---my rightful and Holy place within thy very selves---I AM COME TO REGAIN MY KINGDOM! SO BE IT AND SELAH.

I AM ATON

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Chela, let us leave this for a rest. Man must give thought unto these things of which our Father speaks. No burning bushes or emerald tablets could bear the power. Yes, chela, it will get stronger but ye are strong enough--ye will not be given that beyond which ye can bear. I wrap you in my wings of light that you will be sustained. I know that you didn't remember thy task but surely it must now be clear in thy soul? Ye shall be sustained for we are the hosts of God and none shall prevail against us and we stand between thee and thy placement within the world. Hold my hand, precious, for I know the way! Salu, Salu, Salu. Hatonn to stand-by. We must write more this clay, please.