PJ 87
CHAPTER 9

REC #2 HATONN

THU., FEB. 24, 1994 12:36 P.M. YEAR 7, DAY 192

THU., FEB 24 1994

TAKE NOTE: MARKETS OF WORLD
You are absolutely right in your observation that the market at 3500 may well be triggering something on its way BACK DOWN--NOT GOING UP. Note that everything in the world is "off", including gold--this is "artificial" in every aspect because the fact is, gold would (should) be increasing in this envi­ronment--just hold on!
The U.S. government is in HOT, DEEP WATER with Russia and it could "blow" at any moment. Actually it IS "blowing" and you are not allowed to see or hear it. Along with the prob­lems with the U.S. there is also great internal stress within Rus­sia. In the U.S. Clinton is just about to get himself impeached (to say the "least")
"Whitewater", in the words of some writ­ers, is pure "hustle". He is in a very bad plight and Hillary's Hellcats are about to individually self-destruct. Well, it couldn't happen to "nicer" people.

Let me just quote you something from a letter from Nick Guar­ino:

"Bill Clinton will be the first president to go from the White House direct to the jail house. He is being investigated for pos­sible criminal bank fraud by the Resolution Trust Corp... [H: Wow, NOTHING is too good for those folks either.] ...and for possible campaign fraud. The FBI has opened an investiga­tion for possible obstruction of justice for events surrounding the murder of Clinton's Deputy White House Counsel, Vincent Foster. [H: We told you readers EXACTLY WHAT HAP­PENED TO FOSTER, HOW MANY "SUICIDE" SHOTS, etc., WHEN IT HAPPENED. Never mind the adversarial attacks, readers, you GET THE UP-FRONT TRUTH FROM THIS "RAGSHEET" AS THE CONTACT IS REFERRED TO BY GRITZ AND GREEN, ET AL.]

"Bill Clinton is the first President in American history to have a criminal referral
--mentioning him--issued by an indepen­dent federal regulator to the Department of Justice. US At­torney General Janet Reno is desperately trying to protect Clin­ton by refusing to make this document public and by stone­walling the investigation".

The following is an "advertisement" and I know that you realize that when I ask for advertising in the paper--I believe the information critical and worthy of the price, whatever it is. I hate to attract any further focus to this place but I feel you HAVE TO HAVE THIS INFORMATION.

The above quotes are from the heading of this letter in point.

QUOTING:

THE IMPEACHED PRESIDENT
Dear Friend:

Whitewater was a pure hustle. I wish I could show you this piece of property. It's in the middle of nowhere. Hardly any­body lives there. Nobody else ever goes there, and nobody wants to. You have to drive 50 miles to go to the grocery store. If the Mafia wanted to do a hit, this is where they would bury the body. If Jimmy Hoffa's body isn't buried in Whitewater, it's in a place just like it.

I can't believe Bill and Hillary Clinton ever intended this property to be developed. It was a scam right from the begin­ning--and it was almost 100% successful. They bought the land with nothing down and then borrowed huge sums of money against it.

This was an easy scam. All they had to do was survey the land, have it divided up, and sell a few lots to some of their cronies at inflated prices. Then, they had other cronies provide inflated appraisals. The S&L they went to wasn't an accident either--its owner, James McDougal, was the Clintons' partner in the Whitewater project.

On paper, they said they would convert raw forest land into a subdivision with dozens of lots. They said it would be a thriving newcommunity. They got the S&L to loan millions to them and their cronies.

All that money was funnelled to Bill Clinton and his friends in the inner circle.

Hillary Clinton claims she has no knowledge of the business dealings of Whitewater or the S&L. But her law firm handled the legal work. She was personally retained by the S&L as their attorney; represented them before state regulators; was on a $2,000 a month retainer; and had power of attorney "to manage and conduct all matters" related to Whitewater.

Hillary was a senior partner in the biggest, most prestigious law firm in Arkansas. From the time Clinton became governor, he funnelled huge amounts of state legal work through her firm.

If you wanted to do business with the state of Arkansas, it was no longer necessary to make payoffs with hundred dollar bills in paper bags. You just went and "retained" Hillary Clin­ton. The money you paid the Clintons to do a government deal was no longer an illegal payoff, but a legal bill. Even better, it's protected under attorney-client privilege. It was a scam, pure and simple. The average attorney in Arkansas is lucky to make $50,000 a year. Hillary Clinton made $400,000. No wonder.

The Clintons and their partners, the McDougals, operated the S&L (Madison Guarantee Savings & Loan) as their personal piggy bank. They looted depositors' money to pay off Bill Clinton's personal campaign debts and to raise money for his campaign to become President of the United States.

Bill Clinton even went so far as to force the Small Business Administration to make a loan for $300,000 to Mrs. McDougal, his partner's wife. This loan was supposed to go to "socially disadvantaged businesses". Right!

David Hale, the official who made this SBA loan, is now un­der federal indictment for defrauding the SBA. He says Clinton pressured him to make the fraudulent loans.

After stealing as much money as they could--Clinton and his partners watched as the Whitewater project went broke. It was the typical Florida swamp deal of the '30s. No, it was worse.

The regulators knew what was going on as far back as 1985. They wanted to shut Madison down. But Bill and Hillary used their political influence to stop them. The regulators were appointed by governor Bill Clinton, who was their boss. They did the right thing to keep their jobs: they backed off.

A 1986 audit by the Federal Home Loan Bank Board (FHLBB) could not have been more harsh in its depiction of Madison Guarantee. It portrayed Madison as financially reck­less, rife with conflicts, and on the brink of collapse.

Yet, Hillary Clinton was claiming to regulators that the S&L was solvent. She even put together a stock offering, which the state of Arkansas approved, to bring in millions of new suckers' dollars. The scheme was so outrageous that even Hillary couldn't sneak it by the FHLBB, who killed the deal. Four years later, the Federal government called the plan Hillary tried to push through "fraudulent".

If this was you or me, we'd be in cell block C. Clinton be­came President of the United States.

HAS HILLARY'S LAW PARTNER MURDERED
BECAUSE HE KNEW TOO MUCH?
His name was Vince Foster. Foster was Hillary's law part­ner, and purported by several witnesses to be her lover. He worked with her on Whitewater and Madison Guarantee, hand-in-hand. He was the one who conned the regulators into paying them $400,000 to prosecute Madison's auditors.

After Clinton was elected President, Foster was appointed as the President's "deputy White House counsel". His job was to bury the Whitewater mess once and for all. That meant:

Updating the Whitewater income tax, which was three years in arrears.

Cleaning up the Whitewater records and "handling" any incriminating evidence.

Getting McDougal to agree to buy back the Whitewater shares from Bill and Hillary. That would allow them to say, "This is McDougal's project; we have nothing to do with it". So, he had to set up McDougal to be the fall guy.

Foster failed. The press picked up on the tax returns. They found out about the phony campaign contributions. The phony land deals came out. They found out that Whitewater had been very slow to pay its taxes. They found out about the phony $68,000 loss the Clintons claimed they had on Whitewater, which never appeared on their tax returns. In addition, the press found large payments from Madison Guarantee to White­water that nobody would explain. The whole cover-up started to unravel.

On the afternoon of July 20, 1993--Vince Foster was found dead, shot in the head with a .38 caliber pistol. He was found laid out with his arms at his sides, and the pistol in his right hand. Detectives and other experts said that the gun could not have remained in his hand--the explosive recoil of the revolver would have thrown it clear of his body. One pathologist said the recoil should have thrown the pistol up to 30 feet away. [H: It is obvious that none of these good people read CONTACT! This whole scenario cannot be true--either. The fact is the murder was so blatant that there were TWO (count them) two shots, so, surely he would have dropped the gun after at least one of them.]

The same experts said that there should have been pools of blood. But, paramedics who first arrived at the scene said there was no blood, and no exit wound for the bullet. [H: Ah Ha--the plot thickens....] Despite the lack of exit wound, no bullet was ever found. An autopsy was performed, but the results HAVE BEEN SUPPRESSED.
Four days later, the White House announced that they'd discovered a "suicide" note in a briefcase taken from Foster's office. This so-called suicide note never mentioned "suicide". The note discussed Foster's dissatisfaction with living in D.C. away from his family and discussed returning toArkansas. It had been ripped apart into 27 pieces. The signature was re­moved. Foster's finger prints were never found on any of the 27 pieces.

MORE IRREGULARITIES

Contrary to standard police procedure, Foster's White House office was not sealed after his death. Law enforcement officials investigating the death said they had to wait across the room while Chief White House Counsel, Bernard Nussbaum, sorted through papers on Foster's desk. A former D.C. police official said, "I was completely stunned to learn that Foster's office had not been sealed as soon as it was learned that he was dead".

Clinton later admitted that his people had taken documents. MANY key documents ARE STILL MISSING.

THE IMPEACHED PRESIDENT

What you've read in this letter is just the beginning of the corruption, conflicts of interest, and influence peddling, that you will learn about in my explosive new report The Impeached
President. In this report, you'll learn the suppressed story that Clinton desperately doesn't want you to hear...


  • * How the Clintons lied about their $68,000 "loss" on Whitewater. The problem is their partner McDougal contra­dicts them, saying that they had almost nothing invested. How they twisted the facts to try to make huge profits look like losses.



  • * Why this huge so-called loss never appeared on Bill & Hillary's income tax return--this from a man who took a $2 deduction for his used underwear donated to the Salvation Army.



  • * How Clinton's campaign debts from past gubernatorial elections were paid for with money stolen from deposits at Madison Guarantee Savings & Loan.



  • * Was Bill really just interviewing those women in the back of the police cars? How he used intimidation and bribes to make sure the cops wouldn't talk.



  • * How Bill used prisoners who were assigned as trustees at the Governor's Mansion, to get drugs, women, and carry the money for the high-stakes poker games he loves so much.



  • * The long string of sham real estate deals that Clinton--and his associates--used to raise millions for their slush funds.



  • * How Clinton and his associates swapped land back and forth, fraudulently inflating the value so the bank would loan ever more money that would never be repaid (except by the US taxpayers).


* Picture this: a bank regulator writes a negative report saying that Madison had engaged in "unsound lending prac­tices", and had improperly booked profits. A regulator with a report like this could easily shut Madison down. But sud­denly, a few months later, the same regulator took a job working at Madison Guarantee as executive vice president (under her maiden name). Her salary skyrocketed to $65,000. In addition, she got a $5,000 unsecured loan; a $500 a month expense bonus, yearly bonuses of $2,000, plus a Rolls Royce Bentley sedan to tool around town in.


  • * How Hillary, while representing the US government--the RTC, to be precise

--got the government to forgive a $600,000 loan to her partner's father-in-law. Hillary's firm pocketed a $400,000 fee for her efforts. The same partner was later appointed--by Bill Clinton--as the #3 person in the Justice Department. He was assigned to "investigate" the Whitewater case.


  • * How Clinton used a small Arkansas bank to funnel over $100,000 to himself and the members of his good-old-boy network. It only stopped when the FDIC and the State Banking Commissioner both demanded that the bank immedi­ately stop all loans to Clinton and his friends--and ordered the bank to demand payment on the existing loans.



  • * How Hillary was able to build a house with no money down. She then sold it at least two times: and according to one source, more. Several of the deeds were never recorded. All the records of her profits on these unusual transactions are "lost".



  • * Congressman James Leach, head of the House Banking and Finance Committee, says that "It has now been publicly revealed that President Clinton is the first President in American history to have a criminal referral--mentioning him by an independent federal regulator to the Department of Justice. This document has not been made public, but it has been confirmed by the regulators..." How U.S. Attorney General Janet Reno is protecting Clinton by refusing to make this document public and by stonewalling the investigation.



  • * Why the Clintons are facing three more potential criminal indictments... One for campaign fraud... Another for bank fraud related to SBA funds that were siphoned off to Whitewater... And three cases of conflict of interest by Hillary while representing the government against her former clients and personal friends.


* The first president to go from the White House straight to prison? The FBI is now opening up an investigation for "obstruction of justice" for events surrounding the murder of Vincent Foster.

HOW I KNOW WHERE THE SKELETONS ARE...

I'm Nick Guarino. I ran a multi-million dollar business in Arkansas. I know how business is done there.

I also know that Bill and Hillary will say--when they read this letter--that I'm an ex-convict fresh out of Leavenworth. That's true--but irrelevant. I was railroaded for supposed white collar crime--but that's also irrelevant.

The more important point is that what I've told you here is true, and I have the documentation to make it stick. I'll tell you now, Bill and Hillary will smear me and try to discredit me. But they will never sue me, because in a court of law, I can depose them, and subpoena documents that they want NO-ONE to see.

You see, I know where the skeletons are. I was locked up with people who had inside knowledge of Clinton's corruption. In a legal battle I can open up the Clintons like a can of worms.

And, I would love to. This was the greatest country in the world--and crooks like Clinton are selling us down the river. It makes me sick. Clinton has got to be stopped. People have got to know the truth now. Photocopy this letter and send it to everyone you know. Order extra copies of the report. Get the word out to the public. The truth will set us free and get him out of office.

Look, I don't know how long I can keep The Impeached Presidentin print. This is red-hot, explosive material. It can bring down Clinton's presidency. It WILL bring it down.

I have a small but gutsy publisher. But Clinton is a powerful man. He can sick the IRS, Secret Service, FBI, Post Office, or any of 100 other government pit bulls against me. He's going to do it--because he can't afford to let the public see the truth. What Nixon did was "jaywalking" compared to this.

The first printing of The Impeached Presidentis 5,000 copies only. This letter is going out to 150,000 people this week alone. So, these reports are going to be sold out in a flash. If you want a copy of The Impeached President,rush in your check or money order (sorry, no cash please)--today, this mo­ment. First come, first served.

Sincerely,

NickGuarino
Last Stand Publishing. Inc.
1129 East Cliff Rd.
Burnsville, MN 55337
(612) 890-3553
* * *
Once again, readers, I wish to remind you of something. I do not say that everything this man produces is wondrous--I don't know and don't care. I DO know that the only way to keep the daring people who will come forth, alive, is to support them and this is the only way we can offer much help--simply to publish this information. I do not have comment on anything else the man has or does--it is irrelevant.

We DO know about the ones out to "getcha"--very, very well and personally. It is simply too bad that the ones who claim to be on our side are the major ones out to "getus".

George Green, for instance, has teamed up with DeMar of Sedona, AZ to write to a list of participants in the "Institute". The list is as private a document as can be had by a business of any kind. George was a Director of the Institute--which is HOW he has the list. He sent the list to DeMar who is writing to everyone on the list that he can locate and sending a full set of documents (government) to "pull down the Institute" on mail-fraud, etc., charges. He even says in his cover letter that he is not "qualified" to fill out the document but he further says he is "one of the ones TURNING IN THE EKKERS". Wow--it IS hard on the nerves to effort to bring truth and opportunity and simply "serve".

NOW, it comes forth that probably a PHOENIX INSTITUTE FOR RESEARCH AND EDUCATION TRUST was set up somewhere--to divert funds from THE Institute--EXACTLY LIKE ANDERSON AND GREEN SET UP A TRUST: CONSTITUTIONAL LAW CENTRE. That CLC duplicate was birthed and operated in the same suite of offices!!! Still think you are working with misguided and pitifully "had" novices? Then, you see, you go running away to another state and effort to pull all the funding out of the "original" and suck it into the duplicate--leaving the poor souls who have integrity to HOLD THE BAG! OPEN YOUR PRETTY EYES, READERS, FOR IT IS HAPPENING TO YOU FROM EVERY DIRECTION!

By the way, Mr. Martin or Dr. Young, get in touch with the parties, like Devvie K., and get as many facts as you can regarding the campaign and campaign funds of our friend who likes to tear me apart! I think you will find it interesting enough to PRINT!

Gritz is now whining all over his microphone about how terrible the awful press, etc., is to HIM! It doesn't seem to occur to him that the spiral has simply turned back upon itself! Good confirmation for the rest of you, though. No indeed, children, it is NOT A NICE WORLD AFTER ALL! Further, he'd better check it out for there might be a "duplicate" (almost) entity called by whatever name he is calling his Christian Covenant Community, or Center for Action, or whatever. The same with University of Science and Philosophy. Boy, it seems that Green KNOWS a lot about business which has never been seen by anyone here! In fact, what of the 1.2 million dollars spouted by Gritz from Green that Patterson "shut down". Must have been going to some OTHER institute because it was NEVER EVER HEARD OF AROUND THESE PARTS AND NEITHER HAS ALMOST ALL OF THE OTHER GARBAGE! SO, BETTER BE CHECKING--THERE IS SOMETHING GOING DOWN "SOMEWHERE".

BIG SISTER IS WATCHING YOU

I don't have time in this writing to give full credit or background to this next "blurb".
I do ask that you get his book in point but I would like to offer just one section in the chapter called "A New Age Goddess in the White House".

"WE WOMEN ARE GOING TO BRING
AN END TO GOD"
[H: One of Hillary's compatriots is a woman by the name of Naomi Goldenberg. The book in point offers history and status of "Hillary's Hellcats" but I just want to offer this small reference.]
Naomi Goldenberg, who teaches religion at the University of Ottawa, in Ontario, Canada, as a "feminist theologian", heartily agrees with Reuther. In her book, Changing of the Gods, Goldenberg sternly predicts the overthrow of the existing forms of both Christianity and Judaism.
"God is going to change." writes Goldenberg. "We women are going to bring an END TO GOD Wewill BE THE END OF HIM."

Happily, Goldenberg announces that WomanChurch will replace the obsolete Christian and Jewish faiths. And what IS WomanChurch? "Witchcraft," she responds. Witchcraft, says Goldenberg, "is a perfect substitute for Christianity".

But, Hillary's fans may protest, Hillary has not advocated the overthrow of Christianity. She has not proposed an end to God.

WRONG. Hillary has, indeed, indirectly advocated the end of the patriarchal God and the overthrow of Christianity. In the most ingenious manner, Hillary seeks to give us an entirely new form of Christianity. The new religion approves the sacrifice of unborn babies, celebrates lesbian sex, and ordains marriage between homosexuals.

As Rosemary Reuther indicates, the "wise women" know that a resistant humanity is not yet ready for the complete rooting out and removal of traditional Christianity. But subversion and sab­otage by women and the men whom they dominate will fix that, to be followed by "a new kind of Christianity freed from the bonds of patriarchy and purified of the last vestiges of sexism, clericalism and militarism".

The Christian church is about to be religiously cleansed by the femiNazis. They may continue to call it "Christianity", for the shrewd and cunning leaders of WomanChurch realize that the inhabitants of the old world feel strangely comforted by words and language with which they are familiar. But the old faith will eventually be cleansed and renewed, being made ready for the New Age of revived, national socialism... (END OF QUOTING)

May GOD have mercy on us all....

Salu



PJ 87
CHAPTER 10

REC #3 HATONN

THU., FEB. 24, 1994 2:47 P.M. YEAR 7, DAY 192

THU., FEB. 24, 1994

LIGHT, THE MOTHER/FATHER-ONE!
This is a time for defining "God", precious ones. I have no pick with anyone who presents Truth--from whatever source and there are many. The problem often ends up, however, with misunderstandings as the presenters move off into the self-awareness of the truth they BEGAN to bring forth. Further, other things come into play and the very proving of the equa­tions fall to the wayside as the perceptions of the speakers and presenters take over the "instructions". Therefore, we are forced to give a very simplistic presentation which, after all, may be the ONLY way man can entertain the possibilities of scientific expression of GOD.

Can one actually "define" God? Yes indeed. It has been done and the most accurately presented idea focus and definition of God has come forth many, many times but to be buried in misin­formation and misunderstanding--BUT THERE IS ONLY THE ONE DEFINITION. As Little Crow so wisely presents the path to God and Truth: There is only ONE TRUTH--but each has HIS OWN VERSION OF THAT TRUTH--and, there are MANY ways to arrive at that HIGHEST TRUTH CALLED GOD (BY ANY LABEL).

GOD IS LIGHT--GOD IS LOVE
GOD IS INEXORABLE LAW!

God is THE unconditioned White Magnetic Light of ALL THINGS--Omnipotent, Omniscient and Omnipresent MIND! This force is invisible, motionless, sexless and undivided. We will get to the "dividing principle" of God a bit later.

There is ONE LIGHT only in all this universe of countless many things. This is "Mind of God". Mind of God and the two extended lights of HIS thinking, which HIS imagining created to manifest HIS Being in what appears to be "action". There is nothing, readers, in all nature other than God's KNOWING Mind--at rest and the motionof Mind-THINKING.

Electric and magnetic: God's "thinking" is electric. God's KNOWING is magnetic. GOD HAS BUT ONE IDEA, DE­SIRE, PURPOSE, ACTION AND LAW. His One idea is His unity within, in the duality of that which we can refer to as parental or Mother/Father LOVE. His desire is to "think ac­tion"--and then, to rest from the action. This happens in se­quential intervals. HE has one purpose, to think His knowing of what HE IS, and what HE KNOWS, into His OWN IMAGE. His action (One) is to GIVE. HIS ONE LAW IS THAT WHAT HE GIVES MUST BE BALANCED BY EQUAL REGIVING!

God's thinking is universal; thusly so too are His actions univer­sal. Thoughts are everywhere and yet the beginning and ending are within, in--the ONE. Therefore, "actions" are likewise, Omnipresent as their source in Mind-thinking. SO, AS IT IS
--THAT WHICH HAPPENS ANYWHERE HAPPENS EV­ERYWHERE IN THIS UNIVERSE OF NOTHING SAVE MIND-EXTENSION.

Ah, but "idea" has no extension; however, idea, divided by imagining, extends into an imagined INFINITY, and then re­peats its division unto the infinity which can be compared to a kaleidoscope as it repeats and multiplies its imaginings as it continues the repetition.

The extensions of God's thinking move right along with LIGHT right into your three dimensional ILLUSION.

"MATTER" IS NOT "SPIRIT"

Spirit is not and cannot BE matter. It becomes, however, obvious that you cannot have matter without Spirit and Spirit without matter, BUT Spirit has the capability to clothe itself in many forms of MATTER for special manifesting, or put differ­ently, it is Spirit manifesting that CAUSES matter.It simply is "matter" THROUGH causation--remember cause and effect.
Herein is THE GREAT SECRET: WHEN MAN SHALL AT LAST KNOW GOD HE SHALL THEN BE TRANSFORMED.

Knowing or knowledge of the identity and Presence of God within the Soul of Man
--and throughout ALL nature--is manda­tory as a stage for the human race to attain before it is even pos­sible for him to build an enduring civilization of unity and brotherhood. In the same focus Man must understand "nature". "Nature" multiplies, adds and divides, then combines by the use of electricity--ALL 'THINGS.In that context it becomes fac­tual that man has everything he needs, all the electricity required to create all things also--IF he but knows how nature DOES IT!
SENSES

The most difficult thing to equate to the ALLNESS OF GOD is the ever influencing, contradicting and ego oriented presences of the PHYSICAL impacting through the "senses" which accom­pany the human. This impacts all physical animal life, etc.; however, MAN is set higher in that--in addition to the SENSES--he is given ability to choose and reason and through this capa­bility he can CONTROL all of the SENSES. He does not, how­ever, as he moves within the senses themselves-they control him.

Here you have to again look to "cause" and "effect" for all of Man's fundamental conceptions have been the result of forming conclusions which have been based upon the outer-vision of the senses, and not upon the inner-vision of the MIND. The senses see illusionand are mightily deceived. Mind-vision does not deceive for "cause" begins there, and "effect" is but its product. This is "inner-vision" of which I am speaking and not "visualization" as is practiced by most New Age presenters. There is a big difference.

So how is man deceived? Easily, for the fundamental concep­tions have been and are based as a result of forming conclusions which have been based upon the "outer"-vision of the senses as I said above. The truths of all fundamentals of nature are just the REVERSE of the conclusions of science, just as the reflections in a mirror are the reverse of their cause. "Gravity" is a good example of misperception in definition and action. All things SEEK their own density and the entirety of all is held together through compression--not some "pull" as would make a dropped apple "fall". Until you come into proper perception you cannot realize your journey to GOD and become within that wondrous LIGHT. However, until you come to your senses of mind--you won't be able to have the information which allows you to un­derstand that of which you are offered. I will NOT have my scribe go to federal prison in order that you accept no responsi­bility for gaining the scientific understanding given unto the peoples of the world and hoarded by a select few self-appointed "keepers".

I will leave this subject for a minute while I suggest you read the following since integrity and responsibility are the two compo­nents of being able to assimilate the information as it comes forth through those senses. I would like to share with you a writing received by Druthea, dated June 25, 1991. It was di­rected from the one you call "Jesus Christ"ed Sananda:

This day I will discuss the meaning of INTEGRITY and how it relates to and is integrated with responsibility.Let us first de­fine, integrity:"1. Uprightness of character; honesty. 2. The condition or quality of being unimpaired or sound. 3. The state of being complete or undivided".

Now we will define, responsible: "1.Answerable legally or morally for the discharge of a duty, trust, or debt. 2. Having capacity to distinguish between right and wrong. 3. Involving accountability or obligation. Responsibility: 1.State of being responsible or accountable: also responsibleness. 2. That for which one is answerable; a duty or trust".

Integrity and responsibility are most delicately intertwined. To achieve utmost spiritual integrity, one must fully recognize and understand his responsibilities; first to God/Aton/Creator Within and also to the rest of the lifeforce expression within The Creation. In order to become a spiritually conscious co-creator with God/Aton, one must become ONE with living the cosmic laws of God/Creation. One must realize his accountability to the Great Spirit within him. He must become impeccable (free from error, fault, or flaw) regarding adherence to Cosmic Law. And to gain cosmic power, he must become spiritually com­plete, unimpaired and sound of character, which is the state of being called integrity.
Now in order to become impeccable in your integrity, one must BE responsible by listening to Spirit within about "right" and "wrong"--or as I prefer to call it balanced or unbalanced--thinkingand behavior. Each of you have the KNOWLEDGE within with which to be responsible in every thought, word and deed. You need only LISTEN carefully and ask God/Aton within to help you recognize your error, instantly, when you make one. It may not always be pleasant to become instantly accountable for your misdeed or misthought, but if you pay careful attention, you will find that you will seldom if ever re­peat the same error. You will find that the careful attention to and recognition of your inner guidance, INSTANTLY, is well worth the temporary inconvenience or discomfort to your "altered" ego.

So by requesting God/Aton within to show you the error, immediately, He will also show you the balanced thought, action or deed with which to reclaim your impeccability of Spirit. Why can it be seemingly so easy to recognize errors? Because, chelas, you ones have made essentially THE SAME errors over and over again. Lifetime after lifetime now you have chosen to be irresponsible and remain spiritually ignorant. You already KNOW and can distinguish between that which is balanced and unbalanced thought and behavior; you simply have forgotten you KNOW.

When you separated yourself from the Great Spirit within you, which fully contained your being as far as perfect guidance and knowledge, you became spiritually powerless. When you worshipped in separateness from THE ONE and therefore sought OUTSIDE your being for guidance, you DENIED the Spirit within YOU its full creative potential. And because you felt no longer responsible for that which you manifested, you became your own slaves to the physical illusion. By your self-denial you created leaders over you who would support your "belief" in separation from Creator, and thus you developed tremendous attachment to physical matter. This accounts for the same developed attachment to EGO-separate illusion.
To achieve Spiritual integrity you are required to BE responsible and accountable for the effects of your thoughts, words and deeds. In order to be responsible, you must UNDERSTAND and adhere to The Cosmic laws of Balance. You must seek ONENESS and see UNITY with all, NOT separation, inferiority or superiority to anyone or anything. You must become impec­cable in your intent to serve God and The Creation. You must recognize only ONE WILL, the Will of THE ONE, Creator/Creation. Then you will gain the Spiritual integrity of CHRIST perfection and with that your Power within will be­come magnificent.

Remember when I, Esu Immanuel "Jesus", walked as man upon your place I told you, "These things I do, YOU will do GREATER." So be it and it is coming to pass, chelas.

I would like to requote something for you to ponder from our beloved St. Germain: "Your personal power is in direct propor­tion to the integrity of your soul". This one sentence says it all, chelas. Ponder these things most carefully that you hear Spirit to Spirit and not Spirit to ego illusion. This "time", my brethren, is the "hour" of the dawning of YOUR spiritual awak­ening. How the Angels of Glory in Heaven REJOICE; for earth human is preparing for the celebration of ONENESS and BROTHERHOOD within GOD'S HOLY Kingdom of LIGHT.

I love you greatly, my precious chelas! I am most honored to serve My Father and therefore you, my brethren. I AM Sananda, One with God. Thank you my precious sister, Druthea. You are most blessed in Our Father's Kingdom. Be at Peace as is the spring time flowering of this time. Enjoy the radiance of Our Father's Creation before you. Salu.

JUNE 25, 1991

If you will remember of the lessons given forth recently of Germain and Hatonn, Germain spoke of the nature of God. Specifically, I am referring to GIVING and REGIVING which IS God. You may see it here upon Earth (Shan) as birth and re­birth such as of the natural seasons which you call Winter, Spring, Summer and Fall. All Creation falls within the cycles of giving and regiving life.

Only Hu-man (Higher Universal Man) is given the choice through his free-will about whether he will cooperate in the co-creation process of giving and regiving, or he will "develop" through his compressed/limited senses of monitoring EFFECTS, ways to manipulate, dominate and conquer Nature to suit his spiritually ignorant means.

Only Man through his adversarial/primitive misdirection chooses to take from nature without regard for balance and harmony of ALL with Creation.

The resounding EFFECTS of Earth Man's adversarial TAK­ING behavior is clearly represented upon your plane at this time... although man has only just begun to realize HIMSELF as the CAUSE of this unbalance.

It is always a struggle to take, even if it is only perception of physical "things", simply because the soul is left empty, for your immortal soul is not enriched and replenished through "taking" of life and physical conquering of another or Nature. Only through KNOWLEDGE of giving for self, without emo­tional strings attached, will your immortal soul be lifted from earth physical attachment and compression.

WHAT IS "NO-STRINGS ATTACHED" GIVING?
In order to give effortlessly, the knowledge has been gained that it is one's expression of God Divine LOVE which is ulti­mately being given. The fulfillment of true ego-selfless giving is immediate and not dependent upon perceived physical accep­tance of same by the receiver. Although one who is a selfless giver will also be a most gracious receiver of returned LOVE to himself.

Are you beginning to understand, precious chelas? God working through you will ALWAYS BE FULFILLING YOU through His giving and regiving of LOVE.

Those of us who serve HIS DIVINE LIGHT OF LOVE, could not be very effective "guides" to you, our brethren, if we gave up on our outpouring of LOVE to you simply because so few "accept" what we give. This is the measure of your spiri­tual maturity, precious ones. That you can give and regive without emotional attachment of suffering to self. Giving and regiving Love is effortless when it is continuous, and measured outcome of "success" does not dissuade one from selfless Divine God-GIVING and REGIVING.

The NEED for LOVE giving is great upon your plane and that is why the focus of many ones from the HIGHEST levels of God's Kingdom is upon you. This does not mean that ones of us don't become rather passionate in our concern and compas­sion for you, our struggling little brothers. We, too, have our lessons of KNOWLEDGE earned through our service to God through our service to Earth Human.

You ones have no idea how often ones of us who work closely with you want to DO something more than COSMIC LAW will allow us to do. Many ones of us have petitioned to GOD and He clearly has defined that which we may and may not do to remain in His service. The difference between us, of higher experience, and you of Earth physical compression, is that WE KNOW THE LAWS OF GOD AND CREATION and our Spiritual Integrity of SERVICE TO THE HIGHEST ONE will not allow us to break THE LAWS.

Just as a parent with a child who is stumbling and learning to walk feels compassion for his child who he knows must do it on his own with only loving guidance, we too must observe and guide you ones without interfering and DOING it for you for then we only serve ourselves in our impatience to "hurry" along your growth. The progress of your growth, however "long" it takes, is between YOU and GOD. Interfering in that process is FORCE and FORCE IS NOT OF GOD/ATON!

ALLOWING FORCE IS NOT OF GOD

So you may be thinking, "What about the Adversary"?. The Adversary definitely seems to "force" his way into domination. DOES THE ADVERSARY "REALLY" FORCE? Think about this, chelas.

The adversary definitely lies, cheats, and intimidates, but does he force his way into existence here? The adversary can kill the body physical to further its means. So where does the adversary get its power? The answer chelas, is from YOU! You have "allowed" the adversary to intimidate you, and when you became "afraid", you gave the adversary your GOD-POWER. He controls you through your perceived "separation" from GOD. And the only reason you are still upon this 3rd di­mensional plane is because you have BELIEVED THE LIES AND DECEPTIONS OF THE ADVERSARY WHILE YOUR GOD-GIFTED SOUL HAS PINED AWAY FOR THE RE­UNIFICATION WITH THE ONE, GOD/ATON.

The question now is to self. "Are you ready to release the adversary"? If so, then ALL of your TRUST and FAITH must be directed toward GOD who exists within YOU! Therein will your freedom from the bondage of limited-physical adversarial perception be EARNED. Did you read that clearly? YOU WILL EARN YOUR SPIRITUAL UNITY BY ACCESSING THE KNOWLEDGE OF GOD WITHIN YOU. And your "proof" will be forthcoming through FAITH and the return of your Free-will to GOD. For your "proof" of God's existence and "coming" will be revealed WITHIN YOU! FOR THERE IS WHERE EXISTS THE KINGDOM OF GOD...WITHIN YOU!!

SO WHAT ABOUT "GRACE" GIVEN OF GOD?

Grace is the quality of God of Giving and Regiving Love. Let us define Grace:
"1. Beauty or harmony of motion, form or manner. 2. Any attractive quality. 3. Service freely rendered; good will. 4. The act of showing favor. 5. Clemency; mercy. 6. Theology.a. The love of God toward man. b.The divineinfluence operating in man".

Mine scribe, Druthea, watched with some amusement a "Christian" TV Minister on the yesterday. He was speaking about his perception of God's "Grace". He said words to the ef­fect, "You need do NOTHING to receive God's Blessings and Grace". (Sounds a bit like the "just BE" philosophy of many New Agers, does it not)? "We humans believe we must 'work' to earn God's Grace. This is NOT true. We must simply ac­cept CHRIST (Jesus) as our Savior. HE has taken our burden FOR us". There is the catch, Christ has TAKEN responsibility for YOU! Do you see how deceptive the adversary is?... "God will take care OF YOU. You need do nothing. You are not re­sponsible. Christ is your Savior"...ad nauseam!

I am not YOUR savior. YOU are your Savior. And the good news is YOU will EARN your way into GOD's Grace by standing responsible for self and obeying THE LAWS OF GOD/CREATION. It is really so simple, chelas. You see, GRACE also is a wondrous quality of EFFORTLESS GIVING AND REGIVING BY GOD!

WHAT ABOUT "MERCY"?

I will first define Mercy: "1.Kind or compassionate treat­ment of an adversary, prisoner, etc., in one's power. 2. A dis­position to be kind, forgiving, or helpful. 3. The power to show mercy and compassion".

Remember this carefully, chelas, GOD is all-compassionate LOVE and MERCY. It is the adversary who seeks punishment and is absolutely merciless! You who have allowed yourselves to be ruled by the adversary WILL PUNISH SELF AND BLAME GOD EVERY TIME!

It is only a spiritually ignorant being who will seek punish­ment for self for perceived errors. Errors are EFFECTS of dis­eased thinking, NOT ever are errors caused from GOD-KNOWLEDGE. ONLY THROUGH THE MISUNDER­STANDING AND MISINTERPRETATION OF THE PHYSI­CALLY COMPRESSED SENSES AND BLIND DEFIANCE OF THE LAWS OF GOD/CREATION ARE ERRORS CAUSED BY MAN.

YOU DESIRE GOD'S MERCY AND FORGIVENESS? THEN YOU MUST PETITION GOD WITHIN YOU TO GUIDE, PROTECT AND SUSTAIN YOU WITH LOVE AND KNOWLEDGE OF THE POWER OF YOUR WILL AND HIS WILL AS ONE! WILL AS ONE!

God IS ALL-FORGIVING MERCY. So then, chelas, for­giveness and mercy must begin within SELF since that is where GOD resides.

The adversary will dissolve in its power when confronted by the Divine Holy Power of GOD WITHIN YOU! WHY? Be­cause EVIL is an illusion developed and sustained by MAN. God's Love, Light and Knowledge is ALL that exists. YOU each are fragments of HIS divided thinking. THERE IS NO SEPARATION OF GOD AND WE OF HIS THOUGHT FRAGMENTS EXCEPT THROUGH THE BELIEF OF SEP­ARATION EMBRACED BY LIMITED HUMAN SENSING PERCEPTION. So be it.

YOU MUST SEEK TO KNOW GOD WITHIN

Only through KNOWING that which is GOD will you KNOW GOD WITHIN ALL. How can you KNOW GOD? BY YOUR DESIRE TO KNOW GOD will HIS Kingdom be revealed within you. He awaits your sincere petition of recogni­tion and acceptance of HIS WORD within you. Your song of LIGHT resounds within GOD'S KNOWING and you will dance and sing HIS presence in co-creation as ONE WITH GOD AND ALL THAT IS.

"In all that I AM Father, not MY will, only let THINE WILL BE DONE". And so it is.

Thank you, precious Druthea, for your service. I AM Sananda, ONE with GOD within Creation. I am most pleased to be of service to you, my precious brethren of Earth Shan. Walk together in Absolute Love, Unity and Peace and KNOW that ALWAYS Our Father walks with you. Salu.

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And may the LIGHT be ever given to shine around this precious being that she find her way for she is in torment. The testings are HARD, readers, indeed hard. We can KNOW the way and the TRUTH--but behold the monstrous voyage through the seas of contempt and trial to find passage. Some "gifts" however, once tossed away, are never allowed acceptance AGAIN. It is a time for each of you to ponder upon these things most carefully for the physical journey is short indeed whilst the soul journey is infinite!

Good day...