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The ongoing book of life bears many tat­tered pages of experience, growth, setbacks, concerns, helplessness and moments of de­spair. Within each, however, is the presence of GRACE which can turn those expressions into glory or desperation. As the pains and confusion of life assault your senses--you must come to KNOW that in GOD you have infinite grace unto the moment of truth.

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CERES

A PHOENIX JOURNAL

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The Phoenix Journals are intended as a "real time" commentary on current events, how current events relate to past events and the relationships of both to the physical and spiritual destinies of mankind.

All of history, as we now know it, has been revised, rewritten, twisted and tweaked by selfishly motivated men to achieve and maintain control over other men. When one can understand that everything is comprised of "energy" and that even physical matter is "coalesced" energy, and that all energy emanates from God's thought, one can accept the idea that the successful focusing of millions of minds on one expected happening will cause it to happen.

If the many prophecies made over thousands of years are accepted, these are the "end times" (specifically the year 2000, the second millennium, etc.). That would put us in the "sorting" period and only a few short years from the finish line. God has said that in the end-times would come the WORD--to the four corners of the world--so that each could decide his/her own course toward, or away from, divinity--based upon TRUTH.

So, God sends His Hosts--Messengers--to present that TRUTH. This is the way in which He chooses to present it, through the Phoenix Journals. Thus, these journals are Truth, which cannot be copyrighted; they are compilations of information already available on Earth, researched and compiled by others (some, no doubt, for this purpose) which should not be copyrighted. Therefore, these journals are not copyrighted (except SIPAPU ODYSSEY which is "fiction").

The first sixty or so journals were published by America West Publishing which elected to indicate that a copyright had been applied for on the theory that the ISBN number (so necessary for booksellers) was dependent upon the copyright. Commander Hatonn, the primary author and compiler, insisted that no copyrights be applied for and, to our knowledge, none were.

If the Truth is to reach the four corners of the world, it must be freely passed on. It is hoped that each reader will feel free to do that, keeping it in context, of course.

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June 1993

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TABLE OF CONTENTS

CHAPTER PAGE


DEDICATION.......................................................................................... ...................................
INTRODUCTION.................................................................................................... ...................
SAT. MAY 22, 1993................................................................................................ ...............
FLASH FLASH FLASH WEAVER-HARRIS TRIAL ........................................................
AMAZING GRACE............................................................................................... .................
CHAPTER 1................................................................................................... ..............................
WEDNESDAY. APRIL 28, 1993..........................................................................................
WILL "WACO" DIE?................................................................................................ .............
JANET RENO................................................................................................ ..........................
DANIEL WEBSTER............................................................................................. ..................
RIGHTS COME FROM GOD, NOT THE STATE!
THE RENO "POSSIBILITIES"...............................................................................................
SENSATIONAL CLAIMS BY MIAMI LAWYER..............................................................
JANET RENO TO STAMP OUT GROUPS--SHE MADE IT CLEAR..............................
FROM HAWAII.............................................................................................. ........................
THE PLAN................................................................................................ ...............................
KORESH: KHAZARIAN ZIONIST.......................................................................................
GOD WILL PREVAIL............................................................................................. ...............
CHAPTER 2................................................................................................... ..............................
WEDNESDAY, APRIL 28, 1993..........................................................................................
CANADIAN SHARE AND TELL.........................................................................................
RE: CONSTITUTION--U.S.& P. CASE OF IMPOUNDING INFORMATION................
LEGAL EXPERTS............................................................................................. .....................
AUSTRALIA LIGHTS.............................................................................................. ..............
ONE LAST REPEAT.............................................................................................. ................
CHAPTER 3................................................................................................... ..............................
THURSDAY. APRIL 29, 1993..............................................................................................
WACO CONGRESSIONAL HEARINGS.............................................................................
FROM THE NEW FEDERALIST...........................................................................................
THE 86 DEAD PEOPLE IN WACO, TEXAS......................................................................
DESERVE JUSTICE............................................................................................. ..................
"WHY? WACO!".................................................................................................... ................
FOLLOW-ON:................................................................................................. ........................
CESAR CHAVEZ' DEATH............................................................................................... .....
"DOOMSDAY TOWER".................................................................................................... ...
NATIVE AMERICAN AFFAIRS...........................................................................................
SHOSHONE ELDER JAILED IN DISPUTE OVER LANDS.............................................
CHAPTER 4................................................................................................... ..............................
FRIDAY. APRIL 30, 1993................................................................................................ .....
OVERWHELM........................................................................................... .............................
TODAY'S WACO NEWS................................................................................................ .......
BILDERBERGERS--NATO--GREECE................................................................................
BOOKS!.............................................................................................. .....................................
GOLD AND ASSETS.............................................................................................. ...............
INSERT (3 Pages of "Prukop on Waco")..............................................................................
CHAPTER 5................................................................................................... ..............................
FRIDAY, APRIL 30, 1993................................................................................................ .....
NOW TO RUSSBACHER:......................................................................................... ............
OPERATION CLYDESDALE By Gunther Karl Russbacher............................................
CHAPTER I................................................................................................... ...........................
CHAPTER II.................................................................................................. ..........................
OPERATION CLYDESDALE.......................................................................................... .....
CHAPTER III................................................................................................. ..........................
THE MISSION............................................................................................. ............................
CHAPTER 6................................................................................................... ..............................
SATURDAY. MAY 1, 1993................................................................................................ ..
OPERATION CLYDESDALE (Continuation of Chapter III)............................................
GUNTHER'S CIRCUMSTANCES....................................................................................... .
CHAPTER 7................................................................................................... ..............................
SUNDAY, MAY 2, 1993................................................................................................ .......
THREATS OF JAIL AND SANCTIONS..............................................................................
NOW, TO OTHER WOULD-BE RECEIVERS....................................................................
WHAT OF GOODNESS?........................................................................................... ............
ONE MORE "WACO".................................................................................................... ........
SHOOT-OUT AT THE WACO CORRAL............................................................................
CHAPTER 8................................................................................................... ..............................
MONDAY. MAY 3, 1993................................................................................................ ......
THE BATTLE JOINED.............................................................................................. ............
THE GOOD THE BAD AND THE UGLY...........................................................................
INCORPORATION: HIT ME AGAIN...................................................................................
CHAPTER 9................................................................................................... ..............................
THURSDAY, MAY 6, 1993 ................................................................................................. PROOF AT THE WACO CORRAL.............................................................................................. ......................
TO ALL CONCERNED AMERICANS.................................................................................
ADMIRALTY--THE LAW OF AN IMPERIAL OLIGOPOLY:
LEGAL PROOF OF A CONQUERED NATION..........................................................
THE GROSS PROOF:.............................................................................................. ...............
CHAPTER 10.................................................................................................. .............................
THURSDAY. MAY 13, 1993................................................................................................
POWER............................................................................................... .....................................
COSMOS SEAFOOD ENERGY MARKETING LTD.........................................................
EARTHQUAKES PROJECTIONS........................................................................................
FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE--RANDY WEAVER/ KEVIN
HARRIS TRIAL DAY 16.................................................................................................
FAIR AND "JUST" SYSTEM? HMMNNN!........................................................................
CHANGE:............................................................................................. ...................................
ALSO ON "CHANGE".................................................................................................... .......
CHAPTER 11.................................................................................................. .............................
FRIDAY. MAY 14, 1993................................................................................................ .......
BALANCE By Little Crow--3/3/91 .....................................................................................
RESPONSIBILITY...................................................................................... ............................
REGARDING "CHRIST".................................................................................................... ...
REGARDING POWER............................................................................................... ............
WARNING TO AMERICA'S CHRISTIANS! WILL YOUR
CHURCH BE NEXT?............................................................................................... ........
AGAIN: WHAT ABOUT BO GRITZ AND HIS NEW TEACHINGS?.............................
AH, BUT YOU SAID----'
NEXT EPISODE: WEAVER--HARRIS TRIAL...................................................................
RANDY WEAVER--KEVIN HARRIS TRIAL....................................................................
COMPOUNDS........................................................................................... ..............................
CHAPTER 12.................................................................................................. .............................
MONDAY. MAY 17, 1993................................................................................................ ....
HEALING............................................................................................. ...................................
BLOOD "SACRIFICES" RED ROAD-BLACK ROAD ......................................................
CAR THIEVES AREN'T THE ONLY ONES INTERESTED
IN BODY PARTS!.............................................................................................. ..............
"OCTOBER SURPRISE".................................................................................................... ....
BUY AMERICAN............................................................................................ .......................
BACK TO REALITY............................................................................................. .................
CHAPTER 13.................................................................................................. .............................
WEDNESDAY. MAY 19, 1993............................................................................................
THE VOMIT ON THE TABLE..............................................................................................
CHAPTER 14.................................................................................................. .............................
WEDNESDAY. MAY 19, 1993............................................................................................
WALTER RUSSELL............................................................................................. ..................
STUDIO IN NEW YORK................................................................................................ .......
CONSERVATIVE WRITERS FIGHT ABOUT VANISHING
AUTHOR By Dave Hudson............................................................................................
USTEC AND LANDKAMER........................................................................................... .....
SUTTON RETAINED............................................................................................ .................
OTHER RETAINERS LOST................................................................................................ ..
CYPRUS, ZURICH, MONACO.............................................................................................
LANDKAMER CHARGED............................................................................................. ......
CONSERVATIVE DIGEST CONNECTION........................................................................
ABRAHAM ADMIRES LANDKAMER?............................................................................
CHARGES, LAWSUITS TRADED IN--(SECOND PAGE
OF ARTICLE MISSING)............................................................................................ ......
REFUNDS OFFERED............................................................................................. ................
THE STRUGGLE CONTINUES........................................................................................... .
FLAP ABOUT FREEDOM INC.............................................................................................
LITIGATION vs LANDKAMER...........................................................................................
REFUND DENIED.............................................................................................. ....................
OVERHEAD OK IF DISCLOSED........................................................................................

DEDICATION

TO EVERY MAN, WOMAN AND CHILD UPON THIS WONDROUS PLACE CALLED EARTH SHAN--MAY YOU FIND GRACE AND ACCEPT THAT GRACE AS THE PER­FECTION OF THAT WHICH IS CREATOR. THE PERCEP­TIONS ARE ONLY OF THE MIND--THE INTENT IS ONLY OF THE SOUL--MAY YOU FIND YOUR PATH IN GLORY WITHIN GOD'S PERFECT GRACE. AMEN

INTRODUCTION

REC #1 CERES 'ATONN

SAT., MAY 22, 1993 11:15 A.M. YEAR 6, DAY 279

SAT, MAY 22, 1993

How was your month? As we sit to sort enough context to close and open a new volume--the thrust seems to be leaned heavily toward the INJUSTICE system.

As of today we have the fiasco of Waco which dims not but neither does justice seem to enter into the picture other than to insult the intelligence of any remaining Americans and World Citizens who still "think and reason".

Dharma has been threatened with jailing--again--by a Federal Judge as George Green et al. still refuse to so much as attend court, return property OR books. The fire is heating his tail feathers, however, as his colleagues have gotten caught in more damaging escapades--we are told that an issue of warrant for ar­rest has been levied by a court in San Francisco (Federal) against Gary Anderson for similar theft activities. We have yet to confirm all this information--although it is easy enough to check out the overall story.

The Corporations having done any transactions are now, as Nevada citizens, making a mass appeal to George Green in sep­arate declarations and demand for action and protection under the Nevada laws. The appeal will be made OUTSIDE the court­room with individual Corporate letters from each and every in­volved corporation as well as from participating individuals of which there are now hundreds who either receive from (on pro­jects) or have worked with the Phoenix Institute (A NEVADA CORPORATION). This is being orchestrated through the Con­stitutional Law Center (A NEVADA CORPORATION). This seems to be the only way to bring the actions before anyone who will pay attention. This will be brought in copy form of EVERY piece of correspondence to the Nevada Governor, Nev. Attorney General, involved county Sheriff's Dept., Corpora­tions Commission, all involved litigants, U.S. Attorney General (Janet Reno), United Press, involved attorneys, etc. I know the way is not easy, friends, but THIS is the way to gain hearing--NOT WITH A GUN OR ARMY WHICH CAN BE DE­FEATED AND ALL PARTIES INCARCERATED OR SLAIN. You must FIND YOUR STRENGTH and USE IT.

The State of Nevada guarantees her citizens, individual and cor­porate, shelter and protection UNDER THE LAW! This also sets the Ekkers aside as participating focal points for blame and attack. This represents the demand of Nevada Corporate Citi­zens in fiduciary responsibility for their individual corporations to assume control as demanded by corporate laws regarding any corporation and hold strong the demand for fiduciary responsi­bility of the Board and Officers of the Institute to protect said Institute from this forced involuntary receivership and bankruptcy. The Institute is in excellent standing but these ac­tions are capable of bringing it down until such time as court actions bring release--that is unacceptable.

We further note from papers filed through the courts that Leon Fort has decided to again join George in the attack and his ap­proach is one directly against Doris and E.J. Ekker as somehow having offended him. So be it for it seems to me if "everyone" loses by such actions it is not wise to handle your own assets in such manner of carelessness. Do not ones understand that the payout from the Institute is halted by the Board of Directors as directed by LAW? Doris and E.J. Ekker have nothing to do with Leon's participation above that of any other. I wonder how many such as Leon would like it if they had their money de­posited in a bank and someone else demanded, in conspiracy to break that bank with other depositors, to collapse the bank and take all HIS money into loss? Well, the others involved here OBJECT to having their assets placed in jeopardy by the actions of ones orchestrated by George Green, Leon Fort and Luke Perry (who has absolutely NOTHING to do with said Institute--NOTHING!).

Well, you who have participated through the Institute--RE­JOICE, the change in the gold pricing has increased your assets and the Institute looks more sound than ever! You are on the razor's edge of the financial collapse (watch the market and re­member the numbers needed for bringing about that collapse) and note the speculation of gold increase--but planned confisca­tion of same as in 1933 as the nation falls into collapse finan­cially. The gold in collateral will be safe as an asset far longer than any other asset being held for it is in Elite banks and they usually don't steal everything from their blood brothers. How can I tell you strongly enough for action that it is the time to place more assets--not withdraw them? You haven't many di­rectional options remaining, citizens.

Corporations under attack and full assault HAVE HELD AS STRONG AND SOLID AS PROMISED BY THE STATE OF NEVADA--SO FAR! IT WILL BEHOOVE THE STATE OF NEVADA TO MAINTAIN THAT PROTECTION!! THEY WILL FOR IT IS THAT WHICH GIVES NEVADA THE ABILITY TO REMAIN STRONG AND VIABLE. You have to work WITHIN the system if you expect to prevail. You ask for help from God and God gives it forth--but YOU have to use it and do so wisely.

We have now been two days since the arrest and incarceration of Ray Renick in San Louis Obispo (SLO). Unfortunately, there are some illegal acts which have been claimed by Ray and it makes solid Constitutional support "iffy". What may be "right" and what is "legal" are two different things and the "right of law legally" is what will prevail. I don't know how to warn you AGAIN that taking up explosives, booby traps, spring wires and guns--is NOT the way to WIN. It may well gain attention but it also handcuffs ones who would help you. Please, however, WRITE to Ray for he desperately needs all the support he can get from friends and ones who care. He has shared myriads of points of information critical to your learning and mandatory if you are to reverse this downfall of your nation and, then, let us see if there is cause for the CLC to find cause for demand for release. The bail was not denied in this case but has been set at about $200,000 to prevent release (later bail was denied). So far, however, it appears the "law" did these things properly from warrant handling to bail setting. With every new game the adversary makes fewer mistakes, also; readers--you will NEVER win by fighting them on "their" own turf with "their" legal rules!

God grant me the grace to change those things which I can, ac­cept those things which I cannot change and the WISDOM to know the difference--THAT I MIGHT LIVE TO SERVE AN­OTHER DAY!

Yes indeed there do come times when a person must take a stand--but, there are ways to make a stand--AND WAYS TO MAKE A STAND!! To try to outgun or outrun the adversary is not going to cut it for BOTH those things are HIS BEST TRUMP CARDS! "They" have bigger guns and they know how to find you if you try to outrun them. "They" even have space capable craft faster than anything you could find within which to run. To invite death over a soul IS WORTHY--to in­vite death over a pile of material property--is UNWORTHY! Until you know the DIFFERENCE, you cannot prevail.

You who cannot seem to understand these things of unknown secret powers and capabilities on your Earth in the control of the Adversarial Elite--must get into understanding. Stop thinking that ALL far-out presentations are entertainment-produced and incredible. There are movies made about very valid and ongo­ing research, testing and total CONTROL. The Philadelphia Experiment, The Manhattan Project, Jacob's Ladder, D.A.R. Y.L. (There Once Was A Boy), Coma, and on and on--THESE ARE ACTUAL EXPERIENCES AND EXPERI­MENTS. You now have programmed and MEAN enforcers of whatever the Elite desire from you. They are no longer your nice little neighbor boys who hold the hands of little ladies crossing streets--THEY ARE TOTALLY CONTROLLED BE­INGS MEANT TO BRING ORDER, FEAR AND TOTAL COMPLIANCE WHEN THE BIG BOYS SAY "BRING 'ER DOWN". What SHOULD BE no longer IS.

In this time frame of living I find much confusion and pain over one Bo Gritz. Why? Bo is a human being! He is subject to all the frailties, faults and strengths of any other human being. He was destined to be your leader and now, by free will changes stance--will it ever be again the same? No! Nothing is ever "again" the same. Perhaps it will be better--perhaps it will "go away" and never resurface having been lost to the moment of Truth. It will be exactly as it will be and there will be no one who can bear YOUR responsibility. Only YOU can discern leadership qualifications and you must always be open for in­sight in ALL instances to both false intent and CHANGES. You cannot have total Truth in one who touts total intent to God in Spirit and lives by the GUN in the physical manifestation. This is not denouncement or judgment--it is observation of circum­stance. Can you serve fully two Masters? Not unless they be the same within God! But you cannot serve both God AND Mammon!! But you CAN render unto Caesar that which is Caesar's in ALL instances and still maintain total intent of soul unto GOD! YOU SIMPLY HAVE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IS DESIGNATED AS GOD'S AND THAT WHICH IS CAESAR' S.

I have to continue to caution you in your eagerness toward pa­triotism and other endeavors during this time of battle on grounds invisible to your senses. You have to watch for things which can endanger yourself and the ability of your progress in recovery. For instance, the Center for Action (Bo Gritz) has a newsletter--it has now been LISTED as SUBVERSIVE. Is it? Yes--because anything that touts the forcible overthrow of a government is subversive by definition. Regardless of whether or not you like the government you have allowed to have come into power--they are IN POWER! The CONSTITUTION can­not be saved by bullets when the adversary to that Constitution has such massive power to overwhelm you--so, you must re­claim it by intelligence and Truth if it is to be reclaimed. If it cannot be reclaimed then you have duty to GOD to live to the very best of your ability in Godliness while the cycle moves on and the reclamation by God in reclaiming of HIS peoples and Kingdom TAKES PLACE. The way to achieve this is NOT ever through rabble-rousing but through obedience unto GOD in Truth within. Dead martyrs are cop-outs if they could have used "wisdom" to accomplish positive change.

Should you not have the RIGHT to learn, prepare, have guns, use them and generally have and do all things the SPIKE pro­gram offers? Should you not have rights to build wondrous un­derground safety shelters and have infinite supply of food and luxury items? INDEED YOU SHOULD BUT YOU WILL NOT LONGER BE GIVEN THAT RIGHT! DO YOU SEE? Is it not better to do everything right to the limit of that which IS allowed in goodly intent and remain capable of living to build upon the foundation which CAN survive? GOD CREATES!! Physical can only utilize that which is created--and Satan can only use and destroy for he cannot create other than havoc and chaos. IT IS THE TIME OF SORTING! GOD WANTS NOT THAT WHICH HAS BECOME THE PROPERTY OF SA­TAN! MOST OF MANKIND HAVE BECOME THE PROD­UCT OF SATAN AND GOD NOT ONLY DOES NOT WANT SAME BUT WILL DENY ITS ENTRY INTO ANY OF HIS HIGHER CHAMBERS OF CREATION.

You of God must now prepare for that higher transition into the balanced and harmonious placements of Creator--all others shall be left to their level of learning and knowing. God prevails for God Creates more goodness--but Satan will very well run the physical playground as long as YOU allow of it.

Does this mean that we shall have few going within the beauty of God? It means that THERE WILL BE EXACTLY THE PERFECT NUMBER!! You who attend your diligent work in the best form of goodness of which you are capable--have no worry either way for your impatience and worrying at who, how, what and why, etc., only proves your own lack of realiza­tion in knowing (faith). It doesn't matter whether or not there are "space cadets", Hosts or angels--the only thing you better clear up right now is your relationship WITH GOD FOR YOU ARE MAKING YOUR CHOICES RIGHT NOW WHETHER OR NOT YOU STAND AWARE OF SAME.

Another major focus in ongoing injustice is the Randy Weaver-Kevin Harris trial in Idaho, U.S.A. It is getting NO public me­dia coverage but we do try to keep you up by the generous sharing by ones at the trial and God bless Gerry Spence, a most unusual lawyer. Also may God bless those tireless ones at American Patriots FAX Network. Actually they ARE tired but continue unceasingly at their task of efforting to get out the Truth.

I will share the most recent update on the trial as of 21 May 1993:

QUOTING:

FLASH FLASH FLASH
WEAVER-HARRIS TRIAL

BEFORE COURT STARTED THIS MORNING, JUDGE WAS CALLED IN AND THE DEFENSE LAWYERS TOLD JUDGE THAT MUCH EVIDENCE APPEARS TO HAVE BEEN WITHHELD BY THE PROSECUTION FOR MANY WEEKS. HOLES WERE SHOT IN TESTIMONY OF MANY WITNESSES.

DEFENSE ASKED FOR COURT TO BE RECESSED UN­TIL MONDAY SO THEY COULD INVESTIGATE IT.

JUDGE WAS VERY UPSET AND NO OPTION BUT TO RECESS COURT UNTIL NEXT MONDAY.

STAND BY FOR POSSIBLE DISMISSAL OF CASE BE­CAUSE OF PROSECUTORIAL MISCONDUCT. MORE LATER.

END OF QUOTING.

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There is no way to have a reasonable "Introduction" to any of these JOURNALS for they are but ongoing logs of that which must gain your attention but in the closing I would share with you some words from one who heard me sing a few words of Amazing Grace, a song written long ago by a heart filled with gratitude. The words bear hearing and when the heart is heavy--turn unto God through His wondrous and all-powerful GRACE to find your way, peace and balance.

AMAZING GRACE

Amazing grace! (how sweet the sound!)
That sav'd a wretch like me!
I once was lost, but now am found
Was blind, but now I see.

'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear,
And grace my fears reliev'd;
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believ'd!

Through many dangers, toils, and snares,
I have already come;
'Tis grace that brought me safe thus far,
And grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promis'd good to me,
His word my hope secures;
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yes, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease;
I shall possess, within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow,
The sun forbear to shine;
But God, who call'd me here below,
Will be forever mine.
Salu! Gyeorgos Ceres 'Aton