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    PJ 14
    CHAPTER 3

    REC #1 DHARMA/ATON

    THURSDAY, APRIL 12, 1990 9:30 A.M. YEAR 3 DAY 239
    Father, this is Dharma to inquire of you. I sit in light for I have cleared of my space and yet I almost long for a dark fragment that I can attack, for my shield is perfection this day--in my consciousness. Can it be that man must have con­flict? Can it be that the only real journey is to produce the consequences and experience of the ultimate prophecy as already written and only the methods of experience vary? Could it be that the ending scenario was put in place so that we would accomplish that end and naught other? Could it be that the projection of the "lie" came in inception by those of us who create? I think that my head will split with the truth of it--for I see! And yet, as the con­sciousness efforts to express it--where does it go? How is it that the higher consciousness knows exactly that which IS and the conscious brain and tongue tangle themselves into knots and scrambles of disorder? Why must each of us cling to "another's" scenario even unto the man-printed Bible? Why can we not live and act within the Laws of God and Creation and find peace and com­fort? If man can create the lies of such magnitude as has been proven unto us in our own generations where we are witness to the facts of it, such as the Conspiracy, World Domination, the Antarctic bases, the "space" lies, etc., why do we assume there is no lie in our beginnings and that we would need only change of our perception?

    I KNOW THAT THERE ARE, AND WERE AND, IN THE PHYSICAL PLANE WILL FOREVER BE, ONLY PERCEPTIONS. SHIRLEY IS CORRECT IN ASSUMPTION--IT IS ALL IN THE PLAYING--BUT SHE HAS MISSED THE "WHOLE" OF IT!

    Man creator gives life unto these perceptions, even unto something as sinister as AIDS, and the need for reduction of overpopulation of a planet. But there must have been a reason for the lesson of the overpopulation in the first place. We build and build in thought form until we have created that which we claim we want least of all! There only IS and yet why have I not heard you when you have said as much? Why do I feel as if I shall leave of this dimension when I accept as much? How is it that I have given up judgment when in my consciousness I find I WANT to judge for the very experience of the encounter?

    Knowing this is the way it is, why must I continue to receive such tid-bits of happenings? Can man not accept the truth in a lump? Father, I ask for input, please, for I am not alone in my quest. I recognize that which you bring unto my hands as truth and yet, it is never enough to simply know of the lies or even to know the solutions and take action, it is far, far greater in intent that man should grow. Why has "Christianity" never worked in total, or Buddha, or the Great Spirit in total concept when in truth they all ARE? I see that that which has been created must be "finished" and yet I have a desire only to write of it--not to DO of it. I know that I deliberately keep the shadow of blindness about me, for within I KNOW THAT I KNOW, and I further know that we discuss it constantly whereby I make the decision to act and participate from the cloak of unknowingness. Why does this seem so foolish to me? Is it be­cause I know that I am not allowed to tell it in my own manner? Would not these truths fall more gently on the ears of mankind from more accepted sources? Why has this word projector become my discipline--for I know that I can traverse the stars were it not for this task? I desire not to control of man's destiny although I understand, now, that I accept mankind even unto the most unacceptable and heinous and I can love and accept him with compassion be­yond that which I thought myself capable. I look into your light and touch your very presence and yet I long to see an image with my human eyes--rarely do I perceive an image any more unless it comes with a point and message. I experience, however, that which is beyond any comprehension and I know that I am one within the very oneness. Why do I continue to long for a human image in God? I know that whatever the final truth is it will not be as man an­ticipates--no matter what it is man anticipates--NOTHING which man has in his consciousness. I know that there is no "telling" of truth for truth simply IS and is the same as experience. I know that I desire to pull away from that which is human for I find being human is most deceiving and I am weakened greatly in spirit by the presence of all save a few. I am all but helpless to func­tion in a crowd and I must struggle to maintain balance--why? I was a social creature and yet I long for the solitude--the beauty of quiet communion and yet I know that man must be given truth that he might know of his own cre­ation and ability for creation for the mass thought form shall be that which completes the experience. I also know that to stop my pronouncements is ex­actly that which our enemy desires happen and strives relentlessly to accom­plish. I further believe that it is my own confirmation of the truth of that which we bring forth herein in that anyone would take notice and try so dili­gently to stop its flow. I repeat what Peter said 2000 years ago--"we are the first to KNOW!" HOW IS IT THAT WE WOULD BE THE FIRST TO KNOW AND see AND YET NOT HAVE THE ABILITY TO IMMEDI­ATELY TRANSFORM THAT THOUGHT UNTO OUR BROTHER FRAGMENTS?

    I see that man has a right to experience that journey for which he came upon this place, be it perceived painful, heinous, beautiful, Godly or evil. Is it that we must express truth that man might see the lie? For if he sees the magni­tude of the lies--he shall undoubtedly see the truth!

    Father, I know that these are questions which are being asked for they flood unto my attention daily and yet myself, and my brothers and sisters do not even understand the very questions which we are projecting for we know not, in our consciousness, even that which to ask. We only understand to ask for "things" or states of beingness--we know not that which to ask!

    I know that ones do not anger with our writings because they are truth or uti­lized, in perception, from their own interpretation for that would greatly please of anyone to have to have his work validated by another, therefore, it is more, isn't it? It is that we all know the truth lies far beyond that which we project at any given time and when we think we have individually grasped it infinite form--it elusively slips away as an essence only to be taken farther by someone else's knowledge? I perceive this day, that the moment the masses perceive the unbalance in fullness--the pendulum shall rebalance for all who have fragmented to experience given roles shall be returned unto and into the "ONE" and this game shall be ended. Then the next scenario shall begin in a burst of glory--that which we will do from this point onward. For the higher experiences are so much more grand and more wondrous--this place is but dense conflict and contradiction and blindness--for we can only learn from er­ror. We could learn from "example", and have to some extent, but we have drawn away from the pure and Godly example!

    I shall quiet now, for my conscious being has tended to overstep my own lim­its--but I command in behalf of myself and my asking brothers, for response, in clarity, that we might understand that which is our mission. Millions of us, as fragments of higher source, are seeking our purpose and understanding of our mission that we might get about our intended work for we now know that it will only be through action--"creation through actions"-- which shall prevail. Please open our minds for our eyes and ears are open and yet the fog is great in our waking hours which of course, are our "sleeping" hours. How can it be that we have so missed the point of the opposites of perception? Little Crow has said it to me over and over--all that is within must come without---ALL. For life in consciousness is only a contradiction of experience. Is it a time, perhaps, of coming back into knowledge WITH WISDOM and putting aside the sleepy "knowledge" WITH FOOLISHNESS? We are pawns--but I per­ceive we are not pawns of the scenario or of the perceived Gods--but only of self expression? I stand aside and await your wisdom of higher insight. I re­quire that you give me truth for I know that the call compels the answer and I await for I am but one with my brothers. In greatest reverence and respect I bow unto thine greatness for I am humbled by the truth of it, that ye would experience through such a humble servant. Amen, Father--I ask only that I serve well for as I am given to see a glimpse of the whole of it--I can only peti­tion to do my portion well. I know that ye shall give unto me the strength and energy that I need, just as ye will give unto each and all of us that which we need and require to fulfill our missions--I am most humble in that wisdom of truth. May the beauty of thy countenance be given to shine upon us in this journey for it is wondrous indeed. Little Crow said unto me that would be given that which I needed and the energy required as will we all, who petition and allow the unfolding--I did not understand. I thank you for sending that elusive teacher unto me for He touches me through every other manner than as the human brother and I weep to be "told" and reassured in my humanness, but I understand, now, why it would not be wise for I must KNOW my on truth for the bringing forth. I ask permission to send this portion unto Sister for I know that she awiTi7it. It has been far more difficult for these precious ones than for me, to watch me stumble over the rocks thrown in my path, but I now know that I have prevailed and that which I bring forth is from truth and only truth in the magnitude of the whole of it. The loss of a label or a date is but garbage and chaff to be cast away and there shall be no further quibbling on such matters. The readers of these words will simply have to move within and decide, for proof shall not be given from tricks and debates. How can it take so many journeys to see the truth of it? My own journeys flood my mind as I write and the magnitude of it breaks as a sunburst. I bow before the greatness and the reflection of it. I am Doris of human--but oh Father, I soar with the unseen eagles of the universe and I want the missing fragments of my own wholeness to find their wings also, those which are all my relations--which is All. Please allow me to finish of my work. Thank you, Father, for I know that it shall be so. Might this Easter time be the resurrection of mankind, for we have been dead so long. Amen.

    *****

    Aton to respond, chela, for you have summoned me. I AM THE LIGHT and I have awaited your command. I feel as if a Socratilian lecturer has bended mine ear. Some of the response will be beyond some ability to understand. Know that always, the being receiving will only receive to his level of capability and pronounce the writing "too confusing" or full of banal nonsense. THAT IS NOT YOUR PROBLEM! You deal with self and others will find their level of comprehension. There has been great care and discernment as to the order of bringing forth these Journals and the pattern shall not fit all. It is enough for you to know that they touch all and even if cast aside, they have jarred mental processes far beyond that which is proclaimed. Yours is to write, not attend readers for it is none of your business what they think! All will receive according to their level of understanding. Those who write and inquire or call to clarify, are blessed indeed but that, too, is between them and me--not you, unless they are in the asking of your human opinion--which would be most unwise on their part, for you might actually be tempted to give it.

    You ones who experience in the density of human format are very much given to the need of conflict. If there is not conflict that requires thought and thoughtful action, there would be nothing beyond the mindless child-like handicapped being or the animal/plant/mineral kingdom as you perceive it--for those things have no notion of else but being--in whatever situation they find themselves. They may struggle and fight in fear or for other reasons, but they soon cease to struggle at all---almost where you ones have come, my friends. Only through thoughtful action can you change a whit of your experi­ence, otherwise, it is not your experience for you have then become a pawn in another's experience.

    Ah, beloved, you have found a major clue of your perceived experience--you all have accepted that the ending will be as the projections have come forth--and so it shall probably be. Why? Because man perceives it to be his direc­tion as laid forth by someone and some things at sonic time. Man will tell you that you cannot make a white-skinned person to be black--an albino proves that to be incorrect. If you remove all the colored pigments and change of them--you can create any colored being that you desire! Besides, a black man is not black and hence the incorrect label of "black", they are beauteous gifts of bronze and earth color at its most beautiful and glorious--the wondrous color of earth manifested in "man". Further, the "white" are not "white" for white is the pure blending of all colors and you have never witnessed pure "white", for in the perfection of "white" you have only "light" and your eyes cannot discern it from the colors which filter through.

    If you walked into the halls of the Earth wherein you could be seen and heard in every quarter--by all ones, and you spake unto them and said, "All we have to do is change our minds--there has to be no Armageddon, no AIDS and thus and so"--who would come to your speech? Moreso--who would listen and conceive, with you, the truth of it? Nay, the masses would clutch their various "books" of rules and "history" and slay you for your blasphemy! The facts are, chela, man has no desire what-so-ever to change of the prophecies for man wrote the book in the first place. Man desires to experience exactly that which he is experiencing regardless of perceived consequences. Yes, man must have the perception of good and bad, positive and negative and all the myriads of perceptions in the middle, lest he be unable to perceive anything, for man can rarely indeed, perceive simple IS-NESS.

    A child in a death camp was asked how she and her sister endured the taking of scrapings of bone from their shins every week without anesthesia, etc. She answered, "I didn't know it could be any other way--I thought that was what being a child was!" A babe horn into Ethiopian squalor and famine knows nothing other than hunger and flies in his eyes--he is in the depths of misery and yet knows nothing more or less--he can cry but what else? Until he knows of something else he has nothing upon which to discern his own plight. And further, if you can turn masses into the unknowingness--they become easy slaves to the ones who DO know a difference.

    If you have only experienced welfare for survival, you EXPECT the welfare and how could you feel it unworthy of a healthy being to live in those circum­stances'? You ones cannot discern that which is true illusion from that which is experienced illusion. Even pain can be a total illusion.

    Further, when the mind "accepts" what IS, he can then grow above the limits and into his further knowing that he can do something about the IS-NESS. When he/she/you/it stops fighting---"FIGHTING"---then you can settle into the solution of the perceived problems and the problems will then take what­ever growth state you choose. If it is AIDS, for example, when you stop "fighting" AIDS, the solution will come, for the masses have now the ex­pectation of losing a given number of bodies to AIDS. When you move from the perception of "death" regarding physical inflictions, and move into the perception of "life"--wondrous miracles occur--even positive and actively in­fected AIDS sufferers actually can become negative even to the blood testing. You may well find that AIDS "virus" is not a "virus" at all--whatever that might be at any rate for a virus is only a crystalline substance--you may well find, my friends, that it is no problem at all but a figment of your own projections and attitudes. When the actions and behaviors of the groups suffering are changed into cleansing and. God-ly behavior--you will find the "thing" is no longer existent. Oh, you may find a "cure" in apparatus and beams and vibra­tion frequencies but it will he the attitude and mind that will reap the cure. The mind can override every known piece of apparatus you can invent.

    These are the reasons we project unto you ones the scenario as laid forth and then hit you squarely with "probabilities" and "changes by possibilities", etc. It is not predestined that man has to move into holocaust--it is simply that it is so written and therefore, it will PROBABLY come to pass exactly in the manner laid forth--give or take a week or two. Just as the mind who believes the card reader who says, "Next Wednesday you will fall in front of a truck and he killed." If you believe that, my friend, you will go out of your way to get in front of a truck--further, if she tells you it will be a Ford truck--you will find the Ford. You change the predictions by changing the mind!

    It is the same with changing the scenario of the ending times--first you have to change your mind about the story and enough of you have to change it to bring forth alternatives. You see, the Conspiracy has come up with alterna­tives, which, if you do not act--may very well change the ending--for them, but not for YOU! Is understanding seeping through at all?

    Further, it is why you MUST KNOW THE TRUTH OF HOW THINGS ARE IN ORDER TO CHANGE THEM AT ALL. How can you change an unknown into another unknown and make it work for you? That is what you have been doing--accepting the lies and changing exactly as you are told to change. When enough perceive the truth of it--it must automatically change for you will have drawn from the source of all power--you the people will have changed your minds about how the play goes. Further, you do not have to depopulate your planet by killing--change your, perception and you depopu­late by creating other planets upon which to experience---it is only that human only recognizes his limits and not his God "unlimited"

    You have created your perceived "mess" through commission or omission throughout the eons--you will now change of it or it will come to its own predicted demise so that you can progress on to other things. You can change a whole nation's political expression by demanding a change in voting and lead­ership and you are convinced you can do nothing. Therefore, if you do noth­ing, you have created the circumstance. It is that man desires someone else to do it--not himself--i.e., "Dharma, you do it because you believe and I am not sure." Nay, Dharma can only change her own perception of circumstance and we made incredible headway this very day. She will write that which we give forth--you who receive will do whatever ye choose to do with it.

    It is as with the one who has been supplied with sound and recording equip­ment to read the Journals to have available for the unsighted and handi­capped (or for simple preference in receiving method), and he doesn't get started even, for he can't decide whether or not be agrees and his friends (whom all of you can name) are telling him it is not all truth. So be it. No one asked him to believe anything, disagree, agree or fly kites--he has asked to do a job for which he fully expects payment. Therefore, go forth and retrieve the apparatus and the material for it is not his business to agree or disagree--he either does the job or he does not--or he arranges to find out truth on his own balance and makes that a portion of his agreement--"I will only do it if I totally believe it and it is alright with my advisors who have obviously made my life perfection unto this day."

    IF YOU HAVE OFFERED THE PEARLS AND THEY HAVE BEEN CAST ASIDE AND REQUIRED THE JEWELERS TESTING OF THE GIFT WOULD YOU LEAVE THEM TO BE SMASHED AND TRAMPLED UN­DER THE FEET OF THE SWINE? IS IT NOT TIME TO CEASE THE ALLOWING OF THE WORD OF GOD TO BE TRAMPLED INTO THE MUD UNDER THE FEET OF THE SWINE? THESE ONES HAVE TOTAL AC­CESS TO THE WORDS, THE JOURNALS AND ANYTHING ELSE THEY DESIRE TO OBTAIN THEMSELVES---YOU GET BACK THAT WHICH IS YOURS AND GOD'S FOR IF YOU ALLOW THEM TO DESECRATE THE WORD, WHICH I AM, THEN YOU HAVE DESECRATED OF IT! WE OF­FERED THE OPPORTUNITY AS A GIFT IN THE JOY OF HELPING A FRIEND--WE NEED NOT THESE ONES FOR THE PROJECTS FOR THERE ARE THOUSANDS AWAITING AND PLEADING FOR THE GIFT OF PARTICIPATION. This is a good example of the time of choosing--you are given the selection from which to choose--but it is now time; you will be in the choosing or, for the lack of actively choosing, ye will have made your choice.

    It is as Little Crow said unto Dharma, "you will have exactly who you need for the motion picture and they will be perfection. Do not expect it to be those whom YOU perceive are necessary!" Think upon this wisdom. MY CHIL­DREN, HEAR ME WELL---YOU SHALL NOT "SELL"GOD OR TRUTH. In many, many cases, man's own ego and ignorance will cause him to be passed over--so be it! It is not your business!

    The Japanese have created a computer which can dissolve an item and recon­struct it at another location---do you not think perhaps we can find someone to build Mr. Tesla's apparatus? DO NOT LIMIT POSSIBILITIES OF PAR­TICIPATION BY EGO TRIPS, MY FRIENDS---YOU NEED GODNESS, HE NEEDS NOT YOU FOR HIS PERFECTION. FOR AS GOD CRE­ATES THUSLY CAN HE UN-CREATE. THINK ON THIS MOST CAREFULLY.

    You cling to projections such as the Bible for in those books lie also the secret of truth--the standards by which you maintain your Godness and balance--therefore you lose your ability to discern that which is man's and that which was from God. Within you KNOW! However, since all of your perceived physical experience is based on the projections of some "other", you are al­lowing the helplessness of the victimization thrust upon you by those "others" who know the difference and use it against you. Do not think for one moment that the Global 2000 conspirators do not believe they can pull off their plan! Further, if one plan is scrubbed--alternative plans are thrust forth and insti­tuted--while you of the masses sleep on.

    You are going to have to face the facts that the Holocaust of the Ger­man/Jews wasn't as projected, the "space program" isn't and Guyana was a cover up for other activities in the area---hard to grasp---of course!! But if you grasp it and face it you can change the destiny of your world. And brothers, face it--the enemy of "you the people", the puppet-masters, know it! This is the very reason they have tried every electronic device in their arsenal to wipe out this scribe--integrated truth shall set you free and destroy them and their evil plan. Strange thing, every time they supposedly succeed--Dharma comes to us and returns with ever so much more insight so it really doesn't pay to "kill" her. She has moved from the terror of the fox from the hounds into a more "what an interesting experience". And none of the ones within the close group can even grasp the possibilities--until they let their own guard fall and wham! they get it squarely broadside. We always allow the lessons to be fully learned and then you learn to ask for and keep the protection available to all of you.

    I warn you--the only defense you have against the beam systems in function upon your placement, is through the plasmic energy shield of the light which we can afford you--but you must ask therefor. You all have convinced your­selves that you can be no other than as you perceive things to be.

    Christianity could not endure in the principle laid forth by man for it laid the "responsibility" on "other". The same with all religious doctrines. The New Age doctrines cannot work for the same reason and being without action--faith without works--does aught. Chanting mantras to "empty the mind" only causes the mine to race faster and faster and therefore methods of the mas­ters of the far east cannot hold the answers--FOR YOU. It only means that they have found "their way" and offer what assistance they have unto you. The ultimate and the ALL is right there within. Sorry about that for you who like to tip-toe over the world and spread your great wisdom or search for those "higher truths"--right there within, no fancy trips, no fancy foods or drugs, no peyote root or leaf, no pot smoke--those are to deaden you from re­ceiving the truth of it. The sweat lodge might help because it gives you the proverbial "hot foot" and "hot seat" and you stop lying to yourself. But that, too, is only if done with proper purpose for to go sweat in an Indian type hovel to find magic will simply make you sweat and lie to yourself a bit longer.

    Besides, to find all truth and knowledge would explode the being for when ALL knowledge is given--you are no longer of the physical--the physical cannot survive the frequency. This is why there are ones of you back for the pur­pose of leading and measuring the frequency growth for a remnant must sur­vive and it requires great insight and acceptance. This is because, when you KNOW, you no longer have need for the game! Moreso, if you move into the let us call it, Astral beingness, and you encounter old friends and family, etc., you will limit yourself if you remain in the comfort of their level of growth. If ones come and bid you move on--move on. YOU, the spiritual YOU can be­come mired in every dimension and it helps to know that before you move on for perception is very dulled when the consciousness is lost. Consciousness one of the major gifts of the physical dimension.

    The Masters who have walked your way have all spoken the truth but man has never been able to perceive the meaning. It is intended that man perceive the meaning in these closing cycles. You know not that which went before--in your consciousness--for it is all hearsay. You cannot even trust your physical experience much less judge what is fact from fiction in that which is "history".

    You, Dharma, become the lie if you project that you ARE THE GOD OR THE CREATION. You are a fragment making up the whole, but THE GOD, WHICH I AM, IS THE COMPLETION OF ALL OF THE PARTS OF YE ONES AND THE CREATION IS THE ALL--THE WHOLE--OF ALL. WITHOUT YOU THE WHOLE IS NOT COMPLETE FOR THE CREATION IS COMPOSED OF ALL FRAGMENTS AND FAR EXCEEDS THE "SUM" OF ALL THE PARTS. Therefore, you--any one of you--can be and experience anything and anyone ye-choose--but ye must be in the completion of the experience or make a decision to change or stop the ex­perience and take action to so do. In the physical dimension, you have forgot­ten how to do these things and some who can't remember will try to accom­plish the change through suicide only to find that that is not the way, that only complicates the experience to a greater extent. The only real solution is to open your minds and remember for it is the time of remembering--you have spent enough time experiencing in the forgetting.

    Dharma, this is far too lengthy a visit without break. Might we leave it for a while and allow rest, please. I am pleased that you have asked and I honor all of you who have been asking for I have heard. But the receivers must be tuned, my children, lest the vibrations overload the system. I do not wish that you would go forth and prepare for the guests which have come. Make arrangements that all can go elsewhere for I need you in quiet--our work these days is far, far too important to allow you to be lost in the trivia. I do not wish to cause you discomfort but I must have you in balance. Do you un­derstand? This is not a community house--this is a place for most serious work for unless you do of your task the rest cannot do of theirs. Yours must be to spend more time with me in absence of physical confusion and distrac­tions. So be it.

    Go now, and we will continue at a later sitting. Blessings upon you precious children, for I cherish you.

    I AM ATON--YE ARE MYSELF


    PJ 14
    CHAPTER 4

    REC #1 DHARMA/ATON

    FRIDAY, APRIL 13, 1990 9:00 A.M. YEAR 3 DAY 240
    Aton present to commune. I AM and I command all brothers to remain in receiving for my message is also a statement unto the troubled souls. Allow for the receiving but total clearance from mine chelas' spaces. None of dark­ness shall be allowed entry within the light until such time as evil is discarded. Ye shall be given to hear so that all shall have opportunity to regain the pres­ence of Godness. Peace and blessings be thine.

    In the peaceful order of the universal cosmos was your planet birthed. This time of remembered resurrection shall also bring many hearts into the longing for the presence of God and the healing of a Mother Planet. Amidst the beauty of the lilies shall come the breath of truth in the winds of change and renewal. Oh, would you but hear my voice that the leafing of the fig would only mean the bearing of its fruit. It could be so, if ye would but hear my call. Ye were given free-will that you would grow in wholeness and maturity of that which is sorted from the darkness. The Light can yet sweep thine lands and change of the ending if you will but see and he and follow me.

    The Wayshowers have been sent unto you but YOU must listen and hear that voice which is God's within thine bosoms--the song within thy mind. SEE the beauty of mine lilies and smell their fragrance for they are the sign of life in a new season of glory. Look into the perfection within the heart of the blossom and bring it within your heart. Behold the illy for it has become symbol of your resurrection--not the flower of the grave. Behold the lily for it contains all within self to sustain floral rebirthing unto the withering--then does it re­produce its offspring. Can you not be as the lily? Can you not store of that which ye need, within, that you might blossom and bear fruit from thy being-ness? Note that the lily will lie dormant if the life support is not available. Mine people lie dormant, for the life is held within and ye have but to bring it without that it might blossom in the light. A flower always blossoms in the Light even though it may "open" in the night--for The Creation is balance in perfection. Ye are perfection if ye would move away from the desecration of your wondrous beings. Look unto the lily this day and bend your knee unto its perfection for the story of life rests in her beauty. Not just within that which you label Easter Lily--for some of the most tiny creatures of the deserts are lilies. Often from the very gift of the root, bulb, tuber, comes life for other creatures from the food and waters stored within and gladly shared. Thine relation invites you to look within and take the beauty unto thineself. Oberli, bring a lily into this dwelling for it will lend you strength for the days ahead. All of you--bring within thine dwellings a Ely for they are abundant in the markets and allow its beauty to enfold you--get two or three and behold their sameness and their unique difference---LOOK at the lily and not at the backdrop decoration" for a religious spectacular. Look at the sunrise for the enduring gift of life it proves unto you--not just on Easter morning among the trappings of the decorators. Sit on thine own hillside and breathe with the Mother and pray for her healing for if each nurtures and heals, she shall be recovered into wholeness. Ye forget mine "other" promises--ye shall be deliv­ered up! But, there is work to be done in the "vineyards". The vineyards must be tended and nurtured lest the vines bear no fruit.

    The wild lilies of the field I shall tend--you must tend of the vineyards. Think upon these things. Once YOU have taken mine children unto your dominion then you have also accepted the responsibility of their survival for you have created a false environment whereby a thing cannot survive without your tending. To see an orchard die is painful indeed, for the tree failed you not--you have failed the tree for it cannot remove itself to another placement. It can only pray its seed falls in fertile soil elsewhere that its existence can he remembered. Blessed are ye who tend of mine creations and it all must begin and end within each--naught can be left unto "another". If ye cannot do of the task alone in thine physicalness--ye must gather together and become as one to act together. But it always requires only one to begin.

    The resurrection must be from your land, your continent, for the hand of op­pression has darkened the blessed garden of beginning. Ye have all but waited too long, but if ye will SEE and HEAR, the resurrection and the life can be reborn. However, ye cannot "sit" and ye can "wait" no longer--it re­quires ALL. Just as the Master Teacher cleared of the temple, you must clear of the temple and the halls of government. If ye stand together and offer them not the life support which they have stolen and drained from your very beings-- you shall prevail for they have naught but you to depend upon for sur­vival. Ye of Light have the universe--evil has only evil man upon which to draw his life existence. Remove the life source from evil and refuse it trans­fusion and it shall wither for the conspirators and evil slave-masters are only functional in the physical. They cannot survive save YOU allow of it. Furthermore, once you remove the life support system from the ignorant who "play" and perceive reward from participation with evil, shall come to see and will join with you--first of necessity of survival and then from the Light which shall be rebirthed within by the very association with God instead of Satan.

    Oberli, blessed son, see to it that the lesson on AIDS regarding "behavior" is enclosed within this document Journal. It has not gone forth unto the public in great measure but it must be added within for now we have documentation of behavior which has appalled the readers who say it cannot be so! Do you see that most who claim to be homosexual lovers do not even believe that such behavior can actually "be". I have told you ones to love your fellow-man that you may become as God--I denounce behavior which destroys deliber­ately, my creations.

    Dharma, I would have you display the writing regarding the homosexual art exhibit just as it is written in the document presented unto you. These are the hidden things which YOUR tax money are spent upon. And then, chela, we will speak of that which is Israel who claim to be mine people--they are ser­vants of Satan himself. See that the portion regarding the amount of funds requested and required for Israel be compared against your United States children who must forfeit the only meal (that of the school lunch) of their day because the government has completely depleted the milk and cheese supply and funding has been cut to send to political places elsewhere--ye have for­saken your own babies to play the evil game of politics and global control. If I must shock you into action, so be it.

    Ye of the Phoenix Remnant must survive. Amen.

    *****
    QUOTE:

    Examples of how the National Endowment for the Arts (NEA) uses your tax dollars:

    * Honored Andres Serrano with $15,000 in tax dollars in a com­petition sponsored by the NEA. Serrano's work of art was a photo of Christ submerged in Serrano's urine. Serrano named the "work of art" Pi--Christ.

    * The NEA spent $30,000 to fund the homosexual photography of Robert Mapplethorpe whose taxpayer-funded exhibit included these photos: Honey, a little girl about four years old with a sad, scarred face, but the focus of the camera is on the girl's genitals be­low her uplifted dress; a man crouched over, his penis on a block, named Mr. 10 and a Half; a man dressed in a three-piece suit, entitled Man in Polyester Suit, which focuses on his exposed sexual organ; a nude, standing man with an erection; one man urinating in another man's mouth (homosexuals call it "golden showers"); and, one man with his fist and forearm up another man's rectum (homosexuals call this "fisting").

    * Time magazine said that had this not been supported by the NEA the exhibitor probably would have been charged with dis­tribution of pornography.

    * MARS Artspace of Phoenix, Arizona was given $20,000 by the NEA to help fund an exhibit including Cactus Jack's Pi--Helms, a photo of Sen. Jesse Helms (R-N.C.) in a large jar of urine.

    * With NEA help, Political Action Documentation Distribution and Carnival Knowledge cosponsored entertainment including a number called Tapping and Talking Dirty, in which two feminists ca­sually chatted about fellatio and swallowing sperm.

    * The NEA provided $40,000 to Gay Sunshine Press to publish sexually explicit homosexual stories and $25,000 to the Panjandum Press for the same purpose. In New York, NEA funding went toward an exhibit which included one female homosexual inserting a dildo into another, one female homosexual inserting her foot into another, a photo album of group sex, a collection of drawings which included one entitled Jesus Sucks depicting a mammoth woman breast-feeding an infant. Another photo was of a man asking, "Is it a sin to f--- a priest?"

    * The organizers of the 1990 San Francisco Lesbian and Gay Film Festival expect to receive $20,000 from the NEA. The arts en­dowment provided $10,000 in tax funds for an exhibit in which angry homosexuals denounced Catholic John Cardinal O'Connor, calling him "a fat cannibal" and a "creep in black skirts," while St. Patrick's Cathedral was depicted as the "house of walking swastikas on Fifth Ave n ue."

    * An exhibit entitled "Annie Sprinkle: Post-Porn Modernist," re­ceived $25,000 in taxpayer's money from the WA. (Miss Sprinkle has appeared in more than 150 X-rated pornographic movies).

    * The art exhibit included Miss Sprinkle's live performances at the Kitchen Theatre in New York City, consisting of, among other things, the "artist" spreading her legs and inviting the audience to inspect her vagina and cervix with the aid of a flashlight, masturbating to orgasm and performing with several dildos. As part of the federally funded art exhibit Annie did the following:

    * Invoked the spirits of "ancient sacred temple prostitutes" into the theater. During the performance, Miss Sprinkle said her sexual obsessions are "new age" spirituality and likened her act to ancient sacred prostitutes and Taoist masters who could lengthen their or­gasms. She also prayed with the audience to invoke the spirits of past sex goddesses. "I like to evoke spirits," she told the crowd, "They love having sex."

    * In the "art exhibit," Annie Sprinkle mounted an altar of candles and lit them to honor what she said were former friends and lovers who had died from AIDS. She then prayed to their spirits, lit incense and, with the audience chanting along and applauding, induced her­self to orgasm with a vibrator.

    * Miss Sprinkle performed oral sex on dildos and invited the au­dience to massage her breasts and to photograph her scantily clad body.

    * Then, amid a background chorus of loud voices of angry men shouting curses and insults at her, Miss Sprinkle began vigorous oral sex with various dildos which were supposed to represent what she termed abusive sexual partners.

    * To conclude her performance, Miss Sprinkle opened her vagi­nal canal with a gynecological tool known as a speculum, and invited the audience to the stage to inspect her cervix with a flashlight.

    * After the show, some 50 men and women paid $5 each to have pictures taken with Miss Sprinkle's large breasts resting atop their heads.

    * At one point during Annie Sprinkle's "art exhibit"--after inducing the first orgasm with her favorite "sex toys"--she smiled and said to the audience, "Usually I get paid a lot of money for this but tonight IT'S GOVERNMENT FUNDED."

    END QUOTE.

    And what of your President? Ile has also entered the fray of considered "control" of funding by announcing he would consider attempts to control NEA funding as CENSORSHIP. But Bush also said "I am deeply offended by some material presented here as extremely offensive."

    Oh, my children, can you not wake up and see that which has been pulled down upon you? I weep for ye are so blind.

    Now, what of the school lunches? A fact sheet released by the Agriculture Committee stated that the scope of the hunger and poverty is severe. An es­timation of above 12.4 million American children--one in five--live in total poverty.

    Of the 18 million Americans receiving food stamps, 83% of the food stamp assistance goes to families with children. Of the 15 million Americans who get emergency bags of groceries each month from the TEFAP program (Temporary Emergency Food Assistance Program,) an estimated 48% of TEFAP benefits go to families with children. This program gives out "four-day" bags of groceries per person per month (surplus flour, cornmeal, butter, beans, peanut butter, beans, canned meat, raisins, egg mix, or other items).

    During the 1980's--the decade of the "Recovery," hunger has spread across your nation. In New York City alone, there are over 600 soup kitchens where in 1980 there were 30.

    The program called WIC (Women, Infants and Children) food supplement program, is serving a wider group every year, but due to funding limits, only 60% of the eligible pregnant women, infants and children are enrolled for nu­trition and the amount of food is marginally survival quantity at best.

    The infant mortality rate in the U.S. ranks 19th out of the 20 most industrial­ized nations. Each year 40,000 infants die before their first birthday---DOES THIS NOT SHOCK YOU?

    The food relief pinch has now turned into a full-blown crisis in your country. In August of 1989, the USDA officially cancelled distributing federal "surplus" cheese and nonfat dried milk powder to the federal school lunch programs, the WIC, and other supplemental food aid projects. Hundreds of food banks and soup kitchens have been forced to shut down and hundreds of lunch pro­grams have closed or turned to cheap, low grade snacks.

    As a most disastrous correlation to the lessening of nutrition, the children have dramatic upturns in damage from childhood disease that ordinarily should not he fatal or particularly harmful.

    Yet, in the face of this knowledge, the Bush administration's 1990 Farm Bill, and current actions of the USDA make a total mockery of those suffering.

    In January, Agriculture Secretary Clayton Yeutter cut the floor price for dairy Farmers by 50 cents a hundred pounds (of raw, farm milk), saying he didn't want to encourage milk production. At present, there are no stocks in sight of milk powder or cheese to relieve hunger. You have already been told by Ha­tonn, that your grain silos for storage of surplus and reserve grain are emptied and the supplies shipped overseas.

    In February, the new Bush Farm Bill called for stiffer procedures to allow fewer school children to qualify for free or subsidized lunches. ANOTHER MEASURE CALLS FOR DIMINUTION OR ELIMINATION OF FOOD RE­LIEF TO A SINGLE PARENT HOUSEHOLD WITH CHILDREN, WHERE THE RELEVANT PARENT WAS DELINQUENT IN CHILD SUPPORT! (sic, sic)- further punish and destroy the child!

    NO SCHOOL LUNCHES

    The leading item of the testimony to the Senate was a great sleight of hand trick used by the administration on the issue of cutting school lunch support. The administration's 1990 Farm Bill actually calls for an additional $100 mil­lion in financial aid authorization, BUT BECAUSE OF THE CHANGES IN CALCULATING HOW MANY CHILDREN IN ANY DISTRICT QUAL­IFY FOR FEDERAL LUNCH SUBSIDIES, THERE WILL ACTUALLY BE $300 MILLION LESS IN FEDERAL OVERALL SUPPORT!

    In addition, there is projected to be less and less federal "surplus" bulk food commodities for the schools. The testimony from local food program officials around the nation gives a grave and terrible picture indeed.

    The administration is proposing changes to the child nutrition programs that would reduce federal support by $516 million, with $235.4 million coming from the School Lunch Program. This reduction in federal funds would be on top of the $300 million loss in bonus commodities you have experienced over the last several years. In addition, the administration's school lunch proposal would create a fourth income category that would require school administra­tors to document and verify the household income of the vast majority of all U.S. households with children in school.

    P.S.: In Japan, 98% of all children in elementary school receive a school lunch. In the U.S., you will serve 2 million children A DAY less than you did before the 1981 budget cuts.

    BACK ON GOLGOTHA

    Over and above the $3 BILLION a year Israel is guaranteed under the terms of your Camp David Peace accord PLUS the $742 MILLION in special ap­propriations Israel received on top of that in 1989 alone, there is now an al­most guaranteed gift of $400 MILLION additional loan guarantees to finance the construction of housing for Soviet Jewish immigrants and/or - - - -!

    So, a few changes in the program's bylaws must first be effected. For one thing, there is a $100 million cap on the entire program as laid forth by law. For another, there is a $25 million annual limit on the dollar amount of any guarantees that can be provided to any one country.

    But Congress is bending the rules for Israel. They will waive the management fees normally charged to foreign governments benefiting from the program. The standard fee is 1 percent of the total amount of the loan, plus 0.5 percent charged annually. This will save Israel $4 million off the top and an additional $2 million annually. The charges to other countries, however, will be in­creased to offset the outlay.

    Israel already has a per-capita income greater than all other countries receiv­ing assistance. But more importantly, however, is that Israel will be exempt from accountability on how it spends the money. Normally the right to moni­tor and veto any proposed construction projects is mandatory--not with this and not with Israel. This would do two things; allow the funds to be diverted to the higher-income brackets of people and disallow any interference in the building on the West Bank which has been claimed as unacceptable by the Bush administration. Seventy three of your 100 Senators requested that no sum be cut from aid to Israel---only 27 of your representatives didn't sign the letter of petition to Bush. A list will be supplied to any requesting same.


    YOUR CONGRESS HAS BEEN PURCHASED,
    YOUR COUNTRY SOLD!

    Dharma, please just copy the article, Foreigners Buy Congress from the 4/16/90 SPOTLIGHT.

    QUOTE:

    James P. Tucker Jr.: The Establishment media, in a glaring ex­ample of biased news "management," was utterly silent about the release of a major new study by a Middle East institute that shows that Congress has been purchased, literally, by a foreign government.

    These grim charges, with convincing documentation, were pre­sented to a roomful of reporters at the National Press Club in Wash­ington on March 26.

    Reverting to its 40-year tradition prior to the Palestinian revolt against the Israeli occupiers--the Establishment press took detailed notes, asked innocuous questions--and ignored the shocking story.

    The indictment of the Israel lobby by Richard Curtiss and his American Education Trust had been officially defined as a bona fide news event by the national Press Club, under the category "morning newsmaker".

    Such status is second only to the famous luncheons at which all U.S. presidents and many world leaders speak. It is not a "press con­ference" where the rooms must be rented and other costs incurred by those with something to say to the media. Despite this distinction, however, the story was buried.

    Curtiss and Andrew Kilgore, a retired career foreign service offi­cer, went beyond simply identifying the scores of congressmen who have been bought by the Israel lobby; they also carefully explained the manner in which U.S. laws have been circumvented.

    While each political action committee (PAC) is limited to a $5,000 donation to individual candidates, "if you have 26 PACs with the same agenda you can give $130,000", Curtiss said.

    There are a total of 85 Israel PACs which collected $12 million and gave $5 million to congressmen in the 1988 campaign, Curtiss said.

    The Israel PACs "without exception" resort to bland, deceptive names, such as the "Hudson Valley PAC" and the "Desert Caucus PAC" to disguise themselves, Curtiss said.

    The Israeli lobby uses its immense funds both as a carrot and a stick, he said.

    "A candidate may not need, the money, but fear that his op­ponent may get it if he votes wrong, keeps him in line" Curtiss pointed Out.

    The American-Israel Public Affairs Committee (AIPAC), the of­ficial Israel lobby, controls the 85 PACs which have funnelled $5 mil­lion to congressmen, they charged. AIPAC is an agent of a foreign government but avoids registering as such on the "technicality" that all the funds are raised in the United States, Curtiss said. AIPAC is not itself a political action committee (PAC), but critics charge that it directs the money spent by PACs to candidates it approves, thus coordinating campaign donations and circumventing the law.

    VIRTUAL VETO

    The Israel lobby has a virtual veto on congressional legislation, as well as the power to force through any legislation that advances the interests of Israel, Curtiss said.

    For example, any arms sales to Arab countries must first be cleared with the Israel lobby before being approved by Congress, he said. The Israel lobby uses its money-generated influence in Congress and the State Department to make sure America is unable to develop favorable relationships with any Arab states, he said.

    Curtiss contrasted Congress's preoccupation with smoking--ban­ning cigarettes on domestic flights, for example, because "they kill"--and its apparent unconcern over the fact that the "policies of the pro-Israel PACs got a lot of Americans killed."

    He was referring to the 270 Marines killed while they were sta­tioned in Lebanon after Israel's brutal invasion in 1982.

    While denouncing terrorism, Curtiss said it has "become the last resort of desperate people" outraged over America's pro-Israel poli­cies, which have resulted in the deaths of American servicemen, busi­nessmen, diplomats and tourists.

    The immense impact of the Israel lobby's money is demon­strated, he said, by the fact that the $5.4 million provided by 78 of its PACs to congressional candidates in 1988 was countered by only $38,000 contributed by three pro-Arab PACs--meaning they were outspent by a 141-to-one ratio.

    Why the overkill?

    For every dollar spent by its lobbies, Israel received $1,105 in direct American aid Curtiss said. Israel has, for decades, been the largest recipient of American tax dollars and currently receives $3.5 billion in direct aid. Frequently Israeli "debts" incurred by "arms pur­chases" from the United States are "forgiven" in legislation unnoticed by the public.

    Documents given the press show that 366 of 435 incumbent House members and 42 of 50 incumbent senators have taken money from the Israel lobby.

    From 1978 to 1989 the biggest Senate recipients were Paul Si­mon (D-IIL) $422,490; Howard Metzenbaum (D-Ohio) $327,460; Car1 Levin (D-Mich.) $295,038; Tom Daschle (D-S.D.) $287,130; Frank Lautenberg (D-N.J.) $284,750; Alan Cranston (D-Calif.) $254,532; Dave Durenberger (R-Minn.) $277,500; Tom Harkin (D-Iowa) $222,930; Harry Reid (D-Nev) $208,540; and Rudy Boschwitz (R-Minn.) $207,755. (You might also just suppose these ones' names are on the petition to not cut Israel's funding.)

    Biggest House recipients were Richard Durbin (D-Ill.) $147,166; Lawrence Smith (D-Fla.) $140,968; Howard Wolpe (D-Mich.) $123,150; Peter Kostmayer (D-Pa.) $119,900; Sam Gejdenson(D- Conn.) $115,604; Dante Fascell (D-Fla.) $111,250; John Miller (R- Wash.) $96,128; Ed Feighan (D-Ohio) $93,200; Matthew Martinez (D-Calif.) $76,000; and David Obey (D-Wis.) $74,400.

    Oberli, I believe we shall not wait for ones to write and request the list of sen­ators referred to above (See following page.) Let us just photocopy the list and add to this portion. YOU ONES SHOULD SEE WHO SELLS YOUR COUNTRY WHILE YOU AREN'T LOOKING--AND YES, YOU DID GIVE THEM PERMISSION---YOU VOTED THEM INTO THEIR OF­FICES TO LEAD YOU AND ACT IN YOUR BEHALF AND YOU PAY THEM GRANDLY TO DO THAT SERVICE FOR YOU THESE LITTLE GIFTS ARE IN ADDITION TO THE GREAT SALARIES AND OTHER PERKS OF OFFICE!So be it, for if ye lock the foxes in the hen house, expect the chicks to be eaten.

    Ali yes, chela, it is time for introspection this Eastertide, pagan or christian, jew or gentile--for it is the self-chosen elite who are determining your demise. It is up to you as to that which ye shall do about it.

    Hopeless? Nay, nay! All you need do is see and hear that which is about you and you will know that which you must do--and do it! It will require that all of you get off your backsides, turn off the vidiot boxes and READ BE­TWEEN THE LINES AND HEAR THAT WHICH IS NOT SAID AND YE SHALL KNOW THAT WHICH YE MOST DO! ASK ME--YE NEED NOT GO THROUGH DHARMA OR ANOTHER SPOKESMAN--ASK ME AND THEN LISTEN AND I SHALL TELL YOU!

    Dharma, it has been too long a sitting without a break to continue with your queries, but these things, too, must be brought into your attention for if you know not the facts and truth, you are destined to perishment. Truth and knowledge will surely set you free! So be it.

    Allow us a break please.

    I AM ATON--I AM THE LIGHT, COME WALK WITH ME.

    THE LIST OF SENATORS

    The following is the list of Harry Reid ( D-Nev.)
    senators who signed a letter to Donald W. Riegle (D-Mich.)
    President George Bush asking Charles S. Robb (D-Va.)
    him not to reduce foreign aid John D. Rockefeller IV ( D-W.Va.)
    to Israel. Paul S. Sarbanes (D-Md.)
    Brock Adams (D-Wash.) Jim Sasser (D-Tenn.)
    Max Baucus (D-Mont.) Richard C. Shelby (D-Ala.)
    Lloyd Bentsen (D-Texas) Paul Simon (D-Ill.)
    Joseph R. Biden Jr. (D-Del.) Arlen Specter ( R-Pa, )
    Jeff Bingaman (D-N.M.) John W. Warner ( R-Va )
    Christopher Bond (R-Mont.) Pete Wilson (R-Calif.)
    David L. Boren (D-Okla.) Timothy E. Wirth (D-Colo.)
    Rudy Boschwitz (R-Minn.)
    Bill Bradley (D-N.J.) The following members did
    John B. Breaux (D-La.) not sign the letter opposing
    Richard H. Bryan (D-Nev.) cuts in foreign aid.
    Quentin N. Burdick (D-N.D.) William L. Armstrong (R-Colo.)
    Conrad Burns (R-Mont.) Dale Bumpers (D-Ark.)
    Dan Coats (R-Ind.) Robert C. Byrd (D-W.Va.)
    Thad Cochran (R-Miss.) John H. Chafee (R-R.I.)
    William S. Cohen (R-Maine) Robert Dole (R-Kan.)
    Kent Conrad (D-N.D.) Pete V. Domenici (R-N.M.)
    Alan Cranston (D-Calif.) Jake Garn (R-Utah)
    Alfonse M. D'Amato (R-N.Y.) Mark O. Hatfield (R-Ore.)
    John C. Danforth (R-Mo.) Jesse Helms (R-N.C.)
    Thomas A. Daschle (D-S.D.) Ernest F. Hollings (D-S.C.)
    Dennis DeConcini (D-Ariz.) James M. Jeffords (R-Vt.)
    Alan J. Dixon (D-Ill.) Nancy Kassebaum (R-Kan.)
    Christopher J. Dodd (D-Conn.) Charles E. Grassley (R-Iowa)
    David Durenberger (R-Minn.) Tom Harkin (D-Iowa)
    J. James Exon (D-Neb.) Orrin G. Hatch (R-Utah)
    Wendell H. Ford (D-Ky.) Howell Heflin (D-Ala.)
    Wyche Fowler Jr. (D-Ga.) John Heinz (R-Pa.)
    John Glenn (D-Ohio) Gordon J. Humphrey (R-N.H.)
    Albert Gore Jr. (D-Tenn.) Daniel K. Inouye (D-Hawaii)
    Slade Gorton (R-Wash.) J. Bennett Johnston (D-La.)
    Bob Graham (D-Fla.) Robert W. Kasten Jr. (R-Wis.)
    Phil Gramm (R-Texas) Edward M. Kennedy (D-Mass.)
    Herbert H. Kohl (D-Wis.) Bob Kerrey (D-Neb.)
    Patrick J. Leahy (D-Vt.) John F. Kerry (D-Mass.)
    Richard G. Lugar (R-Ind.) Frank R. Lautenberg (D-N.J.)
    James A. McClure (R-Idaho) Carl Levin (D-Mich.)
    Frank H. Murkowski (R-Alaska) Joe Lieberman (D-Conn.)
    Sam Nunn (D-Ga.) Trent Lott (R-Miss.)
    David Pryor (D-Ark.) Connie Mack (R-Fla.)
    William V. Roth Jr. (R-Del.) Spark M. Matsunaga (D-Hawaii)
    Warren Rudman (R-N.H.) John McCain (R-Ariz.)
    Terry Sanford (D-N.C.) Mitch McConnell (R-Ky.)
    Alan K. Simpson (R-Wyo.) Howard M. Metzenbaum (D-Ohio)
    Ted Stevens (R-Alaska) Barbara A. Mikulski (D-Md.)
    Steven D. Symms (R-Idaho) George J. Mitchell (D-Maine)
    Strom Thurmond (R-S.C.) Daniel Patrick Moynihan (D-N.Y.)
    Malcolm Wallop (R-Wyo.) Don Nickles (R-Okla.)
    Bob Packwood (R-Ore.)
    Claiborne Pell (D-R.I.)
    Larry Pressler (R-S.D.)

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    PJ 14
    CHAPTER 5

    REC #1 HATONN

    WEDNESDAY, MARCH 28, 1990 7:15 A.M. YEAR 3 DAY 224
    Dharma, Hatonn in the Light of the Radiant One. Chelas, you must prepare for more intense impact as we correlate the old with the new information.

    Oberli, you may not consider Dharma the author of these Journals, however, if she is stopped in her work you may as well accept the fact that there will be a break in authorship--it is simple technicality. You ones fail to understand that her concerns are quite valid. I, too, am distracted by the interruptions and inflow of knowledge to be categorized. After interruptions for other unrelated writings, we need the ongoing "skeleton" of the Journal available to save time at onset of writing each morning. In a simple pile is fine, I do not wish to sort through binders; an extra copy as you send to the regular re­ceivers is sufficient. You ones do not seem to understand that I must move through her fog and it is sometimes most difficult indeed. I find no one else setting their ego and consciousness aside to take on every "big gun" there is available. Do not be harsh with her concerns for she is also human indeed. In your courts of "injustice" she will be considered the author of these materials and don't you forget it for even one moment.

    As to Mr. Hackett's new writings in preparation; let it be known that no more energy will be given unto his bleatings. He is most welcome to write into in­finity; we have no privilege to air these things in the public journals to any fur­ther extent as the ones awaiting these Journals have no further interest in such drivel. He, too, is out to demoralize Dharma and today she finds it only pa­thetic and somewhat amusing. Give full love and protection to the mother who is the one truly under attack and release the matter. If he wishes to pur­sue the matter, he must return to the Gatehouse from whence his information continues to he conceived. If he wishes to have his bellicosity aired then per­haps Sister will be more gracious regarding the printing of it, but I sincerely doubt she will give him the time of day regarding the matter. At any rate, our beloved ones under siege are to concern themselves with it no further except as their hearts guide them to participate.

    James may send all the literature he desires and we will graciously purview it and bless it in Light. We will, however, no longer take the time from the load of work in which we are overloaded.

    Yes, Pat should contact every one who enters her attention wherein she is nudged to make contact. She is strong and will wrap herself in the protection of Light and discern intent if requested of us to join her. The word must go forth and there is no other way to find the "waiting" ones except to make the contact. So he it.

    The very confusion of energy in the Sedona area speaks of its importance and for every "clear" energy personage in that placement there will be at least ten of opposition and frivolous intent. You need only the perception to know the difference and always bless the antagonism for it gives balance unto thine own intent. The same ratio shall emerge in this placement as ones move into knowledge of the matter. This is exactly why the Journals must be laid in foundation prior to the "building" so intent can he sorted easily and without necessity of weeding after the fact. You ones will be discerning and only truly interested parties will desire participation at any rate. In Sedona, the impact of the "new age" groupies is still most fashionable, but interest in the "fun and games" is abrogating and diminishing rapidly now while the "seekers" who truly do not wish to "find" will move on to more interesting activities. As nourishment and subsistence dries up the "participants" will mostly drift away. After the dust settles there will be the ability to make necessary connections and build properly.

    As long, however, as the government is experimenting so diligently with the ELFs it is foolish to spend the time and energy required to lift ones up into proper association. All in proper sequence, chelas. What you need now are ones who are willing to contribute to the upstart of "building" and then carry forth in the taking of the methods and information unto that area, for it will be needed. Sister knew it then and knows it yet and the rest must have patience for a 91 year-old lady cannot do it alone. All she can do is keep the impact of negativity located away from you in the interim, and then the technology can be located into that area also, for it is a most important placement; currently rendered all but useless for higher resources due to the very earthly output from the location. This, of course, is why the only real bombardment of our work in this location comes from that location--ponder it and act accordingly.

    SERIOUS CONSEQUENCES AND THREATS
    The serious problems are coming forth from much more dangerous sources than a child who prattles prurient and vulgar nit-picking. We have been warned to cease and desist with these Journals from very powerful and dan­gerous coalitions right on your plane. You will use caution, you will keep thine shields about you constantly and you will keep Dharma within security at all times.

    You must take this most seriously indeed, as it is now beyond little quarrels over information. We are bringing forth information that is really most irri­tating to the Conspirators on both sides of the play for predominance. They do not like their game-plays revealed and thus far they have been able to hide in the very obvious.

    The threat, of course, is to hold Dharma hostage--but they must get through a host of lighted energies to reach her. Unfortunately, there are ways to get to her through you other participants and that, obviously, is the route they will take--it has destroyed other receivers right down the line and it is most earthly indeed. It will be the bombardment against her consciousness which shall be the undoing and it will come from you surrounding her for it is the only way the dark energies can gain entry--ponder it most carefully indeed. It is your free-will and her free-will and she is weary and quite frankly, would appreciate greatly being removed from this responsibility.

    The word is the only weapon which can destroy the Conspirator's Global Plan of Control and Power. It is the only tool which can undo them--they do not take the Journals lightly and you must remove them from your scope of enter­taining and light reading. You ones within this group are too close to see the widespread explosions on the other end of the information stream.

    Ones coming within the cadre must recognize the importance and seriousness of this "commission" and responsibility. We have no wish to make it sordid and take away the very joy and fun of the transition, but you must realize that the transition itself and how it goes depends upon the integration of the truth from all the scattered tid-bits that unity of intent can flow.

    HOMOSEXUALITY
    We are now being bombarded by the thrust of, "You denounce homosexuals and they can't help themselves." Ah, but we do not---we denounce homosex­ual "behavior" and there is a great difference indeed.

    Most homosexuals do not even realize of that which has undone them as a group and AIDS is only a minute portion and the ultimate consequence of that behavior.

    Right here I am going to utilize information which you will find degrading and heinous indeed, however, it is necessary that you understand that which is truly at point in activities of negative homosexual nature. Dharma, we will use information already known but well hidden and then we will make sure writ­ten confirmation comes to ones in the group who can confirm the writings. Evil knows no bounds and God will never sanction behaviors as I will now pronounce unto you as freely being utilized about your sordid places.

    Oberli, you will also set this aside for Journal use as we update the AIDS in­formation. I trust George will be open to contact with Elizabeth Taylor to see what can be done in a practical way without involvement with your govern­ment and Gay activists who simply desire to prolong and promote acceptance of the problem instead of change the activities which promulgate annihilation of the group as a whole. For those who wish to verify that which we will now write: SEXUALLY TRANSMITTED DISEASES IN HOMOSEXUAL MEN, Plenum Books; THE ACQUIRED IMMUNE DEFICIENCY SYN­DROME AND INFECTIONS OF HOMOSEXUAL MEN, Pearl Ma and Donald Armstrong; THE AIDS COVER-UP?, Gene Antonio, Ignatius Press, San Francisco; GAY MEN'S HEALTH: A GUIDE TO THE AIDS SYN­DROME AND OTHER SEXUALLY TRANSMITTED DISEASES, Jeanne Kassler (Harper and Row), and at least a dozen more which I will not take time to list. Again, I take no exception to same gender preference of "company"--but the following is what is destroying the humans who participate in this kind of behavior.

    HOW THE EPIDEMIC SPREADS

    In May, 1985 in The Advocate, Paul Diamond, a homosexual activist diag­nosed with Kaposi's sarcoma said: "Don't call us AIDS victims. AIDS is not my weakness. AIDS is my strength." So be it!

    PRIMARY GROUP AFFECTED
    In the United States, male homosexuals have comprised over three-fourths of all AIDS cases. The percentage of homosexuals among the total of all AIDS patients has remained relatively constant. In Europe, male homosexuals comprise over 85 percent of all AIDS cases. The enormous prevalence of AIDS, along with several other grave communicable disease endemic in this group, is not mere inexplicable chance, and we shall go into a few of the other health risks. There are numerous major biological and social factors which have been distinctly linked with their spread. Of course it is not the major numbers in the groups which indulge in these extreme behaviors but it only takes a few to affect the multitudes. Ponder it.

    HAZARDS OF SODOMY AND BIOLOGICAL FACTORS

    DANGERS TO THE PASSIVE RECIPIENT:

    Among male homosexuals, sodomy or anal intercourse is the act substituted for heterosexual penile-vaginal coitus. This damaging practice provides ready access for the transmission of AIDS and other virulent infections.

    Physiologically, the rectum is designed for the expulsion of feces. When sodomy is performed, the peculiar forced inward expansion of the anal canal results in a tearing of the lining as well as bleeding anal fissures.

    Violent spasms of the bowel wall may occur as a reaction to the bodily intru­sion. Colitis, a severe inflammation of the mucous membrane of the colon, of­ten develops as sodomy is repeatedly engaged in. This disorder causes fever, malaise, painful wrenching cramps in the lower abdomen and eruptive diar­rhea and commonly contains blood or leukocytes. Along with anal fissure and syphilitic chancre, mucosal ulceration of the rectal area is common in homo­sexual males.

    The prevalence of colitis and rectal lesions among homosexuals is such that they may mask the symptoms of intestinal lesions resulting from Kaposi's sar­coma.

    The trauma of sodomy also produces a unique form of inflammatory psoriasis in previously unaffected areas. This psoriasis extends from the rectum to the pubic area, penis and scrotum. This is known as Kobner's phenomenon. During sexual activity, the thin silvery scales which have formed on the in­flamed areas are rubbed off, leaving the skin raw, bleeding and exposed to in­fection. The friction against existing hemorrhoids also leaves their surface vulnerable.

    Written before the discovery of HTLV-III/LAV as the AIDS agent, a national case study found: "Blood from rectal mucosal lesions which are known to be common in homosexual males who engage in rectal intercourse, could contain the infectious agent responsible for this epidemic."

    Note that this important study detailing the correlation between homosexual behavior/diseases and the prevalence of AIDS was published by the American College of Physicians in August of 1983--so don't go about saying Hatonn is a bigot. There has only been occasional mention of the relationship between homosexual acts/diseases and AIDS transmission in the national media or press. Usually it is in the context of stressing the susceptibility of heterosexu­als through IV drug abuse. One major article doing reasonable justice to this correlation was finally published in the December 1985 issue of Discover. However, it unwisely downplays the potential of heterosexual transmission of AIDS. Once present it is walking dynamite.

    The damage to the rectal wall facilitates access to the bloodstream of AIDS-infected sperm and other disease-causing organisms. Anal receptive sodomy has been definitely linked to AIDS transmission. Do you see that especially at the time of a female menstrual cycle (when birth control devices would not be used) the infected sperm could cause infection in the already compromised inner uterus which is sloughing oil attached material and already bleeding?

    Anal receptive sodomy has been definitely linked to AIDS transmission. In studying the depressed immune systems of practicing male homosexuals in New York City it was found that receptive anal intercourse was the specific sexual activity which correlated most strongly with reduced levels of helper T-cells resulting in immune dysregulation. Do you further see that condoms would be chancy even if employed?

    ACTIVE PARTNER DANGERS
    The opening of the urethra, along with penile abrasions and lesions resulting from sexual activity and disease, permit infected bloody secretions seeping out of the damaged rectal tissues to enter the bloodstream of the active partner.

    DANGER TO OTHERS
    The weakening of the sphincter through repeated sodomy results in fecal in­continence and the dribbling of blood-stained contaminated stool. The invol­untary depositing of AIDS virus infected fecal secretions on the benches in locker rooms, toilet seats and elsewhere also creates a potential for spread by this route. Oh, they never told you these things? Well, too late is too late, isn't it? These are things no one wishes to even speak of much less draw pic­tures for the modest masses of people who use all sexual activities as means of control and vengeance instead of love and then call it love. Then, you refer to it as "human rights"! So be it.

    SODOMY SUPPRESSES THE IMMUNE SYSTEM--EVEN WITHOUT
    AIDS
    Sodomy has proven debilitating to the immune systems of passive recipients apart from AIDS infection. During sodomy, the naturally aggressive proper­ties of sperm combined with damage to the rectal wall enable spermatozoa to penetrate the mucosal lining.

    A report in the April, 1984 (27th), issue of Science by researchers at the De­partment of Obstetrics and Gynecology, Cornell Medical Center, New York, stated that occurrence of AIDS among homosexuals, may have some relation to circulating antibodies evoked as a result of semen deposition in the alimen­tary canal. Human seminal fluid apparently contains components that poten­tially can suppress the immune response."

    A few weeks later other researchers reported in Lancet, a most respected medical journal, "A homosexual individual is repeatedly exposed to viral anti­gens such as herpes and sperm antigens which can be absorbed through the intact intestine or through mucosal lesions. Bleeding lesions are not necessary for absorption of spermatozoa and harmful infectious agents during sodomy, but they do facilitate it.

    "Host immune responses can be modified by exposure to sperm, with the sub­sequent formation of anti-sperm antibodies."

    During normal heterosexual intercourse, the dynamic qualities of sperm en­able penetration and fertilization of the female ovum, resulting in impregna­tion. The walls of the vagina are elastic and several layers thick, and they have glands which provide natural lubrication during sexual relations. This pre­vents large quantities of sperm from entering the bloodstream.

    In 1984 a study in the Journal of the American Medical Association noted that the association of sperm-induced immune dysregulation with the practice of anal intercourse "underscores the critical structural differences between the rectum and the vagina. While the lining of the vaginal mucosa comprises a squamous multilayer epithelium capable of protecting against any abrasive effect during intercourse, the lining of the rectum is made of a single layer of columnar epithelium. The latter, unlike the vaginal epithelium, is not only in­capable of protecting against any abrasive effect, but also promotes the ab­sorption of an array of sperm antigens, thus enhancing their exposure to the immune apparatus in the lymphatic and blood circulation. The high im­munogenicity possessed by spermatoxoa, coupled with the microbiological flora of the rectum, can work in synergism to generate a state of chronic anti­genic stimulation.

    "In this connection, four of seven immunodeficient female sexual partners of male patients with acquired immune deficiency syndrome (AIDS) also en­gaged in anal intercourse. An analogous phenomenon can be extracted from the strong association between the high frequency of seroconversion for Hep­atitis B virus and the routine practice of 'passive anal-genital intercourse'."

    Do you begin to understand the horrible damage the sex therapists such as Dr. Ruth and others, does to an unsuspecting public? In the name of "sexual freedom" ones are taught that all is fine and the more bizarre between con­senting adults the more wondrous will be the marriage and/or relationship? They become tools of the "spreaders" of the poison and are most unwittingly utilized.

    However, the unsuspecting partners seeking the illusive fulfillment of the rela­tionship touted to be the "all in all" and can't find the incredible experience portrayed in all your media, will try anything to "save their marriage" or "keep the flame alive" and all that drivel of lies. Man was created to find his ulti­mate join the emotional soul fulfillment--not in a water bed with intrusion of protrusions--those things were designed for procreation of a species.

    During sodomy, the biological design of the rectum combined with the aggres­sive properties of sperm expedite their substantial entrance into the blood­stream. When this occurs repeatedly, antibodies to sperm develop which cir­culate and impair the immune system. This happens both apart from and along with infection by the AIDS virus. It likely is a co-factor in HTLV-III infection.

    In addition to suppressing the immune system per se, the introduction of sperm containing the AIDS agent has been cited as providing a "Trojan horse" (no pun intended) mechanism for the transmission of the HTLV-III/LAV lentivirus.

    Leukocytes in the seminal fluid, also present in colitis-induced diarrhea, carry the AIDS virus directly to the lymphoid organs of homosexual partners, thus achieving a highly efficient transfer of the infection to most lymphoid cells.

    MONOGAMOUS SODOMY IS NOT A SAFE ALTERNATIVE

    You will find that in monogamously paired homosexual males, three quarters of the passive partners manifest sperm-induced immune dysregulation. Rec­tal insemination also alters immune responses in rabbits and other lab ani­mals.

    The immune dysregulation induced by sperm debilitates the system quite apart from infection by an AIDS virus. Although AIDS development per se must involve the transmission of the HTLV-III/LAV lentivirus (except in cases of beastiality which we will speak of later) the development of sperm-induced immune dysregulation predisposes the anal-sperm-recipient homosexual males to the more severe phenomena of opportunistic infections and Kaposi's sarcoma. Immune responses to semen provide a background of immune suppression, not only promoting repeated CMV (cytomegalovirus) infection, but also exacerbating the resulting immunologic disorders.

    Although AIDS is not what we can consider a "sexually transmitted disease" in the usual vernacular, it is most certainly transmitted by sexual misuse and/or abuse in a compromised recipient. HTLV-III is most certainly a sexually transmitted disease through the rectal mucosa and is usually vulnerable to passage of the AIDS agent as well, in a compromised vaginal passage. From a purely biological perspective sodomy, even apart from the transmission of AIDS, is an intrinsically unsanitary and pathological act. In addition, the prac­tice of sodomy has been a primary reason why AIDS has been so readily transmitted and fostered among homosexuals.

    ORAL COPULATION
    Oral-penile copulation is also a frequently employed form of homosexual gratification. It is also touted as to be the ultimate pleasure in heterosexual coupling. Well, if you want every vaginal/penile yeast infection and random viral (herpes and/or warts) introduced into thine mouths--I suppose. Is a moment of pleasure worth the rest of your life with a mouth yeast infection or mucosal warts and lifelong herpes? So be it.

    Infected semen received into the mouth provides a source of infection through abrasions or lesions on the gums, tongue and or roof of the mouth.

    Venereal diseases affecting the mouth and throat are especially problematic among homosexuals. Often going unrecognized for a period of time, the re­sulting lesions provide ports of entry and exit for the AIDS virus; AIDS-in­fected saliva also is a potential danger involved in oral copulation.

    Studies have yet to determine whether or not the gastric juices in the stomach prevent absorption of the potent AIDS virus into the bloodstream after being ingested. Since the eating of AIDS-infected meat is a possible factor in the spread of AIDS among humans (pops! No one told you about that one? I thought not!), consumption of infected semen may also play a role in trans­mission.

    OTHER MEDICAL FACTORS INVOLVED
    SADOMASOCHISTIC (S & M) ACHVITIES AND THE SPREAD OF AIDS:

    Activities involving severe bodily abuse and personal degradation are an inte­gral part of the repertoire of homosexual behavior. Regardless of what ye in the general public perceive, the above statement is TRUE!

    The damaging practice of sodomy itself can be classified as a sadomasochistic act. The bloodletting and exchange of contaminated secretions involved in other traumatic homosexual acts further facilitate the spread of AIDS and other diseases. A brief overview of these follows for if you don't confront the facts you will not eradicate the problem.

    MANUAL/ANAL INTERCOURSE---"FISTING":
    How can God speak of these things? Because you didn't pay attention to the "thou shalt nots". Ye are a "liberated" society with "human rights" are ye not? Then pay attention and perhaps the truth may set you free! God will tell you exactly how it is for your very soul is at stake herein, not to mention your physical lives destined for annihilation---and---no! God is not doing it unto you. YOU, WITH THE HELP OF SATANISTIC INPUT, ARE DOING IT UNTO YOU.

    You will herein also find out why a condom is useless in these practices--bare facts, my beloved friends.

    The practice of "fisting" involves the insertion of the hand, fist and forearm into the rectum and lower colon. In the jargon of participants, it is called "fisting"--I did not make up such terminology. Fisting causes bleeding lacera­tions of the intestine and tearing of the sphincter muscle as you might suspect. These internal wounds provide enormous opportunity for the entrance and spread of AIDS virus and other infections. Fisting has been cited as a con­tributing factor in AIDS cases for years now.

    Mechanical devices, dildos, vibrators, etc., inserted during fisting have punc­tured the intestinal wall causing dangerous seepage of fecal matter into the abdomen. If surgery is not performed promptly enough, this can result in death and you no longer have to concern yourself with AIDS.

    In some cases, the damage from fisting is so extensive that a sphincterectomy or colostomy must be performed. Some individuals have then continued to have sodomy performed through the colostomy opening, causing further damage. In San Francisco, where a percentage of murders reportedly are linked to homosexual sadomasochism, a workshop has been offered for instructing homosexuals in how to engage in sex torture without killing each other. Nay, I do not jest--check it out! Just like teaching grade school babies the art of sex and condoms. You are a troubled society.

    BONDAGE AND DISCIPLINE:

    Acts in which a dominant partner ties up and tortures the submissive "slave" are also part of the homosexual sadomasochism scene. Those involved are voluntarily bound in painfully tight leather or rubber apparel, whipped, vio­lently sodomized and beaten. Lighted cigarettes are used to burn sensitive parts of the body, especially the genitals, causing ulcers of the penis and scro­tum.

    Urination into the mouth and over the bleeding body of the participant (called by you ones, "golden showers", "water sports") is also a most common practice. These are commonly used rituals of the Satanists at every good old regular meeting.

    Urine contains the infectious agents for a number of various diseases includ­ing AIDS virus infection; this type of behavior is both unhygienic and haz­ardous. The sores and blisters left on the sex organs also facilitate the en­trance of infectious agents into the bloodstream.

    "Water sports" are also generally engaged in apart from brutal sadomasochis­tic behavior. Perhaps that is why a recent "safe sex" guideline from the Gay Men's Health Center published in the October 21-27, 1985, issue of the ho­mosexual tabloid New York Native reassuringly advises: '"Water sports' are considered safe so long as urine does not enter the body."

    Some homosexual clubs have "slave-auctions" in which those who prefer being abused are sold to the highest bidder. Now therein must lie double jeopardy, I would surmise.

    BEASTIALITY:

    Sexual relations with animals has also occurred among a certain segment of the homosexual population and rampantly among the Satan practices.

    It has a major connection with AIDS spread and becomes obviously such be­cause Visna virus is endemic in some flocks of sheep--especially noted in Eu­rope, where it is called maedi-visna, and causes a neurodegenerative disease not unlike that seen in the late stages of AIDS in many patients.

    Cases of AIDS have been reported from certain urban areas in Northwestern Europe known for their lax sexual mores. There are many jokes regarding men and sheep, etc., but the last laugh is no longer with the joke tellers. In a homosexual community in such an area, playing with the animals, ONE mem­ber's having had sexual contact with a diseased sheep can pull down the entire group. Further, once a homosexual community with international cornice-dons has become infected, spread of AIDS becomes inevitable. The practice in the Satanic community is usually with goats who represent the Devil, but sheep are usually substituted due to the ease of procurement.

    DISEASES:

    The occurrence of AIDS among heterosexuals in Africa has been frequently stressed as proving that the AIDS virus has no special affinity for homosexu­als. One of your medical pundits recently suggested, "The virus has no intrin­sic attraction for gays, and gays have no mysterious susceptibility to infection." Absurd, because the rest of what you are told about AIDS is filled with lies.

    What is not being said is that there are a number of diseases and infections common among the African patients with AIDS, especially those with Ka­posi's sarcoma, and homosexuals in the United States which are uniquely en­demic to both groups but are not generally found among Western heterosex­uals.

    The African villager at risk for Kaposi's Sarcoma and the homosexual male at risk from AIDS share evidence of past exposure to an identical range of viral and protozoal infections, especially CMV, EBV, HSVI and II, HBV and En­tamoeba histolytica. No, you look them up.

    Among those in developing nations, these disorders are frequently a result of extreme poverty: lack of adequate sanitation resulting in sewage-contami­nated food and water supplies and unhealthy living conditions.

    Among Western male homosexuals, the prevalence of these diseases is dis­tinctly related to unhygienic sexual practices which facilitate the spread of in­fectious agents.

    It is true that AIDS has developed in persons who previously had their im­mune systems intact. It is also true that the rapidity and severity with which the AIDS virus conquers the immune system varies among those infected. When the immune system has been disrupted by certain infections and dis­eases prior to exposure to HTLV-HI, this enhances the destructive effect of the virus.

    T-4 helper cells in the immune system are most susceptible to infection when they have been stimulated and their numbers increased by chronic parasitic or viral infections. In other words, ones compromised by herpes are greatly at increased risk.

    Among practicing male homosexuals in the United States, there are a number of grave infections and disease prior exposure to which has been strongly cor­related with the prevalence of AIDS.

    There are several epidemics running loose and not all of them are perma­nently confined to the homosexual subculture and, in fact, gave the very op­portunity to intentionally infect the homosexual gay community, i.e.--

    HEPATITIS B:

    Hepatitis B virus infection (HBV) is a major cause of acute and chronic hep­atitis, cirrhosis and liver cancer. Among practicing male homosexuals in the United States, hepatitis B infection has been pandemic for years prior to AIDS. Homosexual practices, notably sodomy and oral/anal contact, have been key factors. Trauma to the rectum and penis as a result of sodomy and oral lesions from venereal disease provide ports of entry and exit for the virus.

    Unlike Hepatitis A infection, fecal-oral spread was not considered an impor­tant route of transmission. Instead, HBV was thought to be transferred from acute or chronic carriers to other susceptible persons through shared tooth­brushes, razors, or fomites. Quite the opposite now is proven to be true in homosexual men. Oral-oral transmission may also occur if HBV gains entry through minute lesions in mucosal surfaces.

    Between 50 and 75 percent of gay men have or have had hepatitis B and the percentage is growing daily. In the light of the fact that 90% of homosexually active men demonstrate chronic or recurrent viral infections with herpesvirus, cytomegalovirus and hepatitis B, these recurrent or chronic infections are triggering factors for the development of acquired immunodeficiency.

    In your United States, homosexual men have a higher prevalence of hepatitis B infection than any other group. More than 10 percent of homosexual males are chronic carriers of hepatitis B. This is fifty to one hundred times higher, friends, than the national average of 0.1 percent.

    Homosexuals have been proven to have an HBsAg (Hepatitis B surface anti­gen detectable in large quantities in serum) positivity rate anywhere from 40 to 60 or more times higher than the general population.

    Considering the early age at time of infection and the high attack rates, one can expect all sexually active men to eventually become infected with Hepati­tis B virus.

    Since the routes and prevalence of AIDS transmission bear a striking resem­blance to those of hepatitis B, this has enormous implication in terms of the level of AIDS infection in this group as well. It should be further noted that rectal mucosal lesions, usually including punctate bleeding points, have been noted to prevalently occur in homosexual men with-persistent hepatitis B virus infection.

    Hepatitis B induces bleeding lesions and provides ports of entry and exit for the AIDS virus. IV drug abusers also frequently contact hepatitis B through the use of contaminated needles. Their estimated rate of seropositivity is over 65%.

    Let us hear what Lancet had to say about this and we will give you research data.

    LETTER TO THE EDITOR: Sir, over a decade SWIS­SAIR crews will typically spend 300-400 nights in tropical coun­tries, most of which are high risk for viral hepatitis. A perennial question has been--should such personnel regularly receive pas­sive immune prophylaxis or, more recently, hepatitis B vaccine! We have studied the risk for hepatitis virus infections in cockpit and cabin staff...

    The most outstanding feature of this study was that male flight attendants, employees and candidates, significantly more often had anti-HBs and/or anti-HBc antibodies (20-33%) than did either flying personnel (1.4-5.6%) or Swiss blood donors (4­8%).

    During the year, 13 of the total of 2664 flying personnel had manifest hepatitis, an incidence of 5 cases per 1000 per year. The estimated incidence of acute hepatitis in the Swiss popula­tion in 0.5-0.8 cases per 1000 per year. This high incidence of hepatitis amongst flying personnel was mainly accounted for by male flight attendants, who represented only 19% of all flying personnel but among whom 7 of the 13 hepatitis cases arose. Five cases were of the hepatitis B type (HBsAg positive), and of these 4 occurred amongst the male flight attendants. Thus, the observed high frequency of HBV infections in this occupational group probably have little to do with being a flying airline em­ployee--since candidates already showed signs of increased infections. It rather reflects a different HBV exposure due to a life style outside professional duties. Amongst the many explanations, homosexuality might be the most realistic. Worldwide, male cabin attendants are often homosexual, and we have hints that this might not be different in SWISSAIR.

    Cockpit personnel and female flight attendants are not at a special risk for HBV or HAV infections, despite exposure in high risk areas, and so they do not need active or passive im­munization against viral hepatitis infection. However, for male cabin attendants, as for other individuals with high risk life style, active or passive immunization could be warranted.

    A more detailed report will be published in Aviation, Space, and Environmental Medicine.

    -- F. Holdener, SWISSAIR Medical Service, Zurich Airport, Zurich, Switzerland.

    P.J. Grob, Section of Clinical Immunology, Department of Medicine, University Hospital, Zurich.

    DELTA HEPATITIS:

    The spread of acute delta infection is endemic in the homosexual community. This particular infection is particularly associated with an Italian background, IV drug use, and multiple transfusions but it is now becoming, most prevalent in the non-drug-abusing homosexuals. I love Italians so don't suggest that now Hatonn is after the Italians.

    Let us just touch on additional problems and disease because this has become a most lengthy writing.

    INTESTINAL PARASITES AND HEPATITIS A:
    "THE GAY BOWEL SYNDROME"
    "The gay bowel syndrome" is a term used as far back as your mid 70s to de­scribe the prevalence of a group of rare bowel diseases, previously considered "tropical", among male homosexuals in the U.S.

    AMEBIASIS: a disease of the colon caused by parasites (Entamoeba histolyt­ica). Causes dysentery and sometimes live abscesses. Can result in diffuse in­flammation and ulceration of the distal colon and can be mistaken for Crohn's colitis. Usually picked up from contaminated foods and residual in the mouth.

    GIARDIASIS: a parasitic (Giardia lamblia) bowel disease causing diarrhea. Can result in severe enteritis (inflammation of the intestinal tract), producing symptoms ranging from acute diarrhea to chronic malabsorption. Spread in similar manner to amebiasis.

    SHIGELLOSIS: a bacterial bowel disease which can cause severe dysentery. Can be fatal, especially in children. Contaminated food is the usual cause.

    HEPATITIS A: a viral liver disease spread by fecal contamination, e.g., food, water and close person-to-person contact.

    Dissemination of these diseases can run rampant through poor fecal disposal as well as through homosexual practices. From the time of Moses, chelas, there has been concomitant consciousness of the benefits to the public health of careful fecal disposal. Although man's technical ingenuity has achieved remarkable strides in the purification of your immediate domestic envi­ronment, the recent increase in transmission of intestinal infections among homosexual males offers new challenges in preventive medicine for physicians caring for these patients and requires caution and most extended testing of water supplies for presence of contaminants.

    AIDS can be spread through the very tools to increase sanitation, i.e. enema nozzles used for rectal douching. The evil contaminant lurks in ever present and in ever increasing numbers of infection sites and carriers.

    VENEREAL DISEASES:

    SYPHILIS: Over 50 percent of reported cases (and who knows about the un­reported) of syphilis in the U.S. occur in homosexual men. Primary syphilis in this group commonly occurs in the rectal area. A history of syphilis has been associated with development of AIDS--and I told you in AIDS, THE LAST GREAT PLAGUE that AIDS is a tertiary syphilis with the spirochete being isolated from almost all Kapose's sarcoma lesions.

    INCURABLE GENITAL HERPES: This incurable disease is almost ubiqui­tous among practicing male homosexuals. Infections can occur concurrently Mite rectum, penis and mouth. Among homosexuals, infection with herpes has been associated with squamous cancer of the tongue and cancer of the rectum. It is also associated with nasopharyngeal cancer, cancer of the cervix and lymphoma (Burkitt's).

    Herpes-type viruses are known to suppress specifically t-lymphocyte function aimed at recognizing and mounting an immune response toward the viral antigens.

    Perianal herpes virus infection and herpes proctitis are common in homosex­ual men. In the acquired immuno-deficiency syndrome, patients seem espe­cially predisposed to more intractable and progressive forms of this infection.

    CYTOMEGALOVIRUS: CMV is found in semen, and the repeated exposure of the rectal mucosa to the virus has resulted in high frequency of CMV infec­tions among homosexuals.

    VENEREAL WARTS: Anal warts are a common disorder among practicing male homosexuals. They cause intense itching, and produce a fetid discharge which is highly offensive to others and embarrassing to the sufferer. They are extremely resistant to treatment. These warts appear in large cauliflower-like masses in and around the anus in addition to infecting the penis. Anal coitus and elimination of the stool become excruciating and result in further rectal trauma. Various homosexual periodicals contain numerous advertisements by physicians offering specialized treatment for these and other related mal­adies.

    Some of the diseases I have outlined suppress immune function prior to expo­sure to the AIDS VIRUS and other, with their recurring sores and lesions, provide ports of entry which facilitate transmission of the AIDS virus.

    Both male and female prostitutes are also frequently afflicted with various si­multaneous venereal diseases because of their high number of sexual part­ners. And, of course, as the hapless infections can occur and then spread to unsuspecting lovers, these will very, very often be found infecting devoted and loving marriage partners. Many of these viruses lay dormant for years without outbreak. This is not to panic, but rather to inform.

    As the AIDS virus suppresses the immune system, preexisting infections like
    CMV and herpes run amok through the body. CMV may invade the heart, lungs and other vital organs. Large blackened herpetic boils, up to several inches in diameter, can form across the mouth and rectum. Fulminant herpes is one of the most gruesome aspects of progressive AIDS infection. Entire sections of the face can be rendered unrecognizable by the explosive, bloody hemorrhaging of the skin.

    From a biological perspective, therefore, there are many objective reasons why homosexual acts per se have proven to be such an effective means of transmitting AIDS and other debilitating diseases.

    •1. Sodomy, fisting, the use of mechanical devices and other practices pro­duce tears, fissures and lacerations of the rectum. This trauma facilitates the entrance of infected sperm and pathogenic organisms into the blood stream.

    •2. Infected bloody secretions leaking through the damaged walls of the rec­tum transmit the disease to the active partner through the urethral opening and through open sores and abrasions of the penis produced as a result of bodily abuse and disease. Fellatio, manual-genital and anal-oral sexual prac­tices involving the ingestion of infected semen, blood-streaked fecal matter and secretions facilitate transmission of pathogens.

    3. Incessant, oftentimes simultaneous sperm-induced immune dysregulation, liver damage, intestinal parasites and venereal diseases all abet debilitation of the immune system prior to and along with infection by the AIDS virus.

    So be it for this writing. Obviously, we shall have to carry this dissertation much further for you ones don't seem to understand--HOMOSEXUAL BE­HAVIOR AND LOVE BETWEEN TWO BEINGS ARE NOT ME LEAST BIT THE SAME. LOVE IS EMOTIONAL IN EXPRESSION AND RECEP­TION--BEHAVIOR OF SEXUAL NATURE IS PURELY PHYSICAL AND NAUGHT MORE.

    I have taken a very long time this day to write the above information for I have many thrust at these ones of mine scribes that "Dharma's God, Sananda, Hatonn, etc., are not in truth THE GOD OR SPIRITUAL TEACHERS be­cause the REAL ones would not denounce these activities, etc., of the groups such as homosexuals." Forget it, chelas, GOD NOT ONLY DENOUNCES SUCH BEHAVIOR BUT HAS WRITTEN IT IN THE LAWS OF GOD AND THE UNIVERSE AND IN ALL YOUR GUIDE-BOOKS SINCE THE INCEPTION OF TIME AS YOU PERCEIVE IT. IF "YOUR" GOD CONDONES SUCH BEHAVIOR I SUGGEST YOU LOOK MOST CLOSELY AT YOUR TEACHER FOR YOU ARE KILLING YOUR OWN SPECIES THROUGH THESE BEHAVIORS IN PHYSICAL FORMAT. "THE GUIDELINES ARE MOST CLEARLY WRITTEN; MAN HAS DEVIATED FROM THE PATH OF TRUTH AND ALL THE PETITIONS, VOTING-IN, VOTING-OUT OR WISHING IT TO BE DIFFERENT, WILL CHANGE NOT A WHIT OF IT. IT IS A MOST REMISSFUL TEACHER WHO WOULD TELL YOU OTHERWISE WHILE YOU MARCH IN "THE DEATH MARCH TO DESTRUCTION. IT IS FREE-WILL CHOICES IN EVERY IN­STANCE AND I DENOUNCE NO-ONE; I ONLY TELL YOU THAT WHICH IS TRUTH AND YE SHALL BE IN THE DECIDING OF THAT WHICH YE CHOOSE TO EXPERIENCE. SO BE IT AND SELAH. THESE ARE THE SIGNS OF THE TIMES, MY FRIENDS, AND YE SHALL DO WITH THEM THAT WHICH YE CHOOSE--BUT I SUGGEST YOU CEASE BLAMING GOD FOR YE HAVE THE WRONG PERSONAGE IN THY GUN-SIGHTS.

    Go, Dharma, the writing has been too long without a break but most neces­sary indeed. You will have a new attack upon thine writing dealing with this very subject and all needed preparation in the countering. God always "allows" and man will come into truth of that fact and shall reap exactly that which he sows no matter whom he "blames" for his plight. Murder is accepted as incorrect moral behavior--well, to murder that closest one ye call lover is murder in its most heinous form, it would appear to me. Salu.

    Hatonn to stand-by that we might clear of the frequency and take respite.
    ADONAI.


    PJ 14
    CHAPTER 6
    REC #1 ATON

    MONDAY, APRIL 16, 1990 9:00 A.M. YEAR 3 DAY 243

    Aton present in Light, that we might continue on our question and answer in­terrogation of a few days past.

    CREATION
    Let us speak of your reference to mass thought forms. Ah yes, it is the way of it. To come into the creation of that which you desire there it be the thought form and intent with focus for without focus there is only the creation of chaos and the ability of the negative, which automatically comes into focus in absence of "order", to pull apart the structured creation.

    This is why, of course, the scenario will probably be played out unto the ending laid forth in the prophecies. Further, man does not truly desire change into peace and understanding for he has learned to thrive on conflict and chaos and requires more and more heinous input to satiate his need for violence and evil.

    Let us consider studies done in some of your groups of "teachers of truth". A well known experiment was performed wherein groups were asked to sit and write a description of individual perceptions of how it would be if the world was at total peace and balance. Less than one (1) (uno) percent had anything positive to say about it. The other 99.7 percent said it would be "boring", "dull" and "unchallenging". Oh, they were not clever enough to word it di­rectly, in all instances, in that manner but that is the ultimate perception. Man cannot yet picture himself as the inventor of wondrous peace machines, creative birthings of new species and in training a hawk to eat corn instead of prey. He has forgotten almost ALL of what peace and harmony is about and HOW to experience without the chaos.

    The world in chaos presents such interesting and challenging experiences of simple survival that you are now overpopulated by some 5 and a half billion persons. You who focus only on the transition and the awakening are thriving on the challenge of the experience of birthing the change. Billions of souls have come forth for this experience which you and they have created. There­fore, until mankind truly desires peace, he will focus on insuring that the devastation of the prophecies come upon him. Man is simply not ready to listen and do a whit to change.

    Persons flock to the classes on "how to change the ending" and absorb, nod
    their head in agreement and then leave seeing nothing they can do to change
    it. The facts are, they are unwilling to make chances in self which would change the scenario, In fact, it is more extreme than that example. Take the ones who go to the self improvement classes--say body reshaping and weight adjustment--they do not do it for the health of the body--they do it be more appealing and "come hither" to an audience--or to "feel better about self'--pooh! They are mentally creating more of the same problems they had prior to the adjustment and when it doesn't bring fulfillment, will return to that which they were prior to the effort.

    This is the same with positive thinking success seminars--focus on success in relationships with sexual overtones and seduction and/or acquire more per­sonal wealth, power and control of others. Worse yet, most persons attend the sanctuaries (which, by the way, are no longer sanctuaries), not to find God, but rather in grasping at straw-men and to be seen in "good" company. "Let us somehow purchase our way back unto God and 'home"' becomes the intent.

    Why do you not simply produce the financing for your community? Because you have fallen into the habit of not having the prize and calculating how to manage without it. It becomes easier to be without it than to face the bom­bardment with start-up when you have no time at present for the work load. If you would but focus on the management teams to hand the load off to--you would precipitate the funding. It is in place and has been in place many times and you ones end up rejecting it--perhaps it is the challenge of seeing if you can make it one more month, etc. When you cannot--then you will change the scenario--or move or whatever.

    This time it is not Dharma, for she writes incessantly and the books are won­drous--then what happens? There should be magnificent return flooding back but you perceive it needs take a certain path and have certain expenses to have massive audience--and yet, what do you do to acquire massive audience? Do you borrow the funds to purchase a billion names on mailing lists? Nay, ye reject the idea for you cannot handle the load as it exists--you do not focus on the massive return, you focus on the limited resources.

    Closer to home as example, Dharma prefers to dwell upon the lack of funds to purchase larger clothing than to simply reduce her size and have the abun­dant wardrobe wasting in the closet--as does just about every one in the group. You have fallen into the trap of realizing the only nurturing you do for self any more, is the sharing of sup. Why not trim down and go on tour to sat­isfy the need for nurturing? Well, Dharma can't do that for she would get herself shot. Do you see that you are creatures of indecision or wrong de­cision? Why do I not step in and put a stop to the behavior? Because you have to get satiated with your behavior as is and then YOU will change it!

    The point is that there are simply not enough people that wish change to bring about change. The homosexual community, nor the drug community, do not wish to be "saved" by some do-gooders who are going to spoil their attention and ritual unto the death process. It will be the "innocent" "victims" who will cause the cure to be isolated. Why would a group give up that which they suf­fered so severely to create?

    If you went to smell flowers and look at poppies in the fields and in the pro­cess you were involved in a robbery and auto accident---which would linger on your tongues in description? Well the poppies would fly from the memory like chaff in the tempest. If you go to pick up desert shack wood and find a scorpion underneath which stings, or a rattlesnake which passes on--which will you remember--the lovely Sego-lily beside the board or the snake beneath it?

    This is why you cannot legislate morality nor force change--man will do that which he has grown to desire--in mass. But, change must begin with the few and the rest can then be shown the way which then becomes more desirable, just as color T.V. became more desirable than colorless and still man under­stood the functioning of neither. Blood is far more wondrous in red than in gray. Further, man would rather "blame" another for his perceived failure than run the risk of failure on his own efforts.

    Then why don't we just rush off and give man lessons in self-esteem building? Because man doesn't want his self-esteem raised. He says he does--but he does not! For to do so requires action and man does not wish to effort at ac­tion and change--he would rather complain or "be" than to take action and experience the possible failure of his choices.

    Therefore, we must continue with the dreary and miserable outlay of truth of the way things have become and convince you that it is so, and only then, will man consider methods of change. Man will stand with others--if there are lots of others, but he is not yet brave enough to stand out front alone against any perceived enemy. In many ways that is the very wise approach--for there is not need of more martyrs but need for man to stand together and the enemy will back away for lack of the ability to control further. But the masses must have the picture of the circumstance, consider the possibility of change and then be shown HOW to begin the changes and ultimately the success of the change bearing positive fruit. You of the remnant have returned to out these things forth as evidence and experience and then your brothers and sisters can see the way. They have been so exposed to lie after lie, which were touted to work and have not done so, i.e., come meditate and it will become perfection, have great love-ins and it will be perfection, live in communes in poverty and it will be perfection---no, none of it can work for all require for­feiting the very life essence--your own contribution and power to control self. To meditate to require answers and "how to accomplish a thing is wondrous-- to sit and effort at emptying the mind is stupid--the minds are far too empty already. However, note that it is far easier to sit by the hour and claim medi­tation than to get up off thy duff and get busy instituting change. Well, you say, "If it just IS why not just let it be and do naught?" Why not indeed'? Why bother to have made the journey into this experience at all? Do that whichever you choose--but just make sure YOU have chosen it wisely lest it be great error in discernment and you have no moral right to thrust that opinion of laziness off on another in the disguise of "fulfillment" for only one out of about 37 million souls can find fulfillment in such behavior.

    No, man is not yet ready to act in order to make change possible but with the projection of truth of the lies, perhaps he will awaken and "smell the coffee perking"--you know, that coffee laced with poison. There is no free coffee--the intent of the giver of the "free" coffee must be considered! NOTH­ING IS FREE OF INTENT!

    FIRST TO KNOW?

    You refer to being the "first to know". No, you are only among the first to be remembering in these days. There is nothing new--there is, only that which to be remembered. There can be nothing new for otherwise it could not be remembered. The mind has nothing upon which to base a new vision for any­thing truly "new" is unvisioned. If a vision can be conjured, it is only remem­bered and recalled to attention. There can only be "the first to remember"! So be it. Further, it will the remembering of the joy and wondrous existence in the pure balance and harmony of oneness with Source which shall pull you back into the memory path back home.

    You come forth to experience and come with everything veiled in the hopes and intent of changing the play as written--but you find that you can only be­gin to "remember" and therefore the whole scenario is rewritten identically to experience remembered. How will it end this time? Exactly as you remember it to be. Will it be as written in the prophecies? It remains to be seen as that which you will remember! However, the promise is that when enough re­member, the play will get on with the closing and renewal of another. Man is truly pitifully weary of the thrust upon his consciousness, of pain and degradation, so who knows, perhaps he will wake up if enough hear the alarm clock and say "no more".

    In the beauty of the lilies lies the answer--when man is whole unto self, he can relax and flow in the gentleness of bursting forth unto home and God. Fur­ther, when that experience bursts forth upon the being--he will be home, for the perception will only be of the experience of knowing and therefore, the dimension, et al, will be changed without the perception of change. You can look forward to change and work toward that "thing"--you can look back and see how that "thing" has changed---but you cannot actually be aware of the fi­nite awareness of change for you have only the moment but there is no way to actually experience the moment for there is nothing upon which to base the relativity. However, if you perceive the goal of change and focus upon it as if it were done--it must come to be in that manner.

    You continually say, "How have we as a species come to this?" Come to what? You have come to be exactly that which you have desired to be. Some of you have created and come forth to change of the creation and you have manifested in placement whereby you can perform that action. Does it mean that the opposition to your plan is wrong? Of course not--you have insured that they be there in opposition in that you can play out your chosen expe­rience. How many will have come to play in your focus of goal is the interest­ing question---will there be enough to end it as you chose or will you "cut out" before you achieve that which you thought you desired? Since it is YOUR experience, you can have it any way you desire it to be.

    For instance, if someone comes into your play and you don't like them there--all you have to do is be hateful and rude enough and they will remove them­selves from your play. Can you see that every last detail is of your own mak­ing? Then why don't you just commit suicide and get the thing over with? It is not in your play, that's why.

    Ah, but now comes the fun of it---there are other fragments (perhaps of self) floating around also experiencing on many dimensions and you have allowed participation (or "they" have allowed you as a fragment, participation) and now the impact of the perceived other's direction and intent--these are the fragments which confuse you for they are of your own aspects, each pulling in the direction of other perceived experiences. For instance, say you, Dharma, tire of writing and decide to break the computer and to hell with it, and you go take gliding lessons. Will the perceived world stop turning? No. But you will not have fulfilled the mission you touted that you desired to fulfill and others might well be irritated with you for they are utilizing your participation to af­fect their own scenario. Will they vanish? No. But many perceptions will be changed along the line of aspects and perceptions and directions of soul frag­ments will be altered in some manner or another.

    What if you killed yourself this moment? So? Some left will mourn, most will be really ticked off at you and the other 5 billion 499 million and 62 thousand will never know you are missing and could not care less under any circum­stances!

    Well, what is Little Crow going to write about when he and Grandfather put the oral traditions and teachings and truths to paper? This! Exactly this with a bit of a different aspect of language and vision---precious one, truth IS; nothing more and nothing less. Oh, you desire it to be MORE! SO BE IT-‑GET BUSY AND MAKE IT MORE! YOU DON'T LIKE IT THIS WAY? THEN GET OFF YOUR BACKSIDES AND MAKE IT DIFFERENT! YOU DON'T LIKE THE STORY AND PROPHECIES? THEN GET BUSY AND REPROJECT THEM INTO THAT WHICH YOU PERCEIVE YOU DO LIKE. JUST REMEMBER--FRUSTRATION AND NON­FULFILLMENT COMES WITH NEGATIVE THRUSTS; PEACE AND ONE-NESS WITH GOD COMES WITH THE OTHER! THE CHOICE IS UP TO YOU!

    You have, further, said it all, chela, when you said, "I shall quiet now, for my conscious being has tended to overstep my own limits." Oh, precious, you have said it ALL. You God-creations set of your own limits and will not go beyond--what is it you fear to go beyond?"' Ah, I see, you fear you will KNOW and the experience will end so you refuse to step into the light of total accep­tance and hide behind the veil of unknowing. That, too, is sometimes most wise in the overall plan you make for self--for indeed, the experience would be cut short and wisdom tells you as much.

    You are busily remembering how it IS and you do not wish to know more and therefore, the limits are set and you creep up on them like the tortoise for fear of uncovering that which will end this wondrous experience of present. You KNOW that which IS and lies beyond--you all choose to not be ready to confront the truth of it so you continue to mess and stir and confuse and hide and mess and stir and confuse and hide and over and over again, scramble it into entanglements. You ones pull directly unto you that which you claim to "fear" for it is actually the very experience you desire whether it be experienced as dread, fear or joy. Often times these things can be experienced in dreams or visions and the actual experience of physical perception is unnecessary. That is why you must allow your visions and dreams to take form and accept them as the experience they are.

    You refuse to bring your dreams into consciousness for you will know then, that which is ALL and truth of ALL. Especially you who have returned for the purpose of walking through a remnant will refuse to bring the truth of thy sleeping experiences into focus of consciousness---it would ruin your chal­lenging game. You have agreed upon a purpose within this particular expe­rience and the all-knowing would distract you for you would understand the remarkable lie of it all--the illusion. Frustration would be manifested in tremendous burden for you would know what and how things must be done and yet, you would fall into the limits of the inability to thrust your actions upon those of another of free-will experience.

    The great Masters upon your placement might have great masses who claim to follow NOW! They had only a handful at the time of their experience in physical perception. The great artists were mostly thought to be heretics in their own time and community for all is but remembered and forgotten and finally the "forgotten" outweighs the "remembered" and the cycle must re-cy­cle.

    HOW MANY WILL UNDERSTAND THIS TRUTH?
    All who pother to read this book will know the truth of it--for they will be given to remember. How many will read the book? That remains to be seen! If an entity hears of the book or feels the vibration of truth about the book, he will handle it as he is ready for enlightenment. If he is not ready to hear the truth--he will denounce the book and will refuse to read of it--or, he will nit­pick and refuse to understand it in his proclamations. It matters not--it does matter that the words forth for that is YOUR chosen mission--do you see? What man then does with it is not your business! If you on really wish the words to do their intended work--you will find a way to get mailing lists from the four corners of the world and send forth the words unto those four cor­ners---at which point your funding problems would cease to exist at worst. Ye must invest to receive rewards! Remember? You have to give forth to re­ceive the return! That of course, comes to play in the distribution! Of course it is a maze of endless spirals--for that IS the experience and challenge you have accepted---written and accepted and are now in the playing! But you see, you have scattered your God aspects and someone will know someone who will remember someone who can fulfill the portion and ultimately the mission can come together in wholeness--but first the call and response must be recognized.

    Then what can you do as an individual? Share and inquire until you find ones who know someone who is ready to participate. What else do you have to do? It is your play and therefore if your goal is the same as another's you find someone who makes your joint effort into wholeness if you perceive you can­not be doing of that which you perceive needs doing.

    Yes, Dharma, Little Crow will likely call and say you can stop writing now be­cause you finally get the message! But you know what, chela? You will not because you wouldn't miss scattering the truth about the Justice system, the Medical system, the Guyana lie, the Zionist takeover, the Space lie, the on and on and on! You have come to write truth and dissect it from the lies and you will not be fulfilled until such time as you have done of it. The readers, further, desire to read of it to realize their own knowledge of truth and receive confirmation of that which they know. Moreso--it will be far inure "interesting" than is this dissertation from God on the truth of existence.

    It is, however, chela, why you will now settle down into quiet production and allow the others to handle their mission. You will gradually desist from the carrying of the overload of burden and allow others to do their own participa­tion. I grant you peace, little sparrow, for you have worked diligently in my service and we have only just begun--for each moment is a new beginning,--but you can remember and be pleased in the remembering. Each new thing re­membered then becomes joy and fulfillment instead of fear of not enough "time" or, or, or - - - -! It just IS! You don't need to "save" anyone---you CAN'T "SAVE" ANYONE! YOU CERTAINLY CANNOT "SAVE" THE WORLD! It simply is not there to "save". It just IS! All you can do in the reality of perception and illusion is to alter and impact that which is unfolding and to do so requires action and obviously information as to truth and ulti­mately -- change of attitudes. It has been the conflict of eons and shall endure in the universal perception and consciousness long after you have returned to wholeness and oneness of God. Even then, you will likely choose to go forth again and experience the same once more and effort again at impacting change. Ah, but your fulfillment and joy and peace will be the oneness again with Creation and Creator.

    SPOILED THE STORY?

    No, we have not spoiled the story--we have now given insight as to how you can continue and fulfill your play and he who has eyes to see--shall! Further, when he sees and understands--he will act. Do not push the river, children, for the flow is quite sufficient as created. Find your own balance and move smartly along and do not side-track at each ripple or rock in the stream-bed. Those things are only distractors from purpose of reaching the goal--as the river, 'tis the sea.

    THE QUESTION!

    WILL YOU HAVE THE REMEMBERING OF CAPABILITY AND TRUTH TO CHANGE OF THE SCENARIO OF THE PROPHECIES WRITTEN IN THE LIE LAID DOWN BEFORE YOUR JOURNEY? WE SHALL SEE! WILL YOU TAKE YOUR GOD-NESS AND ALLOW THE CHANGING? WE SHALL SEE!

    Ah yes, "the call compelled the answer". How many of you were ready for the answer? And we have only just begun the unfoldment! How many are ready? Willing? We shall see! Yes, precious, you soar with the unseen eagles--for you have not forgotten--you have deliberately accepted the blinding! Come walk in one-ness with me that we might tarry a while in the glorious wonder of the experience. AHO!

    I AM ATON

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