번역예정
PJ 21
CHAPTER 14
REC #1 HATONN
TUE., NOV. 13, 1990 8:12 A.M. YEAR 4 DAY 89
TUE., NOV. 13, 1990
TODAY'S WATCH
In the service unto Truth and Wisdom of the WORD, which IS, do I speak in wondrous communion with you who will place your eyes and ears upon that which is given unto you in this time of passage. I am Hatonn of God.
Every dawn brings indication of activities for which the coming day is suited. When you see the wondrous eagle or Redtail fly across the face of the rising sun and give out his call to the mate and unto the winds, it is not accidental or without meaning. To the other birds and animals who watch and listen the lessons are learned and thus do they gain their impressions of the new gifted day of experience--the eagle's flight is a cue, a message wealthy with meaning in each sound and circle.
The direction he flies, the time that was chosen for flight, the place from which he appeared to the life of the forests, meadows and desert who watch--these are all parts of his statement, sentences in the paragraph of expression. But there is other news, equally valid, of more or less importance to various creatures.
Ah yes, the birds and animals take careful note. What kind of day is it going to be? Is it a day that you should look for your meal on the hillside? Or might you be better off going up into the pasture? Could it be a morning to fly to the treetops and sing for a while or might it be better to get busy because your time of gathering might be cut short?
In every moment and movement, in every creature's actions, the Great Spirit communicates to all creatures everything they need to know. Through thousands and millions, yea billions of agents sent forth--angel, elemental vegetable, animal and mineral--through the vast and subtle network of living design beyond the weather, before the wind, the truth is ever being transmitted into your world of form.
Information percolates through to you from the subtle world of spirit. Your body knows; your senses pick it up. Its relevance goes deep into that place within where YOU determine how YOU can make the most creative use of the perceived allotment of "time". Do you waste it? Do you appreciate and value each moment?
TO UNDERSTAND AND RECOGNIZE THE MESSAGES YOU MUST FIRST COME INTO COMMUNION WITH SELF AND ALLOW THE OPENING OF THE SENSES UNTO THE SUBTLE MESSAGES OF THE UNIVERSE AND UNTO GOD WHO DWELLS WITHIN AND THUSLY SPEAKS MOST SOFTLY INDEED!
You must understand that identifying with the Being of Creation of all Life, you realize that the particular form that you are conscious of projecting through at the moment is not really who you are. As you begin to see your body as an exquisite exploratory instrument, designed for the expression of your spirit, you begin to relax about the whole mysterious circumstance. Your preoccupation with survival begins to fall away and you can more clearly recognize direction of actions with which to insure that very survival.
The body does not, must not, become unimportant, but rather the fundamental identity shift must take place. You are not your body. You are not your thoughts. You are not what you feel, not your role or your experience. You are the Spirit--actually, the Spirit of Life itself, experiencing upon the elements of a manifested creation. You must learn to delight in the glorious opportunity of incarnation in manifested physicalness, exploring the realms of matter, blessing the Earth and all therein and thereupon and beyond. But mostly, you must communicate that which shares your manifested format--that which is beyond shall come soon enough!
RIGHT NOW!
The psychological process that triggers this awareness takes place in the present moment. You must be there, chelas, fully present, to experience it. This is not difficult, it is just that you are taught erroneously to avoid knowledge and instructed to walk your journey in the sleep state of semi-consciousness and blot out that which makes you uneasy from your consciousness. However, the subtle programming of your subconscious mind rebels and then finally functions according to the programming you insist is its function. The higher conscious continues to rebel unto the ending of the experience in the seeking of its own fulfillment--that of soul journey and chosen experience which shall bring you again into oneness with God.
It is not as elusive as it might seem at first--first you must become AWARE! STOP and see and feel that which you are doing--right now. Dharma, leave me for a moment and look about your placement and experience for a moment that which is being shared with you, please. There is the picture of the retarded child seeking better eyesight, a calendar with a wondrous picture of the redwood forest, a script of "A PERFECT PRAYER, a letter from Sister Thedra, a drawing of someone's perception of Hatonn, a valid picture of Sananda and even a wondrous likeness of a spaceman through whose eyes you see eternity. Look beyond the entropy of the cluttered setting which only Hatonn knows any whereabouts of any document or confirmation and see the things of value. Sniff the air which bears the odor of vanilla and a tropical day--note the glare coming into thine eyes which annoys AND RECTIFY THE CIRCUMSTANCE. REMEMBER: YOU MUST CHANGE THE THINGS OF NEGATIVE IMPACT AS YOU CAN--AND RECOGNIZE AND GROW FROM THE THINGS OVER WHICH YOU SEEM TO HAVE NO CONTROL--AND
LEARN TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE! Then in the higher self know that you can change ALL, impact ALL and know ALL and then YOU MUST BE WILLING TO ACCEPT ALL--ONLY THEN CAN YOU ACCEPT THINE OWN POWER AND CREATE IN TRUTH INSTEAD OF THE LIES AS GIVEN UNTO YOUR SENSES TO DELUDE YOU INTO THE MINEFIELD OF THE FLIGHT-PATH BACK TO GOD AND AMONG THE ORBS OF THE HEAVENS.
YOU MUST DO OF IT, FOR ONE CANNOT DO OF IT FOR ANOTHER--NOT YOU, NOT THEM AND NOT ME! I CANNOT EVEN TEACH YOU TO FLY. I CAN SHOW YOU THE WAY BUT YOU MUST TAKE MY HAND AND FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS OR YOU WILL PLUMMET UNTO THE ROCKS AND PERISH. A "BODY" IS NOT MADE TO FLY--USE THE BODY FOR THAT WHICH IT IS, A TOOL THROUGH WHICHn TO FUNCTION IN THE PHYSICAL EXPERIENCE--NOT MORE; NOT LESS. THE "WINGS" OF HUMAN COME ATTACHED TO THE SPIRIT AND IF GIVEN THE BREATH OF LIFE, IT SHALL SOAR BEYOND THE EAGLES--IF GIVEN THE IMPRISONMENT OF SATAN'S PROMISES, IT WILL SINK IN THE MIRE OF THE PHYSICAL AND BECOME IMPRISONED IN THAT WHICH IS ILLUSION AND LIE. PONDER THESE THINGS AS WE MOVE ALONG IN THE JOURNEY THROUGH A PHYSICAL TRANSITION FOR YOU WILL NOT BE GIVEN TO AVOID EITHER PORTION OF YOUR "SELF"NESS! AHO!
EARTH "THINGS"
Back to Earth experience that you might see that which is in store for your experience. God lays the path for glory--man lays the path for fulfillment of greed and lust, control and power. You must determine that which is which and be ever discerning and cognizant of that which is laid forth for thine choosing.
Yes, I know that perception of physical pleasures of the fleshly desires are always present--how else can you be captured by your enemy? Your enemy now plays only to the lustful, greedy and power control desire of your beingness for he is given into control of your placement. It is for you to discern the differences and stand strong in Truth--after you again LOCATE AND KNOW the truth.
I am always bombarded with "rights", "birthrights", etc. Forget it, brethren, you have but one birthright--to experience and come again into oneness with God.
"Oh, but sexual physical activities are necessary and a birthright," is continually thrust at me--ad nauseam. Look at your planet--overpopulated by some 6-1/2 billion bodies, murder by abortion, crime rampant, rape, AIDS, starving children, unwanted and abused children, total distraction and competition until the sexual act becomes an obsession blotting out all other wondrous awareness and activity. You always thrust at me the "WHAT IF'S". Well, what if--say, the sexual act was painful and excruciatingly miserable? Along with that painful experience you must face the care and tending of an unwanted child, give up your comfort and pick up a fatal disease in addition? WHAT IF THIS BE TRUE? Well, you ones make sexual acts painful--excruciatingly so, if deviation is practiced from the intended experience. You have babies conceived which are unwanted, aborted (murdered) and/or are saddled with care for the remainder of your life journey and in the process you face the possibility, if not the actual probability, of fatal disease. IS THIS TRULY OF GOD? SO BE IT.
Further, I can only express the LAWS OF GOD--it is not through force that I shall bring unto you anything! God is not force, God is the WORD, the LIGHT of TRUTH, ABUNDANCE and LOVE. YOU CAN HAVE IT EITHER WAY--YOU CANNOT HAVE IT
BOTH WAYS. WHICH YOU CHOOSE IS OF YOUR OWN CHOOSING--MY PURPOSE IS TO REMIND YOU OF THE TRUTH WHICH HAS BEEN PRESENTED TO YOU DISTORTED. YOU HAVE LOCKED YOURSELVES INTO AN IMPRISONMENT WITH THE BEAST HIMSELF AND CALL IT YOUR "BIRTHRIGHT"! SO BE IT!
YOU HEARD THE WORD;
BUT DID YOU HEAR IT?
Last evening one of your government high-ranking spokespersons made a statement on international television from the U.S. CNN studio: "...the Israelis will make a preemptive strike giving the U.S. necessity for invasion for otherwise, cause for invasion is shrinking and dissolving." By the way--this spokesperson is pushing immediate war with no holds barred. He further says that the Israelis must act NOW because of prevailing circumstances. He further confirmed what I have told you about the spy satellites in the pay-load bays of
Columbia and
Atlantis. They do not even longer lie to you about
Atlantis' payload. They will try for launch THU. and if successful in orbiting the information base--expect almost immediate war! The window for action will indeed be small if Russia allows any measure of success in the maneuver. At this moment the volcano is only spitting ashes--the plan is for full eruption! THE ENTIRE WORLD KNOWS THAT THE U.S., BRITAIN AND ISRAEL PLAN FOR WAR AND WILL NOT BE THWARTED; WHERE ARE YOUR ATTENTIONS, LITTLE SLEEPY-HEADS?
The set-up is perfection--WITH THE CONGRESS IN RECESS! Do you actually think the Congressmen pushing for a special called session will come in time? If a session is inevitable then the actions will be speeded up accordingly. God have mercy and deter that which is about to come upon you and your world, brothers. Pray for forgiveness for that which you are allowing to come upon your children who will perish never having known Truth of circumstance nor that they were truly set forth to be expended. God please have mercy for that which you do for you CANNOT know that which you do and allow it to be done in His Holy Name by the evil Cartels of Satanic brotherhood. How many will have to make unholy and blighted transition because YOU failed to show the proper way? Even "ignorance" will not save their physical lives, will it? ASK YOUR CHILDREN BIRTHED OF YOUR LIES TO FORGIVE YOU FOR THAT WHICH YOU HAVE BROUGHT UPON THEM FOR IT IS SO! THIS IS A BURDEN WHICH SHALL HAUNT ALL EXPERIENCE IN ALL DIMENSIONS OF YOUR JOURNEY--WHERE WILL YOU RESIDE AFTER THIS BRIEF SCENE IS PLAYED IN FULL AND FINISHED? IT IS PAST TIME TO PONDER THIS SERIOUS QUESTION, DEAR ONES. IS A DELIBERATE, ILLEGITIMATE, ADULTEROUS ROMP IN THE "HAY" WORTH IT, DEAR ONES? SOME OF MY OWN WHO CLAIM DESIRE FOR PARTICIPATION WITH ME, ON YOUR PLACE, CHOOSE THE ILLICIT ROMP! YOUR TIME OF CHOOSING IS ALL BUT AT AN END! SO BE IT.
I do not tell you that which to do or experience--I come only to remind you of the Laws of God--those LAWS which no human can change by any Earth manner what-so-ever!
In the midst of misunderstanding and strained relationships of a group last evening, my beloved Patricia stated the most wondrously insightful dissertation of the evening--of the universe for that matter.
It matters not who this one might be in general information--it is important that this group with whom I experience on a local level, understand and especially that SHE understand her growth and arrival at Truth.
This precious student of life (chela), has walked a very hard journey since moving into my location wishing to work with the Higher Brotherhood during this time of incredible Truth-bringing. She came with knowledge but confused ego projection for all forget that Truth is most discernible and perception is singularly individual. She said, "I have learned my Truth is best expressed in silence for no-one wants to hear my Truth." Patricia, no one, NO ONE, wishes to hear MY TRUTH, EITHER! When one desires to walk with the Brotherhood of Truth, one either rebels and runs away--or one moves within the "silence" of knowledge and wisdom and continues to work at that which is available to service. The journey to understanding of actions and testing are hard indeed for God spares not rod in the teaching of those who will stand that final hour in Truth--without turning from His presence--and then, dear ones, there SHALL BE NO SILENCE FOR THE SONGS OF THE UNIVERSE BECOME THINE AND THE SENSES ARE FILLED WITH THE DANCE OF LIGHT, LIFE AND HARMONY. THE TESTING IS HARD AND FEW MAKE IT, DEAR HEARTS--FEW MAKE IT! Rejoice as ye ones reach one graduation marker after another, for in this manner shall ye reach the final graduation--there is no other way except through that Red Road of Truth--back home unto God.
INTERPRETATIONS
Interpretations are what stand between you and the clarity of perception that you will need to do the work that lies ahead. You must release them with your thoughts, with your dreams, with your hopes and with your fears. They may seem to be insignificant, ethereal things, floating gently through your mind or heavily upon it, but do not be misled by their apparent lack of substance. They are the stuff that wars are made of, the harbingers of death, the agents of disease and destruction. With the energy that you give them through your attention, they have the strength to cripple a planet and all its civilization.
There is an old myth regarding a tree in the center of the Garden of Eden: Why do you suppose the Lord forbade those first recognized humans to eat of the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil? If, indeed, He did so--it might well have been thine dark brother who set you up! At any rate, only ONE
WITH A CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE WHOLE OF CREATION IS IN A POSITION TO DETERMINE THE GOOD AND EVIL AS IT PERTAINS TO THE VARIOUS CREATURES.
In the "other" reality, the first humans shared in the holistic perspective of the Creator but in the form reality, their perspective was decidedly subjective, incapable of accurately assessing the needs of the whole. They could not creatively direct the course of those who had projected forms functioning within Creation. Only the Totality of Consciousness, God the Father, the Creator, was in such a position.
So long as they had trust in Him and were willing to function within the range of their design, within the context of the Creator's own internal dynamics, they had complete freedom to enjoy the created realms. Now consider WHY the dark brotherhood had to come in the deceiving by pretending to be the Lighted God. He could present himself as a wondrous God and fool the perceiver and cause them to act "as if" his were the LAWS OF THE CREATOR GOD! Well, the old boy is a god--HE IS A GOD, THE GOD OF THE FLESHLY, PHYSICAL EXPERIENCE OF EVIL INTENT. HE CANNOT CREATE AND THEREFORE MUST UTILIZE THAT WHICH IS CONSCIOUSLY AWARE OF PREDICAMENT--YOU, THE HUMAN SPECIES. ALL OTHER CREATURES ACT IN BALANCE AND HARMONY BY INSTINCT!
In the parable of the partaking of the forbidden fruit, these first representatives of deity stepped outside the range of their designated function, consequently outside the range of the creative energy that was available to them according to the nature of their design. This was the beginning of disease, aging and death--the beginning of their pattern of false identity and the beginning of human history so to speak. The pattern of false identity has lasted and increased in intensity unto this very day of perceived experience in your format and while it has not critically affected the gestation period, it has certainly made it far less enjoyable.
Might you now see more clearly why it is absolutely essential in these closing days of the cycle to release your interpretations? They belong to the past.
Life exists eternally in the present. You were intended to share in this eternal Life. But to do so, you must release identification with the past lies put upon you for your misinformation and misperceptions. You must release identification with the material garments you wear and accept the creative definition that Life gives to you in this present moment. What do you call Satan? His body is the past, his breath the future. Energized by your past-oriented guilt and your future-oriented fear, he follows you around like some vast cosmic shadow. He casts his nets of fear on the waters of your awareness, then draws them with ropes of "reason", back into a guilt-ridden past. You can only experience in the moment--ALL is the present and you must re-evaluate that which is fed unto your consciousness lest you end your journey before coming into understanding.
Let me illustrate for the sake of example. Your presence might well be compared to an inflatable balloon--a plasmic membrane of sorts. It is designed to be filled to the full with the energy and power of Life. Like two gigantic tears in the side, guilt and fear allow the precious life-substance to escape, leaving you withered, ineffectual and short-lived, all the while using your own life-substance to energize everything that you fear.
MOVE INTO REVERSE
It is easy to reverse the situation. Let yourself die to the past and wake up in the present moment. Why should you hesitate? Are your past experiences really comprehensive enough to provide a basis for understanding everything you encounter in the present? Do they truly deserve the authority and credibility that you give them? How attentive were you to all the factors that were present in the moment of their occurrence? If you are preoccupied with "experience", how attentive will you be to what is occurring in this very moment? Where is your attention right this moment?
You MUST be wherever your attention takes you. In fact, you are your attention! If your attention is fragmented, you are fragmented. When your attention is in the past, you are in the past. When your attention is in the present moment, you are in the Presence of God and God is present in you. Let yourself die to all that does not really exist and discover what does. Let go of all you think you know. Be honest; all you know is of the past. It does not exist in the eyes of God. In the eyes of God, your knowledge is but dust in the eye of a child blinding you to the splendor of Creation.
You know in effect, nothing of eternal significance for you have forgotten that which really was and cling unto that which is brief and spoiled by the lies given to trip you up along the path of experience.
I have one bit of clarification unto Patricia, who went too far and equated herself with "being at the bottom". I know what she meant but the group did not. She does have a nasty habit of discounting self-worth which is insult unto God. However, being at the bottom is actually being at the summit because the circle of life moves from one extreme into the other rather abruptly at times and there is no actual difference in the circumstance in the least. If you ones could but put aside the ego in honesty without giving it perfection nor imperfection you would gain greatly and swiftly. Accept those things which were incorrect in information and give honor unto the Creation which YOU ARE! Be most careful, for as with a Patricia, you hold to the expectations of past and insist that the same abuse and lack of acceptance shall come upon you--making it necessary that in the physical consciousness that is what must occur. In other words, all agreed with the concept as expressed in the group--but you must understand the significance of that which was stated and remove it from individuality in the "holding". Do not allow the luxury of being a martyr wherein there is not one placement intended. To suffer for the show of suffering is foolish indeed for it detracts from the Truth espoused. YOU ALL MUST BE AT AWARENESS OF INTENT AT ALL TIMES OF THINE EXPERIENCE LEST YOU FALL INTO DEEPER TRAPS THAN THAT WHICH YOU JUST EXTRACTED SELF.
You know in effect, nothing of eternal significance. When you operate on the basis of your so-called knowledge, you are operating without divine foundation. Belief in your own knowledge is not belief in God, dear ones. Trust in your own knowledge is not trust in God. No matter how much you learn within your present framework of finite knowledge, it will never be even one step closer to an understanding of God, the universe or yourself. Knowledge, as you presently understand it, will never bring you "closer to LIFE".
Do not cling in imagined righteousness for that is where many of you continually reside. Do not cling to this or that segment of your experience as if this or that piece of the past were somehow worth the saving. "Well", you say, "I will die to everything BUT this or that. This is too sacred. This means too much to me." LET IT GO! Does it mean more than Life? You don't need it anymore whatever it might be.
YOU FEAR NOT SURVIVING
You are usually concerned that some aspect of your identity will not somehow survive the psychological process. You might well be correct in the perception of same. But you may just as well be wrong! Let it go. It makes absolutely no difference what-so-ever! There are no guarantees that this or that is going to survive the sight of God. But the only things that are threatened, the only things that will not survive, are things that do not exist apart from your conceptions, things that have no reality apart from the reality that you give them.
The only essential thing to you is being sustained by the creative power of the living God. All that you sustain in existence through the misuse of your creative abilities only serves to involve you in areas where your own life energies become mischanneled and eventually dissipated. Any belief, any concept, any conviction that you might have that truly mirrors what is present in the mind of God, will still be there on the other side of the psychological process. Only that which has sought to cheat you of your destiny will perish. It is really very simple: let it all go. See what God has in store.
Hesitations which you feel are only indicative of a continued trust in fear and reason. These are the false gods of the cycle of the ages in which you find yourself experiencing. They will continue to enslave you until your trust is restored in Love and Life. Trust God implicitly and explicitly and the Truth of His divine design will be revealed in every situation. This design is your own operating manual. Ignore it in favor of your own
interpretations and you are ignoring the blueprint for your own identity.
Specific information of each and every situation is being supplied to you continually by the source of infinite knowledge. Why do you not trust it? Your first impulse will always be, as it has always been, the programmatic instruction from your subliminal analysis system, the advice of your Creator. It will be a direct message from your true self, the impulse of Life, the gateway to all that you call heaven. It is the spontaneous spark of divinity as it differentiates through you into your environmental situation. It can assess and evaluate the factors present in any situation at a rate of speed far exceeding a rational thought process. You have all the pertinent information in the universe available simply for the asking--as quickly received as the thought itself, actually prior to the thought itself.
When you are aware of your totality, the Life-impulse will transmit to you everything that you need to know in any given situation. Its message will always come as your first spontaneous impulse so you must be attentive and then do not effort so hard at discounting of it. You will always be given to know instantly that response requested. Until you recognize your own totality, how can ye expect to guide thine brother through the maze for it will be through example that he will learn and see--not from all the lecturing in the universe. So be it.
Dharma, allow us to close this writing. I shall dwell on this subject through the following sequence of penning for it is necessary that man come within balance. We shall simply function as best the human limitations allow us ability.
You ones can know every detail of the plans of the elite brotherhood of darkness for your downfall and still not have the slightest notion of that which you can do about it without coming into understanding of self. We simply must take the time away from the physical aspect and perceptions to speak of the spiritual Truth lest you become distracted into the frivolous as if it were a sacred thing unto Life. It is only pertinent unto "death" of physical perceptions and yet, you are manifested into the dimension of physical experience and thusly, must the experience be confronted and the changes must come through the power and control of the Spiritual knowledge of Truth. God does not move from man--man efforts to move from God! Selah!
I shall move to stand-by that you might take rest. These, Dharma, are the words which will save men's souls in this blind journey--we must set this document forth in prior order with all possible life perceived necessities set aside in your attention. Man flounders upon the brink of destruction and cannot seem to grasp a handhold on the polished surface of the mountainside. We must build him a stairway if we expect to help him reach the stars. Salu.
Hatonn to clear, please. Thank you, chela. You are my hands of the physical plane and I bow in gratitude for the service rendered by you, of my brood. May we never falter in our work lest our brothers perish in the darkness. Saalome'.