APPENDIX I


REC #1 HATONN


TUE., MAY 30, 1989 6:00 A.M. YEAR 2, DAY 286


TUE., MAY 30, 1989

Hatonn here in Truth. Dharma, I have never proclaimed that what you will be asked to write is a great and joyful task. So be it. You will be given information that matches NONE of the historians' proclamations. If it were not so, why would we bother to correct your thought patterns? Even in thy con­sciousness ye should be able to see of the contradictions of thy long accepted teachings.
JUDGMENTS. RITUALS AND GOD UNLIMITED
First, I will shock you with a question so that we can move on. If, until the birth of the one, Jesus, there were "pagan" sacri­fices, animals killed to utilize their blood to smear upon the doorframes, etc., how does that differ greatly from those today who kill animals to utilize their blood to honor a God? I believe YOUR God even had the families bring a dearest pet lamb into the home to love and cherish, for the children to play with, and gain of its trust and love; then it was slain, its blood used as "signs" and its body burned in a manner of "gift" before its very Creator. Oh, I see, that is maybe why Jesus came; to stop that nonsense. Well, along with Jesus' believers came the Crusades, murder of man in battle with brother, the Inquisition=pagans? Nay, "Christians"! Can it possibly be worse for a Redman to dance around a fire pit while honoring his brother relation of the Buffalo? YE ONES LIMIT THY GOD IN ORDER TO MOLD HIM INTO THY IMAGE. "CHRIST" IS A STATE OF BEING. JESUS WAS A CHRIST ENERGY. MOST OF THE ONLY "CHRISTIANS" REMAINING UPON THY PLACE NEVER HEARD OF ONE CALLED JESUS. THIS DOES NOT MAKE JESUS LESSER, IT MAKES "GOD" FAR GREATER AND "CHRIST", PERFECTION. STOP THIS PAINFUL CREATION OF MONSTERS. TAKE THAT WHICH HAS WITHSTOOD THE TEST OF EONS OF TIME AND ENDURED AS TRUTH, THEN ALLOW GOD HIS UNLIMITED, INFINITE RESOURCES.
If God changed His mind once, can He not change of it again? If He chooses, He can change of it every fifteen minutes and you are stuck with it. Well, He does not do that--but you limit His actions constantly. Do you realize there is no place in thy Holy Books that speak to the Native Indian? How do your historians account for that matter? Oh, I see, they put it aside in that the Native Indians somehow sprang from the pagan, satanic trash? Oh, dear friends, ye better get those blurred eyes fo­cused on something besides library words of one's opinions. Ye interpret and re-interpret.
Let us consider the "Rapture"; that particular word is not even in thy Bible. This particular word comes from a Latin transla­tion of a Greek word, "harpazo" (not even translatable for the Greek alphabet is different from English). It means, "caught up", "to seize", "to snatch away". Well, if one translated word can cause such contradiction of interpretation is it not possible there might be other contradictions? Then, let us see; you have Premillennialists, Midmillennialists, Postmillennialists and Amillennialists. "Just pick a number and wait?" Further, how can you measure? The "Biblical 'year'" was three hundred sixty days (360, not 365), when did it become 365? Who decided? Ye are now in year two, day two hundred eighty-six. Your Biblical scholars do not even take note of such a thing; call it "pagan" and satanical "stuff". No, friends, it is the very "clock" ye should be watching.
I do not mean to be unkind but ye ones could be a bit kinder in thy intolerance of one another. Ye go unto thy "churches" and "temples" and do all manner of things; light candles, drink wine instead of, but pretending it to be the blood of Jesus, ye burn of incense, ye eat grain in lieu of the "body" of Jesus. Well, the ancient Jews ate of unleavened bread. Ye kill animals in thy hunting rituals and feasting rituals. Could it be that the human simply makes errors in judgment? COULD IT BE? COULD IT BE THAT IN THY NARROW INTERPRETA­TIONS, YE LEAVE NO ROOM FOR GOD TO "TELL YOU HOW IT IS"?
Thy problems come because ye forget to utilize thy wondrous gifts of God. Ye cling to words of nebulous translation. Why can thee not go within to thy fountain of wisdom, the wondrous gift of God unto thee, and KNOW HOW IT IS? There are thousands upon thousands of books on thy place that speak to these issues and there are that many interpretations. CAN THEE NOT SIMPLY UTILIZE THE GOLDEN -RULE OF "DO UNTO OTHERS AS YE WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO YOU"? THE SECRET OF THE UNIVERSE, MY FRIENDS. Further, if you began to practice it now, ye would not give worry over a tribulation or transition or "Rapture", much less the dates of each.
There you have it; it cannot be as simple as that for you have missed the point. Ye are here to experience, learn and grow. There is a Christ and there is a Satanic Lucifer. Some of your rituals of positive nature you give unto Christ; negative nature is given unto Satan. Then, when the rituals are finished you mostly go back to giving thy souls right over to Satan in varying degrees of speed. Oh, I see, John Calvin or Martin Luther, Pope Paul or Joseph Smith had the correct interpretation? Let me tell you ones a point you had better remember: 밃LL WERE HUMAN; THEY MADE ERRORS; THEY 밪INNED� AND WERE VERY OFTEN MISLED. CAN YOU NOT FORGIVE THEM THEIR ERRORS AND ACCEPT THE DHRIST PURITY FOR ITS VALUE AND STOP THE NIT-PICKING OF WHO IS GOING TO ACCOMPANY YOU ON YOUR TRIP THROUGH THE RAPTURE? I TELL YOU WE HAVE A FLEET OF SHIPS (NOT CLOUDS) UPON WHICH YOU WILL 밨APTURE� UNTO. HATONN A PAGAN SATANIST? JOSEPH SMITH SPOKE TO EXTRATERRESTRIALS? YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT. JOSEPH SMITH ALSO MADE HUMAN (TOUCHED BY SATAN) ERRORS IN PHYSICAL JUDGMENT. SO HAS EVERY MAN FROM ADAM FORWARD. NEW SHOCKER: SO DID JESUS ESU SANANDA! BETTER REALLY REMEMBER THAT ONE, FOR IT IS THROUGH THOSE HUMAN EXPERIENCES AND ERRORS OF FLESH THAT YOU HAVE A REASON TO SPEAK OF "RAPTURE" AND "SALVATION". EVEN BIGGER SHOCKER: THE NATIVE INDIANS ALREADY HAD THE SACRED CIRCLE OF INFINITY, THE CHRISTOS, BROTHERS OF INTERPRETATION. LIMIT "GOD", MY BRETHREN, AND YE WIPE OUT THY SPECIES. NO MORE, NO LESS. GOD IS INFINITE OR HE IS NOT; NO IN-BETWEEN.
Let me refresh; God is infinite. I KNOW--I, HA­TONN/ATON, KNOW! SO BE IT AND I PLACE MY SEAL UPON THE WORDS. I KNOW! YE ONES CAN NIT-PICK THE WORDS UNTIL. THY PERCEIVED HELL FREEZES AND STILL YOU WILL PLACE NO LIMITATIONS UPON GOD -- YE ONLY DAMAGE YOURSELVES AND LIMIT THY VISION TO THE MOMENT WHILE YE "GUESS" AT DATES AND THINGS TO COME. MEANWHILE, YE SLAUGHTER THE ONES WHO COME BEARING THE TRUTH OF IT.
Truth is not mystical nor magical. It requires no symbols, amulets, chanting nor blood-letting--It simply IS. Simple? Ah yes, until you ones make of it to be difficult.
SPIRITUAL FORCES
Jesus called Satan "the ruler of this world system" (John 14:30). That is why there is "earth". Satan has a highly organized army of fallen angels that are called demons. Brothers, your struggle is not against "flesh", it is against spiritual forces. Now, how is it that you disbelieve that there can be "goodly" forces working in thy behalf--to get you off this place of negative rule? Why can you not believe there might be ones from "Koldos" or "Hatonn" or "Pleiades Erra", "WHY" can "Satan" have all the goodies? In thy own solar system, Maldek (probably misspelled in thy English) was destroyed by Maldek beings-- Where do you think energies were removed to? Where do you think the Maldekians were "raptured" to? Ah so, could it be thus?
Would it be thus? If you can believe in a "Rapture", how can thy minds not accept that there must be cause and effect? Ye cannot close out of the universe, limit Jesus Christ unto selves and run about in tiny circles with blindfolds upon thine eyes. Yes, the Christ came to intercede for you--and I will allow the intercession, for ye are but babes in dreamland. Oddly enough however, the dreams are much nicer these current days than the awakening "reality".
Oh, chelas, chelas, can ye not break away from thy prison chains and "see"? Ye imprison yourselves even unto others of thy kind; thy "bosses", thy spouses, thy children--even unto thy "things" and "stuff". So be it. Live on as thee are and be shocked and surprised; 'tis but thy choice, do you not un­derstand? Ye are given free-will choice and it is not mine, Jesus Christ's nor even Satan's ability to take it from you. Ye give it willingly--always, ye give of it willingly. Oh, ye do not care for the repercussion of the alternatives; so be it! You have some real alternatives coming down; and when this "big bang" comes down it is really going to be a "doozie". Better be sure thy asbestos suits have no holes--and by the way, better also make sure thy boats have no holes either.
Also, by the way, never mind all the concern about the pre-post-­mid or "a" - milleniallists or whether it will be pre, post, mid or "a "snatch up". BETTER BE GETTING THY HOUSE IN OR­DER--THIS "IS" THE GENERATION, BROTHERS--THIS "IS" THE GENERATION! ALL POSSIBLE WILL BE DONE TO STOP THE ANNIHILATION OF PLANET EARTH--ANO THAT POSSIBLY INCLUDES A LOT OF. "UN"LIMITED GOD ACTION. BETTER STOP THY TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IF THY NEIGHBOR TRAVELER WILL BE A WHITE MAN OR A RED MAN, BLACK OR RUSSIAN. COULD BE ALL OF THE ABOVE? SO BE IT!
LEARN OR FALL AND REPEAT
We use crystals, pyramid structures, domes, focus gems, etc., etc., for all sorts of things, none of which are to worship in order to gain power, wealth, sexual gratification or control of another. Can ye ones not move out of thy dark ages? Must you go right back into the practices which brought you down time after time after time? It is ALWAYS the same things which bring you down! Satan needs no new enticements; the old ones work over and over and over again. Could ye ones not at least be "inventive" and "creative"? Why can ye not see the "obvious"--why must ye turn always to the mystical? Insight and truth bring "freedom" and ye ones are terrified of "freedom"; terrified! For, in freedom ye must stand responsible for thy actions and choices--no one else to "blame" for thy failures at good choices.
YE COULD TRAVERSE THE UNIVERSE IF YE WOULD ALLOW FREEDOM (REAL FREEDOM) TO SELF. BUT YE "FEAR". "FEAR" IS THINE ENEMY AND SATAN UTILIZES IT AS HIS FAVORITE TOOL TO BIND THEE. OH YES, YE CONJURE UP THINE OWN DEVILS; COULD YE NOT CONJURE UP THINE OWN DMNITY? WELL. JESUS CHRISTOS CAME TO SHOW YOU THERE IS NO DEATH OF THE SOUL, THEREFORE, WHOEVER YOU ARE, WHATEVER THE STATUS OF THINE EVOLUTION; YE HAVE A LONG, LONG TIME (LIKE INFINITY MAYBE?) TO PONDER UPON THESE THINGS.
REPETITION? YES, AND I SHALL REPEAT IT OVER AND OVER AND OVER UNTIL ONES HEAR ME. MY TROOPS BETIER BE HEARING ME SOON. SO BE IT. I HAVE GAINED THE PRIVILEGE OF REPETITION--I HAVE GAINED THE PRIVILEGE AND BEING UN­LIMITED; I SHALL UTILIZE IT.
Let us get on with the day, Dharma. I must have some silent time with you today, chela, let the men sort of the papers please as you and I have matters which must be covered. Oh, precious ones, so much to be covered, so much.
I move to stand by and await thy petition. I am on ship alert; ye ones are in crisis.
SALU, SALU, SALU
Commander Gyeorgos Hatonn,
Galactic Command, Sector EW 17
22147292, communication out,
Commander Korton, stand by
please for beam communiqu�
Dharma, release please out.




APPENDIX II



REC #1 ESU JESUS SANANDA


SUN., MAY 28, 1989 6:00 A.M. YEAR 2, DAY 284


SUN., MAY 28, 1989


Jesus here in the glory of the new day. I greet you with bless­ings of Truth and clarity of thought.
LOOK AROUND YOU
First, I will speak of "signs", then as we move on I will speak of individual needs. Know that the plan is well laid and if you continue in thy works we shall, together, find the way.
Many of you ones are finding maximum stress coming within thy lives. Illness of great severity will strike some in an effort of the Dark Brotherhood to bring thy works to a halt. Some will find more and more personal unrest in relationships, confusion, lack of direction and general upheavals in belief systems. You will again be torn into the direction of "searching II, being pulled into psychic predictions "to see if you have missed a thing". Take care, precious ones, take care for the more important ye are to the cause of transition, the more constant will be the bom­bardment. I am going to repeat something which Commander Hatonn has stated many times: "If thy life seems to be nonpro­ductive, confused and filled with unrest, look carefully to see if perhaps ye are in the wrong place, moving in the wrong direc­tion." Satan projects these self-imposed circumstances upon thy mind; ye weary of the "wait" or ye feel isolated and rejected, worthless and incompetent--completely confused as to thy path.
The hardest blow is to thy ego in that he will cause you to be much less than ye are; then, he will promise "take my route which is the easy way, and I will restructure thy life in abun­dance and fulfillment.� He just never gets around to doing so. Remember, he cannot create; he can only play to your own free­will choices.
Ah so, ye lash out "then get us the things we need to do "your" projects and we will get on with it." Will you? Have you? What do you do with delays? Do you continue to wait impa­tiently while threatening to "leave" the projects; or do thee work harder at bringing forth the abundance? Do you think this is not of the testing? Why do you question God as to "why" these things happen; why do you not question Satan as to "why" he has pulled thee down and further, why have you let him in that he may do so?
How many ones who act as Judas do thee need in thy projects? How long will thee stand when the going gets really tough? How long will you stay untempted when the going appears to bring incredible power and monetary abundance? But most of all, why do ye continue to "blame" the cosmic brothers and un­seen guides? Why do you continue to "blame" God thy Father for thy abuses and hardly attend the wondrous gifts sent in dis­guise? Thy choices, at this time, can heal or destroy of self. If ye remain locked into your own tiny portion related to affect on self, ye are missing the lifeboat. Ye are playing into the hands of thy dark brothers who will encourage you night and day to "blame" Jesus and Father God for thy plight. Stop blaming God for getting thee into thy mess but DO ask God to get thee out of it, please. He will bless thee and lift thee safely unto the shore. But, YOU must cease of the self-vandalizing.
"Well, when will we have these things we need?" ye ask. "I perceive they should have come forth long ago-- "WRONG--IF YE PERCEIVED THEY SHOULD HAVE COME SOONER, THEY WOULD HAVE FOR YOU WOULD HAVE MADE SURE OF SAME. Please, may I impose upon Wally Gentle­man, for his role is great? If money came from other than Tejas Shape, where would W.G. be? I have not stopped thy abun­dance; thy own silent mission intent has stopped fruition of thy conscious desires. Yet ye will punish yourself, in the waiting, for the dark inputs insist you do so. Ah Wally, ye are so blessed and beloved of me; I so pain at thy suffering for thy load is great. Ye will meet thy burden and have the strength to carry it. Thank you for not asking to be relieved of it, precious one. Take my hand, dear friend, and let me carry thee for a while. Let thy body rest in peace while it heals; ye need of respite.
Ah, dear ones, ye want "times", "places", "who", "what", "where", but most of all, "when". I repeat and repeat, "look around thee". 'Tis all there, moving right down the mouth of the funnel. Even I am not given the exact moment--but ye ones are still waiting until ye are given the exact moment, to make up thy minds which will be thy action. Do not tell me otherwise for I have the gift of insight--The questions and doubts are like a blinding fog around most of you. If you cannot accept "until" or "prove it to me", ye might well wait unto thy own downfall; mine is not to "prove". Y e ones came forth upon that blessed place for a purpose of "thy" soul; not "my" soul. 'Tis thy soul intent which must come into balance, not mine.
I offer forth mine hand unto you; I will carry you if you ask, I will most surely bear thy burden when it is too heavy; but, I can not impose upon thee, my force of anything. Neither can thy brothers from the spaces beyond thy consciousness. Ye cannot make up of another's mindset. I, nor any other, can make of thy decisions--only thee!
SIGNS; TIME IS HERE
Let us speak of "timing". Ye are well into the portion of time which has seen all the "prophecies" come into reality of experi­ence. Most have been in place for well over a decade. Ye were told that you would know. Well, the fig tree is beyond the bud­ding stage; the new leaves are set upon the branches. You too, when you see these things, all prophecies coming together, rec­ognize that it is near, right at the door. I forewarned that the generation in place when these things all came to being, would be the generation which would see the transition come to pass.
What were the major signs? Let me refresh thy minds. I would prefer, dear ones, that ye do your homework and study the Revelations. Why do ye ones hate of thy homework so badly? Thine way is not to be the way of ease and spoon-feedings.
Ye have increased activity in thy earth upheavals in more widespread manner than in all history of thy planet as ye know it. As the large quakes happen they will be more and more in­tense. Have I not said that one of the largest will split the earth from the Dead Sea to the Mediterranean Sea? Many countries will be split into portions differing in landscape from what is now present. The earth is in constantly building pressures. Can the atmosphere, so polluted already, bear the burden of volcanic toxins poured forth?
Famine? Is there not dead and dying in some of thy countries? Are there not hungry ones within thy own areas? Available food is not yet the major problem, but mankind who hoards for profit. It makes no difference to the dying children from whence does not come the bread. Are there not increasing and abounding homeless? Are there not more and more ones who call the gutters their home and await the passing of time that they might simply die and move on?
What about pollution? Is it growing better with all thy "curbs"? Is it not even rotting away even thy statuary? What might this be doing to thy precious bodies? It is not localized unto anyone place any longer--it is throughout thy world; from space, thee are a smudge-pot. Thy atmosphere is changed and beyond transposition.
One of the major prophecies was that Israel would be again founded as a nation; is it not so? But it took a land portion which belonged to another people. That fragile existence is so explosive that it will break at any moment. More than that, the thrust of the Israel peoples themselves is hardening and hostile. What do you think would happen to a messiah in that place to­day? So be it!
Thy own country of America, birthed in freedom and glory, is faded. It is already beyond rebirthing; it is ready to fall to mon­etary collapse. Weep for thy loss, for it is beyond measure. It will, however, contribute unto the ultimate transition of thy world for it provides a "place" for our work to go forth. It is still a great shelter for thy works; it is so written that it would come to be this way.
The Chinese peoples have between 4 to 5 hundred million per­sons available for military use, all ready with nuclear capability­-in place. Thy guideline was two hundred million from a given sector. The before stated troops are from thy place labeled China, alone.
Would you not agree that the Arab world along with the world's Moslems threaten a war that could destroy the nation of Israel?
Is not the entire world at the point of mass warfare over the ar­eas of the "Middle East"? Could it be over oil, maybe?
Is not the European "community of ten" becoming more and more powerful and considering less and less the input of the United States? So be it. Is there not mass upheaval and reshifting in almost all sectors?
Worst of all, is not the entire world in terror of nuclear holo­caust? Does it not come closer each and every day? Did not you note just in thy current week: India launched long range missiles with nuclear capability? Do you not think Satan will provide the ones who will supply the warheads?
YES, SATAN IS ALIVE AND DOING VERY WELL IN THY WORLD. VERY WELL INDEED.
This is a subject which I will deal with at great length in the near future: "Why Satan has such reign." Hatonn told you ones, early on, thine is a "prison planet" of sorts. Ye have also been told, by ME, that Satan would have a period before the end, of total rule--look around thee very carefully before ye argue with me as to whether or not that may have already come to be.
All these signs of which I speak, and many, many more, are vis­ible all about thee. Ye ask, "How can this have come to be?" BECAUSE MAN HAS ESTRANGED HIMSELF FROM GOD. IN HIS GRASPING AT EARTH HUMAN FLESH GRATIFI­CATION AND EGO MONUMENTS UNTO SELF, HE HAS FALLEN PREY TO THE ENEMY--SATAN HAD NOT ONE BIT OF BATTLE TO GET THUS FAR.
Yes, it has all been written that it would come to be this way. It is also written that I will again come to reclaim our Father's Kingdom and so I shall. But ye have another wondrous thing to await. There will also be born unto you a child who will appear to be born of man but is born of God. This energy will never have walked this plane before but he shall come unto you as God. Surprised? Well, so be it; so be it. Ye have many won­drous surprises yet awaiting thee.
It has been long, Dharma, so let us leave the keyboard for a respite. In humble gratitude for thy service, I take my leave. I bless thee and leave thee in peace.
ASK AND YE SHALL RECEIVE. BELIEVE AND RE­QUEST AND ALL THESE THINGS SHALL BE ADDED UNTO THEE! SO BE IT AND SELAH, AHO, AMEN. IN REVERENCE UNTO OUR FATHER SOURCE, I STAND ASIDE AND AWAIT THY CALL.
AU DAI PA DAI CUM SOLEN AUM SOLEN
I AM!




APPENDIX III


REC #1 ESU JESUS SANANDA


WED., MAY 24, 1989 6:00 A.M. YEAR 2, DAY 280


WED., MAY 24, 1989

DOUBTS. QUESTION. CHOICES
In radiance, I come. We will speak of many things as we jour­ney through this tight passage. Let us not tarry this day on painful subjects. All must come into confrontation with that which is more "reality" than the fantasy of daily sequence. Naught has changed. The perturbation and annoyance is as much for thy brethren as for thee. AS LONG AS THERE IS FREE-WILL CHOICE, THERE WILL BE DOUBTS. Ye must handle doubts for the blessings they provide--discernment. If there is always a bit of doubt, ye will check thy roadmaps often that ye not take a wrong turn at a crucial time.
The ability to question, reason and logic are thy great gifts. Ye have confronted Lucifer; ye have not yet, in this portion, con­fronted Satan. Ye "witness" the works of Satan; ye are enticed, tried and bribed by "Lucifer", the sly one. Decisions must be made on a moment to moment basis. With the input from thy lessons within these writings and the teachings of lifetimes, ye can make of sound decisions. Ye ones must look at all possibil­ities, both positive and negative in perception; for there are only "positive" ones in the outcome. Ye shall make of all things into "positive" experience. Ye cannot move in a "fog" of blindness. Most especially when it includes thy brethren within the fog bank of thy actions.
I could more easily bear a cross than could I have stood by and allowed my brother to be hanged. If ye lose of the loving "human" gift of caring, we have naught for which to work. What merit survival if ye lose that which IS life? Ye only have the truth of this moment and if ye stand strong through "this" moment, the next will be also passed by equally as swiftly. Only the players and the sequence of experience changes. From time to time ye must play at the game of "Devil뭩 advocate" that ye do not blind of yourselves in false security of ridiculous "beingness". There is a difference in active "faith" and "being" faith. In "being" faith ye are not really "in" faith. For, ye are haphazardly existing and quite honestly, depending on others to produce that you can continue in thy "being". Ye ones must be very cautious for as ye grow, many, many ones will wish to come and allow you to act in their stead that they might "be".
Ones must continually work to upgrade self and skills. Ones must be working many hours in each day segment to learn, grow and polish potential. Ye must move from a population of "specialty" into a balanced and varied skilled community. If all thee can do is sell a house, how shall thee eat when ye cannot grow of a garden? This is more a time of thinking than of heavy testing. Lucifer is a most helpful brother in the bringing of truth and variety of possibilities to thy attention. THERE ARE AL­WAYS OPTIONS OF ACTION, CHOICES OF ALTERNA­TIVES; YE MUST UTILIZE THE MOST PROPITIOUS A V­ENUES OF TRAVEL AND UTILIZATION. Ye must AL­WAYS check and evaluate how it affects the programs of the group, thy singular passage and that of thy brother; familiar and unfamiliar. Whatever might be the perceived problem, ye must always share and lean a bit upon another, for we are all in this "thing" together.
Yes, ye will each and all constantly be in evaluation and doubt. It is the lack of decision and the "drifting" into "whatever" that will destroy thee. Give head-forward, intelligent attention to these things as they arise and thy answers will flow. Sometimes thy brother will be given the solution to a problem and you will have missed of it. Be open; hear, listen even unto the warnings and temptations of Lucifer for he will keep thee on thy toes. Do not allow of him to touch of thee. His touch is smooth and he promises "ease" of passage. I cannot promise thee ease of pas­sage but I can GUARANTEE passage. I do not promise won­drous negation of that which will be; I do promise to be with thee every step of the journey. I do not promise thee a rose with naught thorns; I do promise that I shall abide with thee in the thorned garden. I shall also pluck the thorned crown from thy brow.
Ye are at the threshold of bombardment of movement and activ­ity. Ones of thy groups are not prepared; ye ones will need carry an incredibly heavy burden for an indeterminate period of sequence. Ye shall attract help as the "underground" messages go forth, but each and all require "time". Ye will despair and weary--pay attention to the red flares which warn thee of im­pending trouble. When ye are too weary and clouded by per­sonal interactions and internalization, ye tend to err. Be always alert and cautious for that is when ye can be struck down by thy adversaries.
TESTING NEVER DONE
Precious chela, not only are thee not through with thy testing, ye shall never be done with thy testing. Yours is a job which can bear not untruth in the writing. Ye are not finished with the torment of this moment nor this week. Nay, neither I nor thy energy brothers will make decisions "for" thee--any of you. That IS thy purpose, to make decisions and come into the truth and in­tensity of the decision. Ye cannot "flap" in the wind as a string from a broken kite. Ye must be dedicated, willing to give "all" to the purpose upon which decided, and take action. Sometimes thy decisions will be in error--go within from whence comes thy help, and "listen". Ye shall be given the information to guide thy actions. Ye will be able to evaluate, change, improve and mold that which is better. Thy circumstance will change with the blinking of thine eyes; thy "goal" must not ever change. Take special care at each duty or enjoyment that can bring you down physically--take care! That does not mean thee cannot do of it--TAKE CARE THAT YE ARE NOT AT ALL CARE­LESS OR GIVEN TO EGO "CHANCES" TO "SHOW OFF" THY GREAT IMPORTANCE OR TRAINED SKILLS. IT IS "PRIDE" THAT SHALL PULL THEE DOWN. BETTER YE LET GO OF THY "PRIDEFUL EGO" NOW, BEFORE IT BURIES THEE. Be careful, too, that even in the "faith" you are not pulled down. There is more "pride" in "accepting faith" than in almost any other area of experience. THE TRAPS ARE EVERYWHERE THEE ARE. EVERYWHERE. KNOW THINE ENEMY, AND BETTER, KNOW SELF FOR THINE "ENEMY" IN THIS BATILE CERTAINLY KNOWS THEE!
Ye have been playing the game from the sideline. That will soon cease to be an option for each and all of you. You, like the rest of the "squad", thinks ye know the rules and have prac­ticed in the scrimmages. When ye are in the firing line it will be the real test and then 'tis too late. In the heat of the battle will thy metal be really tested--THAT, BELOVED' ONES, IS WHEN LUCIFER BECOMES SATAN. HE NEEDS NO "BIG GUNS" YET; 'TIS UNDER FIRE AND LIVE AMMUNITION THAT YE PRAY THY BROTHER HAS LEARNED TO PLAY AS WELL AS HAVE THEE. THEREFORE, "YOU" HAD BETTER BE LEARNING TO PERFECTION. Mine is not to chide nor be "dramatic"; mine is to tell you truth and cause you to "think" in utmost care from both thy perceived positive and negative aspects. Thine enemies are trained in clever subterfuge, be they human or discarnate. Ye cannot "prove" faith, it is as thy "insurance" policies; ye cannot buy of insurance after the car is wrecked or the body is dead. Ye have to have already purchased the policy in thy "non-need" state. If it requires spacecraft parked on thy lawn or money poured for no reason from the skies, ye have not faith. There is only per­sonal, inside acceptance--no "proof', and ye ones will learn to see the signs which are sent unto thee for thy support. Ye, of all ones, must have reached thy decisions in BLINDED accep­tance of My presence and reality. Do not ask of any to do fool­ish nonsense in "proving" a thing and further, you do not do foolish things to "prove" a "thing". Foolish proving games are of ego and devil prodding--Truth needs no "proof", Truth IS! No more; no less. So be it.
Let us put this to close, Dharma. Ye are weary and there is much to be done this day, as all days. Go forth with Dalene that the bonding can be renewed and that she might find some joy in her circumstance. The birth of a child is to be shared with a mate and she has it not. Bring light within that joy can be abundant in what now appears most dreary. My blessings rest upon ye ones most dearly and most completely.
I AM JESUS OF THE GOLDEN RAY OF FATHER GOD; I AM THAT WHICH HE IS, I AM THAT WHICH YOU ARE THROUGH HIM. I AM THAT I AM.
I AM JESUS ESU SANANDA.
AU DAI PA DAI CUM, SOLEN AUM SOLEN ADONAI AND AMEN.





APPENDIX IV


REC #1 SANANDA (JESUS)


TUE., MAY 23, 1989 5:45 A.M. YEAR 2, DAY 279


TUE., MAY 23, 1989

Who wrote Genesis? Was it Elijah? Job? Zeus? Dionysus? Moses? Adam and Eve? Perhaps Isaiah? Ah so! Do I make my point? Perhaps it was Aton; He certainly knew of it. Lu­cifer? Probably not for by this time he was called Satan, ser­pent, Devil. Why was he called these things instead of Lucifer?
I AM JESUS who comes again this day, Dharma, to speak concerning these things which must come into balance that ye might be prepared in Truth and not fable.
LUCIFER
Lucifer was created in total perfection. His name alone, gives cause to pause; it means "the Son of the morning", "Prince of the dawn", "The Morning Star" and "The Shining One". He was given the "seal of perfection". Father spoke of him as the "anointed" one, which meant supreme favor with Father God. This was the greatest being God had created, one who had un­equaled strength, wisdom, beauty, privilege and authority.
The highest and most exalted position of the spirit realm was held by Lucifer, a creature who was perfect in all of his ways from the day of his creation. How could such perfection come to be the greatest adversary (Satan) known to the Universe? How could he fall to the level of "Devil" (accuser; slanderer)? How could perfection come into total imperfection?
The highest position in the angelic realm was held by Lucifer, a creature who was perfect in all of his ways from the day he was created. Hatonn has often been questioned when he refers to himself and to thee ones as "creatures". Precious ones, all things or beings created by God are creatures, just as the label implies. I, Jesus Esu Sananda, am a creature of Father God. No insult, the supreme compliment of the universal existence. Perfection of form does not just happen in accidental bumbling. I will, however, clarify terminology to be more exacting of defi­nition. Since the creations of Adam and Eve the human has been "born" rather than individually "created", but, born in the image of the perfect creation and in likeness (soul essence) of God our Father. The birthed babe is blessed with the gift of "soul" by Father and agreement of spirit (Holy Ghost), and of the Son. We will discuss the patterns of possession of the child at a later time.
Well, precious ones, Lucifer blundered terribly--you would call it ego take-over in its finest hour. His "WILL" was his destruc­tion for he used it wrongly, and since the perfection of the Garden of Eden it is used wrongly. Lucifer was given dominion over all magnificent creations of the spiritual world but his own perfection was his ultimate downfall. God realized there was the imperfection of unrighteousness within his being.
Lucifer was not content to II rule", he proclaimed his "will" and chose to place himself above Creator. He proclaimed "I will as­cend to Heaven" and "I will be worshiped as God Creator" and ultimately he confronted Creator and proclaimed "I WILL be like the Most High.�
When the confrontation occurred there was a great rebellion which erupted throughout the Universe. Lucifer led, of course, this revolution among the angelic realms. At least a third of the angels followed him into his downfall. He lost none of his perfection of beauty, intellect or power; therefore he could entice others of the angelic entities to join with him. What he lost for­evermore, was his personal relationship with Father God. He was not given the power to "create" and was destined forevermore to need utilize "other" for his own experience. He was a being without nation or home, always to be apart from Creator.
LUCIFER JUDGED BY GOD
Lucifer became the first imperfect, unrighteous (sinful) creature. He and his angels were brought to trial before God and JUDG­MENT was pronounced upon him. The realms of perfection were now imperfect. His name of perfection (Lucifer) was stricken from him and he was called Satan, the Devil (The Evil One). This was the birth of "evil" for it passed beyond the acts of mere "sinful behavior".
Dharma, it is alright for I stand beside you. Rest a-moment for you must understand. As free-will entities, you are forever in the presence of the energy of Satan. I "qualify" your shield of protection. I STAND BETWEEN THEE AND HIM BUT HIS PRESENCE IS RECOGNIZED BY THEE AND YE SICKEN. LET IT BE, CHILD, LET IT BE. THE CHILL WILL PASS. YE CANNOT UTILIZE HIS NAME WITHOUT HIS AP­PEARANCE; JUST AS YE CANNOT USE OF MINE, "JESUS", WITHOUT MY PRESENCE. HE CANNOT SUR­VIVE EVEN IN MY SHADOW FOR I REPRESENT OUR FATHER CREATOR AND I AM CLOAKED IN HIM. I AM! Just rest a moment, chela, I shall tend thee.
Ye weep for him. I weep for him. He is lost to all Glory, all beauty; he has no place except by using another's. Only the an­gelic spirits and humans have the gift of free-will choice. His ultimate plan is to get enough of thy God energies (souls) "on his side" in mass, through thy free-will choice, to again confront God. He knows he cannot prevail but millions of souls will re­main or pass into torment with him and his false promises. He has but to return in honor unto Father but he chooses to remain an alien to the Holy Realms.
Why must we speak of these things? YE MUST KNOW THINE ENEMY! YE MUST KNOW THINE ENEMY! YE MUST KNOW THINE ENEMY! SO BE IT; THY SHALT KNOW THINE ENEMY!
Dharma, ye were not chosen for thy weakness; ye were chosen for thy strength. So be it, chela, there are ones who will stand with you. Yes, we are going to set some misconceptions into order. So be it, that is our purpose, that you ones can know what ye are about.
What about my churches, you ask. What about my churches? Be patient, I shall get around to "my" "churches". They are contaminated by Satan, but all are not lost unto me. However, when you reach the level of a democratic vote to accept "evil" within, ye are in serious trouble. Serious indeed! We will speak later of these things; I wish to continue that you might know "how" it came to thus on thy beauteous place.
God created the Angelic Realms before he created the Universe. However, he created the material universe before the Angelic revolt. There is a great and tremendously important "gap" in sequence of knowledge upon thy place about that period of experience. The following will also account for the dis­crepancies in belief of how and in what time-frame recognized by ye ones, the earth experienced development.
Yes, Dharma, I know you do not wish to write these things. I am who I say I am and I, Jesus, speak Truth and place of My seal upon the words. Do you not recognize of Aton, child? So be it, for the way must be shown. The "beginning" is important because it is the cause of the "ending" of the story. See ye not? The ultimate battle of all is between the fallen one, Satan, and ME! Now, is the time for the claiming of thy souls and the sorting? I hold thine very tenderly--very tenderly.
Yes, I know. If ye put these words to paper ye become either the greatest fool of all creation or the true bringer of "Truth" to a very troubled land. 'Tis thy choice, child, 'tis thy choice.
POINT OF NO RETURN
Once ye begin, ye cannot turn back. Ye will not be discounted by as many as ye believe. The Evil One, himself. stands in wait for thy decision. How can it be thee? Oh, precious one, open thine memory and allow thy knowledge to come forth. It MUST be thee! It MUST BE, FOR YE ASKED. Ye are an old, old soul--a master teacher, and ye asked! YE ASKED, AND I, THE LORD THY GOD, ACCEPTED! It is time, also, for those ones around you to waken from their sleep and recognize of their journey upon this wondrous place. Take a respite now and go ponder these things; I will not leave of thee but ye must come to thine own decision. Read of the words thus written and ye will know of the Truth. I hold thee most gently in my protection, but ye have to decide alone; there are some things that none can do for thee, 'tis thine alone. FEAR NOT FOR I AM WITH THEE EVEN UNTO THE ENDING OF TIME. AHO. COME WALK WITH ME, TARRY WITH ME AND COME FORTH INTO THY BALANCE. IT SHALL COME TO BE IN THY TIME UPON THIS PLACE. IT IS SO AND SO BE IT.

Candace: I suggest the reading of the Lucifer Rebellion in the Urantia Book, papers 53 and 54. Lucifer was one of many created Sons of Christ Michael and Nebadonia to help rule in Nebadon. Nebadon is divided for administrative purposes into many Local Systems. Our planet and sun, belong to a local system called Satania (not the source of the word Satan). There are over 600 planets in our system.
Systems are governed by System Sovereigns, and Lucifer was System Sovereign of Satania. A System Sovereign is the Chief Executive of the System. He was quite brilliant, thus the comments above. It took a long time to find a suitable Sovereign for Satania, and he had long bid for the job.
He was thus ruler of the spirit beings of Satania regards what is stated above. There had been 3 rebellions in this Universe of Nebadon, and the Lucifer Rebellion was pretty intense. 37 planets of Satania went into it, plus as said above about 1/3 of the angelic beings under his dominion.
All Sons of God of Christ Michael and Nebadonia are created in perfection. But they can fail and some do. I think here Esu is more using the Satania System, as the "universe" in some statements. And there is nothing wrong with this, because peoples of a world do not know generally about government and that there are many universes. Satania was quickly isolated to control spread of the rebellion elsewhere.
You can read the selected papers of the Urantia Book above, at www.urantia.org




APPENDIX V


REC #1 ESU JESUS SANANDA


SUN., MAY 21, 1989 6:00 A.M. YEAR 2, DAY 277


SUN., MAY 21, 1989

Put forth thy hand into mine and there will be peace in the val­ley for thee. I make no idle promises, chelas,' there will be peace for thee. Come unto me and I will give you rest, yes, but you must first do of something to have made thine self weary lest you need no rest. Most are resting and will never move from the inertia of the "rest" period. How about this, we will work at "balance" and ye won't need of so much resting. I AM JESUS WHO COMES THIS DAY, UNTO YOU ONES OF MINE FLOCK. DHARMA, I GRANT THEE PEACE AND HARMONY THAT YE MIGHT FULFILL THY TASK IN TRUTH. WE WILL SPEAK OF MY NAME, JESUS, FOR IT GIVES THEE GREAT DISCOMFORT.
WHAT'S IN A NAME?
What is in a name? It is only a label that you might recognize of a person who is without thy presence. It is a point of reference. If it is a pleasant name, many ones will choose that label for their children. Ones naming their children will choose one which their very soul nags them to choose; it is why parents would do well to find what a name really means before placing a sign upon a babe.
Sananda tells the story of who I AM. Jesus tells the story of who I was at one time upon thy earth plane. Just as Dharma tells the story of who you are at a level even beyond thy present ability to understand. Thy earth given name only refers to a human female person. There are many reasons that I was called Jesus at the time of my birth but it matters not right now for purposes of this discussion.
My name has been used falsely upon thy place to the point of ad nauseam. It is utilized in curses, for curses and in the name of curses. Ones pray unto me for all manner of greed and selfish nonsense--a very bad "habit". Mostly, the use of the title only conjures the darker responses to thy brain for mine ones know me. You hesitate to utilize a word that conjures such dark over­all responses for ye know that energy which is mocked is not of me. 'Tis why it is, at this point, easier for most to accept a "space commander" than to accept that I am back into thy phys­ical lives. I am truly the "last" one most wish to have "back" in thy lives. I am nice on Sunday morning, or a sunrise service or especially on a Good Friday. Good Friday especially is nice for it represents an incident that absolves ye ones from any re­sponsibility for thy actions. After all, did I not die and spill blood that forever more, thee would have to do nothing but be­lieve I existed and gave all for thy salvation? So be it! Just eat of the grain and drink of the vine in My name and all is ab­solved?
While you are doing that very thing in habitual trance, my brother of evil is moving right in with thee. He tells you loudly you need do nothing, old brother Jesus (only he will misuse My name; he loathes My name and will not stay in its presence) did it all for you and absolves you of responsibility. Therefore, how about you giving me a place to stay a while. You see, chelas, when Lucifer was tossed out on his ear--he has no home, no country--no "place"--he must take yours and you must invite him in. So, he will make grand offers, in the name of goodness usually, to get a bit of a hook into thee. Ah yes, he even helps you for a while, and then he desires more and more and more of you. He was cast to the Earth for he no longer has a place in the Father's realms. He will forever more do battle to establish his place, depriving thee of thy place--and you give it willingly - openly. When you give totally, you are perfectly possessed and you consequently lose all defenses against the creature. This is "evil", far beyond what ye call "sin".
First, the evil creeps upon thee. At entry point, Evil Spirit tests the water a bit, catches the host in a depressed, helpless or self­-miserable state of being. Then he prods a bit, tempts a lot and moves very carefully within. The decision is then made, no matter how tenuous, by the "victim" to allow that entry.
Then he works very carefully and in total dedication to the "capture". There are the erroneous judgments by the "victim" in vital matters, as a direct result of the allowed presence of the Evil One. This is in preparation for the next stage of the move in.
In the beginning the poor "victim" knows it is an alien energy moving in (I don't speak of space brother aliens' or ones from another country). I do speak of disembodied spirit, disincarnate spirit moving in to utilize a human physical being. He feels the "force" of that energy and in the upstart it is usually most com­forting for all the while ye are being promised all manner of wondrous adventures and "things". As a result of this, how­ever, the "victim" LOSES CONTROL OF ms FREE WILL! Therefore, the same action causes loss of control of decisions and actions.
If ye have not placed My protection about thee, ye will listen to this one and his lies. You WILL LISTEN even if ye know it to be lies. Then, you will begin to actually respond to the lie as truth and lose of thy discernment.
Once you are thoroughly enthralled with this stage of partici­pation the Evil One begins to "set the hook" and move toward TOTAL possession of thy WILL. At this point, where thee can still question and deny entry, you are still most vulnerable for the master of evil picks of his time in great care. By this point you are usually in human desperation of one type or another. If, at this point, one allows extended control you are most likely doomed to the potential completion of the take-over in total. Thy world is overflowing with the unsuspecting and totally con­trolled human beings. All the stages are overlapping and unde­tectable. Then you better be using My name in some form (but "Jesus" is the most dreadful one in the ears of the evil one, for he knows it well). That name, JESUS, on your plane is recog­nized whereby "George" is not-all parties involved who have heard the name know it to be of me, of Light. In southern Lakota Sioux, it will be another label but just as effective. Bet­ter hold tightly to that which you recognize. It is the "focus" of pure intent, not a rounding off of your consonants and vowels.
Me, and mine, have been so misused that were I to appear as if by magic in great "miracle" form on Mr. Swaggert's or Mr. Roberts' stage, I would be tossed quickly into thy jail cell. When the time is perfection I will appear when and where I choose and I most surely assure you, I will not be tossed any­where!
BEWARE WALK-INS
Beware, beloved ones, of ones coming in proclamation as "walk-ins"--and here I shall make enemies for you, Dharma. Yes, there are agreements to be utilized in thy physical format for Father's purpose--these are agreements and one utilizes one's own FREE WILL choice to go the way of perfection. MOST ONES WHO ARE CONSIDERED WALK-IN'S ARE THE TOTALLY POSSESSED, HAVING SACRIFICED "FREE WILL" UNTO ANOTHER ENERGY. THE ENERGIES OF THE DIVINE SOURCE DO NOT "EVER" TAKE THY FREE WILL. EVEN IF YOU "GIVE" THY FREE WILL BACK UNTO THE DIVINE SOURCE. BE WILL BLESS YOU AND GIVE IT BACK THAT YOU MIGHT WORK IN HIS MOST HOLY LIGHT-NOT TAKE OF IT FOR "CONTROL" OF YOU! NEVER! Sometimes it is simply an incorrect projection of one "feeling" so totally alive in God that prompts the use of the term; however, guard well-­"WALK-IN" IS A TERM OF "TAKE-OVER" BY THE EVIL ENERGY NEEDING A "HOME"!
No, billions will not care for the above declaration, for they will realize they have been "had". How else do you think Satan will have such a foothold to completely control of thy planet (as the Revelations foretold) if he does not "fool" of thee ones? And, yes Dharma, you will be denounced by ones that will really bring thee pain. For it is a misconception and it plays into the "new" religion which will sweep of thy planet.
Yes, you can be "CONSUMED" with love and action for the Great Divine Spirit of Creator; you must surrender unto that en­ergy. Ye may give of thine energies to walk in the Truth and Light--BUT, FATHER SOURCE WILL NEVER "TAKE" THE CONTROL OF THY CHOICES AND FREEDOM OF WILL FROM THEE. THAT ONE PROMISE IS WHAT GIVES ME. ESU JESUS SANANDA. VALIDITY! I will again petition, in thy behalf, that ye ones do not know of that which ye do. Ye will be again given the opportunity to hear Truth and be shown the way. Then, again, the choice of free will decisions will be placed back into thy hands for thy final decisions. Ye better be looking within for 'tis only at the center of thy own soul being that you can remember the Truth. Only at the inner core of that which you are (you are not that which you appear in human form to be) resides the Truth and the Evil One cannot remove it for it is GOD! "HE" CAN CAUSE "YOU" TO LOSE THE MOMENT AND MARK THY OWN DESTRUCTION. FRIGHTENING? I CERTAINLY DO HOPE SO, BROTHERS AND SISTERS, I CERTAINLY DO HOPE SO! CALL ON ME BY WHATEVER NAME THEE CHOOSES; I WILL COME--I FEAR NO BATTLE WITH LUCIFER. FURTHERMORE, IF THY INTENT IS TRUTH, I DO NOT LOSE ANY SUCH BATTLES. YOU MAY BE BRUISED AND BATTLE WORN--NOT ME! NOT ME! SO BE IT AND SELAH. HALLELUJAH, AHO AND AMEN! TRY IT FOR YOU WILL LIKE IT IF THEE ARE HEAVY LADEN AND DOWNTRODDEN. SATAN WILL GIVE THEE NO PEACE NOR REST FOR "HIS" IS TO NEVER FIND REST OR PEACE UPON THE PLACES OF THE UNIVERSE--REMEMBER? IT IS CALLED HELL! BECOME HIS ANGEL AND HOUSEMATE AND YE REAP "HELL"! SO BE IT--THINK HARD ON THESE THINGS!
The efforts will be to shut you down, shut your mouth and not allow thy building in this wondrous place. I take no notice of who you claim to be--you had better take notice of who I CLAIM TO BE, FOR I AM AND I KNOW WHO I AM; WHO BE YE? I AM HE WHOM YE HAVE AWAITED. DENY ME IF THEE DARE FOR THOSE WHO REMAIN AGAINST ME SHALL FALL! This is, however, why these pronouncements must not go forth in general public distribution from this place-our building would be stopped. They will go forth in truth from another location that only My ones, in this lo­cation, will be able to know of this scribe.
Thy practices of "mysticism", in its true definition, will be thy destruction. The signs are all about thee now. The ones who use My name in Truth shall prevail. So be it. For in these man­ners will ye be able to find one another in order to fulfill thy purpose.
Take ultimate care in discerning these preternatural (evil) ener­gies that come to plead entry unto thee. Take not of their enticements and of their threats. They cannot create--they can only utilize what are rightfully thy strengths. The threats ARE the evidence of their limitations, for they cannot attack and seize control of the will in a "direct" manner. They can only work through the senses, in order to assure the continuance of that most basic element of all human possessions: THE CONSENT OF THE "VICTIM" BY HIS OWN WILL!
All ones are touched by this element. Look closely at self and honestly take note of any addictions which hold you hostage, this being a good example. Look carefully at thy desires and why ye might hold of them. Check to see how far along in earthly, fleshly possession thee actually have traveled.
For all the blandishments of success and happiness, for all the visions of special freedoms that may have led to this point, once control is yielded, virtually all personal freedom ceases from that point on. This is the most profound personal choice that can be made. Significantly, the option to relinquish all freedom of choice rests upon that very freedom guaranteed by God as long as the person chooses to be free. The choice can only be made BY the person; it can never be made FOR him. If the fundamental option is made to relinquish that freedom of will, then possession has been accomplished in its most essential and conclusive step. The simultaneous decision is to reject God and Jesus and the humanness Jesus (ME) made possible. Divine light is no longer theirs. There is a vacuum of any such deep knowledge as contributes to that humanness. All luminosity for the soul is progressively snuffed out. Into the vacuum Evil Spirit pours its own light and knowledge. He will even call the Kingdom his; and call himself the Prince of Light. He is false and places you into the role of a person of THE lie.
SATAN RARELY DELIVERS
At first, you can play his game and expect all sorts of wondrous things to happen for his promises are great. Remember, he can only utilize YOU, however. Thy own abilities which you have long denied use by thy own grand self. Watch what you are doing and look for the effects of this special diabolic light and how much "help" you seem to be receiving. He will cause you to feel surges of self-confidence beyond that which you believed you held, he will help you in thy work if it means growth and comfort for him, he will often give you forewarning (fortune telling at its best-or worst), you will be given sneaky little in­puts and enlightenment about thy earthly opportunities to pursue individual satisfaction or prosperity, and also given additional fresh information뭩, mental energy and always the promise of, and temporary, POWER OVER PEOPLE. EVERYTIDNG THY EGO WISHES AND LONGS FOR BUT HE NEVER GIVES THE ULTIMATE FULFILLMENT OF PEACE OR "HAPPINESS"; HE ALWAYS KEEPS THEE SEARCHING FOR LOVE, BALANCE, HARMONY AND PEACE. FOR THOSE TIDNGS ARE THE TIDNGS OF GOD BEING.
But, look most carefully for the most striking effect of the light and knowledge of Evil Spirit; the most extraordinary and dra­matic change it effects in the judgments, principles, and outlook of the host personality, together with an ever-growing sense of loss of self-control, even to the point of a loss of awareness of one I s actions. Look for the performance of actions for which ye have no answer of why ye did a thing nor recognition of moti­vation.
Oh, my beloved ones, ye must take care; I beg on bended knee at thy feet--take care. Ye will be sorely tempted in the most subtle of ways. If ye stumble I can pick thee up if ye but ask. IT IS THY FREE WILL I HONOR; DO YOU SEE? SATAN HAS NO FREE WILL. HE HAS NO VALIDITY UNLESS YE GIVE IT UNTO HIM! NONE!
Take caution, for just to bring this subject into thy presence pulls in the energy. Dharma is ice cold and repelled by the ha­tred being thrust at her very being during the writing of this les­son. Further, I must allow her to experience of it, for she also clings unto me for her protection and knows it will endure. Ye have strength in the "knowing". The Evil One has no strength other than that which ye ones give unto him. Except through thee he can do naught. That is why ye ones must be wary of thy fellow man, for it is through the human the Evil Brother works his evil--most often, completely hidden from view in the guise of goodness. BEWARE!
NO DEAP MARTYRS
Yes, precious scribe, the "fat is in the fire", as you would say. Ye will not turn back, even be it that ye could retract of these words. Thy mission is bringing forth Truth at this time of mass confusion and reign of lies. If thee steps forth on the foundation of Truth, thy brother can have strength to step forth with thee and we will make great and rapid strides in our purpose. Blessings be unto ye who dare. However, just to stand and dare, is of no avail. I need living hands, not dead martyrs. So be it and attend it well.
I AM THE WAY, I AM THE LIGHT AND EXCEPT THROUGH ME OF THE INFINITE CHRISTUS TRUTH, SHALL MAN PASS. I COME TO SHOW THE WAY. I AM THE WAYSHOWER; I AM THY TEACHER (LORD) COME TO THE CHELAS (MINE STUDENTS). I COME WITH THE HOSTS OF ANGELIC TRUTH TO LIGHT OF THY PATH THAT YE STUMBLE NOT.
SO BE IT, I AM; SOLEN AUM SOLEN AND I AM MAKING MY CALL UNTO THEE. I AM ESU JESUS SANANDA OF GOD OF LIGHT, THE IN­FINITE CIRCLE OF INFINITY. I OFFER MY HAND UNTO THEE FOR I COME TO RECLAIM MY FATHER'S KING­DOM UPON THIS WONDROUS CREATION. I PLACE OF MINE SEAL UPON THESE WORDS THAT THEY NOT BE CHANGED. NO MORE, NO LESS.



APPENDIX VI


REC #1 ESU JESUS SANANDA


FRI., JUL. 28, 1989 7:00 A.M. YEAR 2, DAY 346


FRI., JUL. 28, 1989

THE WORDS OF JESUS CHRIST
I come that ye might have understanding. The Father has promised that man shall be given the Truth and the Word before the ending of the cycle. He promised it would go forth unto ev­ery corner of the Planet and so it shall. Man will then be given an opportunity to choose in knowledge that which he wills to choose. At the time of the ending he will then have made his choice of placement in the universal kingdom for each will have a level of understanding and soul growth which will place him at his station of proper dimensional achievement. It is level of soul proficiency, not placement of "one higher or above another". We of the higher planes do not have the problems facing man of the "human EGO". Bringing under control the human ego is the challenge of the human experience in density of dimensional vi­bration known as Earth level. This is why ye were given of free-will choice, that ye could grow and learn correct choices which would bring you back into the purity of Christ Spirit that would in turn allow return unto Father Source in perfection.
It is quite sad and at some times, quite hard on the memory of Paul, that much of my teaching was left to be utilized in Paul's format. There was much that Paul wrote and was preserved and presented as the Truth in all instance. Nay, Paul took many lib­erties with Truth and did his teaching in confusion. Then man took the least offensive teachings and has utilized them for fur­ther control of mankind. In instances he imparted great wis­dom, but I NEVER GAVE OTHER THAN THE COMMAND­MENTS AND LAWS OF UNIVERSAL TRUTH WHICH HAS NOT GENDER NOR ENFORCEMENT "REGULATIONS". Paul has, and will until perfected, grown that he might come into unconfused thought patterns that his soul might have total freedom; he is still binded by adversity and indecision and a great desire for self security. He still has his choices to clarify and rectification to accomplish but Father always gives the op­portunity for experience to balance and justify. So be it and blessings upon these words.
I will now tell you that which I said unto mine brothers at my last meeting prior to taking leave of the group with whom I had spent my days. I wish that we could sit as we did that day, upon the mountain in wondrous communication--soon, dear ones, very soon now.
My path would lead me to India for many of the ones in India had gone there to move away from the persecution of what ye ones refer to as the "Holy Lands" (I use this term only for defi­nition of your vision of geography. There was also a race of human man birthed there. My mission was to lead me there to the places of India and I knew my path there would be long and tedious, for I was sent to bring the new teachings still to many countries, likewise to the shores of the great black waters in the North of the "Holy Lands". But before I would go I would give a last lesson and it was most carefully noted and scribed by my beloved friend, Judas of Ischarioth, who would go with me for most of my Earth journeys in that segment of my experience as outlined by Father unto me.
If man lives according to the Laws of The Creation, he lives rightly in truth, and this is the final goal: Everything human has to die in man, but everything creative has to rise and embrace The Creation.
Consider the universe as the place where The Creation lives in the infinite. Everything that man owns has its origin in The Creation, and therefore, it belongs to The Creation. Man shall change his entire spiritual life and perfect it, so that it may be­come One with The Creation. If man does a thing, he shall do it with the awareness of the presence of The Creation. But man shall never try to FORCE Truth unto another, for it would only be half its worth. First, man shall watch his own progress in spirit so that he creates in himself creative harmony. NO GREATER DARKNESS RULES IN MAN THAN IGNO­RANCE AND LACK OF WISDOM. NO GREATER FOLLY CAN FALL UPON A MAN THAN THAT HE "THINK" HIM­SELF IN WISDOM AND IT BE NOT SO. THAT ONE IS SURELY A FOOL.
The victory of man consists, at its height, in destroying and removing each power opposing the creative, in order that the creative might prevail. Man must develop in himself the power to discern over good and evil, and correct perception of all things, so that he might be wise and fair and follow the Laws of The Creation. Perception is necessary as to what is "real" and what is "unreal", what is valuable and what is not of value, what is of The Creation and what is not of The Creation.
MAN MUST BECOME A UNIVERSAL ONENESS, SO THAT HE BECOMES ONE WITH THE CREATION FOR HE IS OF GOD AND CREATION. HE SHALL NEVER REACH TOTAL TRUTH UNTIL HE BECOMES ONE WITH GOD AND CREATION. ANY DEVIATION FROM THAT IN­TENT IS ERROR FOR MAN'S ULTIMATE DESTINY IS TO AGAIN BECOME ONE WITH GOD AND CREATION-­HAVING SPLIT AWAY TO EXPERIENCE AND GROW IN STATURE AND WISDOM TO BE PERFECTION THAT HE MIGHT BE ALL WITHIN THE ONE.
You must make your lives equal to the Laws of The Creation, the laws of nature; so, live according to the Laws of The Cre­ation. They are most simple to understand-In fact; man con­tinually destroys himself and that good which resides within in attempting to hide from the very Truth of the Laws of Creation. It is called, on thy place, conscience and knowledge of good and evil. Man has tried, but will never actually succeed at hiding from that very Truth. However, great might be perceived the suffering of man, the power of The Creation in man is im­measurably greater, to conquer all that is evil and put it away from him. If man lives only in his consciousness as man, he is inaccessibly far from his spirit and from Creation, and also from the Laws thereof. The greater man's dedication to the Laws of The Creation, the deeper shall be the peace he harbors within himself. Man's happiness consists in that he seek and find the Truth, so that he may gather thereof knowledge in the Truth and wisdom, and think and act in accord with that of Creation in balance and harmony one with the other.
It is only through the conditions of Human life that man can de­velop his creative powers in spirit and utilize them. All other planes of existence are without mortal density and format. Man must daily effort at unfolding his powers and capabilities, for only thereby does he obtain experience in their usage. Man rarely even touches the fringes of his powers and capabilities and once in deviation from The Creative and God Resource, ye cannot touch them for all else is given to destruction and tearing apart and away from The Creation and Source--the ONE.
Man will never be able to deal with, and laugh at, death as long he is not one with The Creation-or, for that matter, half-death. For fear of the unknown is in man, which only perfection is able to perceive, because it is all-knowing.
Instead of being guided by instincts and impulses, man should live in realization of wisdom and according to the Law and all else will fall into proper action. Man should listen to, and weigh carefully; the "nudges" that are given from Truth that his actions can be correct for the all-knowing resource within can surely guide you. Man clutters his mind with trash and trivia until he can no longer even hear the voice within.
Man shall not lose his way in the forest of limitations, but shall expand his spirit and seek and find knowledge and wisdom for that is the purpose of his sojourn in this matrix. This, so that he can become One with the All. He must come ever closer to his life's goal and recognize the creative principle in all things. A THOUSAND LIGHTS WILL HELP MAN ON HIS PATH, IF HE WATCHES AND FOLLOWS THEM. MAN WILL AT­TAIN All. HIS KNOWLEDGE AND WISDOM, IF HE SERI­OUSLY STRIVES FOR PERFECTION. THE LAWS SERVE All. THOSE WHO ARE WILLING TO SEEK TRUTH AND WISDOM IN UNLIMITED MEASURE. In as much as they master themselves in all possible directions and develop their spiritual powers higher and higher, and per­fect themselves thereby.
MAN MUST CONSIDER NOT HIS PHYSICAL MISERY, BUT THE REALITY OF SPIRIT AND THE BEING OF CREATION. FOR IF MAN RECOGNIZES HIS ONENESS WITH THE CREATION AND THE ABILITY WITHIN, HE CAN MOST EASILY CAST AWAY HIS PHYSICAL MIS­ERY.
There is a steady restlessness within man, because he has a premonition that The Creation is his fate and destination. Man may be great, wise and good, but that is not sufficient, for he can constantly become greater and wiser and better; there may be NO limits to love and peace and joy, for the present has to be constantly exceeded.
Verily I say unto you, love that is unlimited, constant and infal­lible, is without conditions and pure, and in its fire all that is un­clear and evil will be cleansed and burned. For such a love is the love of The Creation and of God and Its Laws, also to which man has been predestined since the beginning of all "time". Since this is his final goal, man must take care that this must and shall be so, for this is truly his destiny and he shall work and grow or "repeat his grades" until such time as this is accom­plished. There are many levels of growth upon which to experi­ence and learn truth. The human experience grants you the best lessons for challenge of thy Creative Spirit.
However, as yet man fails to understand the Wisdom of this teaching because it is adulterated everywhere on Earth. Even these words of Truth are taken and misinterpreted and tampered with; re-defined and placed in error for human gain, control and power over a brother. 'Tis but another lesson to be learned and a level to rise above. However, before the final cycle is played and the time of the Revelations is fulfilled, man must be given Truth upon which to feed his eternal soul that he can choose in wisdom. This cycle as ye recognize of it, is ending, beloved ones. And further, in thy words: "You haven't seen anything yet!" You allow ONES IN POWER to tell YOU what YOU may BELIEVE. HOW ABSURD! WE WITNESS YOU PEERING AT A THING AND THEN ALLOWING A POLITI­CIAN TO TELL YOU WHAT YOU HAVE JUST WIT­NESSED. AS ONE WITH THE CREATION AND GOD IS THAT NOT QUITE DEGRADING TO THY IN­TELLIGENCE? YET IT HAPPENS ALL DAY OF YOUR EVERY DAY. YE HAD BETTER BE WAKING UP AND SMELLING THE ROSES FOR YOU ARE IN FOR SOME VERY SHOCKING EXPERIENCES AND WITNESS. SOON!
Man has falsified Truth in all various arts and forms so that It has become diffused and unintelligible. Man has made a hodgepodge of unintelligible gibberish of a totally simplistic, understandable and attainable concept. So be it for in the final tally justice will prevail upon and within the perpetrators thereof.
Well, friends, two thousand or so years ago I sat with mine brethren and said: "In two thousand years it will be taught anew, unfalsified, when man has become reasonable and knowl­edgeable, and a new time and generation foretells great changes."
SO, BRETHREN OF THIS MOMENT, TWO THOUSAND YEARS HAVE PASSED, HAVE THEY NOT? THE TRUTH IS COMING FORTH AND YOU, DEAR MANKIND, ARE GOING TO WAKE UP AND COME INTO YOUR KNOWL­EDGE IN SUCH A MANNER THAT YE CAN NOT TURN OF IT AWAY FROM THEE! MARK THESE WORDS FOR UPON THEM I PLACE MINE SEAL OF TRUTH. AND THIS, IN THINE OWN TIME OF EXPERIENCE. SO BE IT.
From and with the stars man can make a great alternation and a great spiraling back unto Truth and amend his path. Therefore, a few special people, chosen ones, will be given anew my un­falsified teachings for they will again be given directly from myself unto them in directness as thy telephone circuits and then, in personal presence-for that time long predicted is upon you. I walk and talk constantly with these scribes that there be no error brought forth. I take time that ones within the circles are given grand opportunity to rectify past lessons unlearned and release of self-bindings that they may fill their mission. Some will be lost to the wayside but the many will give unto Creation and God their ALL. That requires courage beyond measure in this current world of evil intent. It requires the surrender of all material assets unto mine purpose although it does not mean they will be either taken or utilized. It means thy soul must willingly and joyously be able to release attachments thereto--for beloved ones, NAUGHT OF THY WORLD WILL PASS INTO THE REALMS OF THE HEAVENLY PLACES. EVEN THOSE WHOSE BODIES WILL ASCEND WILL BE SO CHANGED IN TRUTH THAT THEY WILL NOT BE OF THE SAME "CLOTH". THEY WILL BE CHANGED INTO "WHOLE CLOTH". Ye ones of mine must not fluctuate as the wind­-chime to blow in whichever direction suits the passing breeze at any moment. Thy own needs will be set second if a task needs performance; each must and will do of his accepted job or he is not of ME. SO BE IT AND SELAH, FOR OPPORTUNITY TO FULFILL THY COMMITMENTS UNTO ME, MADE LONG PAST, AM I PAUSING IN THE PROGRAM TO ALLOW PARTICIPATION. AS WITH THE INSURANCE POLICY, YE MUST PURCHASE OF IT PRIOR TO THE NEED OF IT.
You ones must build of the facilities for My coming, for the dis­persion of the promised final Word and for a survival time within the transition itself. Man is not prepared for the impact of such vibrational and frequency changes as those which will occur in the day of transition. Thy Earth is in rebirthing and, brethren, ye cannot hold thy breath under the water long enough to survive. Ye better take of mine hand and learn to "walk on the waters" if ye choose to prevail. So be it.
Two thousand years ago I told them to beware of false teach­ings, which because of their ignorance they might allow to arise, since some were greatly inclined to such--and it came to be. Man thinks he grows wise and changes wisdom to suit his de­sires and convenience. I warned them to keep everything which I commanded them, lest they falsify My teachings. God and Creation backed My words that day for great lightning and thunder came down to underscore my intent. They were terri­fied and babbled their promises which were not long kept at any rate.
The Light was sent from above, that I might have transport. The time was day but the Light could be seen as brighter than the radiance of the sun. I ceased to speak to them that day that they might ponder My words and never be in the forgetting of Truth; but it prevailed not. I ascended within the Light for I AM OF TIIE LIGHT--I AM LIGHT. It then came about the ones who watched, a fog which swirled about as it was on the day of crucifixion; the thunder roared again as Mine Source stood by to receive Me and the Light ascended into the heavens. So be it! Strange? No! And further, I shall return in the same manner and most of you will stand and wring thy hands in chagrinned realization. YE HAVE BEEN FED THE LIE SO LONG YE CAN NO LONGER EVEN REMEMBER OF THE TRUTH!
Dharma, go, child, 'tis enough for one bite to be chewed. One mouthful at a time and we shall finally get the children fed. I adore of thee and give My blessings unto you. I move to stand­by and await thy summons if ye can receive again this day. I shall monitor carefully for thy life is in upheaval=this property problem must be solved that we might move forward. The communication center of this portion of thy known universe is here and will be protected. Who will make the final step of se­curity? So be it, I await. In total love and acceptance, I await.
I AM THAT I AM. I AM ONE WITH TIIE CREATION AND GOD--IN PERFECTION. WHO MIGHT YOU BE?
Is not the entire world at the point of mass warfare over the ar­eas of the "middle East"?

INDEX