PJ 07
CHAPTER 11

REC #3 HILARION

SUN., APR. 9, 1989 1:45 P.M. YEAR 2, DAY 236

FIFTH RAY

HILARION. THE HEALER
Dharma, thank you for receiving my presence. I AM HILARION OF THE FIFTH RAY, THE RAY OF HEALING, THE RAY OF THE EMERAULDE. I come as the "Head Master", if ye will, of the green flame of the fifth ray. I greet thee in love.

My purpose is twofold at this meeting. I wish to bring personal touching to my most beloved "John" who is in fact, a direct and directed, fragment of myself. That one whose greatest glory was in the beingness of Paul--Saul of Tarsus. John experienced along side myself, at that time in that place, having been chosen for the task long before my actual emergence from the womb into body. Some of us take the "two-by-four" across the head, John, to find our truth but once confronted, no man shall endure against us. So Be It. As the merging time has come, we shall all be meeting of ourselves. WE have all experienced in many times; many places--but, there is always the "one" that imprints all our existence above all others. I ascended as Saint Hilarion and therefore bear the label of same. It is my work with my Master Teacher, Esu (the Christed Perfect Circle without beginning or end) that touched my soul into the forever of in­finity.

We always ponder what and why we come a way again. What could our purpose be? Is it karmic debt--nay, in this instance, the debts are paid--the joy of reversing that which we precipi­tated is the glory of the commitment. It is a question of po­larization. When men are polarized to the anti-Christ position, if they be truly of God and of the Christos who is All and IN all--though they deny of it and Him, by his Holy Spirit will he re­polarize them out of the "deadness" of their worlds and mere words unto the Alpha and Omega of the living Word. Still, the tears pour forth from mine eyes as I recall the experiences of my time spent in the expression of the one Saul. So Be It, for even lo, lifetimes may pass--thy stamp will always be to be cast aside and transmuted into the glory of Creator/Creation. Only do we hold to the memory for the experience of truth and lessons never to be forgotten that we do not repeat of the errors.

We must, however, know that all has its purpose. It is ax­iomatic; the presence of the Holy Spirit in the power of conver­sion side by side with persecutions is the greatest proof of our oneness with the Christos-- "The servant is not greater than his lord: If they have persecuted me, they will also persecute you." Now, comes our greatest contribution; to build the Kingdom on a foundation of ROCK that no man can tear it asunder.

Ours is of another mighty task; to heal of the wounds and the crippling circumstance wrought upon this Holy Place. It is the Glory to work hand in hand with our beloved Masters and our most revered Sacred Angelic Energies in communion and harmony with the very Christos himself, herself, itself!

TERMS

Terms (words) get in our way so let me define a few for thee. Guru means God-man, the dispeller of darkness--the incarnation of the Word (Avatar) who is Teacher, Initiator par excellence. There is no higher office held on the initiatic scale by one in physical embodiment (though the degrees of attainment by the officeholder may vary according to the quality of his heart and his endurance on the path). The Eastern term for the office held by Paul is "chela"--or, servant of the God-man, devotee of the Light of Christ in the One Sent, the Living Master who wears the mantle of "Guru" or Teacher.

Now, let us consider the word "Christianity". Not so, my chelas--incorrect. It is CHRIST-I-AM-ity: the way of the Sons of God using the power of the sacred name I AM to affirm their God Identity on earth as it is in Heaven. Thus it is written in the Akasha. Thus too, it behooved Christ, then and now, to teach his own the mysteries concerning their incarnation of the Word.

Do thee see? By being the vessel of the Christos, offering the totality of my being unto my Lord (Guru, Teacher), I became that Christ, that Lord, and that Guru. Even so, "I and my Guru are ONE," and the answer returns over the figure-eight flow of the ONENESS--"I AND MY 'CHELA' ARE ONE." THEREFORE--"WE" ARE ONE IN INFINITY.

This means that I, and my chelas, embody the Christ-flame, the Christ-standard, and the Christ-consciousness of the fifth aspect of the Light-emanation of God and that we are qualified to transfer this attainment to our students, line upon line, cycle by cycle!

WHO HAS "CHOSEN" WHO?

Remember, however, the words of the Master Esu Jesus of the Sacred Circle: "Until ye have prepared thyself, 'tis I who have chosen thee. When thy lessons are learned 'tis ye who have chosen me and I will be in acceptance of thy call." Ye will heal, ye will cast out of spirits of evilness; but ye will first learn of thy lessons--for 'tis not for thee without the presence of the Holy Spirit. Ye must have the cooperation, if ye will, of the spirit ye wish to cast out. Be careful lest ye bring the house down upon they ears. Ye must become one within the power of the Holy Spirit or the "evil spirit" may spit in thy face--or even "remove" of thy face. 'Tis the Lighted Spirit of truth from which the darkness moves away. If ye are careless, ye are a tool of the evil itself and it will strike thee down. Thy world is filled to overflow with false prophets and self-proclaimed evil exorcists. Do not be foolish in thy Ego needs to be wondrous in the works of the Lord lest ye fall on thy tousch in a heap, battered and bruised and too late, wise.

HEALING COMES ONLY THROUGH MIND

Healing must come also, from Truth in the Holy Name. It also must come from that God-self within the one stricken. It must come through the "mind". It can "only" come through the mind so better ye ones who would heal, learn to contact and work with the portion of mind that literally "controls"; that which is beyond the consciousness. There are lessons on thy plane which can be given by very learned Masters of the art. These are not removed from thee, but within thy group. So be it. We will be speaking more on these matters for healing will be integral to our success. What have we done if we create a place to be in­habited by crippled energies. It has naught to do with "bodies". A "body" can be handicapped--a "crippled" body is very sad indeed. Illness and crippled states are sentences passed out by the "Judge" within self. Ye cannot help of it in thy consciousness for ye are being the "perfect prisoner", serving thy sentence in good behavior. To be free, thee must set of thyself free. Refuse longer, the sentence--pronounce thyself having "served" the "warden" long enough and remove the binding shackles. I can tell of the "how", ye must unlock the door and come forth.

Ye are my precious ones, thee and others such as thee, who will carry this glorious banner beyond the gates and set up the city of light. We of the Realms of Glory will walk every step of the way with thee--we will carry thee if thee stumbles and pick thee up if ye fall. So be it for the "story" is written; the "play" finished--we have but to fill the roles--the alternative to this responsibility is devastation upon this magnificent garden. Let us bear of our responsibilities in magnificence that we may stand tall at the mirror of our God and pronounce our job well done and our performance pleasing.
Thank you, Dharma, for thy willingness. Thy body is weary and thy mind confused; go to thy place of quiet and spend a respite with Aton. The Omega is worth the Alpha. So be it and I place my seal upon these, my words. In the service of my most beloved, I am thy humble servant.

I AM THAT I AM--HILARION

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Hatonn here, Dharma. Ye have done well this day. Go now and allow the energies to settle into perspective. We can introduce the sixth and seventh another time. It will require a long session for Germain, I warn, for he will be thy constant companion in this journey through.

SALU, SALU, SALU, I AM HATONN





PJ 07
CHAPTER 12

REC #1 NADA

MON., APR. 10, 1989 7:30 A.M. YEAR 2, DAY 237

SIXTH RAY

LADY NADA
Dharma, good morning. I AM NADA, come to get acquainted. Firstly, let ME tell YOU what it is ye are feeling. Ye have ab­dicated the "thinking" consciousness of thy brain that the circuit will be clear, but ye do not like the response ye feel towards me. Release of it, for I am going to give you ones a lesson that I plead ye never forget.

GENDER PROBLEMS AND RESPONSIBILITY

We will need speak of the personal Doris/Dharma and what ye were and what ye are. Ye struggle in the feminine form in a harsh, harsh world. Ye have reached a time where the mascu­line "form" has taken on much of the feminine trait of "weakness". Many of the feminine "forms" have become bad­gering, masculine "rulers". There is confusion piled upon confusion. "Sex" is used (yes, I said USED) for wrong pur­poses--only for pleasure; hardly ever for the production of a wanted, beloved child to portion a family.

We see the arguments for and against abortion, for instance. "For" or "Against"--what of the human form--life within? At what age is it alright to murder another? Why cannot a Mother take a child who is ten years of age and because she no longer cares to have him, or he is handicapped, simply cut his throat and cast him in a grave--or a son at thirty years of age--what difference? HUMAN LIFE BEGINS AT CONCEPTION--­SOMETIMES "BEFORE"!!! Perhaps a woman should have "rights" to shoot her husband if he becomes senile (pronounce it a disease) and shoot him too, he may only be seventy-five years of age! So be it, Dharma, the truth of it is in sorting. Precious child, the truth is in the sorting.

They claim. "back to the underworld for abortions--back to en­dangering the life of the mother (the woman)!"

NO ONE STANDS FORTH AND SAYS RESPONSIBILITY! NO ONE STANDS AND SAYS BE RESPONSIBLE FOR THY ACTIONS BEFORE THE FACT. WHY ARE ONES ENGAGING IN ILLICIT SEXUAL PLEASURE AND THEN ASSUMING NO RESPONSIBILITY FOR THEIR ACTION? HEREIN LIES THE PROBLEM. NO ONE ON THY PLACE WANTS TO ASSUME RESPONSIBILITY FOR THEIR AC­TIONS!

Then it is pronounced as "woman's RIGHTS". Ye too, in the beginning when having a baby a year, felt a woman should have some rights. The Church was preaching that ye must, as a wife, submit to the husband--man's RIGHTS! NO MAN OR WOMAN HAS A RIGHT TO USE OF ANOTHER FOR ANY PURPOSE! THE SEXUAL "ACT", BEING OF THE MOST SACRED FUNCTIONS TO FURTHER THE SPECIES, MISUSED IS ONE OF THE MOST VILE OF ALL YOUR BEHAVIORS.

Ah, but you say: "But in the Bible it says Jesus forgave the whore" --ah, so he did--he wasn't presented with the man in­volved--the men held the most stones to cast forth at her--ah yes, 'tis that the Bible was written by men who felt it was RIGHT and DESERVING FOR THE MAN to respond to his NEEDS! Let it suffice for me to say, child,--IF YE HAVE NEED, A HEAD PAIN, FOR INSTANCE--TAKE OF AN ASPIRIN. IF THEE HAS NEED TO REMOVE SOME PARTICLE FROM THE EYE--USE EYEWASH; OR, WOULD THEE FLY TO THY BED AND HAVE "SEX"?

THINK CAREFULLY ON THESE THINGS, FOR IT IS THE SINGULARLY MOST ABUSED OF ALL THY WAYS-- THE PRIME TOY TO TEMPT THEE FROM THE DARKEST SIDE OF THY BEING--THINK CAREFULLY UPON MY WORDS.

Now back to thee Dharma. Ye have experienced very seldom as a feminine energy. Ye are torn in thy own space by what ye see. There were lessons thee volunteered to come again to grow above and allow the feminine ASPECT of thy species to come into balance. Everything, so far, that ye ones do to bring balance only thrusts thee into deeper pits of degradation. So be it; for thy lesson is to move forward "in spite of". In most of thy past experiences; as Akhnaton, thee efforted to bring balance and truth through the One Source--The One Light, Aton. As Socrates thee tried to teach balance and truth and even thy most precious chelas, i.e. Plato, misused the lessons to a great extent and on and on--you are coming into thy truth and memory, child, and ye do not like of me very much for I represent THEE! NO, WRITE IT DOWN, MY DEAR-­WHAT DO I REPRESENT? SAY IT! Oh, I represent the soft, feminine aspect of thyself that has caused man to destroy since the Garden of Eden? And now, even LADY MASTER NADA has forsaken thee--I come in service and honor of the Seventh Ray, Master Germain. NO! NO! NO!--I COME TO SERVE WITH MASTER GERMAIN. WITH, WITH, WITH! I AM IN THE SERVICE OF FATHER/MOTHER GOD SOURCE AND "THEE"!

KNOW THYSELF

Let this be thy lesson this day: KNOW THYSELF. FIRSTLY, KNOW THYSELF! BE YE MALE OR FEMALE, COME TO BALANCE WITH THYSELF. FACE OF THY RESENTMENTS--BRING THEM FORTH TO COM­MUNICATE (COMMUNICATE) WITH ONES WHO CAUSE THEE THY PERCEIVED RESENTMENTS, THEN RELEASE THEM TO THE COSMOS that ye might go forth in total harmony and get of thy work accomplished.

I come on the chosen sixth ray of refraction. My aspect is most pleasured within the third ray, the pink loving warmth of the third ray of Divine Love. I work in service where I am most needed, me and my chelas. Also, most words regarding myself, and my brothers, have been colored by the receiving person's perception of how we "SHOULD BE". YE ALL FORGET THE MOST IMPORTANT POINT OF ALL; WE HERE SPEAK OF "ASPECTS --IN THE HIGHER REALMS, MYCHILD, THERE IS NOT MAN OR WOMAN --GOD SOURCE IS NEITHER MAN NOR WOMAN, GOD IS. Only in thy frailty are thee man or woman, hiding the aspect that displeases thee. YE ARE MAN AND WOMAN--EACH AND ALL OF THEE. BOTH, HOPEFULLY BROUGHT INTO PERFECT BALANCE THAT YE CAN FUNCTION IN THY "CHOSEN" EXPERIENCE. SO BE IT"--IN THE HIGHER REALMS, MY CHILD, THERE IS NOT MAN OR WOMAN--GOD SOURCE IS NEITHER MAN NOR WOMAN, GOD IS. Only in thy frailty are thee man, THIS IS TO BECOME ACQUAINTED AND I HAVE GIVEN A MOST CONTROVERSIAL MESSAGE. 'TIS THAT YOU KNOW ME VERY WELL, DHARMA, AND WE HAVE DEBATED THIS OVER AND OVER PRIOR TO THIS TIME. WE ARE PASSIONATE BROTHERS IN THE SERVICE; BE AT PEACE. FRIENDSHIP AND BROTHERHOOD KNOW NO BOUNDARIES; NO BIGOTRY AND THEE ONES ARE CAST INTO THE PITS OF BIGOTS. RELEASE IT, NOTE IT, AND PASS ON THROUGH IT JUST AS WITH ALL OTHER DARKNESS. IT WILL ALL COME INTO BALANCE WITHIN THE LIGHT--KNOW IT!

On with my introduction please. I was most active in the time of Atlantis, with you of my brothers. It, like Lemuria, was a time of beauty, of seeing man grow and blossom and then reach a peak and turn to the darkness within himself. I was tending of the flame, let us say, of Love housed within the then called, Temple of Love, there in the greatest city of Atlantis. I served the Third Ray for my thrust was, even then, the healing of Earth's evolvement course, which thy Jesus has said is the ful­filling of the "law of karma". So be it, 'tis what I did at that time. DOES THE EARTH NOT NEED OF HEALING AND NURTURING MORE THAN EVER IN EXISTENCE OF MANIFEST FORM?

You are now striving for, let us name it, selfless service. This state of selflessness must be achieved or you cannot fulfill of thy mission. To know when ye have become selfless is to not be aware of the choice of selflessness. By this I mean that the natural course of your life is always the preferring of the love of God, the service of that God incarnate. To be aware of self, its pleasures, its privileges, its preferences, and then to MAKE A CHOICE TO FOREGO THAT SELF IS A STEP ON THE PATH of selflessness which must indeed be taken.

SELF VS. SELFLESSNESS

Once you have reached that center of balance, you are no longer aware of choosing between the Self, the Real Self, and the cast aside--NON-SELF. It seems a contradiction: "Love thyself, honor thyself as God, love neighbors as self, self, self and then "cast aside of self"." Nay, for our mission requires Self to function "automatically" as the hands, heart, and head of the unseen Teachers wherever thee are needed, whenever required--­filling in for God, and therefore supplying each aspect of the Christos Sacred Circle in which someone may be lacking, for the ultimate mastery of the transition of this garden into her ulti­mate perfection. Ye saw, ye came and ye shall prevail.

It is said I carry and bring gifts of Diverse Kinds of "Tongues If and interpretation of those "Tongues". Too much mush in the terminology. I master the nuances of vibration in the five rays and the almost infinite combination of the WORD as released through the varied hu-man vortices. Not so impressive in termi­nology but accurate. As pertains to hu-man, divine, and angelic tongues, these gifts involve the mastery of speech, communica­tion and the delivery of the WORD. If there is lacking in even one aspect of the afore named, all will fail.

The vortex of every endeavor must contain an intense will. When balanced with Alpha and Omega in the individual or with others, the increase of the periphery is as great as the "fire" of the center. We must then allow the central "flame" to reveal all ingredients of the goal, for the very alchemy itself depends upon the formula. If the formula does not contain the capacity to bless life, to heal life, to increase wisdom, it will be self­-limiting.

Therefore, in business, in service, in any activity, consider: How far will the light travel? How far will the effort expended reach? Will all the earth be blessed because I have lived this hour and striven for the highest--because I passed of this way? Or, will only those in my immediate circle find temporal com­fort?

MEET YOURSELF

It is so true, beloved ones, that mastery, as a quality of itself has many dimensions. The wisdom and intelligence of the mind that guides and directs an effort, that sets forth the goal and the means to achieve it, are principally to be considered as the most important ingredients. Combined with the love, then the power, the intelligence and the planning (the understanding of all phases of a project or design) will mean that you have discovered a limitless formula that will multiply and multiply itself long after you have walked the earth or that will rise and fall again--ye ones will be greeting thy "old" selves all along the path hence­forth--expect it and honor the gift.

Thus, neither the soul nor the goal itself can rise any higher than its own matrix. Rather than pursuing many little endeavors, concentrate, then, on that which will reach the star of your I AM PRESENCE. Let your Christ Self calculate the mathe­matical formulae: How much effort and planning, how much involvement will it take for the rocket of the soul to mount and accelerate to the vibration of the I AM PRESENCE?

The worth of the individual as the potential to be God in mani­festation is incalculable. Its violation at any level is fraught with far-reaching consequences, as Esu Jesus the Christed Circle warned, to any who offend even one of these little ones. Thus, tenderly sponsor the world's children, individual by individual, often in answer to their prayers, or cries of anguish in abandonment. I have legions of angels who personally attend the little ones and the youth--but they must be called in. If the child cannot call--ye must ask in behalf of that tiny being. 'Tis thy accepted duty to do so.

I also wish to speak a moment on "twin flames". Most impor­tant. A term that has been soiled by possession of the term to relate a status of sorts. No, it is but two acting in harmony for enhancing of the power and potential benefit. Wherever there is the action of going forth two by two, one is the bearer of the Alpha flame, and the other of the Omega, forming a circle of Light that cannot be penetrated, like an impregnable fortress.

Realize, then, that the conferring by the Teachers of "Karma" of opportunity and initiation for twin flames is to that end that the twin flames together might enter the path of singularness to the Christ Red Ray--travel along that "Red" road, brothers. And further, call on that Creator Ray, Sanat Kumara of the Sacred Kumaras, for help toward thy end alongside thy brother flame bearer.

Since the sinking of Lemuria and subsequently Atlantis, circles of Masters, of Ancient Tribal Masters, disciples, etc. have been sponsored by the Great White Brotherhood to hold the balance of Light for earth's evolutions. I was honored in that I was al­lowed to be among those who kept the flame for the Earth during the period of great darkness that covered thy land. We, who came to Earth with Sanat Kumara (Creator Source-­Tonkashila--Grandfather) did carry of the flame and spread it to other locations.
We keepers of the Light (flame) have continued to re-embody, to serve. Whether it be in physical embodiment or from the as­cended state, we maintain the balance of Alpha and Omega in the Spirit/Matter cosmos through the Teacher/Student re­lationship.
Let us now utilize these segments of the total Light to once again bring total balance and harmony to this once perfect place of Creator/Creation. No more and no less is perfection for transition to higher being-ness. It is written that it shall be--it is spoken that it shall be-IT SHALL BE- AND, WE SHALL DO OF IT! SO BE IT AND SELAH, BLESSED CHILDREN OF OURSELVES.

Let me take leave as I have caused you to write much past that which I first intended. However, thee ones must take note of those things which pass thy "feeling" senses--when they pass. 'Tis no longer singular lessons for a "one", 'tis for all for all are One.
I leave thee in love and nurtured by the eternal flame of the Sixth Ray of understanding all in all. I am greatly blessed for the allowance of serving with thee ones along this journey. I place my seal upon these words that they be brought forth in truth and remain ever in truth. I salute thee ones for thy ac­cepted burdens in such a darkened density of existence-we are ever at thy side.

I AM THAT I AM; LADY MASTER NADA OF THE RAY OF THE SIXTH REFRACTION OF THE CENTRAL CRYSTAL SOURCE OF ALL LIGHT. SO BE IT AND AMEN.

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Hatonn here, Dharma. Let us rest a bit. Ye have done well and, as thy teacher, I am pleased. Hold to me and ye will receive as given forth. So be it; for it will be no other way. Our circle of workers diminish daily, ye ones of us will endure in honor and integrity for ye have accepted thy lessons well, chelas. I am honored and I salute thee for thy way is difficult. Thy duties are only "different", one from another. Blessings be to my most cherished Tuieta who makes me "proud as a Father and Teacher" for her work with the great councils and conclaves. I honor her truth and purity of projection. 'Tis not an easy task to write, and bring forth, the negative messages of such serious meetings. I salute her in reverence and humility. I am pleased that she has been reunited in visible concept with her "people" of the third galaxy. Cuptain Fetogia is most closely her relation. I wish this to be a "public" acknowledgement of our honor of her presence. So be it for it comes with deepest gratitude and love for that special little one.

SALU * SALU * SALU *
I AM, HATONN OF COMMAND; ATON OF LIGHT