PJ#005, FROM HERE TO ARMAGEDDON

CHAPTER 7

REC #2 ASHTAR

TUE., SEP. 5, 1989 11:05 A.M. YEAR 3, DAY 020

TUE., SEP. 5, 1989

I am here also, Dharma. Let us move on please. Ashtar pre­sent to continue.
ON WITH THE ORIGIN OF MAN
When the cross-breeding between Earth humans and other hu­man groups produced offspring with a parent from "each" group, the offspring all had the one capability which humans at that time lacked. They had the facility of remaining focused and individualized without the aid of the physical body. This ema­nated from the entities which ensouled the offspring, not being a part of the human life-stream as such, but rather were beings from another star system that had asked for and received permission to incarnate on the Earth through the mutant bodies that were then created.
I do not understand why there is such reluctance to accept Truth. Is it not that your continued effort is to again be a portion and one with God? Why is it so unacceptable to believe that God "conceived" you rather than molding you from a handful of mud? Could you not more easily grow from God source than from dirt? Little ones of Earth, you have such a long, long journey into knowledge.
REINCARNATION BEGINS
Let me now explain a decision which was then made and under­taken as action--by the guides of the human life-stream. There would be allowed a speeding up of the individualizing process for human beings, to bring them quickly to the point where they could exist apart and separate from their physical bodies. One of the reasons was to allow the beginning of the reincarnational scheme, in which human entities would live repeated lives in different bodies and would sojourn in the astral realms between earthly lives. However, until each human entity became capable of retaining a separate existence apart from the physical body, without allowing it-self to be drawn back and absorbed by the life-stream as a whole, it was not possible to allow the death ex­perience to begin. Then, of course, without death, rebirth into the physical level could not take place.
The reason for the death/rebirth pattern was related to the various effects which each astral group was having upon mankind, both during and after the inter-breeding. I would certainly far rather I be grown from God than from a one-celled fish or serpent, or even an ape, for goodness sakes. What is the matter with you humans who do not use that wondrous brain gifted you from all of this God plan? These entities were of many levels in terms of their understanding of the Cosmic Laws, and some of them were extremely base in vibration, motivated solely by selfish concerns. These latter proceeded to teach to the more innocent human group many techniques relating to the manipulation of others, hypnotism, and selfish pursuits--so that the original purity of mankind rapidly became debased. You had the best teachers and integrators of all experience--Lucifer's bands of hoodlums.
IMPROVING THE BREED
These latter ones proceeded in all haste to teach to the more in­nocent and ignorant the ways of satanic culmination. It was recognized by humanity's guides that the only way to short-cir­cuit this downward spiral which had been initiated by the astral group was to cut off the physical lives of mankind--through a death process, to take them into the astral realms for higher teachings and a purging away of the dross of the dense selfish­ness and materialism resulting from the physical existence just concluded. Then, arrange rebirth in the physical plane with the loss of memory regarding prior experience of life-stream.
Once the decision was made and taken, it remained to decide how the necessary additional individuating force could be ap­plied to mankind.
Because of the part which the fallen astral entities had played in the temptation of man, it was decided that a portion of each of the ones who had engineered the debauchery would be removed from them, and then distributed among all of the human beings in proportions which were just sufficient to allow each human entity to hold itself together as an independent unit. Although this distribution did succeed in bolstering the self-picture of hu­mans to the necessary degree, it also had a negative effect; by incorporating into each human being a small part of one of the fallen beings, there was planted in each human a seed of nega­tivity that could, unless purified and cleansed, lead to a down­ward spiral for that human entity. Can you begin to relate to the inbred unbalance of the fallen energies as to quantity of pres­ence?
The plan was explained fully to the human group before it was implemented, and all human entities agreed. It was promised that, in order to compensate for the addition of the negative "seeds" to mankind, other members of the astral group-ones that had not taken part in the cross-breeding, would act as guides and guardians for human beings up until the end of the specified reincarnational arrangement. Ones beginning this cy­cle of experiences would be somewhat locked in to the cycle of the entire cycling upon a single planet. It is only recently, so to speak, that ones of you who have passed on into the higher evolved dimensions of ethereal progression have volunteered to return to this cycle of experience to bring transition to the human life-forms.
ENTER THE DARK BROTHERHOOD
Among the astral beings whose vibrations were particularly low were several that could not be fragmented in the manner just de­scribed. They were the main instigators of the debauchery and the evil teachings that were conveyed to mankind and for the part they played, the karmic burden was very heavy. These beings were allowed to "serve" the advancement of the human race in another way: by directing a Brotherhood whose duty it would be to try again and again to tempt man away from purity and spiritual advancement. The function of these entities would be to draw the weaker specimens off the path, so that those who remained strong could constitute a group of uniformly dedicated entities--who had passed through the tests of selfishness and materialism and had, quote, WON!
THE BROTHERHOOD FORMED IS THAT WHICH WE NOW CALL THE DARK BROTHERHOOD (DB):
Although the worst of the fallen astral beings did not contribute fragments to the individuating of the human race, there were others whose vibrations were also extremely low and who did contribute. There was then a problem as to how to decide which of the human group would receive these particularly dark fragments.
It was realized that any who allowed such darkness into them­selves ran a greater risk of failure because of the darkness within. Therefore, it was decided that those who volunteered to accept these darkest fragments would be helped in two ways: 1) they would also receive a fragment from one of the astral beings who had NOT fallen and who had remained pure, and 2) they would be given special help throughout their series of incarna­tions. I hope I am not taking away all your fun and mystery.
There are still human beings on the earth, right now, who were these special volunteers. (Recognize anyone?) They are gener­ally those who appear to have more "essence" or "spirit" than others. Often they are responsible for the greatest "good"-­BUT, also for the greatest evil. Some among them lost the bat­tle which they had assumed and became the worst of men. Oth­ers succeeded and became the best.
The Black Brotherhood (BB) drew its members mainly from the astral entities who had fallen, but some of them are souls who were originally "human", who had received the powerful dark fragments along with the Light, and who had allowed the temptations of flesh existence, materialism and selfishness to draw them into the downward spiral which could only be halted at death of the human physical body, followed by recleansing on the astral planes of learning. They carried enough unified essence (as a result of the extra contributions) to remain in­dividualized even in the very difficult vibrations where the Dark Brotherhood Brothers are confined-an environment in which most human souls could not be sustained. I will speak of the confinement of the Dark Brotherhood Brothers next.
WHERE ARE THEY?
In the astral realms are found many regions which are distinct one from the other. Some overflow with light and warmth of spiritual wisdom; others are completely permeated by darkness and despair, along with hatred and desires for revenge. The latter regions are relatively small and are locations where the basest and coarsest souls and entities are either "drawn" or specifically, confined.
Bad news, human brothers; the darker levels are akin to the earth plane in vibration. Because of this vibrational similarity, the influence of the dark inhabitants upon those in incarnation on the earth is particularly strong. For example, many souls who die after a life of addiction to drugs, drunkenness and debauch­ery are attracted to the lowest of the astral areas and from there can influence and, in a sense, obsess those who are still in the "alive" physical format. Their victims are only those who suffer from the same weaknesses and who frequent bars, brothels and other locations of coarseness and debauch. And you ones thought it was in your jeans, oops, genes, (sic, sic).
The discarnate souls attach themselves to their victims, from the astral side and are enabled to participate vicariously in the old habits by urging these unfortunates to indulge as they also had once done--beyond a given point you can be completely pos­sessed and therefore forfeit any control over yourselves. Do you see, perhaps, why we plead, preach and insist on modera­tion in all activities and intake? You can become a helpless pawn in the clutches of the satanic demons in drunkenness, etc.
You will be struck harder, if you are what we call a worker and an etheric being involved in this transition circumstance. How better to "getcha"! They will cause you to take actions which will insure your own human counterparts (police and justice sys­tem) to take you out or cause you to take yourself out through suicide or accident.
THE PATH OF PROGRESS
I should note here, however, that these dark souls who are in the lowest and darkest astral levels are not confined permanently to those levels. If at any time they are able to raise their vibrations and spiritual insight high enough to gain access to the lighter and warmer levels, then they are welcomed into those levels. Now, do you think that might be one heck of an accomplishment? Some of you ones should remember very well!
This process is not "automatic". The darkened soul of low vi­bration literally could not gain access to the higher astral realms while he remains only at a base vibration. To place him in such a high frequency would cause him great pain and suffering--due to the mismatch between his basic nature and that of the higher astral realm. Therefore, he would immediately return to the darker abodes, where the pain is less. It is only by raising one's vibrations to match those at the higher astral levels that any soul can gain access to them.
NOW, I AM REMINDING YOU DEAR ONES THAT IT IS SIMILAR TO YOURSELVES TRYING TO GET UP A BEAM OF A BEAMSHIP AND INTO ETHERIC PRESENCE. IT ALSO ENTAILS US LOWERING OUR VIBRATIONS INTO YOUR BOUNDARIES--A HARD JOB ON EITHER PART AND MOST UNCOMFORTABLE FOR BOTH PARTIES IN­VOLVED.
But now, let us go back to the DBBs, for there is an important difference. The entities in that "brotherhood" are able to "shield" themselves from the pain of existing in a field of light and love, because of certain mental techniques which are known to them--again, Satan is a master teacher. This technique allows them to have access to all of the astral realms as well as to the physical plane. Ahoy and uh-oh! "IF" there was not some "law" restraining their movements?
Well, relief; there is such a law. It had to be decreed because of the vulnerable human souls on the earth plane and those so­journing between lives on the astral. In the case of these dark entities, a superior force was brought into play which normally does not permit their free movement but which can be sus­pended under certain circumstances. This force fully restrains all of the dark brothers and is such that they cannot annul it.
For you impatient ones, I will get there.
DBBs TO TEST AND WEED
We have spoken of the suspension of the restraining force under particular circumstances, and we now will explain further. Pre­viously in this journal I spoke of the important function of the DBBs toward the human race, namely to test and weed out poor specimens: those without the resolve and insight to allow them­selves to advance to higher spiritual realms by increasing their vibrational frequencies. I emphasize that at the time of the set­ting up of the DB, human beings were by no means all equal in characteristics. Some had developed great wisdom and insight through the efforts put forth in the long experience since their beginning on the earth; others had never bothered to investigate the purpose and goal of their sojourn in the material plane and were possessed of very little insight or discrimination. The function of the Dark Ones was and is to facilitate the division between those wishing and able to advance and those who have doomed themselves to failure.
It is very little different in perception--however, it is greatly different. You can no longer drift about in ignorance of journey intent for "the play is ending" for most of the players in the cast. It is time to get on with deciding which play you want to go on with. Don't shove forth that old "just be and it will be alright". No, brothers and sisters, it will NOT be alright. It is time for the choosing up team players, only in this game, YOU choose your team, not the usual way its done-with the Captains of the teams choosing. They however, allowed to court and tempt you any way they can through mental manipulation and human weakness. But, both teams want strength, so you who are so mamby pamby you can't even decide what you will do today, aren't either desired particularly or weeded away-you are the ones who end up last in the selection and usually end up the loser. Your "New Agers" who "be" contribute more damage by being in the way of progress than any other contribution. You do not hinder the Dark Brothers for you act as obstacles in the path of Light. But, they don't particularly want you either for they know they already have you through weakness and igno­rance--you have already "drifted" your way into what you would identify as your own enemy's camp while you are "showing the world" how wondrously pure you are. Satan gets a lot of kicks and laughs at your expense for you will continue to "be" right on into his eternity.
In order to allow the DBBs to carry out their function, it is nec­essary to allow members, under certain conditions, to gain ac­cess to other planes and regions that are normally denied to them. The permission, however, must be properly requested and then granted. The matter is never solely up to the DBBs themselves. When the DB asks to be allowed into a given plane, it must present its reasons, and it must offer something in return to the White Brotherhood, which is the broad term defining the Spiritual Hierarchy of this planet. For example, we at this level are a part of the White Brotherhood.
Generally, any specific request coming from the DB and which involves actions or access normally not allowed them, must be accompanied by an offer of equivalent advantage for the White Brotherhood. (Like--what will you give us, W.B., if we leave Dharma alone?) You can easily see we have not made that par­ticular bargain as of yet.
DHARMA TESTED
As these offers and counter-offers are made, they are made be­fore the Mighty Council and/or Cosmic Council of the Spiritual Hierarchy, which mayor may not give its assent to the ex­change. The final decision is made at a very high plane, ef­fectively beyond the level of any commitment to one side or the other. To be specific with an example: there was a point during the early development of this receiver, like the day before yesterday--(no, I jest, for it was a week or so ago) when a spokesman of the DB proposed that they be given access to the receiver for a period of time so they could attempt to move her away from her appointed task. The plan was submitted for a de­cision and the effort allowed. We had no particular fear of her moving away from us--we keep her too busy to notice anything else--and besides, we hit her with "Simon Peter" periodically to keep her humble.
So, they were granted the ability to tamper with the substance of the information; not the substance of the human receiver except as they could convince her she was too ill, or too weary, etc. At first Dharma had some confusion for I was also plugging in my circuits and it was, and still is, a miserable time. Always, you hit the receiver at a time of confusion and change over to less familiar energy frequencies.
AH HA! NOW THE PUNCHLINE AND DON'T ONE OF YOU EVER FORGET IT--NEVER! NEVER! NEVER! IT HAD BEEN AGREED THAT IN ANSWER TO A "DIRECT QUESTION", THE DARK BROTHERS WOULD BE RE­QUIRED TO ADMIT TO THEIR IDENTITY. THIS OCCURRED, AND DHARMA WON THE ROUND. HATONN HAD TRAINED HER WELL, BROTHERS, BE MOST GRATEFUL. NOW, WHAT DID WE GAIN?
WE GAINED THE ABILITY TO TELL YOU ONES THIS INFORMATION THAT YOU CAN COMBAT THEIR ATTEMPTS TO DISSUADE YOU FROM YOUR MISSION. DHARMA WENT BLINDLY ALONG WITH HER CLEARING AND ALTHOUGH IT REMAINS UNPLEAS­ANT FOR HER, SHE HAS SUSTAINED A LEVEL OF RE­CEIVING WHICH IS UNSURPASSED AND I SALUTE HER FOR THIS MARVELOUS STRENGTH. YOU ONES IN THIS LITTLE GROUP HAVE HAD A MOST PAINFUL TIME OF SEQUENCE HEREABOUTS. SO BE IT.
Let us have a break to renew a bit. In the Light I withdraw to stand-by.
Ashtar out.

CHAPTER 8

REC #3 ASHTAR

TUE., SEP. 5, 1989 2:45 A.M. YEAR 3, DAY 020

TUE., SEP. 5, 1989

Ashtar to continue.
THE BAD SEED PROVIDES DBBs ENTRE
Widespread is the influence which the DBBs have upon average individuals. It reaches from the depths of the depravity which is found in drinking and drug dens and brothels, all the way to the boardrooms of large corporations and the very highest levels of government. In fact, the more degraded and higher the proba­ble influence the harder and meaner the impact. It becomes to­tally integrated so that all facets play into the whole.
In essence, what the DBBs are able to do is to bring to life the embers which were taken into each human being at the time when the "gift of permanence" was conveyed. This I have al­ready covered. Because the gift entailed adding to each human entity part of the essence of one of the fallen beings, these same beings, now of the DB, are readily able to tune themselves to the vibrations of any human soul frequency that has allowed it­self to be colored strongly by the negative qualities of the "seed" which was taken in at that formative birthing.
Through this attunement between a human being and a DB, a magnification of the effect of that negative seed can take place. This is the origin of the concept that, just as each human soul has its guardian angel, so too it has its own "demon" or fallen angel and/or "bad seed". Strictly speaking this is not true, since the essence of a given one of the fallen beings is distributed among a large number of humans. The notion that a given hu­man soul is more susceptible to the influence of one particular evil entity than of others is in general true, for the reason that I have now differentiated.
When the plan to distribute fragments of the fallen beings among humans was adopted, it was expected that the human entities would strive to purify and cleanse the dark seeds that were then implanted. Many have indeed accomplished this purification, and such individuals are far less susceptible to the whisperings of the DBBs than are their fellows who have never attempted to eradicate the darkness within.
An attempt to spur the human soul toward a particular action or thought which leads away from soul-advancement and which, followed far enough, would lock that human being into a down­ward spiral from which it could not escape, is attempted.
VIOLENCE, AGGRESSION--WAR THE MARTIAN INFLUENCE
I will now discuss violence, aggression and loss of temper. In its ultimate manifestation, this category of influence brings war on a massive scale.
It is not an inherent part of the human make-up, as originally created, to feel the hostility and hatred that are now seen so of­ten in the world. These feelings have been introduced due to the combined effect of the dark seeds taken in at the time of the "gift of permanence", together with the influence of the planet which man calls Mars. The red planet harbors an immense thought-form of hatred and aggression which can strongly over­shadow thoughts and events on the Earth whenever it comes to a close approach. These factors, spurred by the constant efforts of the DB to fan the flames of bitterness and hostility between men, have been sufficient to allow warfare and violence on an unprecedented scale to sweep over this earth.
In some of your Earth countries, notably Iraq and Iran, the hos­tile attitude has put its foul roots down into the very heart of the nation, darkening almost every citizen with its poison. There is little hope that the bloodshed and horror can be stopped in countries such as these. In actuality, some such countries will completely consume themselves. It will not be until the final death throes of the evil world system that those unfortunate lands will perceive the wrongness of their practices. By that time, however, it will most likely be too late to avoid destruc­tion.
TEMPTATION
Next, let us speak of temptation. This relates specifically to the idea of "self". While it was always intended that humanity should develop a strong and stable image of the self, there was never any intention that such development should lead to a per­manent coldness between humans. Nor was there the aim to allow the selfishness now rampant on the earth to permit one soul to control or manipulate others for purely personal reasons. Pride, haughtiness and any manifestations of selfishness have developed only since men learned to think of themselves as bet­ter than others, more deserving, more powerful, or whatever, towards power growth of self. Now you put the characteristics onto subliminal tapes and drizzle them into the subconscious to insure they are nurtured.
These attitudes poison relationships between souls and lead to permanent estrangement--producing a coldness and distance which can last over many lives in the joint experiences of souls who have allowed this to occur.
MATERIALISM: POSSESSIONS AND ATHEISM
Now, another big one: materialism. This is a very broad topic, but can basically be summed up under two headings: posses­sions and atheism.
The lust for material possessions has been aided and abetted by the rich life style of twentieth century having and living, at least for countries in the West. However, even in the so-called "have-not" (third world?) lands, there is a great desire for ma­terial possessions among those who have been exposed to the kinds of goods which are available in other places.
This arises because, in most instances, the souls who are born into the "have-not" countries are there because, among other reasons, they must learn NOT to covet material things for their own sake. When these individuals again see the kinds of goods that might be available, they rekindle the old covetous streak which they have brought over from a previous life incarnate, and they suffer because their desire to possess these things cannot be fulfilled.
The idea that atheism is related to materialism may seem strange to some, but perhaps I can point out that the surest way to lose sight of the higher realities is to fasten one's attention onto the things of the earth to such an extent that one forgets the truth that the material plane is only one realm of experience. Com­pound that with the concept that perhaps there is no other plane of existence and you have total materialism. If that goes further into belief that Earth life is but a passing phase lived on a plane which is not really the "home" of the human race, or that it is all there is, you have no reason not to respond to the total material persona.
If the mind becomes too obsessed with things and possessions, there is a great likelihood that the truths of the spirit will be passed over and forgotten. For many souls, this is precisely what has happened.
Your question should be, at this point, "How does one combat these categories of temptation?" The answer is too simple to be adequately utilized--LOVE!
It is LOVE alone that can surmount the barriers of distrust and hatred which man has thrown up due to his violent and aggres­sive ways. I do NOT refer to anything in your vocabulary that is defined as love; nor of hardly any of your physical human activities--which, by the way, are almost totally satanic in origin and fulfillment.
THE SOLUTION
It is LOVE alone which allows one to perceive that selfishness and the manipulation of others are not noble or spiritual paths to follow. It is love alone which can displace the lust for posses­sions in the mind of one who is caught in that dreadful trap. Only love can broaden the understanding to the point where the soul sees that the purpose of life is not to collect but rather to give--not to hinder but rather to help others, not to aggrandize the self, but to place it into the service of the creative forces that have made this realm of Earth, man, and all the myriads of creatures which inhabit its many planes and sub-realms: The Creation.
Now, brothers, let us investigate how these traps are set for YOU!
GETTING AT THOSE ON THE PATH
There are numerous souls who instinctively know that there is a "Path" somewhere--a route which, if followed diligently, will allow them to achieve spiritual progress and a true grasp of the meaning and purpose of life. However, these souls are not all of the same discernment. Many are very young in the sense of experience. Let me use an example which is a favorite of one of the Cohans, Hilarion.
Hypothesize that a soul has had numerous lives of a rather com­mon variety, living within the various traditions into which it has been birthed, adopting the bias of the environs, including all of its prejudices and narrow thought-patterns, never stimulating fully the realization that life has a purpose entirely incongruous to that! Which conventional wisdom maintains. Then, suppose that soul lives a recent life in which its experience is touched deeply by another person, someone who had this special aware­ness of the higher Truths, someone who demonstrated the beauty and love which could be expressed by one who is on the path of spiritual advancement.
In some cases, though not all, the soul who had previously been following a conventional series of lives might suddenly become stimulated to struggle more diligently, to climb out of the or­dinary mold, to gain a far deeper understanding of the meaning of existence.
So, the soul is then born into the current life-pattern. Because of that previous contact with the spiritually advanced person, the soul is born with an intent. It watches and keeps looking around--seeking for something it can not consciously identify. It feels that something must be just around the corner-some clue which will give it the understanding it knows it lacks, the grasp of meaning which is not present. Then something will happen that will introduce the soul to a different way of living or think­ing, some teacher takes the soul into his circle of influence, some book seems to contain the signpost for which the seeking was probing and a circumstance is presented which can alter the pathway.
Here, however, is the test of discernment, of the inner recog­nition of Truth. For there are many false teachers upon the Earth in the present day, many so-called gurus and sages who hold out a certain philosophy of living and acting. These may attract the new seeker for a time, but if the teachings are not fully in tune with the higher Truths, or if the teacher himself does not behave in accordance with the philosophy he proclaims (brothers, this is a BIG ONE), then the seeker is expected to see the dichotomy and to become aware that perhaps this mode of thought is only a half-way house of some sort, a way-station on the path to a better and higher wisdom.
Many souls do not recognize the trap into which they have fallen. They embrace the teachings, join the movement and be­come devotees of their supposed "master", defending him against all attack by those who have become disillusioned, often cutting themselves off from family and former friends--NEVER REALIZING THAT ANY MOVEMENT THAT PRODUCES DMSION, COLDNESS AND ESTRANGEMENT BETWEEN HUMAN BEINGS--EVEN THOUGH IT DOES NOT OPENLY ESPOUSE THESE ATTITUDES--MUST BE IM­PAIRED IN SOME WAY.
There are thousands of such movements now on Earth which fall into this category-of course there always have been the regular ones around also-those whose man-made doctrines have ob­scured the true original teachings. Because of the Cosmic Law governing the operation of these testing factors, we are not permitted to go about naming such groups, teachers or move­ments, nor do I have any desire to do so. However, I can and will list the kinds of teaching and activity which identify such forces, and the reader can form his own conclusions as he ex­amines the various movements which are now on the Earth. Which, you will find, are almost all of them. I would wish to place in capitals and underline these items but will trust you to pay attention!
The most obvious traps are set by the movements which claim to be spiritual, but which are headed by individuals whose personal life-style is clearly the opposite of the teachings that are held forth. An example is the self-proclaimed guru or teacher who sends the new converts out onto the street, selling flowers or whatever to raise money, and who then pockets a large portion of the proceeds of those sales. Even if the teachings of the movement are in the direction of spirituality, the seeker is ex­pected to be able to discriminate, i.e., to take only that which is in accord with his own inner feeling of the Truth for himself, and to reject that which is not in accord.
Most of the so-called gurus who fall into this category are counting on the inability of the new convert to discriminate. They expect the convert to swallow everything about the move­ment, on the grounds that some of the teachings are in accor­dance with the cosmic Truths of love and light. These ones will most often broadcast the term "love" and intimate relationship of spiritual integration, etc., ad nauseam. As an example, a body of teaching may include an insistence that love between mankind is the only hope for the salvation of the race, or it may refer to the functions of the guides and teachers on other planes, or it may stress the need to subjugate the self and undertake service to others. But each of these teachings can be perverted to an unworthy cause. For further example, the love between souls may be used to require the neophyte to love the guru or teacher unconditionally, or to give all of his possessions to the move­ment to demonstrate his love. Or again, the reference to guides on other planes may be used to convince the new seeker that the body of teaching provided by the movement must be correct be­cause it comes through direct revelation from such guides. Fi­nally, the subjugation of the self can be carried to the point where total self-abnegation is required, so that the neophyte will be willing to work any number of hours a day to raise money for the movement--to in turn be utilized freely by the leader.
SEEING THROUGH SHAMS
The soul caught in such movements is not left without guide­posts. He is not abandoned by his own guides, who are anxious to move him on to a broader perspective of reality. This can only happen when he sees the sham of the movement which has trapped him, and this perception can come if the seeker watches the signs and clues which come his way. The easiest way to dis­cern the truth of any movement is to study its leader or founder.
If the leader or founder is living richly off the sweat of the con­verts, then he is a false guru. That is the most obvious means to detect fraud of this kind. But for those who understand the cosmic laws there are other ways.
For example, there is a law that any individual on the Earth plane must show on his physical form some sign or characteris­tic which identifies his true essence. The law is in conformity with the assertion that those who have "eyes to see" and "ears to hear" can always find the truth by direct observation. Look at the face of the leader; look at his bodily structure. Does he have a serene, "happy" countenance, or is there something sin­ister about him? Is he grossly overweight--I mean to the point of obvious self indulgence, or is he crippled in some manner. Sometimes the crippling is the overweight itself. Now, don't go off the deep end--I speak of grossness. Or, is that one main­tained so perfectly in body form as to be obsessed with his appearance and vanity? Does his appearance give you any rea­son to doubt that he has only the best interests of the "race" at heart?
There are other areas to study as well. Has the leader ever been hounded through the courts, or banned from any country? Have any of the followers ever developed mental aberrations or schizophrenic traits as a result of their exposure to the move­ment? Do the spokesmen for the group want you, first and fore­most, to give an appreciable sum of money or to take some ex­pensive course as an introduction to the teachings? I speak here of personal gain for the leadership itself, of benefit only to a few "top" people. Does the movement offer mainly success in the physical world (money, business, love, power) rather than a deepening of the understanding or spiritual wisdom?
I stress that the seeker is always given ample clues to the true nature of any individual or movement. He need merely open his eyes and read the signals directly. They never lie. Always good, too, to look at "what" a leader might end up in court about-remember, Immanuel was harassed quite notably by a court of "justice".
DON'T MISS THE POINT
As we deal with the groups and movements which are intended to trap the unwary seeker, let us not miss the point. Most of these things are aided, abetted and encouraged by the energies of the DBBs which are not to say that the leaders or main in­stigators are, themselves, mere puppets of the dark ones.
In some cases this is true, but in the majority of such move­ments, the DB merely spurs on the innate negativity and greedy ego of the leader, prompting him to seek wealth through the movement, or control over others, or fame--just to stand out in wondrous "holy" garb and espouse pearls of wisdom--his! As to the souls who become entrapped by the movement, they too are influenced wherever possible by the DBBs, who are attempting to keep them locked up in a movement where they will not be able to use their enthusiasm and energy in reaching directly out to their brothers living so called "normal" lives. The idea is to trap the unwary seekers in a vortex, to take them out of the mainstream, and, in many cases, to bring about estrangement between the seeker and members of his own family, so that the energies of the seeker will be tied up in the emotional struggle and thus be unavailable to help his brothers.
There is, however, an additional phase to the efforts of the DB to deter the advancement of the race through side-tracking seek­ers. They know that those who are impelled to find a spiritual path through life are the best hope of the world, for these souls has the possibility of reaching many, many other souls through their words and deeds. Because such souls are so pivotal to the salvation of mankind, the DB desires above all else to cause them difficulty, to side-track their energies, and to sow confu­sion and contention between them. DO ANY OF THESE THINGS HIT ANY NAILS UPON THEIR HEADS?
In terms of causing the seeker difficulty in his life-pattern, the DBBs are permitted to insist that certain karmic burdens which such souls carry be discharged at a time convenient to the DB. In most cases, the petitions by the dark ones are granted, and the karma is allowed to fall upon the seeker. The exceptions are made when the seeker is at a sensitive phase of his quest, and has placed himself in a position from where he could accomplish much which would lead others to seek a higher way through life. Aside from these exceptions, as we say, most such re­quests are allowed. This is why certain souls who are clearly aware of higher Truth will from time to time be visited by mis­fortune that does not seem to be tied directly with lesson-learn­ing, and which is not even indicated by the planetary positions.
I have already dealt with the question of side-tracking the en­ergies of the seeker, and have explained that most of this is ac­complished through the various movements now on the Earth and which act as "backwaters" into which the seeker can be trapped.
SOWING CONFUSION AND DISSENSION
Finally there is the question of the attempts by the DBBs to sow confusion and dissension between seekers and/or workers. This is accomplished primarily through the telepathically or psychi­cally transmitted material which has found its way into books. Naturally we, too, realize that our writings must be scrutinized in the light of the comments we are about to make and have made, but we have no doubt that the careful seekers will be able to make their own determination as to which Source they feel is the more "correct" for them. '
There are certain specific kinds of teachings which are precisely calculated to confuse the unwary. To explain the most impor­tant of these we must first point out what many seekers already well know; that the person and mission of the individual who was called the Christ should be regarded as the very summit of revealed Truth for mankind thus far.
CHRIST'S TEACHINGS SHOWED THE WAY
Because of certain of His teachings--indeed, the simplest of the teachings--He represents a direct frontal attack upon the DB and all which they have attempted to accomplish in the millennia since the rebirth scheme was initiated. Specifically, by asserting that one should love one's enemies, Christ presented the single most effective way to overcome the temptations of Earth life and to confound the whisperings of the DB. By looking on one's enemies, or better, on all of creation--with pure love in one's heart, all of the negative emotions, all of the enmities and frus­trations of life, simply fade away. Without these annoying fac­tors, the DBBs cannot succeed in their declared aim of dragging human souls down to destruction.
The DB knows full well that the Christ's teachings in this regard are the single most effective means for gaining higher ground spiritually, and therefore, they seek in any way possible to un­dermine the reality of the figure of Christ and the validity of His message. This they do in two ways: the first is to cast doubt upon whether or not He ever lived on the Earth plane. There are certain so-called "messages" from other planes which contend that He was a reality on certain planes but not on the physical. Now, any who can understand that all of Creation is ONE, can surely perceive that if Christ was a reality on one plane, He must have manifested on all planes. To do otherwise would detract from the completeness of the message which His life represented.
Other transmissions contend that He was merely a man, and that there was nothing special about Him aside from the wisdom which He had attained through revelation or study. Again, this is intended to undermine the importance of His life, and to sow doubt as to whether He represented some special factor which had entered the Earth realm to live and walk with mankind. Well, He was merely a man who was greater than all men but He taught that any man could reach His stature and wisdom.
In short, any contention that Christ was less than a manifested special being whose life was dedicated to the spiritual upliftment of the human race, and Who was over lighted during the ministry years by the pure Glory of the Father Creator, must be carefully scrutinized to see whether or not there is a deliberate attempt to detract from the importance of the Christian message (and I speak of the "Christian" message in full Truth of definition--not what it has become in your eons of misinterpretation).
Other supposed teachings from other planes are also directed to undermining the certainty and understanding of the seeker. For example, some sources contend that the passage of time is an il­lusion, that all lives are lived simultaneously, and that there is no real distinction between past, present and future. Now, in a certain sense which can only be understood from a vantage point which is outside of the physical plane, this contention is true. However, the result of trying to fully grasp this philosophical notion from within physical incarnation can only be total confu­sion--what you perceive is time allotments and that is exactly what you get.
The consciousness of man has been given to him in order to al­low him to perceive time as a flow, so that he could understand the great Law of Cause and Effect. Man does A and the result is Z. This always takes place in that order, and is intended to allow a perception of the truth that man, by virtue of the thoughts and emotions he harbors, makes his own reality.
If this latter idea can be grasped, then the even higher purpose can be served, namely to allow each incarnated soul to un­derstand itself.
The DBBs do not want man to understand all of the rami­fications of what we will call Karmic Law, and they attack the possibility of such a grasp by trying to confuse the seeker with regard to "time". If one concludes that the flow of time is an illusion, and that "all lives are lived simultaneously," then how can existence from one life possibly affect another? But "karma" does pass from life to life. (Karma is another of your misused words which has lost most of its true definition, but I find no other suitable.) At the level where there are manifested results of these experiences, it is quite correct and certainly ade­quate to consider that one life precedes another in an orderly fashion and sequence. The reconciliation of the Earth-based point of view with the higher grasp of time as a single instant which is "pulled out" into a stream by man's consciousness must wait until the seeker has reached the spiritual plane from which these ideas can be seen in their full light.
MISLEADING TEACHINGS
Now for one other example of misleading teachings. There are sources which contend that the galactic observers now in the re­gion of the Earth are not all friendly to mankind. There is the suggestion that some are distinctly alien and even hostile, and that certain of these beings kidnap humans and kill humans and animal life for experimental purposes.
It is difficult for us to present a line of argument which will fully set aside the fears that such messages engender, but I will most surely attempt to do so.
Firstly, it is true that not all of the civilizations in this galaxy are highly evolved in a technical and spiritual sense. Some are comparable to Earth civilization, which presently are at the very bottom of the scale due to the self-annihilation which mankind practices through war, violence and murder. However, the pre­sent phase of evolution of the galactic entity itself is such that only those civilizations which have attained a state of awareness of the cosmic laws and who have overcome the base passions which lead to war, tyranny and self-annihilation are allowed to develop the technical means which are necessary to permit them to move to other parts of the galaxy. The ones who- remain im­prisoned in their own negativity and violence must also remain prisoners of their own planets--just as do you ones.
Hence, the other unevolved civilizations in this galaxy are also confined to their own local region of space, because they are not allowed to develop the technological means for escaping. In the case of man, the minor successes in terms of reaching the moon are the maximum which can be achieved using the current tech­nology. No space entity would defy the cosmic laws to go fur­ther. That does not mean that attempts have not been made to extract information from ones who fall into your clutches. It does mean, however, that you have more allies in place on your planet than you had supposed at first glance. The secret of free energy (as you commonly recognize "energy") will not fall into man's hands so long as he threatens to pollute the rest of space with his hatred and his uncontrolled passions.
It thus follows that those civilizations that are able to make the journey to this part of the galaxy must be of an evolved nature, and this is true. If they were not, then with their vastly superior technology they could easily decimate this planet, kill all life, or set themselves up as absolute dictators (you do a good enough job of all those categories to not need assistance). No force known to humanity could stop them. BUT, THEY "ARE" STOPPED--BY THEIR OWN SPIRITUAL DEVELOPMENT. The galactic observers would never dream of attempting to in­terfere with man's path on this planet. That law is over-ruled ONLY when a planetary civilization has descended so far into self-destruction--as man has done--that it threatens not only to destroy itself, but to poison or damage other regions of space in the bargain, not to mention destruction of his only life-source, mother planet.
NUCLEAR WAR COULD DAMAGE FABRIC OF SPACE
Because man has been allowed to develop nuclear energy, there is a serious danger that, during the coming nuclear war=and there will be one-the explosions could actually damage the fab­ric of space itself. It is for this reason that the observers and participants are here in such numbers and remain on constant alert. Otherwise, we would wait until the allotted timing and do the Armageddon "thing" and get it all over with. We have a duty to the Galactic Being, namely to preserve it from damage committed knowingly or unknowingly, by humanity as it un­leashes centuries of hatred and violence upon itself in the last death throes upon the Earth planet. At the same time we under­stand that we must be prepared to step in and rescue the noblest fraction of the race from the holocaust which man's unevolved passions will unleash. Without the possibility of such a rescue, there is a danger that man really could accomplish the complete annihilation of himself and all other life-forms on the planet.
The aforementioned instances of misleading and confusing in­formation will suffice to illustrate the efforts exerted by the DBB to detour seekers from their path. Only one further area remains to be discussed, and that relates to the "direct" attempts to physically interfere with the projects that seekers undertake in the service of their brothers.
Dharma, I realize you grow very fatigued and I will close when you make a decision to do so. I do not have much more for this session so I will leave it in your determination. Perhaps we could slow a bit and be able to finish.
DIRECT INTERVENTION VERY COSTLY
I emphasize first of all that direct access to the physical plane of manifestation is extremely limited for the DBBs, as it is for the other more positive brotherhoods as well. The Law in this re­gard is that both they and we must primarily work through those who are in incarnation. Hence, the good that can be done in the world must ultimately depend on the willingness of incarnated individuals to put their time and energy into the endeavor. Likewise, the evil that manifests on the Earth plane must do so through the agency of those in bodies who are prepared to do the work of the DBBs.
If all who are attuned to darkness should cease to inhabit phys­ical bodies, the evil afflicting the Earth would disappear, be­cause there would be no more instruments through which the DBBs could accomplish their aims.
The rule that governs direct influence in the plane of matter is simple to state: the energy required to accomplish a given in­terference within the three-dimensional, second density material plane is directly proportional to the amount of good or evil which that interference can accomplish. For example, if a given interference is directed to producing a clearly negative action-­like a murder=the energy required from the DBBs to accomplish it directly (without one of their disciples being utilized) is enor­mous. Usually, unless they considered such an act indispensable to their cause, they would not be prepared to lose that amount of energy. Besides, it is not so difficult to find fanatics who will, say, plant a bomb aboard an airline. Now, on the other side, the force required to, say, cause a fire to suddenly emit a shower of sparks, for example, in order to jolt or frighten those sitting around it, is not nearly so great.
The main point which must be understood here is that they--and we--are under the Law of "Economy of Energy", so to speak. This means that neither we nor they have access to limitless amounts of energy with which to seek our respective goals. If only one side were restricted in this way, and the other had ac­cess to as much energy as it required, then the battle would not be balanced. If both sides were given all of the energy they wanted to use, the Earth plane would turn into an arena in which discarnate forces battled ad infinitum, leaving no room for man to pursue his spiritual pilgrimage--or anything else. Hence, the only workable scheme is to limit both sides equally.
So, now some things to look out for. The DBBs utilize the cre­ation of robot-like entities at the etheric level, programmed to directly interfere with reality. For example, if the DB wishes to delay the publication of a book, they could send such entities to the location where the actual printing is to take place, after pro­gramming them to cause break-downs and mistakes during the printing process. Mostly they will utilize thought pattern input to cause ones performing tasks to cause disruption or break­downs. You may run into that very thing with these publications for the press prints some pretty low vibration material.
In order to create robots of the kind mentioned, the DBBs must actually donate a part of their own essence. When the job is completed, the essences are re-absorbed back into those who do­nated them. However, if the material going to create the robots should be destroyed by means known to certain seekers, before re-absorption can take place, then the re-combining cannot occur and the contributing DBBs permanently lose the respective parts that sustained the destroyed etheric robots. I trust you un­derstand that etheric means invisible to the human conscious­ness.
YOU CAN DESTROY THE GREMLINS
The technique for destroying such etheric entities is to command them, in the name of Jesus Christ, to disappear and to cease to exist. In the name of Immanuel Christ, or Sananda, or Creator, or, or, or is quite as sufficient. It is that for so long now, the term Jesus has been accepted that the name is most distasteful to the DBBs. It is, further, not sufficient to order them simply to depart as that does not entail disintegration of the entity, only departure.
This is where you get the saying, "There are gremlins in the ma­chinery," if a machine keeps breaking down. There are also good little fairies so I do not wish to be lopsided. However, gremlins serve a very definite purpose and, brothers, those particular entities are originated on the dark side.
The DBBs can also manipulate many of the currents and elementary forces which are most attuned to them in vibration. For example, although the element n fire" is a great purifying power on the Earth plane, it is also attuned to the notion of karma, the trial by fire, and the destruction of that which is con­sumed. Especially when the fire is burning coal (coming from the darkness beneath the surface of the Earth) the DBBs are en­abled to manipulate it to their own ends. We should emphasize that such use of fire cannot be allowed to be kept outside of that called for in a karmic aspect, but the karmic burden of the race as a whole is still so great that the DB has great latitude in terms of how they may wish to use this elemental force.
Another process at work in relation to fire is the manner in which human beings provide the energies which manifest in many of the fires which destroy property. Fire is the phe­nomenon which most closely corresponds to rage and anger.
These connections of fire with anger are no accident. When any two persons indulge in a fierce argument, with much shouting and anger, but without giving full vent to the anger in a physical way, there is created at the etheric level a seething cloud of fire­-like energy which seeks expression on the Earth plane. If it cannot find expression in violence between the two persons who created it, then it will, given the right circumstances, release it­self in a destructive fire. Of course, some spark must be present to allow the fire to begin, but once it is initiated its full fury will manifest. If that type of energy is stored within, make sure you cleanse it with spiritual water, brothers.
POSSESSION
Finally, the DBBs are able to literally take over certain persons for brief (or prolonged) periods of time, and through them carry out specific actions. This can even happen to those who are normally of a spiritual nature, if such persons open themselves up to the dark forces. Most opening up comes through over indulgence in alcohol for it is the one most abused altering sub­stance. When one takes alcohol into the system, in any form, an access opens at the back of the head, through which the darker forces, if they put enough effort into it, can gain access. Let me assure you that in this group, any effort is not too much.
Much can be accomplished in a short time by one properly placed, and the DBBs will normally only undertake this proce­dure if it promises to yield rich dividends for them. In the in­stance of a couple, often years are lost to Light service because one or the other of the pair are kept in an addiction for that spe­cific reason. Again, you must command the energy to withdraw and depart, in the name of the Christ. It will go for it is obli­gated to do so. It does not mean it will go willingly, without a struggle or instantly. However, if attended diligently it will de­part-every time.
Although I have set forth the main techniques by which the DBBs seek to influence humans in incarnation, I must point out that there are many instances which do not fall into the cate­gories I have described. In every case, however, the seeker or worker whose intuition is open, is alert and asks for proper guidance, will be able to decide for himself when the DBBs are behind any particular manifestation on the Earth plane--they are, remember, required to "wear" a clue.
Dharma, let us close for today for if we set the stress on the wrist muscles too intently, we will be delayed on the morrow. There is too much material to finish easily at this sitting.
I am most indebted to you for your willing service and I shall not mention Simon Peter again this day. So be it and Salu.
I AM ASHTAR, TO STAND-BY. OUT.

CHAPTER 9

REC #1 ASHTAR

WED., SEP. 6, 1989 6:45 A.M. YEAR 3, DAY 021

WED., SEP. 6, 1989

Ashtar present and ready to resume. Please clear your space that we do not have negative impact upon these writings,
TRIALS ALONG THE PATH -- SEXUAL MISADVENTURE AND MONEY
As ones become followers of the Lighted pathway (the Native Indians call it the Red Road), there are incredible trials ahead, I am going to speak of them in the order of severity of impact. The DBBs really go to work on your weaknesses and try to drag ones away from their good intentions, They play to the Ego, greed and power drives of individuals and I warn you to look around you and see the impact upon your world this very day in these separate, but united, areas.
Always as relates to human kind, sexual indulgence and greed for money always head the list unless one is already into some physical addiction which produces "need" enough to overpower these two; mostly it is all wrapped up into one package.
At some point on the Path, as we will refer to it henceforth, the seeker will be presented with these pitfalls,
When one embarks on the Path, there is a phenomenon which tends to lend to him a greater "allure" or attractiveness, He will have a radiance about him which is most magnetic, In most cases that attractiveness is not directly from any increase in per­sonal magnetism of a sexual nature, but rather there is an addi­tional factor of power and knowledge automatically called into the person's aura, It is this additional power which others sense, but because people today are so accustomed to inter­preting this kind of impact in sexual (physical) terms, they mis­takenly see the seeker as desirable.
Indeed, there is an enhanced attractiveness, but it is by no means at the sexual level. It usually pops its ugly head forth when a man who is not on the Path becomes enamored of women who are. Or, as often, women who are on the Path or involved in some manner or other, fall into the trap of a man who is corrupted at the lead of the flock on the Path. We will name no names in this document, but I know that-you can name several instances which have spelled disaster for the humans in­volved.
Most of the involved parties will not understand the dimensions of the situation and just "why" they appear so attractive. The testing, of course, is for the seeker and is also the most de­structive.
With this greater perceived attractiveness, beauty and serenity to others, and the propensity of others to read their own reactions in sexual terms, there is often an abundant opportunity for the seeker to indulge himself sexually if he so chooses. Exagger­ated indulgence and misuse of the gift of procreation desires are the leading downfall of man and the evil projections of, it's "OK" and "open marriages" and "understanding experiences if it doesn't hurt anyone" seem to be the cop-out within or without the marriage contract. IT IS NOT OK AND NO LAW WRIT­TEN BY MAN WILL MAKE IT OK. MISUSE OF THAT ONE PLEASURE HAS LED YOUR WORLD TO ITS DEATH. IT IS NOT LOVE; IT IS A STRUGGLE FOR POWER, CONTROL, PLEASURE AND SELF-INDUL­GENCE. IT WILL RENDER THE INDULGER HELPLESS TO FURTHER AITACKS.
Exaggerated behaviors will ultimately pull the seeker off the Path, because it would side-track his energies into exhausting pursuits, clandestine arrangements and drag his attention down to the purely physical level of such indulgence. Many. many potential seekers have succumbed to this elementary trap and have been lost to the hierarchy as really useful instruments for the salvation of the race of man, and pulled the partners in "crime" to destined loss.
Now let's talk about the next deadly trap--MONEYI As the seeker acquires more and more ability in terms of helping his brothers, the opportunity invariably presents itself to make money from his spiritual endeavors. The main point here is not how much money should be charged for spiritual help, but what are the true desires in the heart of the seeker. For some seek­ers, because their services require them to assume certain ex­penses, a relatively large levy is justified, and does not represent a failure in this testing process. For others, even a small charge would represent taking personal advantage of a gift from God which was meant to be shared freely with all, just as God gave the gift most freely, and therefore, this levy represents failure of the test.
Each seeker must look into his own heart on this matter, for it is his own judgement which is written down in the scrolls of Heaven! Those life scrolls always hang there as the sword of Damocles in every matter of choice and always it is what is within that gets noted there.
It is interesting that these two tests of which I have just spoken relate to the "vows" which monks and priests of many religions have traditionally taken throughout the centuries. The two most significant vows have always been that of chastity and of poverty. By having individuals take these two vows, the church, of course, was allowing the soul to side-step these temptations which would surely be placed in his Path. By sub­scribing in such manner to these vows, the soul effectively makes a promise which it feels is very binding upon it, and be­cause of this feeling of being bound, the soul tends to be less likely to fall in these manners. It obviously is not always ef­fective and in these latter days of evil conflict, it causes the "churches" to rewrite the Laws rather than lose all their teach­ers.
In this age of terror and "everything that feels good--go for it"; it is deadly venture. If you have not been bedeviled by these testings, then beware for you shall be. Perhaps you have already met them and dealt with them. I pray that our workers can move on without having to drag you up from the pits to con­tinue our work.
You must find balance. The temptations must be confronted head on and one must not allow himself to be drawn from the Path. The solution to the sexual temptation is to see sexual re­ality in its true light and not in the manner presented upon your silver screens. For two souls united and sharing of a family vi­sion, they do not, obviously, not have sexual relations. The trick, dear ones, is to find balance, and to experience all facets of life with an understanding of their true essence. Joy, laughter and physical pleasure all have their place in the human experi­ence, but the point here is that those things must be experienced in the appropriate circumstances and for the right reasons. To get better balance, confront squarely "when" you demand and "what" you demand of a partner and see to it that you are doing naught to pull that one down or away from his appointed tasks. YOU do not deserve simply by being here or there.
God makes nothing that is inherently evil or inherently good. It is man that determines the way in which the gifts shall be uti­lized. God is abundance and to avoid using money and having the beauties surrounding you that money can purchase is foolish­-that is an insult of God s gift. Self-indulgent finery from an­other's work is grievous. Man can use a hammer to build or to destroy; he can use a knife to heal or to kill. The determining factor is the motive in man I s heart, and thus it is man that de­termines the good and the evil in the world.
So it is with both money and sexual misadventure. It is man who determines whether they shall become sullied and negative, or whether they shall be made into tools for serving creation and love.
HOW ABOUT SOME SELF-ESTEEM
Many souls do not have a strong or positive self-image. They are unhappy with their own essence, and this reflects in the per­sonality, which tends to develop feelings of inferiority or worthlessness--or both. IT IS UNSUITABLE IN THE EX­TREME FOR ANY SEEKER TO LACK A POSITIVE SELF-­IMAGE! He must be happy with himself, for the simple reason that the Path which he is electing to tread is often a most lonely one. He will be required to walk it alone for certain periods, and if he cannot find contentment merely being with himself with no other company, then he will in all likelihood break down in his resolve to serve the race. His dependability will also be in doubt.
When the guides of the human race decide to entrust an impor­tant task to a soul in incarnation, they must first be satisfied that the vagaries of Earth life will not throw him off the Path, that the loss of friends or a separation from a loved one will not break down his determination to continue on the high road. So the guides test the soul severely in this area--most severely, as most of you dear ones will note. The most common testing pro­cedure is one which arises almost naturally very soon after any individual places himself on the Path: it is the breakdown or se­vere testing of whatever personal relationship the individual might have had at the time of the decision to serve.
It does not do to "just be drifting around already" for in that in­stance you are already using the relationship as a convenience and utilitarian device. (sic, sic.) Take a moment and look squarely at whatever relationship you are experiencing! Are you a giver or a taker? Is it convenient and comfortable for you to continue, etc., etc.? Look carefully to see if your impact is of assistance in truth or evil in intent of keeping your security blanket tightly wrapped about self.
Many seekers reading this journal will attest to the accuracy of the point just made, for many of them will have seen their per­sonal relationship--whether marriage or some other close inter­connection=founder, or nearly so, on the rocks of disagreement as to the importance of spiritual advancement and contribution. Typically the "other" partner will sense that the seeker has somehow placed spiritual matters above the relationship, and usually this is so. If that other partner is unable to accept such a state of affairs, then he/she will often present the seeker with an ultimatum: "It's me or all this spiritual 'stuff'", is a typical re­frain--one which many seekers will recognize. Further, in some instances you will have a divergence in which spiritual guide­lines you will follow and that, too, will be utilized as a weapon-­"Well, I believe in another teacher so we will use mine." The thrust is painful and trying. If the seeker "gives in" for the sake of preserving the relationship then his path will be different from what might have occurred if he had adhered to his resolve. Perhaps neither choice is "better" than the other-but I plead with you to take very careful consideration to this matter.
The karma that would come to the seeker if he chose to abandon the partner who could not co-exist with the spiritual commitment would not be great enough to deter the seeker. Indeed, it usu­ally happens that, even though the karma must quickly descend and be met, the rewards of having chosen the spiritual path would more than make up for the hardship of meeting that particular karma. Look carefully at your relationship prior to the choice-do you; perhaps, already wear the rose colored glasses of blindness?
I cannot be more specific here, since the "extras" which are given unto the seekers are highly individual, and exactly tailored to the preferences of the individual. Hard, Ashtar! I did not make the rules nor the Laws of the Universal Creation, I only practice them and therefore, know what you can and cannot bear--your guide is Esu Jesus Immanuel Sananda; would He have been easily removed from His task?
GLAMOUR VS. FAITH
Let us now assume the seeker already has an abundance of faith, so now you are hit with another blast from "glamour". This particular test is extremely important, because many unwary seekers are drawn off the Path by it.
Let me try to characterize the attitude of mind that represents having failed this test. There are those who, upon first dis­covering a channel to one of the higher planes, or upon first de­veloping their own "source" of information, become overly fas­cinated with the information for its own sake. They become ex­cited to too great a degree. They think: "Isn't this wonderful! We can see all these past lives; we can talk to entities on the other planes; we can find out things nobody else knows!" Fur­ther, they can find themselves drawn into the circle of influence of a teacher or psychic on the Earth plane whom they consider to be very special. The person of that leader may take on a heightened importance for these seekers, and they might "glamorize" him out of all proportion to what he is really trying to do.
Of course, as mentioned before in the guidelines, you must be perceptive and watch the clues run by. Some leaders allow, and encourage, their students or followers to glamorize them, and this is a serious failing on the part of the so-called leader. But the truly discerning seeker will be able to determine such silli­ness, and realize that what is important is the service he can render to others, and the understanding he can attain in terms of the great spiritual and cosmic laws. The pursuit of the spiritual Path has no other legitimate justification.
EGO BLAST
Finally we will deal with EGO! Many souls, upon first becom­ing part of a group following spiritual goals, will be tempted to think of themselves as special, as somehow being better or more spiritual than their brothers who are still living "normal" lives. You know, somehow your soapbox is just a bit loftier than your brother's. No perception could have a more insidious result, because the very fact of putting oneself ahead of others has the precise reverse effect: the guides who watch the progress of seekers with special care will immediately relegate to the bottom of the list any individual who presumes to think of himself as holier, or more spiritual, or more worthy than anyone of his brothers, no matter how low the vibrations of those brothers have descended. The truth of the matter is most simple; God loves all of His children equally. God has no favorites, for in a sense all are His favorites.
It is right here that the admonitions of the Christ Truth takes on true dimensions: He who would be first MUST be last; blessed are the humble for they shall inherit the Earth. Any who medi­tate upon the significance behind these seeming riddles will surely see that they express the greatest of all the truths in terms of seekers. Namely, that the purpose of the Path is to teach one to serve, not to lead; to give, not to take; to love, not to despise. One can only effectively lead through service, you can only re­ceive love by giving forth love and you can only receive abun­dantly if you give abundantly. Seeming contradictions? Nay-­truth.
Those who fail in this, the greatest of all the tests, must lose the right to be among those to whom is given the great privilege of serving the transition of the race of man and his world.
HOW IT "IS"!
A most crucial drama is being enacted on a little planet, the Earth upon which you dwell, from out of all the billions of plan­ets and satellites strewn throughout this galaxy like cosmic dust broadcast among the living bodies of the stars.
Oh, brothers, it is the act of separation. It is the separation of the nobler from the baser fraction of humanity. This, that ones might progress in experience; that a planet in death seizures might be brought into transition and recovery--rebirthing and re­berthing.
When the final decision within each individual heart place can be put off no longer, when each must make his choice either for or against his own spiritual advancement, which is when the race of man will crack into two portions-no middle ground--no "just be"! It will be a wrenching experience deep within the soul essence for billions of humans, for they will be the ones who must be separated forever from others whom they have loved through many life-times along their life-stream. But none will escape the choosing--NONE!
THE TIME OF THAT CHOICE HAS COME. THESE TEACHINGS AND WORDS OF FINAL NATURE WILL SOON BE BROUGHT FORTH AND THE TIME OF CHOICE WILL HAVE REACHED ITS POINT OF ACTION. NO ONE CAN DO IT FOR YOU--THESE TRUTHS ARE ALL YOU WILL HAVE TO GIVE SUPPORT--THE TIME IS COME!
In the few segments of time which you call years, perhaps months, much can be done; many can be salvaged from the dissolution which awaits those who cannot set their feet upon the upward path. If you do not get forth the Word, it cannot reach all in time. It is no greater to pen the Word than to publish the Word, or make the movie or the documentary. It is a team job or it will not be done. Blessings infinite upon you ones who risk and dare for the teachings will not be desired as truth=the lie has lived too long to fall easily. You have naught, however, but to make it available--man, individual, must discern truth.
In the physical dissolving, though it will not obliterate the essence of any soul, (unless you bring into play destruction of your place through particle beams and/or nuclear chaos), it will remove the uniqueness that so many lives and so much effort have created. The ones that are drawn back into the common pool will never see their more advanced brothers again out of the same eyes.
All efforts will be thrust forth from the Dark Brotherhood to promote the split so that the greatest number will have failed to move forward into spirituality and Light. We are seeking, equally as diligently, to bring as many as possible into the love and radiance of new experience--a new and wondrous age ex­perience for mankind.
You who receive of this recording can throw your energies be­hind either side, for that is your choice-your free-will choice! BUT IT IS NOW THAT YOU MUST DECIDE!!**!! IT IS NOW THAT THE HUMAN RACE CRIES DESPERATELY FOR HELP. IT IS NOW THAT THE DEDICATION AND FAITH OF THE SEEKERS IS BEING SORELY TESTED AND RETESTED.
I PLEAD WITH YOU. DO NOT FAIL YOUR BROTHERS; DO NOT FAIL YOUR RACE � YOUR SPECIES, FOR THEN, MY BELOVED FRIEND. YOU WILL HAVE FAILED YOURSELF.
The peace and blessings of all the higher beings who watch over and care for humanity's struggle are with you forever more. I AND MY COMPATRIOTS STAND READY TO SERVE, TO ASSIST AND TO ASSIST IN ANY WAY --BUT YOU MUST ASK FOR WE CANNOT ACT IF NOT REQUESTED FOR IT IS THE LAW OF THE COSMOS.
I REQUEST HEREBY, THAT THE PORTIONS OF THE OTHER TEACHERS BE ADDED UNTO THIS BOOK THAT THE SPIRIT OF EACH OF MY OWN COLLEAGUES BE MADE AVAILABLE UNTO YOU. DO NOT OVERLOAD; BUT PRESENT SEVERAL FOR YOU ONES OF OUR GROUP HAVE HAD MANY LESSONS REGARDING THE PRESENCE OF EVIL, SO BE IT.
MY GRATITUDE AND APPRECIATION, DHARMA, FOR A JOB WELL DONE. I PLACE MY HAND UPON YOUR HEAD THAT YOU MIGHT BE GIVEN REST AND PEACE. MY THANKS GO FORTH TO YOU WHO WILL TAKE THE PORTIONS AND PRESENT THEM--THEY WILL GO FORTH WITH THE POWER OF THE CENTRAL LIGHT. I PLACE THE SEAL OF TRUTH UPON THESE WRITINGS. SO BE IT, FOR IN YOUR TIME WILL COME THE TIME OF THE REVELATIONS AND PROPHECIES COME FULL CYCLE.
I TAKE MY LEAVE AND MOVE TO STAND-BY. I SALUTE YOU! I AM ASHTAR

APPENDIX I


REC #1 HATONN


TUE., MAY 30, 1989 6:00 A.M. YEAR 2, DAY 286


TUE., MAY 30, 1989

Hatonn here in Truth. Dharma, I have never proclaimed that what you will be asked to write is a great and joyful task. So be it. You will be given information that matches NONE of the historians' proclamations. If it were not so, why would we bother to correct your thought patterns? Even in thy con­sciousness ye should be able to see of the contradictions of thy long accepted teachings.
JUDGMENTS. RITUALS AND GOD UNLIMITED
First, I will shock you with a question so that we can move on. If, until the birth of the one, Jesus, there were "pagan" sacri­fices, animals killed to utilize their blood to smear upon the doorframes, etc., how does that differ greatly from those today who kill animals to utilize their blood to honor a God? I believe YOUR God even had the families bring a dearest pet lamb into the home to love and cherish, for the children to play with, and gain of its trust and love; then it was slain, its blood used as "signs" and its body burned in a manner of "gift" before its very Creator. Oh, I see, that is maybe why Jesus came; to stop that nonsense. Well, along with Jesus' believers came the Crusades, murder of man in battle with brother, the Inquisition=pagans? Nay, "Christians"! Can it possibly be worse for a Redman to dance around a fire pit while honoring his brother relation of the Buffalo? YE ONES LIMIT THY GOD IN ORDER TO MOLD HIM INTO THY IMAGE. "CHRIST" IS A STATE OF BEING. JESUS WAS A CHRIST ENERGY. MOST OF THE ONLY "CHRISTIANS" REMAINING UPON THY PLACE NEVER HEARD OF ONE CALLED JESUS. THIS DOES NOT MAKE JESUS LESSER, IT MAKES "GOD" FAR GREATER AND "CHRIST", PERFECTION. STOP THIS PAINFUL CREATION OF MONSTERS. TAKE THAT WHICH HAS WITHSTOOD THE TEST OF EONS OF TIME AND ENDURED AS TRUTH, THEN ALLOW GOD HIS UNLIMITED, INFINITE RESOURCES.
If God changed His mind once, can He not change of it again? If He chooses, He can change of it every fifteen minutes and you are stuck with it. Well, He does not do that--but you limit His actions constantly. Do you realize there is no place in thy Holy Books that speak to the Native Indian? How do your historians account for that matter? Oh, I see, they put it aside in that the Native Indians somehow sprang from the pagan, satanic trash? Oh, dear friends, ye better get those blurred eyes fo­cused on something besides library words of one's opinions. Ye interpret and re-interpret.
Let us consider the "Rapture"; that particular word is not even in thy Bible. This particular word comes from a Latin transla­tion of a Greek word, "harpazo" (not even translatable for the Greek alphabet is different from English). It means, "caught up", "to seize", "to snatch away". Well, if one translated word can cause such contradiction of interpretation is it not possible there might be other contradictions? Then, let us see; you have Premillennialists, Midmillennialists, Postmillennialists and Amillennialists. "Just pick a number and wait?" Further, how can you measure? The "Biblical 'year'" was three hundred sixty days (360, not 365), when did it become 365? Who decided? Ye are now in year two, day two hundred eighty-six. Your Biblical scholars do not even take note of such a thing; call it "pagan" and satanical "stuff". No, friends, it is the very "clock" ye should be watching.
I do not mean to be unkind but ye ones could be a bit kinder in thy intolerance of one another. Ye go unto thy "churches" and "temples" and do all manner of things; light candles, drink wine instead of, but pretending it to be the blood of Jesus, ye burn of incense, ye eat grain in lieu of the "body" of Jesus. Well, the ancient Jews ate of unleavened bread. Ye kill animals in thy hunting rituals and feasting rituals. Could it be that the human simply makes errors in judgment? COULD IT BE? COULD IT BE THAT IN THY NARROW INTERPRETA­TIONS, YE LEAVE NO ROOM FOR GOD TO "TELL YOU HOW IT IS"?
Thy problems come because ye forget to utilize thy wondrous gifts of God. Ye cling to words of nebulous translation. Why can thee not go within to thy fountain of wisdom, the wondrous gift of God unto thee, and KNOW HOW IT IS? There are thousands upon thousands of books on thy place that speak to these issues and there are that many interpretations. CAN THEE NOT SIMPLY UTILIZE THE GOLDEN -RULE OF "DO UNTO OTHERS AS YE WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO YOU"? THE SECRET OF THE UNIVERSE, MY FRIENDS. Further, if you began to practice it now, ye would not give worry over a tribulation or transition or "Rapture", much less the dates of each.
There you have it; it cannot be as simple as that for you have missed the point. Ye are here to experience, learn and grow. There is a Christ and there is a Satanic Lucifer. Some of your rituals of positive nature you give unto Christ; negative nature is given unto Satan. Then, when the rituals are finished you mostly go back to giving thy souls right over to Satan in varying degrees of speed. Oh, I see, John Calvin or Martin Luther, Pope Paul or Joseph Smith had the correct interpretation? Let me tell you ones a point you had better remember: 밃LL WERE HUMAN; THEY MADE ERRORS; THEY 밪INNED� AND WERE VERY OFTEN MISLED. CAN YOU NOT FORGIVE THEM THEIR ERRORS AND ACCEPT THE DHRIST PURITY FOR ITS VALUE AND STOP THE NIT-PICKING OF WHO IS GOING TO ACCOMPANY YOU ON YOUR TRIP THROUGH THE RAPTURE? I TELL YOU WE HAVE A FLEET OF SHIPS (NOT CLOUDS) UPON WHICH YOU WILL 밨APTURE� UNTO. HATONN A PAGAN SATANIST? JOSEPH SMITH SPOKE TO EXTRATERRESTRIALS? YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT. JOSEPH SMITH ALSO MADE HUMAN (TOUCHED BY SATAN) ERRORS IN PHYSICAL JUDGMENT. SO HAS EVERY MAN FROM ADAM FORWARD. NEW SHOCKER: SO DID JESUS ESU SANANDA! BETTER REALLY REMEMBER THAT ONE, FOR IT IS THROUGH THOSE HUMAN EXPERIENCES AND ERRORS OF FLESH THAT YOU HAVE A REASON TO SPEAK OF "RAPTURE" AND "SALVATION". EVEN BIGGER SHOCKER: THE NATIVE INDIANS ALREADY HAD THE SACRED CIRCLE OF INFINITY, THE CHRISTOS, BROTHERS OF INTERPRETATION. LIMIT "GOD", MY BRETHREN, AND YE WIPE OUT THY SPECIES. NO MORE, NO LESS. GOD IS INFINITE OR HE IS NOT; NO IN-BETWEEN.
Let me refresh; God is infinite. I KNOW--I, HA­TONN/ATON, KNOW! SO BE IT AND I PLACE MY SEAL UPON THE WORDS. I KNOW! YE ONES CAN NIT-PICK THE WORDS UNTIL. THY PERCEIVED HELL FREEZES AND STILL YOU WILL PLACE NO LIMITATIONS UPON GOD -- YE ONLY DAMAGE YOURSELVES AND LIMIT THY VISION TO THE MOMENT WHILE YE "GUESS" AT DATES AND THINGS TO COME. MEANWHILE, YE SLAUGHTER THE ONES WHO COME BEARING THE TRUTH OF IT.
Truth is not mystical nor magical. It requires no symbols, amulets, chanting nor blood-letting--It simply IS. Simple? Ah yes, until you ones make of it to be difficult.
SPIRITUAL FORCES
Jesus called Satan "the ruler of this world system" (John 14:30). That is why there is "earth". Satan has a highly organized army of fallen angels that are called demons. Brothers, your struggle is not against "flesh", it is against spiritual forces. Now, how is it that you disbelieve that there can be "goodly" forces working in thy behalf--to get you off this place of negative rule? Why can you not believe there might be ones from "Koldos" or "Hatonn" or "Pleiades Erra", "WHY" can "Satan" have all the goodies? In thy own solar system, Maldek (probably misspelled in thy English) was destroyed by Maldek beings-- Where do you think energies were removed to? Where do you think the Maldekians were "raptured" to? Ah so, could it be thus?
Would it be thus? If you can believe in a "Rapture", how can thy minds not accept that there must be cause and effect? Ye cannot close out of the universe, limit Jesus Christ unto selves and run about in tiny circles with blindfolds upon thine eyes. Yes, the Christ came to intercede for you--and I will allow the intercession, for ye are but babes in dreamland. Oddly enough however, the dreams are much nicer these current days than the awakening "reality".
Oh, chelas, chelas, can ye not break away from thy prison chains and "see"? Ye imprison yourselves even unto others of thy kind; thy "bosses", thy spouses, thy children--even unto thy "things" and "stuff". So be it. Live on as thee are and be shocked and surprised; 'tis but thy choice, do you not un­derstand? Ye are given free-will choice and it is not mine, Jesus Christ's nor even Satan's ability to take it from you. Ye give it willingly--always, ye give of it willingly. Oh, ye do not care for the repercussion of the alternatives; so be it! You have some real alternatives coming down; and when this "big bang" comes down it is really going to be a "doozie". Better be sure thy asbestos suits have no holes--and by the way, better also make sure thy boats have no holes either.
Also, by the way, never mind all the concern about the pre-post-­mid or "a" - milleniallists or whether it will be pre, post, mid or "a "snatch up". BETTER BE GETTING THY HOUSE IN OR­DER--THIS "IS" THE GENERATION, BROTHERS--THIS "IS" THE GENERATION! ALL POSSIBLE WILL BE DONE TO STOP THE ANNIHILATION OF PLANET EARTH--ANO THAT POSSIBLY INCLUDES A LOT OF. "UN"LIMITED GOD ACTION. BETTER STOP THY TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IF THY NEIGHBOR TRAVELER WILL BE A WHITE MAN OR A RED MAN, BLACK OR RUSSIAN. COULD BE ALL OF THE ABOVE? SO BE IT!
LEARN OR FALL AND REPEAT
We use crystals, pyramid structures, domes, focus gems, etc., etc., for all sorts of things, none of which are to worship in order to gain power, wealth, sexual gratification or control of another. Can ye ones not move out of thy dark ages? Must you go right back into the practices which brought you down time after time after time? It is ALWAYS the same things which bring you down! Satan needs no new enticements; the old ones work over and over and over again. Could ye ones not at least be "inventive" and "creative"? Why can ye not see the "obvious"--why must ye turn always to the mystical? Insight and truth bring "freedom" and ye ones are terrified of "freedom"; terrified! For, in freedom ye must stand responsible for thy actions and choices--no one else to "blame" for thy failures at good choices.
YE COULD TRAVERSE THE UNIVERSE IF YE WOULD ALLOW FREEDOM (REAL FREEDOM) TO SELF. BUT YE "FEAR". "FEAR" IS THINE ENEMY AND SATAN UTILIZES IT AS HIS FAVORITE TOOL TO BIND THEE. OH YES, YE CONJURE UP THINE OWN DEVILS; COULD YE NOT CONJURE UP THINE OWN DMNITY? WELL. JESUS CHRISTOS CAME TO SHOW YOU THERE IS NO DEATH OF THE SOUL, THEREFORE, WHOEVER YOU ARE, WHATEVER THE STATUS OF THINE EVOLUTION; YE HAVE A LONG, LONG TIME (LIKE INFINITY MAYBE?) TO PONDER UPON THESE THINGS.
REPETITION? YES, AND I SHALL REPEAT IT OVER AND OVER AND OVER UNTIL ONES HEAR ME. MY TROOPS BETIER BE HEARING ME SOON. SO BE IT. I HAVE GAINED THE PRIVILEGE OF REPETITION--I HAVE GAINED THE PRIVILEGE AND BEING UN­LIMITED; I SHALL UTILIZE IT.
Let us get on with the day, Dharma. I must have some silent time with you today, chela, let the men sort of the papers please as you and I have matters which must be covered. Oh, precious ones, so much to be covered, so much.
I move to stand by and await thy petition. I am on ship alert; ye ones are in crisis.
SALU, SALU, SALU
Commander Gyeorgos Hatonn,
Galactic Command, Sector EW 17
22147292, communication out,
Commander Korton, stand by
please for beam communiqu�
Dharma, release please out.

APPENDIX II

REC #1 ESU JESUS SANANDA


SUN., MAY 28, 1989 6:00 A.M. YEAR 2, DAY 284


SUN., MAY 28, 1989

Jesus here in the glory of the new day. I greet you with bless­ings of Truth and clarity of thought.
LOOK AROUND YOU
First, I will speak of "signs", then as we move on I will speak of individual needs. Know that the plan is well laid and if you continue in thy works we shall, together, find the way.
Many of you ones are finding maximum stress coming within thy lives. Illness of great severity will strike some in an effort of the Dark Brotherhood to bring thy works to a halt. Some will find more and more personal unrest in relationships, confusion, lack of direction and general upheavals in belief systems. You will again be torn into the direction of "searching II, being pulled into psychic predictions "to see if you have missed a thing". Take care, precious ones, take care for the more important ye are to the cause of transition, the more constant will be the bom­bardment. I am going to repeat something which Commander Hatonn has stated many times: "If thy life seems to be nonpro­ductive, confused and filled with unrest, look carefully to see if perhaps ye are in the wrong place, moving in the wrong direc­tion." Satan projects these self-imposed circumstances upon thy mind; ye weary of the "wait" or ye feel isolated and rejected, worthless and incompetent--completely confused as to thy path.
The hardest blow is to thy ego in that he will cause you to be much less than ye are; then, he will promise "take my route which is the easy way, and I will restructure thy life in abun­dance and fulfillment.� He just never gets around to doing so. Remember, he cannot create; he can only play to your own free­will choices.
Ah so, ye lash out "then get us the things we need to do "your" projects and we will get on with it." Will you? Have you? What do you do with delays? Do you continue to wait impa­tiently while threatening to "leave" the projects; or do thee work harder at bringing forth the abundance? Do you think this is not of the testing? Why do you question God as to "why" these things happen; why do you not question Satan as to "why" he has pulled thee down and further, why have you let him in that he may do so?
How many ones who act as Judas do thee need in thy projects? How long will thee stand when the going gets really tough? How long will you stay untempted when the going appears to bring incredible power and monetary abundance? But most of all, why do ye continue to "blame" the cosmic brothers and un­seen guides? Why do you continue to "blame" God thy Father for thy abuses and hardly attend the wondrous gifts sent in dis­guise? Thy choices, at this time, can heal or destroy of self. If ye remain locked into your own tiny portion related to affect on self, ye are missing the lifeboat. Ye are playing into the hands of thy dark brothers who will encourage you night and day to "blame" Jesus and Father God for thy plight. Stop blaming God for getting thee into thy mess but DO ask God to get thee out of it, please. He will bless thee and lift thee safely unto the shore. But, YOU must cease of the self-vandalizing.
"Well, when will we have these things we need?" ye ask. "I perceive they should have come forth long ago-- "WRONG--IF YE PERCEIVED THEY SHOULD HAVE COME SOONER, THEY WOULD HAVE FOR YOU WOULD HAVE MADE SURE OF SAME. Please, may I impose upon Wally Gentle­man, for his role is great? If money came from other than Tejas Shape, where would W.G. be? I have not stopped thy abun­dance; thy own silent mission intent has stopped fruition of thy conscious desires. Yet ye will punish yourself, in the waiting, for the dark inputs insist you do so. Ah Wally, ye are so blessed and beloved of me; I so pain at thy suffering for thy load is great. Ye will meet thy burden and have the strength to carry it. Thank you for not asking to be relieved of it, precious one. Take my hand, dear friend, and let me carry thee for a while. Let thy body rest in peace while it heals; ye need of respite.
Ah, dear ones, ye want "times", "places", "who", "what", "where", but most of all, "when". I repeat and repeat, "look around thee". 'Tis all there, moving right down the mouth of the funnel. Even I am not given the exact moment--but ye ones are still waiting until ye are given the exact moment, to make up thy minds which will be thy action. Do not tell me otherwise for I have the gift of insight--The questions and doubts are like a blinding fog around most of you. If you cannot accept "until" or "prove it to me", ye might well wait unto thy own downfall; mine is not to "prove". Y e ones came forth upon that blessed place for a purpose of "thy" soul; not "my" soul. 'Tis thy soul intent which must come into balance, not mine.
I offer forth mine hand unto you; I will carry you if you ask, I will most surely bear thy burden when it is too heavy; but, I can not impose upon thee, my force of anything. Neither can thy brothers from the spaces beyond thy consciousness. Ye cannot make up of another's mindset. I, nor any other, can make of thy decisions--only thee!
SIGNS; TIME IS HERE
Let us speak of "timing". Ye are well into the portion of time which has seen all the "prophecies" come into reality of experi­ence. Most have been in place for well over a decade. Ye were told that you would know. Well, the fig tree is beyond the bud­ding stage; the new leaves are set upon the branches. You too, when you see these things, all prophecies coming together, rec­ognize that it is near, right at the door. I forewarned that the generation in place when these things all came to being, would be the generation which would see the transition come to pass.
What were the major signs? Let me refresh thy minds. I would prefer, dear ones, that ye do your homework and study the Revelations. Why do ye ones hate of thy homework so badly? Thine way is not to be the way of ease and spoon-feedings.
Ye have increased activity in thy earth upheavals in more widespread manner than in all history of thy planet as ye know it. As the large quakes happen they will be more and more in­tense. Have I not said that one of the largest will split the earth from the Dead Sea to the Mediterranean Sea? Many countries will be split into portions differing in landscape from what is now present. The earth is in constantly building pressures. Can the atmosphere, so polluted already, bear the burden of volcanic toxins poured forth?
Famine? Is there not dead and dying in some of thy countries? Are there not hungry ones within thy own areas? Available food is not yet the major problem, but mankind who hoards for profit. It makes no difference to the dying children from whence does not come the bread. Are there not increasing and abounding homeless? Are there not more and more ones who call the gutters their home and await the passing of time that they might simply die and move on?
What about pollution? Is it growing better with all thy "curbs"? Is it not even rotting away even thy statuary? What might this be doing to thy precious bodies? It is not localized unto anyone place any longer--it is throughout thy world; from space, thee are a smudge-pot. Thy atmosphere is changed and beyond transposition.
One of the major prophecies was that Israel would be again founded as a nation; is it not so? But it took a land portion which belonged to another people. That fragile existence is so explosive that it will break at any moment. More than that, the thrust of the Israel peoples themselves is hardening and hostile. What do you think would happen to a messiah in that place to­day? So be it!
Thy own country of America, birthed in freedom and glory, is faded. It is already beyond rebirthing; it is ready to fall to mon­etary collapse. Weep for thy loss, for it is beyond measure. It will, however, contribute unto the ultimate transition of thy world for it provides a "place" for our work to go forth. It is still a great shelter for thy works; it is so written that it would come to be this way.
The Chinese peoples have between 4 to 5 hundred million per­sons available for military use, all ready with nuclear capability­-in place. Thy guideline was two hundred million from a given sector. The before stated troops are from thy place labeled China, alone.
Would you not agree that the Arab world along with the world's Moslems threaten a war that could destroy the nation of Israel?
Is not the entire world at the point of mass warfare over the ar­eas of the "Middle East"? Could it be over oil, maybe?
Is not the European "community of ten" becoming more and more powerful and considering less and less the input of the United States? So be it. Is there not mass upheaval and reshifting in almost all sectors?
Worst of all, is not the entire world in terror of nuclear holo­caust? Does it not come closer each and every day? Did not you note just in thy current week: India launched long range missiles with nuclear capability? Do you not think Satan will provide the ones who will supply the warheads?
YES, SATAN IS ALIVE AND DOING VERY WELL IN THY WORLD. VERY WELL INDEED.
This is a subject which I will deal with at great length in the near future: "Why Satan has such reign." Hatonn told you ones, early on, thine is a "prison planet" of sorts. Ye have also been told, by ME, that Satan would have a period before the end, of total rule--look around thee very carefully before ye argue with me as to whether or not that may have already come to be.
All these signs of which I speak, and many, many more, are vis­ible all about thee. Ye ask, "How can this have come to be?" BECAUSE MAN HAS ESTRANGED HIMSELF FROM GOD. IN HIS GRASPING AT EARTH HUMAN FLESH GRATIFI­CATION AND EGO MONUMENTS UNTO SELF, HE HAS FALLEN PREY TO THE ENEMY--SATAN HAD NOT ONE BIT OF BATTLE TO GET THUS FAR.
Yes, it has all been written that it would come to be this way. It is also written that I will again come to reclaim our Father's Kingdom and so I shall. But ye have another wondrous thing to await. There will also be born unto you a child who will appear to be born of man but is born of God. This energy will never have walked this plane before but he shall come unto you as God. Surprised? Well, so be it; so be it. Ye have many won­drous surprises yet awaiting thee.
It has been long, Dharma, so let us leave the keyboard for a respite. In humble gratitude for thy service, I take my leave. I bless thee and leave thee in peace.
ASK AND YE SHALL RECEIVE. BELIEVE AND RE­QUEST AND ALL THESE THINGS SHALL BE ADDED UNTO THEE! SO BE IT AND SELAH, AHO, AMEN. IN REVERENCE UNTO OUR FATHER SOURCE, I STAND ASIDE AND AWAIT THY CALL.
AU DAI PA DAI CUM SOLEN AUM SOLEN
I AM!

APPENDIX III


REC #1 ESU JESUS SANANDA


WED., MAY 24, 1989 6:00 A.M. YEAR 2, DAY 280


WED., MAY 24, 1989

DOUBTS. QUESTION. CHOICES
In radiance, I come. We will speak of many things as we jour­ney through this tight passage. Let us not tarry this day on painful subjects. All must come into confrontation with that which is more "reality" than the fantasy of daily sequence. Naught has changed. The perturbation and annoyance is as much for thy brethren as for thee. AS LONG AS THERE IS FREE-WILL CHOICE, THERE WILL BE DOUBTS. Ye must handle doubts for the blessings they provide--discernment. If there is always a bit of doubt, ye will check thy roadmaps often that ye not take a wrong turn at a crucial time.
The ability to question, reason and logic are thy great gifts. Ye have confronted Lucifer; ye have not yet, in this portion, con­fronted Satan. Ye "witness" the works of Satan; ye are enticed, tried and bribed by "Lucifer", the sly one. Decisions must be made on a moment to moment basis. With the input from thy lessons within these writings and the teachings of lifetimes, ye can make of sound decisions. Ye ones must look at all possibil­ities, both positive and negative in perception; for there are only "positive" ones in the outcome. Ye shall make of all things into "positive" experience. Ye cannot move in a "fog" of blindness. Most especially when it includes thy brethren within the fog bank of thy actions.
I could more easily bear a cross than could I have stood by and allowed my brother to be hanged. If ye lose of the loving "human" gift of caring, we have naught for which to work. What merit survival if ye lose that which IS life? Ye only have the truth of this moment and if ye stand strong through "this" moment, the next will be also passed by equally as swiftly. Only the players and the sequence of experience changes. From time to time ye must play at the game of "Devil뭩 advocate" that ye do not blind of yourselves in false security of ridiculous "beingness". There is a difference in active "faith" and "being" faith. In "being" faith ye are not really "in" faith. For, ye are haphazardly existing and quite honestly, depending on others to produce that you can continue in thy "being". Ye ones must be very cautious for as ye grow, many, many ones will wish to come and allow you to act in their stead that they might "be".
Ones must continually work to upgrade self and skills. Ones must be working many hours in each day segment to learn, grow and polish potential. Ye must move from a population of "specialty" into a balanced and varied skilled community. If all thee can do is sell a house, how shall thee eat when ye cannot grow of a garden? This is more a time of thinking than of heavy testing. Lucifer is a most helpful brother in the bringing of truth and variety of possibilities to thy attention. THERE ARE AL­WAYS OPTIONS OF ACTION, CHOICES OF ALTERNA­TIVES; YE MUST UTILIZE THE MOST PROPITIOUS A V­ENUES OF TRAVEL AND UTILIZATION. Ye must AL­WAYS check and evaluate how it affects the programs of the group, thy singular passage and that of thy brother; familiar and unfamiliar. Whatever might be the perceived problem, ye must always share and lean a bit upon another, for we are all in this "thing" together.
Yes, ye will each and all constantly be in evaluation and doubt. It is the lack of decision and the "drifting" into "whatever" that will destroy thee. Give head-forward, intelligent attention to these things as they arise and thy answers will flow. Sometimes thy brother will be given the solution to a problem and you will have missed of it. Be open; hear, listen even unto the warnings and temptations of Lucifer for he will keep thee on thy toes. Do not allow of him to touch of thee. His touch is smooth and he promises "ease" of passage. I cannot promise thee ease of pas­sage but I can GUARANTEE passage. I do not promise won­drous negation of that which will be; I do promise to be with thee every step of the journey. I do not promise thee a rose with naught thorns; I do promise that I shall abide with thee in the thorned garden. I shall also pluck the thorned crown from thy brow.
Ye are at the threshold of bombardment of movement and activ­ity. Ones of thy groups are not prepared; ye ones will need carry an incredibly heavy burden for an indeterminate period of sequence. Ye shall attract help as the "underground" messages go forth, but each and all require "time". Ye will despair and weary--pay attention to the red flares which warn thee of im­pending trouble. When ye are too weary and clouded by per­sonal interactions and internalization, ye tend to err. Be always alert and cautious for that is when ye can be struck down by thy adversaries.
TESTING NEVER DONE
Precious chela, not only are thee not through with thy testing, ye shall never be done with thy testing. Yours is a job which can bear not untruth in the writing. Ye are not finished with the torment of this moment nor this week. Nay, neither I nor thy energy brothers will make decisions "for" thee--any of you. That IS thy purpose, to make decisions and come into the truth and in­tensity of the decision. Ye cannot "flap" in the wind as a string from a broken kite. Ye must be dedicated, willing to give "all" to the purpose upon which decided, and take action. Sometimes thy decisions will be in error--go within from whence comes thy help, and "listen". Ye shall be given the information to guide thy actions. Ye will be able to evaluate, change, improve and mold that which is better. Thy circumstance will change with the blinking of thine eyes; thy "goal" must not ever change. Take special care at each duty or enjoyment that can bring you down physically--take care! That does not mean thee cannot do of it--TAKE CARE THAT YE ARE NOT AT ALL CARE­LESS OR GIVEN TO EGO "CHANCES" TO "SHOW OFF" THY GREAT IMPORTANCE OR TRAINED SKILLS. IT IS "PRIDE" THAT SHALL PULL THEE DOWN. BETTER YE LET GO OF THY "PRIDEFUL EGO" NOW, BEFORE IT BURIES THEE. Be careful, too, that even in the "faith" you are not pulled down. There is more "pride" in "accepting faith" than in almost any other area of experience. THE TRAPS ARE EVERYWHERE THEE ARE. EVERYWHERE. KNOW THINE ENEMY, AND BETTER, KNOW SELF FOR THINE "ENEMY" IN THIS BATILE CERTAINLY KNOWS THEE!
Ye have been playing the game from the sideline. That will soon cease to be an option for each and all of you. You, like the rest of the "squad", thinks ye know the rules and have prac­ticed in the scrimmages. When ye are in the firing line it will be the real test and then 'tis too late. In the heat of the battle will thy metal be really tested--THAT, BELOVED' ONES, IS WHEN LUCIFER BECOMES SATAN. HE NEEDS NO "BIG GUNS" YET; 'TIS UNDER FIRE AND LIVE AMMUNITION THAT YE PRAY THY BROTHER HAS LEARNED TO PLAY AS WELL AS HAVE THEE. THEREFORE, "YOU" HAD BETTER BE LEARNING TO PERFECTION. Mine is not to chide nor be "dramatic"; mine is to tell you truth and cause you to "think" in utmost care from both thy perceived positive and negative aspects. Thine enemies are trained in clever subterfuge, be they human or discarnate. Ye cannot "prove" faith, it is as thy "insurance" policies; ye cannot buy of insurance after the car is wrecked or the body is dead. Ye have to have already purchased the policy in thy "non-need" state. If it requires spacecraft parked on thy lawn or money poured for no reason from the skies, ye have not faith. There is only per­sonal, inside acceptance--no "proof', and ye ones will learn to see the signs which are sent unto thee for thy support. Ye, of all ones, must have reached thy decisions in BLINDED accep­tance of My presence and reality. Do not ask of any to do fool­ish nonsense in "proving" a thing and further, you do not do foolish things to "prove" a "thing". Foolish proving games are of ego and devil prodding--Truth needs no "proof", Truth IS! No more; no less. So be it.
Let us put this to close, Dharma. Ye are weary and there is much to be done this day, as all days. Go forth with Dalene that the bonding can be renewed and that she might find some joy in her circumstance. The birth of a child is to be shared with a mate and she has it not. Bring light within that joy can be abundant in what now appears most dreary. My blessings rest upon ye ones most dearly and most completely.
I AM JESUS OF THE GOLDEN RAY OF FATHER GOD; I AM THAT WHICH HE IS, I AM THAT WHICH YOU ARE THROUGH HIM. I AM THAT I AM.
I AM JESUS ESU SANANDA.
AU DAI PA DAI CUM, SOLEN AUM SOLEN ADONAI AND AMEN.

APPENDIX IV


REC #1 SANANDA (JESUS)


TUE., MAY 23, 1989 5:45 A.M. YEAR 2, DAY 279


TUE., MAY 23, 1989

Who wrote Genesis? Was it Elijah? Job? Zeus? Dionysus? Moses? Adam and Eve? Perhaps Isaiah? Ah so! Do I make my point? Perhaps it was Aton; He certainly knew of it. Lu­cifer? Probably not for by this time he was called Satan, ser­pent, Devil. Why was he called these things instead of Lucifer?
I AM JESUS who comes again this day, Dharma, to speak concerning these things which must come into balance that ye might be prepared in Truth and not fable.
LUCIFER
Lucifer was created in total perfection. His name alone, gives cause to pause; it means "the Son of the morning", "Prince of the dawn", "The Morning Star" and "The Shining One". He was given the "seal of perfection". Father spoke of him as the "anointed" one, which meant supreme favor with Father God. This was the greatest being God had created, one who had un­equaled strength, wisdom, beauty, privilege and authority.
The highest and most exalted position of the spirit realm was held by Lucifer, a creature who was perfect in all of his ways from the day of his creation. How could such perfection come to be the greatest adversary (Satan) known to the Universe? How could he fall to the level of "Devil" (accuser; slanderer)? How could perfection come into total imperfection?
The highest position in the angelic realm was held by Lucifer, a creature who was perfect in all of his ways from the day he was created. Hatonn has often been questioned when he refers to himself and to thee ones as "creatures". Precious ones, all things or beings created by God are creatures, just as the label implies. I, Jesus Esu Sananda, am a creature of Father God. No insult, the supreme compliment of the universal existence. Perfection of form does not just happen in accidental bumbling. I will, however, clarify terminology to be more exacting of defi­nition. Since the creations of Adam and Eve the human has been "born" rather than individually "created", but, born in the image of the perfect creation and in likeness (soul essence) of God our Father. The birthed babe is blessed with the gift of "soul" by Father and agreement of spirit (Holy Ghost), and of the Son. We will discuss the patterns of possession of the child at a later time.
Well, precious ones, Lucifer blundered terribly--you would call it ego take-over in its finest hour. His "WILL" was his destruc­tion for he used it wrongly, and since the perfection of the Garden of Eden it is used wrongly. Lucifer was given dominion over all magnificent creations of the spiritual world but his own perfection was his ultimate downfall. God realized there was the imperfection of unrighteousness within his being.
Lucifer was not content to II rule", he proclaimed his "will" and chose to place himself above Creator. He proclaimed "I will as­cend to Heaven" and "I will be worshiped as God Creator" and ultimately he confronted Creator and proclaimed "I WILL be like the Most High.�
When the confrontation occurred there was a great rebellion which erupted throughout the Universe. Lucifer led, of course, this revolution among the angelic realms. At least a third of the angels followed him into his downfall. He lost none of his perfection of beauty, intellect or power; therefore he could entice others of the angelic entities to join with him. What he lost for­evermore, was his personal relationship with Father God. He was not given the power to "create" and was destined forevermore to need utilize "other" for his own experience. He was a being without nation or home, always to be apart from Creator.
LUCIFER JUDGED BY GOD
Lucifer became the first imperfect, unrighteous (sinful) creature. He and his angels were brought to trial before God and JUDG­MENT was pronounced upon him. The realms of perfection were now imperfect. His name of perfection (Lucifer) was stricken from him and he was called Satan, the Devil (The Evil One). This was the birth of "evil" for it passed beyond the acts of mere "sinful behavior".
Dharma, it is alright for I stand beside you. Rest a-moment for you must understand. As free-will entities, you are forever in the presence of the energy of Satan. I "qualify" your shield of protection. I STAND BETWEEN THEE AND HIM BUT HIS PRESENCE IS RECOGNIZED BY THEE AND YE SICKEN. LET IT BE, CHILD, LET IT BE. THE CHILL WILL PASS. YE CANNOT UTILIZE HIS NAME WITHOUT HIS AP­PEARANCE; JUST AS YE CANNOT USE OF MINE, "JESUS", WITHOUT MY PRESENCE. HE CANNOT SUR­VIVE EVEN IN MY SHADOW FOR I REPRESENT OUR FATHER CREATOR AND I AM CLOAKED IN HIM. I AM! Just rest a moment, chela, I shall tend thee.
Ye weep for him. I weep for him. He is lost to all Glory, all beauty; he has no place except by using another's. Only the an­gelic spirits and humans have the gift of free-will choice. His ultimate plan is to get enough of thy God energies (souls) "on his side" in mass, through thy free-will choice, to again confront God. He knows he cannot prevail but millions of souls will re­main or pass into torment with him and his false promises. He has but to return in honor unto Father but he chooses to remain an alien to the Holy Realms.
Why must we speak of these things? YE MUST KNOW THINE ENEMY! YE MUST KNOW THINE ENEMY! YE MUST KNOW THINE ENEMY! SO BE IT; THY SHALT KNOW THINE ENEMY!
Dharma, ye were not chosen for thy weakness; ye were chosen for thy strength. So be it, chela, there are ones who will stand with you. Yes, we are going to set some misconceptions into order. So be it, that is our purpose, that you ones can know what ye are about.
What about my churches, you ask. What about my churches? Be patient, I shall get around to "my" "churches". They are contaminated by Satan, but all are not lost unto me. However, when you reach the level of a democratic vote to accept "evil" within, ye are in serious trouble. Serious indeed! We will speak later of these things; I wish to continue that you might know "how" it came to thus on thy beauteous place.
God created the Angelic Realms before he created the Universe. However, he created the material universe before the Angelic revolt. There is a great and tremendously important "gap" in sequence of knowledge upon thy place about that period of experience. The following will also account for the dis­crepancies in belief of how and in what time-frame recognized by ye ones, the earth experienced development.
Yes, Dharma, I know you do not wish to write these things. I am who I say I am and I, Jesus, speak Truth and place of My seal upon the words. Do you not recognize of Aton, child? So be it, for the way must be shown. The "beginning" is important because it is the cause of the "ending" of the story. See ye not? The ultimate battle of all is between the fallen one, Satan, and ME! Now, is the time for the claiming of thy souls and the sorting? I hold thine very tenderly--very tenderly.
Yes, I know. If ye put these words to paper ye become either the greatest fool of all creation or the true bringer of "Truth" to a very troubled land. 'Tis thy choice, child, 'tis thy choice.
POINT OF NO RETURN
Once ye begin, ye cannot turn back. Ye will not be discounted by as many as ye believe. The Evil One, himself. stands in wait for thy decision. How can it be thee? Oh, precious one, open thine memory and allow thy knowledge to come forth. It MUST be thee! It MUST BE, FOR YE ASKED. Ye are an old, old soul--a master teacher, and ye asked! YE ASKED, AND I, THE LORD THY GOD, ACCEPTED! It is time, also, for those ones around you to waken from their sleep and recognize of their journey upon this wondrous place. Take a respite now and go ponder these things; I will not leave of thee but ye must come to thine own decision. Read of the words thus written and ye will know of the Truth. I hold thee most gently in my protection, but ye have to decide alone; there are some things that none can do for thee, 'tis thine alone. FEAR NOT FOR I AM WITH THEE EVEN UNTO THE ENDING OF TIME. AHO. COME WALK WITH ME, TARRY WITH ME AND COME FORTH INTO THY BALANCE. IT SHALL COME TO BE IN THY TIME UPON THIS PLACE. IT IS SO AND SO BE IT.

Candace: I suggest the reading of the Lucifer Rebellion in the Urantia Book, papers 53 and 54. Lucifer was one of many created Sons of Christ Michael and Nebadonia to help rule in Nebadon. Nebadon is divided for administrative purposes into many Local Systems. Our planet and sun, belong to a local system called Satania (not the source of the word Satan). There are over 600 planets in our system.
Systems are governed by System Sovereigns, and Lucifer was System Sovereign of Satania. A System Sovereign is the Chief Executive of the System. He was quite brilliant, thus the comments above. It took a long time to find a suitable Sovereign for Satania, and he had long bid for the job.
He was thus ruler of the spirit beings of Satania regards what is stated above. There had been 3 rebellions in this Universe of Nebadon, and the Lucifer Rebellion was pretty intense. 37 planets of Satania went into it, plus as said above about 1/3 of the angelic beings under his dominion.
All Sons of God of Christ Michael and Nebadonia are created in perfection. But they can fail and some do. I think here Esu is more using the Satania System, as the "universe" in some statements. And there is nothing wrong with this, because peoples of a world do not know generally about government and that there are many universes. Satania was quickly isolated to control spread of the rebellion elsewhere.
You can read the selected papers of the Urantia Book above, at www.urantia.org

APPENDIX V


REC #1 ESU JESUS SANANDA


SUN., MAY 21, 1989 6:00 A.M. YEAR 2, DAY 277


SUN., MAY 21, 1989

Put forth thy hand into mine and there will be peace in the val­ley for thee. I make no idle promises, chelas,' there will be peace for thee. Come unto me and I will give you rest, yes, but you must first do of something to have made thine self weary lest you need no rest. Most are resting and will never move from the inertia of the "rest" period. How about this, we will work at "balance" and ye won't need of so much resting. I AM JESUS WHO COMES THIS DAY, UNTO YOU ONES OF MINE FLOCK. DHARMA, I GRANT THEE PEACE AND HARMONY THAT YE MIGHT FULFILL THY TASK IN TRUTH. WE WILL SPEAK OF MY NAME, JESUS, FOR IT GIVES THEE GREAT DISCOMFORT.
WHAT'S IN A NAME?
What is in a name? It is only a label that you might recognize of a person who is without thy presence. It is a point of reference. If it is a pleasant name, many ones will choose that label for their children. Ones naming their children will choose one which their very soul nags them to choose; it is why parents would do well to find what a name really means before placing a sign upon a babe.
Sananda tells the story of who I AM. Jesus tells the story of who I was at one time upon thy earth plane. Just as Dharma tells the story of who you are at a level even beyond thy present ability to understand. Thy earth given name only refers to a human female person. There are many reasons that I was called Jesus at the time of my birth but it matters not right now for purposes of this discussion.
My name has been used falsely upon thy place to the point of ad nauseam. It is utilized in curses, for curses and in the name of curses. Ones pray unto me for all manner of greed and selfish nonsense--a very bad "habit". Mostly, the use of the title only conjures the darker responses to thy brain for mine ones know me. You hesitate to utilize a word that conjures such dark over­all responses for ye know that energy which is mocked is not of me. 'Tis why it is, at this point, easier for most to accept a "space commander" than to accept that I am back into thy phys­ical lives. I am truly the "last" one most wish to have "back" in thy lives. I am nice on Sunday morning, or a sunrise service or especially on a Good Friday. Good Friday especially is nice for it represents an incident that absolves ye ones from any re­sponsibility for thy actions. After all, did I not die and spill blood that forever more, thee would have to do nothing but be­lieve I existed and gave all for thy salvation? So be it! Just eat of the grain and drink of the vine in My name and all is ab­solved?
While you are doing that very thing in habitual trance, my brother of evil is moving right in with thee. He tells you loudly you need do nothing, old brother Jesus (only he will misuse My name; he loathes My name and will not stay in its presence) did it all for you and absolves you of responsibility. Therefore, how about you giving me a place to stay a while. You see, chelas, when Lucifer was tossed out on his ear--he has no home, no country--no "place"--he must take yours and you must invite him in. So, he will make grand offers, in the name of goodness usually, to get a bit of a hook into thee. Ah yes, he even helps you for a while, and then he desires more and more and more of you. He was cast to the Earth for he no longer has a place in the Father's realms. He will forever more do battle to establish his place, depriving thee of thy place--and you give it willingly - openly. When you give totally, you are perfectly possessed and you consequently lose all defenses against the creature. This is "evil", far beyond what ye call "sin".
First, the evil creeps upon thee. At entry point, Evil Spirit tests the water a bit, catches the host in a depressed, helpless or self­-miserable state of being. Then he prods a bit, tempts a lot and moves very carefully within. The decision is then made, no matter how tenuous, by the "victim" to allow that entry.
Then he works very carefully and in total dedication to the "capture". There are the erroneous judgments by the "victim" in vital matters, as a direct result of the allowed presence of the Evil One. This is in preparation for the next stage of the move in.
In the beginning the poor "victim" knows it is an alien energy moving in (I don't speak of space brother aliens' or ones from another country). I do speak of disembodied spirit, disincarnate spirit moving in to utilize a human physical being. He feels the "force" of that energy and in the upstart it is usually most com­forting for all the while ye are being promised all manner of wondrous adventures and "things". As a result of this, how­ever, the "victim" LOSES CONTROL OF ms FREE WILL! Therefore, the same action causes loss of control of decisions and actions.
If ye have not placed My protection about thee, ye will listen to this one and his lies. You WILL LISTEN even if ye know it to be lies. Then, you will begin to actually respond to the lie as truth and lose of thy discernment.
Once you are thoroughly enthralled with this stage of partici­pation the Evil One begins to "set the hook" and move toward TOTAL possession of thy WILL. At this point, where thee can still question and deny entry, you are still most vulnerable for the master of evil picks of his time in great care. By this point you are usually in human desperation of one type or another. If, at this point, one allows extended control you are most likely doomed to the potential completion of the take-over in total. Thy world is overflowing with the unsuspecting and totally con­trolled human beings. All the stages are overlapping and unde­tectable. Then you better be using My name in some form (but "Jesus" is the most dreadful one in the ears of the evil one, for he knows it well). That name, JESUS, on your plane is recog­nized whereby "George" is not-all parties involved who have heard the name know it to be of me, of Light. In southern Lakota Sioux, it will be another label but just as effective. Bet­ter hold tightly to that which you recognize. It is the "focus" of pure intent, not a rounding off of your consonants and vowels.
Me, and mine, have been so misused that were I to appear as if by magic in great "miracle" form on Mr. Swaggert's or Mr. Roberts' stage, I would be tossed quickly into thy jail cell. When the time is perfection I will appear when and where I choose and I most surely assure you, I will not be tossed any­where!
BEWARE WALK-INS
Beware, beloved ones, of ones coming in proclamation as "walk-ins"--and here I shall make enemies for you, Dharma. Yes, there are agreements to be utilized in thy physical format for Father's purpose--these are agreements and one utilizes one's own FREE WILL choice to go the way of perfection. MOST ONES WHO ARE CONSIDERED WALK-IN'S ARE THE TOTALLY POSSESSED, HAVING SACRIFICED "FREE WILL" UNTO ANOTHER ENERGY. THE ENERGIES OF THE DIVINE SOURCE DO NOT "EVER" TAKE THY FREE WILL. EVEN IF YOU "GIVE" THY FREE WILL BACK UNTO THE DIVINE SOURCE. BE WILL BLESS YOU AND GIVE IT BACK THAT YOU MIGHT WORK IN HIS MOST HOLY LIGHT-NOT TAKE OF IT FOR "CONTROL" OF YOU! NEVER! Sometimes it is simply an incorrect projection of one "feeling" so totally alive in God that prompts the use of the term; however, guard well-­"WALK-IN" IS A TERM OF "TAKE-OVER" BY THE EVIL ENERGY NEEDING A "HOME"!
No, billions will not care for the above declaration, for they will realize they have been "had". How else do you think Satan will have such a foothold to completely control of thy planet (as the Revelations foretold) if he does not "fool" of thee ones? And, yes Dharma, you will be denounced by ones that will really bring thee pain. For it is a misconception and it plays into the "new" religion which will sweep of thy planet.
Yes, you can be "CONSUMED" with love and action for the Great Divine Spirit of Creator; you must surrender unto that en­ergy. Ye may give of thine energies to walk in the Truth and Light--BUT, FATHER SOURCE WILL NEVER "TAKE" THE CONTROL OF THY CHOICES AND FREEDOM OF WILL FROM THEE. THAT ONE PROMISE IS WHAT GIVES ME. ESU JESUS SANANDA. VALIDITY! I will again petition, in thy behalf, that ye ones do not know of that which ye do. Ye will be again given the opportunity to hear Truth and be shown the way. Then, again, the choice of free will decisions will be placed back into thy hands for thy final decisions. Ye better be looking within for 'tis only at the center of thy own soul being that you can remember the Truth. Only at the inner core of that which you are (you are not that which you appear in human form to be) resides the Truth and the Evil One cannot remove it for it is GOD! "HE" CAN CAUSE "YOU" TO LOSE THE MOMENT AND MARK THY OWN DESTRUCTION. FRIGHTENING? I CERTAINLY DO HOPE SO, BROTHERS AND SISTERS, I CERTAINLY DO HOPE SO! CALL ON ME BY WHATEVER NAME THEE CHOOSES; I WILL COME--I FEAR NO BATTLE WITH LUCIFER. FURTHERMORE, IF THY INTENT IS TRUTH, I DO NOT LOSE ANY SUCH BATTLES. YOU MAY BE BRUISED AND BATTLE WORN--NOT ME! NOT ME! SO BE IT AND SELAH. HALLELUJAH, AHO AND AMEN! TRY IT FOR YOU WILL LIKE IT IF THEE ARE HEAVY LADEN AND DOWNTRODDEN. SATAN WILL GIVE THEE NO PEACE NOR REST FOR "HIS" IS TO NEVER FIND REST OR PEACE UPON THE PLACES OF THE UNIVERSE--REMEMBER? IT IS CALLED HELL! BECOME HIS ANGEL AND HOUSEMATE AND YE REAP "HELL"! SO BE IT--THINK HARD ON THESE THINGS!
The efforts will be to shut you down, shut your mouth and not allow thy building in this wondrous place. I take no notice of who you claim to be--you had better take notice of who I CLAIM TO BE, FOR I AM AND I KNOW WHO I AM; WHO BE YE? I AM HE WHOM YE HAVE AWAITED. DENY ME IF THEE DARE FOR THOSE WHO REMAIN AGAINST ME SHALL FALL! This is, however, why these pronouncements must not go forth in general public distribution from this place-our building would be stopped. They will go forth in truth from another location that only My ones, in this lo­cation, will be able to know of this scribe.
Thy practices of "mysticism", in its true definition, will be thy destruction. The signs are all about thee now. The ones who use My name in Truth shall prevail. So be it. For in these man­ners will ye be able to find one another in order to fulfill thy purpose.
Take ultimate care in discerning these preternatural (evil) ener­gies that come to plead entry unto thee. Take not of their enticements and of their threats. They cannot create--they can only utilize what are rightfully thy strengths. The threats ARE the evidence of their limitations, for they cannot attack and seize control of the will in a "direct" manner. They can only work through the senses, in order to assure the continuance of that most basic element of all human possessions: THE CONSENT OF THE "VICTIM" BY HIS OWN WILL!
All ones are touched by this element. Look closely at self and honestly take note of any addictions which hold you hostage, this being a good example. Look carefully at thy desires and why ye might hold of them. Check to see how far along in earthly, fleshly possession thee actually have traveled.
For all the blandishments of success and happiness, for all the visions of special freedoms that may have led to this point, once control is yielded, virtually all personal freedom ceases from that point on. This is the most profound personal choice that can be made. Significantly, the option to relinquish all freedom of choice rests upon that very freedom guaranteed by God as long as the person chooses to be free. The choice can only be made BY the person; it can never be made FOR him. If the fundamental option is made to relinquish that freedom of will, then possession has been accomplished in its most essential and conclusive step. The simultaneous decision is to reject God and Jesus and the humanness Jesus (ME) made possible. Divine light is no longer theirs. There is a vacuum of any such deep knowledge as contributes to that humanness. All luminosity for the soul is progressively snuffed out. Into the vacuum Evil Spirit pours its own light and knowledge. He will even call the Kingdom his; and call himself the Prince of Light. He is false and places you into the role of a person of THE lie.
SATAN RARELY DELIVERS
At first, you can play his game and expect all sorts of wondrous things to happen for his promises are great. Remember, he can only utilize YOU, however. Thy own abilities which you have long denied use by thy own grand self. Watch what you are doing and look for the effects of this special diabolic light and how much "help" you seem to be receiving. He will cause you to feel surges of self-confidence beyond that which you believed you held, he will help you in thy work if it means growth and comfort for him, he will often give you forewarning (fortune telling at its best-or worst), you will be given sneaky little in­puts and enlightenment about thy earthly opportunities to pursue individual satisfaction or prosperity, and also given additional fresh information뭩, mental energy and always the promise of, and temporary, POWER OVER PEOPLE. EVERYTIDNG THY EGO WISHES AND LONGS FOR BUT HE NEVER GIVES THE ULTIMATE FULFILLMENT OF PEACE OR "HAPPINESS"; HE ALWAYS KEEPS THEE SEARCHING FOR LOVE, BALANCE, HARMONY AND PEACE. FOR THOSE TIDNGS ARE THE TIDNGS OF GOD BEING.
But, look most carefully for the most striking effect of the light and knowledge of Evil Spirit; the most extraordinary and dra­matic change it effects in the judgments, principles, and outlook of the host personality, together with an ever-growing sense of loss of self-control, even to the point of a loss of awareness of one I s actions. Look for the performance of actions for which ye have no answer of why ye did a thing nor recognition of moti­vation.
Oh, my beloved ones, ye must take care; I beg on bended knee at thy feet--take care. Ye will be sorely tempted in the most subtle of ways. If ye stumble I can pick thee up if ye but ask. IT IS THY FREE WILL I HONOR; DO YOU SEE? SATAN HAS NO FREE WILL. HE HAS NO VALIDITY UNLESS YE GIVE IT UNTO HIM! NONE!
Take caution, for just to bring this subject into thy presence pulls in the energy. Dharma is ice cold and repelled by the ha­tred being thrust at her very being during the writing of this les­son. Further, I must allow her to experience of it, for she also clings unto me for her protection and knows it will endure. Ye have strength in the "knowing". The Evil One has no strength other than that which ye ones give unto him. Except through thee he can do naught. That is why ye ones must be wary of thy fellow man, for it is through the human the Evil Brother works his evil--most often, completely hidden from view in the guise of goodness. BEWARE!
NO DEAP MARTYRS
Yes, precious scribe, the "fat is in the fire", as you would say. Ye will not turn back, even be it that ye could retract of these words. Thy mission is bringing forth Truth at this time of mass confusion and reign of lies. If thee steps forth on the foundation of Truth, thy brother can have strength to step forth with thee and we will make great and rapid strides in our purpose. Blessings be unto ye who dare. However, just to stand and dare, is of no avail. I need living hands, not dead martyrs. So be it and attend it well.
I AM THE WAY, I AM THE LIGHT AND EXCEPT THROUGH ME OF THE INFINITE CHRISTUS TRUTH, SHALL MAN PASS. I COME TO SHOW THE WAY. I AM THE WAYSHOWER; I AM THY TEACHER (LORD) COME TO THE CHELAS (MINE STUDENTS). I COME WITH THE HOSTS OF ANGELIC TRUTH TO LIGHT OF THY PATH THAT YE STUMBLE NOT.
SO BE IT, I AM; SOLEN AUM SOLEN AND I AM MAKING MY CALL UNTO THEE. I AM ESU JESUS SANANDA OF GOD OF LIGHT, THE IN­FINITE CIRCLE OF INFINITY. I OFFER MY HAND UNTO THEE FOR I COME TO RECLAIM MY FATHER'S KING­DOM UPON THIS WONDROUS CREATION. I PLACE OF MINE SEAL UPON THESE WORDS THAT THEY NOT BE CHANGED. NO MORE, NO LESS.

APPENDIX VI


REC #1 ESU JESUS SANANDA


FRI., JUL. 28, 1989 7:00 A.M. YEAR 2, DAY 346


FRI., JUL. 28, 1989

THE WORDS OF JESUS CHRIST
I come that ye might have understanding. The Father has promised that man shall be given the Truth and the Word before the ending of the cycle. He promised it would go forth unto ev­ery corner of the Planet and so it shall. Man will then be given an opportunity to choose in knowledge that which he wills to choose. At the time of the ending he will then have made his choice of placement in the universal kingdom for each will have a level of understanding and soul growth which will place him at his station of proper dimensional achievement. It is level of soul proficiency, not placement of "one higher or above another". We of the higher planes do not have the problems facing man of the "human EGO". Bringing under control the human ego is the challenge of the human experience in density of dimensional vi­bration known as Earth level. This is why ye were given of free-will choice, that ye could grow and learn correct choices which would bring you back into the purity of Christ Spirit that would in turn allow return unto Father Source in perfection.
It is quite sad and at some times, quite hard on the memory of Paul, that much of my teaching was left to be utilized in Paul's format. There was much that Paul wrote and was preserved and presented as the Truth in all instance. Nay, Paul took many lib­erties with Truth and did his teaching in confusion. Then man took the least offensive teachings and has utilized them for fur­ther control of mankind. In instances he imparted great wis­dom, but I NEVER GAVE OTHER THAN THE COMMAND­MENTS AND LAWS OF UNIVERSAL TRUTH WHICH HAS NOT GENDER NOR ENFORCEMENT "REGULATIONS". Paul has, and will until perfected, grown that he might come into unconfused thought patterns that his soul might have total freedom; he is still binded by adversity and indecision and a great desire for self security. He still has his choices to clarify and rectification to accomplish but Father always gives the op­portunity for experience to balance and justify. So be it and blessings upon these words.
I will now tell you that which I said unto mine brothers at my last meeting prior to taking leave of the group with whom I had spent my days. I wish that we could sit as we did that day, upon the mountain in wondrous communication--soon, dear ones, very soon now.
My path would lead me to India for many of the ones in India had gone there to move away from the persecution of what ye ones refer to as the "Holy Lands" (I use this term only for defi­nition of your vision of geography. There was also a race of human man birthed there. My mission was to lead me there to the places of India and I knew my path there would be long and tedious, for I was sent to bring the new teachings still to many countries, likewise to the shores of the great black waters in the North of the "Holy Lands". But before I would go I would give a last lesson and it was most carefully noted and scribed by my beloved friend, Judas of Ischarioth, who would go with me for most of my Earth journeys in that segment of my experience as outlined by Father unto me.
If man lives according to the Laws of The Creation, he lives rightly in truth, and this is the final goal: Everything human has to die in man, but everything creative has to rise and embrace The Creation.
Consider the universe as the place where The Creation lives in the infinite. Everything that man owns has its origin in The Creation, and therefore, it belongs to The Creation. Man shall change his entire spiritual life and perfect it, so that it may be­come One with The Creation. If man does a thing, he shall do it with the awareness of the presence of The Creation. But man shall never try to FORCE Truth unto another, for it would only be half its worth. First, man shall watch his own progress in spirit so that he creates in himself creative harmony. NO GREATER DARKNESS RULES IN MAN THAN IGNO­RANCE AND LACK OF WISDOM. NO GREATER FOLLY CAN FALL UPON A MAN THAN THAT HE "THINK" HIM­SELF IN WISDOM AND IT BE NOT SO. THAT ONE IS SURELY A FOOL.
The victory of man consists, at its height, in destroying and removing each power opposing the creative, in order that the creative might prevail. Man must develop in himself the power to discern over good and evil, and correct perception of all things, so that he might be wise and fair and follow the Laws of The Creation. Perception is necessary as to what is "real" and what is "unreal", what is valuable and what is not of value, what is of The Creation and what is not of The Creation.
MAN MUST BECOME A UNIVERSAL ONENESS, SO THAT HE BECOMES ONE WITH THE CREATION FOR HE IS OF GOD AND CREATION. HE SHALL NEVER REACH TOTAL TRUTH UNTIL HE BECOMES ONE WITH GOD AND CREATION. ANY DEVIATION FROM THAT IN­TENT IS ERROR FOR MAN'S ULTIMATE DESTINY IS TO AGAIN BECOME ONE WITH GOD AND CREATION-­HAVING SPLIT AWAY TO EXPERIENCE AND GROW IN STATURE AND WISDOM TO BE PERFECTION THAT HE MIGHT BE ALL WITHIN THE ONE.
You must make your lives equal to the Laws of The Creation, the laws of nature; so, live according to the Laws of The Cre­ation. They are most simple to understand-In fact; man con­tinually destroys himself and that good which resides within in attempting to hide from the very Truth of the Laws of Creation. It is called, on thy place, conscience and knowledge of good and evil. Man has tried, but will never actually succeed at hiding from that very Truth. However, great might be perceived the suffering of man, the power of The Creation in man is im­measurably greater, to conquer all that is evil and put it away from him. If man lives only in his consciousness as man, he is inaccessibly far from his spirit and from Creation, and also from the Laws thereof. The greater man's dedication to the Laws of The Creation, the deeper shall be the peace he harbors within himself. Man's happiness consists in that he seek and find the Truth, so that he may gather thereof knowledge in the Truth and wisdom, and think and act in accord with that of Creation in balance and harmony one with the other.
It is only through the conditions of Human life that man can de­velop his creative powers in spirit and utilize them. All other planes of existence are without mortal density and format. Man must daily effort at unfolding his powers and capabilities, for only thereby does he obtain experience in their usage. Man rarely even touches the fringes of his powers and capabilities and once in deviation from The Creative and God Resource, ye cannot touch them for all else is given to destruction and tearing apart and away from The Creation and Source--the ONE.
Man will never be able to deal with, and laugh at, death as long he is not one with The Creation-or, for that matter, half-death. For fear of the unknown is in man, which only perfection is able to perceive, because it is all-knowing.
Instead of being guided by instincts and impulses, man should live in realization of wisdom and according to the Law and all else will fall into proper action. Man should listen to, and weigh carefully; the "nudges" that are given from Truth that his actions can be correct for the all-knowing resource within can surely guide you. Man clutters his mind with trash and trivia until he can no longer even hear the voice within.
Man shall not lose his way in the forest of limitations, but shall expand his spirit and seek and find knowledge and wisdom for that is the purpose of his sojourn in this matrix. This, so that he can become One with the All. He must come ever closer to his life's goal and recognize the creative principle in all things. A THOUSAND LIGHTS WILL HELP MAN ON HIS PATH, IF HE WATCHES AND FOLLOWS THEM. MAN WILL AT­TAIN All. HIS KNOWLEDGE AND WISDOM, IF HE SERI­OUSLY STRIVES FOR PERFECTION. THE LAWS SERVE All. THOSE WHO ARE WILLING TO SEEK TRUTH AND WISDOM IN UNLIMITED MEASURE. In as much as they master themselves in all possible directions and develop their spiritual powers higher and higher, and per­fect themselves thereby.
MAN MUST CONSIDER NOT HIS PHYSICAL MISERY, BUT THE REALITY OF SPIRIT AND THE BEING OF CREATION. FOR IF MAN RECOGNIZES HIS ONENESS WITH THE CREATION AND THE ABILITY WITHIN, HE CAN MOST EASILY CAST AWAY HIS PHYSICAL MIS­ERY.
There is a steady restlessness within man, because he has a premonition that The Creation is his fate and destination. Man may be great, wise and good, but that is not sufficient, for he can constantly become greater and wiser and better; there may be NO limits to love and peace and joy, for the present has to be constantly exceeded.
Verily I say unto you, love that is unlimited, constant and infal­lible, is without conditions and pure, and in its fire all that is un­clear and evil will be cleansed and burned. For such a love is the love of The Creation and of God and Its Laws, also to which man has been predestined since the beginning of all "time". Since this is his final goal, man must take care that this must and shall be so, for this is truly his destiny and he shall work and grow or "repeat his grades" until such time as this is accom­plished. There are many levels of growth upon which to experi­ence and learn truth. The human experience grants you the best lessons for challenge of thy Creative Spirit.
However, as yet man fails to understand the Wisdom of this teaching because it is adulterated everywhere on Earth. Even these words of Truth are taken and misinterpreted and tampered with; re-defined and placed in error for human gain, control and power over a brother. 'Tis but another lesson to be learned and a level to rise above. However, before the final cycle is played and the time of the Revelations is fulfilled, man must be given Truth upon which to feed his eternal soul that he can choose in wisdom. This cycle as ye recognize of it, is ending, beloved ones. And further, in thy words: "You haven't seen anything yet!" You allow ONES IN POWER to tell YOU what YOU may BELIEVE. HOW ABSURD! WE WITNESS YOU PEERING AT A THING AND THEN ALLOWING A POLITI­CIAN TO TELL YOU WHAT YOU HAVE JUST WIT­NESSED. AS ONE WITH THE CREATION AND GOD IS THAT NOT QUITE DEGRADING TO THY IN­TELLIGENCE? YET IT HAPPENS ALL DAY OF YOUR EVERY DAY. YE HAD BETTER BE WAKING UP AND SMELLING THE ROSES FOR YOU ARE IN FOR SOME VERY SHOCKING EXPERIENCES AND WITNESS. SOON!
Man has falsified Truth in all various arts and forms so that It has become diffused and unintelligible. Man has made a hodgepodge of unintelligible gibberish of a totally simplistic, understandable and attainable concept. So be it for in the final tally justice will prevail upon and within the perpetrators thereof.
Well, friends, two thousand or so years ago I sat with mine brethren and said: "In two thousand years it will be taught anew, unfalsified, when man has become reasonable and knowl­edgeable, and a new time and generation foretells great changes."
SO, BRETHREN OF THIS MOMENT, TWO THOUSAND YEARS HAVE PASSED, HAVE THEY NOT? THE TRUTH IS COMING FORTH AND YOU, DEAR MANKIND, ARE GOING TO WAKE UP AND COME INTO YOUR KNOWL­EDGE IN SUCH A MANNER THAT YE CAN NOT TURN OF IT AWAY FROM THEE! MARK THESE WORDS FOR UPON THEM I PLACE MINE SEAL OF TRUTH. AND THIS, IN THINE OWN TIME OF EXPERIENCE. SO BE IT.
From and with the stars man can make a great alternation and a great spiraling back unto Truth and amend his path. Therefore, a few special people, chosen ones, will be given anew my un­falsified teachings for they will again be given directly from myself unto them in directness as thy telephone circuits and then, in personal presence-for that time long predicted is upon you. I walk and talk constantly with these scribes that there be no error brought forth. I take time that ones within the circles are given grand opportunity to rectify past lessons unlearned and release of self-bindings that they may fill their mission. Some will be lost to the wayside but the many will give unto Creation and God their ALL. That requires courage beyond measure in this current world of evil intent. It requires the surrender of all material assets unto mine purpose although it does not mean they will be either taken or utilized. It means thy soul must willingly and joyously be able to release attachments thereto--for beloved ones, NAUGHT OF THY WORLD WILL PASS INTO THE REALMS OF THE HEAVENLY PLACES. EVEN THOSE WHOSE BODIES WILL ASCEND WILL BE SO CHANGED IN TRUTH THAT THEY WILL NOT BE OF THE SAME "CLOTH". THEY WILL BE CHANGED INTO "WHOLE CLOTH". Ye ones of mine must not fluctuate as the wind­-chime to blow in whichever direction suits the passing breeze at any moment. Thy own needs will be set second if a task needs performance; each must and will do of his accepted job or he is not of ME. SO BE IT AND SELAH, FOR OPPORTUNITY TO FULFILL THY COMMITMENTS UNTO ME, MADE LONG PAST, AM I PAUSING IN THE PROGRAM TO ALLOW PARTICIPATION. AS WITH THE INSURANCE POLICY, YE MUST PURCHASE OF IT PRIOR TO THE NEED OF IT.
You ones must build of the facilities for My coming, for the dis­persion of the promised final Word and for a survival time within the transition itself. Man is not prepared for the impact of such vibrational and frequency changes as those which will occur in the day of transition. Thy Earth is in rebirthing and, brethren, ye cannot hold thy breath under the water long enough to survive. Ye better take of mine hand and learn to "walk on the waters" if ye choose to prevail. So be it.
Two thousand years ago I told them to beware of false teach­ings, which because of their ignorance they might allow to arise, since some were greatly inclined to such--and it came to be. Man thinks he grows wise and changes wisdom to suit his de­sires and convenience. I warned them to keep everything which I commanded them, lest they falsify My teachings. God and Creation backed My words that day for great lightning and thunder came down to underscore my intent. They were terri­fied and babbled their promises which were not long kept at any rate.
The Light was sent from above, that I might have transport. The time was day but the Light could be seen as brighter than the radiance of the sun. I ceased to speak to them that day that they might ponder My words and never be in the forgetting of Truth; but it prevailed not. I ascended within the Light for I AM OF TIIE LIGHT--I AM LIGHT. It then came about the ones who watched, a fog which swirled about as it was on the day of crucifixion; the thunder roared again as Mine Source stood by to receive Me and the Light ascended into the heavens. So be it! Strange? No! And further, I shall return in the same manner and most of you will stand and wring thy hands in chagrinned realization. YE HAVE BEEN FED THE LIE SO LONG YE CAN NO LONGER EVEN REMEMBER OF THE TRUTH!
Dharma, go, child, 'tis enough for one bite to be chewed. One mouthful at a time and we shall finally get the children fed. I adore of thee and give My blessings unto you. I move to stand­by and await thy summons if ye can receive again this day. I shall monitor carefully for thy life is in upheaval=this property problem must be solved that we might move forward. The communication center of this portion of thy known universe is here and will be protected. Who will make the final step of se­curity? So be it, I await. In total love and acceptance, I await.
I AM THAT I AM. I AM ONE WITH TIIE CREATION AND GOD--IN PERFECTION. WHO MIGHT YOU BE?
Is not the entire world at the point of mass warfare over the ar­eas of the "middle East"?

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